Surfing In Bangladesh and Much More

This is Nashima surfing; look at that gorgeous smile!

About Nashima

Before you begin this article, here’s a little reminder. My writing is not like anyone else’s writing. I don’t write for your entertainment, nor do I write for you to learn from me. I have nothing to teach anyone. I write to expose beliefs as false so that you can let those beliefs go and get free of the illusion. Consequently, when you feel emotion while reading my articles, that means that you hold the belief that I’m exposing as false or the opposite of that belief in your mind. Don’t deny it, or push it away. Stop reading, and let it go. You only make progress toward freedom by letting go. Reading about freedom or talking about letting go doesn’t do a damn bit of good.

I recommend that you use the triangle process or the Three Steps articles as a jumpstart if you don’t remember what to do when you feel emotion. Often when beliefs and emotions arise, people forget how to let go. Don’t be concerned if that happens to you. Our minds have been trained to hold on…not to let go. We’re breaking longstanding mental habits in initiation.

At the Palm Springs film festival this year (2022), I saw an excellent documentary film called “Nashima.”  It was about surfing in Bangladesh.  Surfing started in Bangladesh about twenty years ago when a dude made something that looked like a surfboard and taught himself how to surf. For a while, a few women surfed in the proper, full-body bathing suits.  But the religion (Islam) and culture said that surfing was just plain wrong for women.  So all but one woman, Nashima, quit.  This documentary was Nashima’s story.  

To make a long story short, Nashima’s passion for surfing kept her going for quite a while.  The religious and cultural critics couldn’t stop her. From my point of view, she was demonstrating the power of following one’s inspiration.  When Nashima would surf, her face had the biggest smile.  It was beautiful to watch her surf simply because she was so happy.  It wasn’t like her surfing ability was that great; it was her love for the sport that made her unique and interesting to watch. Today, joy is something we often overlook simply because we’re so obsessed with performance and talent.

Nashima said that she didn’t need support from others.  She said that she didn’t care what others thought of her.  We’ve all been there. Nashima wasn’t lying; she didn’t need support. She knew in her heart that surfing was her joy and her life. Our True Self doesn’t ever NEED support.

But there’s a HUGE difference between needing support and deserving support. When we come from our True Selves, we deserve support from everyone even though we don’t need it. But we rarely get such support because the collective illusion is filled with believers of all types; they want us to think, speak, and be like them. So often, we get the exact opposite of support. Consequently, we have to become very good at discrimination to live as our True Self; we have to let go of other people’s judgments and criticisms when they try to stop us. Eventually, all the naysayers will lose their steam if we don’t give in to them. But getting to that point can take time; and it requires patience and compassion for the naysayers.

Believers of all kinds are at odds with their own True Selves; so they sure as hell won’t be supporting our True Selves. We have to understand that and not take it personally. That’s hard to do unless you KNOW the difference between a belief and the truth.

Here’s the long and short of this dilemma. Believers will try to impose or project their beliefs on to anyone who shows up as a True Self. Most people face this challenge early in life. That’s because believers are envious of the True Self, and we are born into an illusion of believers. The part of our mind that holds beliefs is what I call the clone because often that mind aspect pretends to be our True Self; but it’s not our True Self. Our True Self will never be demanding, judging, critical, or punishing. Our True Self doesn’t have even one belief. Our True Self is quiet; it rarely uses words to inspire us. Clones want to defeat the True Self although they will never admit it. (I’ve written the whole story of how this came to be, and I work through countless examples of how to defeat clone voices in the Gold Circle.)

The conflict between the True Self and clones shows up in every good-and-evil story ever written. It shows up in our lives too; our lives are a story, and we all want our story to end with “happily ever after.” Sadly, clones do a great job at pretending to be good; but they are actually the so-called “evil” in our stories. From birth, we are trained to support clones and ignore our own True Self. So most people in the world are supporting the illusion without realizing it. Every belief system is part of the illusion; there are no exceptions.

Believers don’t want others to enjoy their lives when they’re holding themselves down with their own beliefs. Misery does love company. Now let me be clear; when I say “believers,” I’m not just talking about religious people of every faith. The New Age is a belief system. Positive thinkers are believers. Science is a belief system. Psychology and self-help are belief systems. Nutrition is a belief system. Politics is a belief system. I could go on and on. We are surrounded by believers of all kinds within the illusion, and that’s why it’s so damn hard to be ourselves.

When believers hold themselves down, they become envious of any True Self. That’s where the games begin. I’ve heard many people say, “I can’t believe my mom was envious of me.” “I can’t believe my best friend was envious of me.” “I can’t believe my spouse was envious of me.”I was just doing what I wanted to do.” In truth, the mom, friend, or spouse was resisting letting go and being their own True Self. For one reason or another, they felt the need to cling to their belief systems. Their beliefs, which formed a clone voice (or clone voices) in their mind, were holding them back from their own perfect life. So the clone felt the need to hold back their daughter/son, friend, or spouse, lest they would lose them.

If the believers let go of the beliefs that caused them to envy another person, they’d be able to enjoy their lives too. But believers don’t know that they can let go of their beliefs…especially their long-standing beliefs. No peddler of beliefs ever teaches their followers to let go. When the believer feels envy, they generally blame the person who they think is causing the envy. That’s the person who is living and enjoying their life. Then they invent reasons for their envy; often, they think that the person they envy stole what rightfully belonged to them. But nothing an envious person thinks is EVER true; envy is an emotion, and all emotions mean the same thing…that our thinking is FALSE.

When people are coming from false, clone minds because they’re sure that their beliefs are true, they support others who are “like-minded.” They look for agreement. If we want freedom, and we find ourselves gravitating to, or pleased with, others who agree with us, we should look to see what clone in our mind wants that agreement. We should never support anyone’s beliefs (including our own) if we truly want freedom. If we all stopped that one big error, life on earth would gently return to Eden without anyone doing a damn thing to fix it. The illusion would disappear like fog lifting because the sun came out.

Like-mindedness is NOT oneness; it’s nothing but false connections that keep the illusion intact. The New Age promoted the idea of oneness as shared beliefs; true oneness only exists between our True Selves. We should never have to think about oneness; our True Self connections never go away, even when we don’t notice them because we’ve become focused on the illusion. The New Age level confusion was just what the globalists needed to slip the idea of one global belief system into the collective mindset. They need one common belief system in order to rule over the entire world. So they cleverly poured very old wine into new bottles; and people bought that vinegar because it sounded like the truth. Now the globalists are doing the same thing with the ascension movement. They’re repeating the same, old trick that the Serpent played on Adam and Eve. Old clone tricks just keep recycling in the illusion; people start to get free, and then they get pulled into another trap. That’s why I expose them all. But my exposure doesn’t do any good unless people let go and start ignoring the next new and improved belief system.

In addition, believers treat everyone who doesn’t share their beliefs as a foe, and that adds more fire to the illusion. I’m a foe to every believer. I don’t share anyone’s beliefs; but I come from a place of unconditional love. When we have no beliefs, we come from the True Self. I want people to have a life of freedom, joy, peace, and more. That’s why I do what I do. But most people have turned against their own True Selves by putting belief-filled clones into their minds. Since our True Selves have no beliefs and never will, the True Self appears to be a foe to every clone; and this was why no one was supporting Nashima’s surfing.

Fortunately, when we have the support of our own True Self, we don’t give a damn about the support of others. But that perfect mental place is very hard to sustain when we’re living 24/7, 365 in a persistent illusion with believers surrounding us like sharks. That’s why initiation isn’t just a weekend workshop.

If we want freedom, it’s clear that we don’t want support for our beliefs. We don’t want to hang out in groups of like-minded believers. We just want people to leave us alone (mentally speaking), so we can live freely. Of course, we should all have natural support for each others’ True Selves. But natural support is not like the support that’s common within the illusion. It’s not about sappy praise or awards that take up space on our walls. It’s about sharing in each others’ joy and creativity.

As I was watching the film, “Nashima,” I got to share her joy. I got to live vicariously through her life experience. That’s how we feel oneness with another. That’s when a film becomes memorable; you don’t want it to end. But as you’ll see in the second half of this article, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Also, to be clear, I wasn’t being positive or looking for the good in Nashima (Step 2.5 of the Three Steps). I simply wasn’t judging her or looking for problems that didn’t exist.

When you are following your true desires, you know that no one can stop you. You can’t quit doing what you’re doing no matter what others say. At the same time, it doesn’t feel right that others are opposing you. You love those people. You don’t want to fight with them. Why are they opposing the very best part of you if they love you? Why are they opposing something that fills you with joy? You don’t care what they believe, and you aren’t asking them to change; so why do they care so much about what you don’t believe? If we don’t understand the dynamics of the illusion, and the minds of clones, we get pulled in. Clones are persistent because they think they hold the truth in their minds; they will do whatever it takes to get us to accept their beliefs as the truth.

The religious and cultural believers in Bangladesh were clearly imposing their beliefs on Nashima, and it was getting to her as time went on. You could see it. They were wearing her down. Nashima was losing her joy; problems were getting in her way. That’s what happens when we start to fall into someone’s illusion. It feels horrible.

As time goes on, most people give the clones power over them. I call that giving the clones the throne. Others say, “If you can’t beat them, you must join them.” It’s not easy to change the programming of a believer. So we have to keep our focus on our true desires, i.e., follow our inspiration (which comes from within, not from others).

I’ve studied this for a very long time so that I could fully understand and share the way to freedom. We can only defeat a clone by getting to our True Self; we must know that the clone’s beliefs are false, powerless, and impotent. We must get that clone’s voice out of our mind completely. We can’t defeat a clone with better beliefs; in facts, the clones in power use divide and conquer so that we’ll fall into the trap of fighting over whose beliefs are best or right. A clone might defeat another clone, but the win won’t last. All clones have a win-lose, not win-win, mindset. We win in initiation by letting go and freeing our minds of all beliefs. When we win, others win too. No one is ever harmed by letting go; it’s holding on that is harmful.

If we pay attention to our emotions and notice that the believers’ words don’t ever feel good, we can get to the place where the clones have to feel their own emotions. They will not be able to project or impose their beliefs or emotions on to us if we remain in our True Self (Step Three). That’s why unconditional love is the best remedy for every problem. It fuels the truth while dissolving what’s false. But we can’t fake unconditional love until we make it, and this is where so many have gotten confused and stuck.

Once we’re solid in unconditional love, even longstanding believers have the incentive to let go around us. Cause and effect is reunited in the same mind, and clones don’t like being stuck with their own emotions. So the clone is forced to see that its beliefs are false. That’s when we have the best chance of helping the people we love to let go. We are wasting our time telling others about letting go if they don’t want to let go.

But we can always expose beliefs as false. Never worry about humiliating clones. A clone is nothing but a persona; it’s not the person’s true identity. So you can never hurt a clone, even if it said that you did. Clones lie to keep their false power. Everyone would be better off without clones. In initiation, instead of making others change to our belief systems, which only creates an illusion of oneness, we expose the beliefs in our minds as false, as well as the con artists who gave us those false beliefs in the past.

As you probably know, that is easier said than done. Most people have been trained to never punch up at people in authority; people don’t even like when I do it for them. They associate exposure with punishment, like we’re all still living in the Inquisition. But I know that I can’t help people get free without exposing false beliefs as false. So I expose even when it’s uncomfortable. I know that the outcome of exposure is always win win and freedom for all.

As the film progressed, the false beliefs in Nashima’s mind grew in power.  Nashima’s life also got in the way of her surfing. She married young (as a teen), which is common in her culture; and a couple of years later, she had kids.  Now Nashima’s family and her husband were even more unsupportive of her surfing.  Moms don’t surf, wives don’t surf, and Muslim moms and wives definitely don’t surf. Their opposition to Nashima’s surfing became even stronger; so it was harder for Nashima to ignore them.

The stress of becoming a mom also complicated Nashima’s life. She was very busy, and she was responsible for her children now. Her True Self appeared to be losing power to the clones’ (believers’) voices all around her. This is common in adulthood. Responsibilities cause us to accept the beliefs that we often ignored as a child. But we must realize that our True Self never goes away or dies; we just cover it up with beliefs. Our True Self wants to LIVE fully, and it will keep trying to do so.

Once we decide that we can’t escape the illusion, we often join it. We put our true desires on the back burner; eventually, we take them off the stove altogether and stuff them in the back of the pantry. We think that we’ll get back to those desires one day, but our polluted false mind won’t allow that. Initiation, i.e., letting go, is the only way to get back to those true desires.

It was clear to me that this film was not really about surfing in Bangladesh.  It was about belief systems and how they stop us from living our true desires. Nashima’s surfing was a metaphor for her life; everything is a metaphor when we come from the True Self. Her inspiration was like catching a perfect wave. Her religious and cultural beliefs acted like an anchor that pulled her underwater, especially when those beliefs began to look real and true.  Those beliefs were causing Nashima to drown in the sea of consciousness. If she could let go of that anchor, however, she could float back to the top of the triangle, i.e., the surface of the water. Then every wave would be perfect. Once we see a story from the perspective of metaphor, which happens as we let go, the story makes sense for everyone. This is what people try to achieve within the illusion by sharing beliefs and writing stories about common illusory situations. But it doesn’t work. Beliefs, even good-sounding beliefs, will never work for everyone. We don’t want the same minds or the same lives as others. We are all meant to be unique.

We all have a True Self; and our True Selves are all in perfect harmony. This film was about keeping our True Self’s inspiration alive no matter how hard life became.  That’s the purpose of life for all of us. When we can find inspiration in the midst of suffering, the suffering disappears. Our purpose is not a special role within the illusion, and that’s the biggest mistake that most people make. They strive for success, security, or specialness within the illusion instead of freedom from the illusion.

Nashima’s story highlighted the necessity for discrimination. We all live with clones who think their beliefs are absolutely true. This was a great film for our time. We will never be truly satisfied or joyful if we give up our true desires. That’s why most people “can’t get no satisfaction.” In fact, many people end up in regret as they grow older. On their death beds, they feel the regret for all of their unlived dreams. But we can change that with true initiation…not occult initiation. I have to be clear because occultists have hijacked all of the initiates’ words.

I loved this film because it showed someone who fought off the status quo for a lot longer than most people do.  I wanted Nashima to keep going and live from true freedom. But she didn’t know how to let go. Nevertheless, my support for her didn’t stop even when she nearly stopped surfing. I’ve found that when we support someone’s True Self, and don’t accept their beliefs as true, they often work their way out of their illusion in time. That’s my definition of having compassion for someone.

In times where the illusion seems to have more power than we do, we forget that unconditional love is much more powerful than any belief system.  We forget that unconditional love exists when we get stuck in the illusion; we can only access conditional love in the illusion, and it’s powerless. In the end, Nashima did get back to surfing; but her ease and freedom had diminished somewhat. You could see more force of will in her. So the film didn’t have what I call a full-circle ending. But Nashima’s life isn’t over; she’s a young woman living in an interesting time. There will be much more to her story.

The Disastrous After-Film Q&A

The director and producer of this film were at the film festival. They were both women.  I’m often reminded in the after-film Q&A that films (especially documentaries) are usually an expression of someone’s baggage; the filmmakers want others to accept their point of view (beliefs) as true. They’re trying to manifest like-mindedness. The filmmaker’s baggage triggers similar baggage in anyone who is like-minded in the audience during the after-film Q&A.  At film festivals, we learn about the hidden intention of the filmmakers by watching their shadows come to life in the audience members.

This Q&A went south very quickly when a female audience member, who was a declared feminist, said that the world is screwed because of “toxic masculinity.”  She said that the film just pissed her off.  She loved Nashima, but it exposed the biggest problem in the world today.  She was loud and overbearing as she screamed: “Men are screwing up the world.” Her progressive, i.e., regressive, sound bites triggered others; and soon, the room was filled with hatred for ALL men.  Lots of hateful women were whining in unison about ALL men.  I guess feminists travel in groups. I watched as the men in the audience sunk down into their seats; they clearly wanted to disappear. It was ridiculous.

That feminist was a perfect example of a clone; she thought that her beliefs were the truth. But she was spewing false beliefs on everyone in the theater. Sadly, the director and producer agreed with the feminist; so the conversation transformed into a giant man-hating festival. I walked out. The joy of Nashima’s smile had devolved into the darkest sewage of the illusion in minutes.

This film had absolutely nothing to do with sexism. These women all saw their own baggage projected on to Nashima. Is that fair to her? You can’t fix a problem unless you see the real mental cause. Nashima was bound by religious and cultural beliefs.  That was so clear. I saw the real movie; so I saw the natural union of mental cause and physical effects. I would have mentored Nashima to let go of her religious and cultural beliefs so that she could break her false connections with her family and friends. Then she’d go back to the free Nashima that she used to be. She’d still have a true connection with everyone. When we’re in unconditional love (the True Self), we don’t tell others what to think, what to say, or who to be. This feminist was nowhere near unconditional love. She was sure that she was right!

The feminist saw her own illusion projected on to Nashima; but what she saw on the big screen was coming entirely from her OWN false mind. If she had known what she was doing, she would have been embarrassed. Nothing she said was true, and it wasn’t even on the screen. That’s what projection does; it takes something wonderful, and it turns it into a fucking mess. The problem is that believers (clones) don’t realize when they’re projecting. It happens when they are locked into the false masculine mindset, and they hold their own beliefs in mind as true. It’s quite funny that all feminists are actually stuck in their masculine minds; I’ll explain more about that in a minute.

It is clones who project. From the clone’s illusory point of view, they see evidence of their undesirable beliefs in the outer world. They are seeing their own shadow; then, they want to fix their shadow outside of themselves. This is very common. In fact, most people are doing that for their profession…doctors, therapists, activists, scientists, etc. We can’t fix our shadow outside of us; the cause of the problem that we see in the other is in our OWN mind. If we can let go of the flaw that we see in the other, the object of our attention appears to change. The problem we see in the other goes away. But clones don’t know how to let go. So they keep repeating the same error every day of their life. They create constant drama. They make everyone around them miserable.

The feminist woman who started this mess was sure that what she saw was on that screen. Now she was demanding support for her illusory point of view from everyone in the theater. Sadly, she got that support. The illusion is all about supporting beliefs and clones, not True Selves. When we are looking at the illusion from the false mind, it looks real and true. It’s actually real and false.

People tend to get very loud and very emotional when they hold their beliefs in mind as true; that’s why it’s so hard to ignore them. But their emotions are proof that what they’re thinking is false. That’s the basic test for letting go…emotions mean false. People like this feminist are severely psychologically reversed. If something outside of our mind bothers us, we are always projecting that out. This is what people do not realize. They spend their lives fixing others, or complaining about others, when they only need to fix their own mental containers.

Let me give you some more FACTS about this film. Nashima’s biggest supporters were the male surfers. The other female surfers took a hike when things got rough. The male surfers were always fighting for Nashima’s right to surf, and they even wanted her to compete with them in tournaments. How did the feminists miss the obvious?  It was loud and clear throughout the entire movie.  We become blinded by our beliefs once we relabel them as true.

The male surfers support of Nashima was so endearing. It was one of the things that I liked most about the movie; and these feminists didn’t see that at all. This is what happens when we have baggage on any topic; it blinds us from seeing anything beautiful, perfect, or true. It keeps us from a free life. Then we can’t see that there is life beyond the illusion. Our world is a mess today because we have elected clones to power. Clones spend every day trying to fix their projected illusion. They never address real problems because they can’t see them.

Did the feminist women in this theater deserve support for their point of view? Noooooooo! But the audience gave them support. Nashima became the victim of sexism with their false projection. How was that going to help her? Instead of supporting her True Self and her love of surfing, many feminist clones in the audience, as well as the producer and director, were now selfishly supporting their own FALSE cause. It made me wonder if the worst thing to have ever happened to Nashima was this film. Did these feminist filmmakers cause Nashima to lose her edge? Fortunately, I saw the film; and now, I’m exposing all of their asses as FALSE. This is the flaw in every social justice warrior and activist alive today. They harm the very people they claim to want to help. They demand our support and our money to fix their OWN false beliefs and illusions. We don’t need to fix illusions; when we let go, they disappear.

I saw Nashima as a true feminist and leader. She was going against the religious and cultural beliefs of her family, friends, and country. That’s huge. She was proving that she could do what she enjoyed regardless of her sex; and because she was so pure in her love of surfing, the men surfers supported her too. Do you realize how big that is in a Muslim culture? Nashima was the demo for these feminist women; but they were too busy fighting their own demons to see that Nashima gave them the answer to their faux problem just by living her life.

These women will never find their inspiration if they don’t stop fueling their false beliefs. The feminist women tried to turn Nashima into a victim, when she never once saw herself as a victim. She saw herself as a leader. She said that several times in the film; and many other young women are now starting to surf again in Bangladesh because of Nashima’s leadership and persistence.

I was shocked by this Q&A.  The clones who were projecting said something that was totally false; but normal people are so used to projection from clones that they don’t notice that whatever the projector said felt horrible. Clones are very psychologically reversed. Clones have zero discrimination. Clones also speak with conviction; so most people tend to doubt themselves when clones speak. Instead of ignoring the clone who was projecting, the normal person thinks that they missed something important. They go looking for whatever the projector saw; and then, they think they saw it too. Now these gullible people start supporting the clone who was lying. This is how the mainstream news or social activism works. It’s clever, but it’s nefarious. It’s why we have so many problems in the world today.

When true leaders do come along, they are labeled racists, sexists, conspiracy theorists, etc. The clones in power want to keep their thrones. So they have to turn everyone against the people who can actually eliminate the problems. A true leader might appear to solve problems; but if you look closely, they are actually eliminating them. The problem was a false manifestation from a clone on a fake throne. In Idyllwild, California, the people elected a dog as mayor after suffering from decades of clone leadership. The dog has done a wonderful job because it doesn’t project out problems; and it’s very cute.

People believe liars and deceivers, i.e., clones; then they spread their disinformation for them. This is what you see with groups like ANTIFA or Black Lives Matter. When someone tries to expose the liars and deceivers as false, the clones all come together to defend their illusion. They are operating from like-mindedness, which is fake oneness. They claim that the exposer is the one with the disinformation.

Why on earth would people support an illusion instead of the truth? It’s crazy, but it’s not their fault; they are all victims of false education, social brainwashing, and minds that were filled with beliefs that have been mislabeled as true. Clones teach others to be like-minded clones. The illusion has gotten too big and too strong; and that’s why I expose it every day in every way that I can. I so appreciate those of you who help me by letting go of whatever you can and supporting my websites. That’s how we’ll rein in this collective illusion; and we’ll bring joy, peace, and freedom back to earth. We do it by exposing one belief at a time. It takes time, persistence, and patience.

With regard to sexism, it simply doesn’t exist. It’s always an illusion. So is racism, bigotry, homophobia, anti-semitism, and all of the other such labels. All labels are lies. When we believe a label to be true, we start to see ILLUSORY evidence of it. That’s just how our minds work. If we let the label go, we will no longer see evidence of that label in our life or in others. That’s why this site is called “No Labels No Lies.” The lies part refers to all beliefs; the word lie is right in the word belief so that we don’t forget.

I worked in the corporate world when women were scarce in such places; and I was never mistreated, never paid less, and never abused. So I don’t see sexism; I never have. Feminists need to let go of their false beliefs; they are seeing an illusion and making that illusion into the truth. They are spreading lies. That’s harmful to themselves as well as others who believe them. I will never believe feminists, and neither should you. They don’t deserve to have anyone’s support for their faux beliefs. But I will always support someone like Nashima, even when Nashima can’t support herself.

Did I see the same movie as these self-proclaimed “woke” women?  Yes I did; but we saw it from two very different points of view.  I was entertained and felt enormous love for all of the characters in the film…men and women.  Even the believers were simply doing what was done to them. They weren’t bad people. They didn’t want Nashima to be punished by their false God. Their intention was good even if their implementation was horrible. Besides, the believers weren’t the star of the show. The star was Nashima and her inspiration. I watched the movie from my True Self, and I got to share in Nashima’s joy when she was surfing. Meanwhile, the feminists spent two hours hating men for no reason at all.  Men aren’t toxic.  Belief systems and labels are toxic! 

There is more to this topic, so let’s dive in a little deeper.  I often talk about roles on my websites.  It’s the masculine role, not men that became toxic.  Then the feminine role followed the fall of the masculine role. This is a very old problem.  I explain the history of this problem in great detail in the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway. In short, the most widely-known masculine leader that stained the masculine role was Moses in the Old Testament of the Bible.  He was just like the globalists today. He’s been gone for a long time, but his legacy of false leaders lives on. 

In addition, Moses had a matriarchal, or feminine, point of view. The feminine role is naturally about receiving. When leaders in the masculine role want to receive rather than give, they lead from a false point of view. That was the problem with Moses, and it is the problem with many leaders today. A leader’s job is to empower the people, not line their pockets.

Many people today, men and women, become tyrants and/or criminals just like Moses as soon as they get a little false power.  We all saw evidence of this during the Corona virus fiasco. The clones on thrones (men and women with roles of authority) had a inner toxic masculine that wanted to receive power from its followers without giving anything of value.  Giving others beliefs, rules, or judging and punishing them is giving nothing of value. They all did such horrible acts in order to get the approval of some clone who had power over them. Sadly, we become like the people we follow; and people still think Moses was a good leader…someone to follow. Oy vey!

I’ve helped a lot of people in my work who were so sweet when they were in the feminine role or mindset.  But when they got the masculine role, they became a beast.  I can assure you that there’s no difference between men and women regarding the issues that we have with the false masculine role. So let’s correct these screaming feminists.

Men are not toxic; the feminists’ own inner masculine mind was toxic. So when they watched this movie, they saw a man that triggered their own inner toxicity. Instead of letting go, they reinforced their false belief, “men are toxic.” I suspect that these women saw their own belief in the false God of the Old Testament, the one who judges and punishes, in the father and husband in the film. These women probably left religion behind and became “spiritual.” They just put ice cream on their manure. They didn’t let go of their old religious beliefs. That is very common today.

These woman need to go within their own minds and let go of their beliefs about the masculine role, which includes authority figures of all types; and then, they won’t see toxic men anymore. In fact, they will encounter men who will treat them the way that they want to be treated. There are lots of those men in the world. They don’t like to be called toxic when they’re not. Can you blame them?

We all have a masculine and feminine aspect to our minds.  What we have within is exactly what we see outside in the world.  Our minds were designed to work inner to outer. But most people today have minds that work outer to inner…that’s backwards. They have learned how to behave from others; and they’ve stored all of their memorized knowledge, rules, and beliefs (i.e., crap) in their false masculine minds. So their false masculine mind is toxic. But that can be cleaned up by letting go.

Likewise, those who see bitchy women everywhere must look within and let go of their own bitchy feminine.  Their feminine is weak; they are not using their emotions to discriminate. If they clean up their own inner feminine, and they use their emotions as designed, they won’t fear or even notice bitchy women anymore. Today, many men see bitchy women everywhere, and many women see toxic men everywhere. They have an inner, not an outer, problem.

If everyone in that theater had let go when they felt emotion during the film, they would have seen the same film that I saw.  Our true support for Nashima would have been a huge gift to her…a gift that she deserves in my opinion. It’s a shame that they missed such a beautiful story about such a sweet, young woman. But sadly, letting go has been hidden, and discrimination has been confused, for thousands of years. So it’s not really anyone’s fault that we are sharing this illusory predicament today. We all do better once we know how to do better.

The feminists were doing to Nashima what they were programmed to do. I’m doing my best to change that programming by exposing it as false. But I tend to run into clones just like Nashima. The support for letting go might be deserved, but it’s not always there. I’m forever wiping the sweat off the people who choose initiation and sending them right back into the ring for another round. Initiation is not an easy path to take. Likewise, I have to keep following my own inspiration in spite of others who think that their belief systems are true; they would prefer that I don’t help people to let go. They fear losing their clone thrones.

The support for the con artists that promote beliefs is still pretty damn strong. People still think they need to be with others of like minds, and they don’t realize that they’re keeping the matrix of false connections alive by doing that. So the problems, diseases, and suffering of the illusion continue. As we let go and become true leaders, like Nashima demonstrated in the film; we prove that life outside of the illusion of beliefs does exist, and that becomes our gift to others. It’s an unconditional gift that they can accept whenever they are ready. Initiation is the key that unlocks the Gateway to Gold, i.e., the entrance to Eden. It’s a perspective, not a place. That’s why there’s room for everyone.

Initiation Isn’t Like Anything Else 

Occultists Hijacked the Language of the Initiates

I often say on my blog that the occultists in power hijacked the language of initiation. What do I mean by that? Initiates were calm, unconditionally loving, and caring people; they used their minds as they were designed…from the inside out. There was nothing fake about them. They were freedom lovers, and that freedom wasn’t just for themselves. Sometimes the initiates had positions of power; they were benevolent leaders who gave freedom to all. They brought out the best in people. They were also great exposers of false beliefs. 

The best example of an initiate leader, and the easiest story to obtain, can be found in the story of Jesus in the Bible. But that story was hijacked by the occultists, just like every other myth and story from the ancient world. The story was changed to suit the needs and false desires of the occultists in power. These occultists gained more and more false power over time by slowly infiltrating people’s minds. People ultimately came to view life from the same perspective as the occultists.

The occult point of view was and is dual. It was originally divided into the esoteric secrets, which were just for the inner-circle elite; the physical and undesirable opposite, i.e., exoteric, was projected on to everyone else. Both esoteric and exoteric were false back then, and they still are today. Esoteric thinking is more like New Age or eastern philosophy; it’s very mentally or spiritually focused. Exoteric thinking is more like religion; it’s very physically focused and faith based. They are two sides of the same triangle bottom. Neither are true.

Over time, everyone came to see the occult illusion as normal and even true; and the elite all looked like Gods. Of course, the elite pushed that narrative by saying that they had the right bloodline, they were chosen by God, or they had divine authority. They had the secrets to life. The people bought this lie hook, line, and sinker; and most people are still buying it today. Once we accept this big lie, we ignore our own True Selves. So it was as if the True Self individually and collectively was tossed into the proverbial closet.

The people didn’t protest against the horrors of the illusion because they thought that was how life was supposed to be. They accepted the notion that God was watching over them, judging them, and rewarding and punishing them. In truth, it was the human fake leaders, often referred to as Lords, who were doing that. People accepted the triangle bottoms of superior and inferior…powerful and powerless. The normal people put themselves off the shitty side of every triangle bottom. This is how the the elite were able to literally lord over everyone. It is very important to use the triangle process to let such second-cause pairs of opposites go. Every bit of the occult narrative was a bold-faced lie; today, nothing much has changed. The occultists are still fueling the same lies. Only the people and circumstances have changed.

This is good news and bad news. The good news is that when you let go of a belief individually, you are also escaping the collective mindset. When you let go in the present, you are letting go for all time. So if you believe in karma, you undo it by letting go. Then you realize that karma was also a big lie. The bad news is that these beliefs have a lot of believers and are very longstanding; so you must be persistent and willing to do whatever it takes to let them go. I provide as much support as I can; but I can’t let go for any other person. I can only expose what’s false, which makes it easier to see through the occult lies and let go. If I expose something as false, you know that I’ve let it go and lived to tell about it.

The occultists began their rise to power thousands of years ago. The Bible is not the word of God; it is meant to be a full-circle story. Most of the stories in the Bible were originally told by initiates; they’re exquisite metaphors for how the mind works. Sadly, the initiates’ stories were hijacked by the occultists; and that brought us to the religious views that exist today…both esoteric and exoteric. The occultists put their spin on the Bible stories, and the initiation component appeared to be lost. The Old Testament provides the mental history of the beginning of the illusion as manifested by the false God of Moses and his followers, the Jews; the New Testament was meant to be the way out of the illusion, or initiation. But the New Testament got hijacked by the occultists, who didn’t want to lose their fake power; so they changed Jesus’s story from a story of initiation to a story of martyrdom. That was a big setback for the people of earth.

The fall is a real thing, but it was mental…not physical. In the fall, people turned their focus outside of their mind, and away from their True Self; they started following false leaders who were Moses-like. Moses was a tyrant, just like the tyrants we see today. He used trickery and occult magick to fool his people just like the fake news does today. He demanded that the people serve him because he said that he was divinely appointed by God. He was basically a dick…a false leader of the worst kind. In street gang terms, we’d say that Moses punched down on the people in feminine roles…those who didn’t have power and authority. But if you know any deeply religious people; they hold Moses in mind as a role model. That’s why we still have the same types of leaders today. People become like the people they follow. If you follow dicks, guess what you become?

Jesus was different. Jesus said to never follow such leaders. He said that God was within. Jesus represented true initiation. In the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway (which used to be the Creative Leadership program), I take the Bible apart piece by piece, and I prove exactly what I’m saying. I expose Moses as false, and I decode what Jesus was actually saying to us so that we could experience initiation again. My decodes validate everything I’ve written. I’m never channeled a word of what I’ve written. It all came from research, letting go, direct experience, and ultimately the marriage of logic and emotion.

You have no idea how much I’d love to share those decodes with the world. My heart beats through every word of them. When we find our True Self’s point of view, we so want to express it. That’s what we were naturally designed to do. It took me decades to do those decodes; and I put myself in very uncomfortable places and circumstances in order to do them. I spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to excavate the occult lies. I share everything I’ve learned about letting go. I hold nothing back with anyone. But sharing the decodes at this time would not be good for others. Too many preachers, ministers, rabbis, gurus, and priests are still stuck in the illusion. They still think that you can learn the truth; and they view themselves as teachers of the truth. When people teach “the truth,” it becomes false. It’s like wine that has turned into vinegar. My decodes are written to take an initiate on a letting go journey; so they are useless, or even harmful, to someone who doesn’t know how to let go.

So I can’t do what I want to do at this time. But I do make those decodes available to people who have been letting go. That’s why the decodes are behind a paywall…the Golden Gateway. No one can join that program who has not done the Gold Circle. So I know that the people who join the Golden Gateway do want freedom, and they can let go. I also know that they have enough compassion that they will not do something that would harm another. I know that they are willing and able to expose false if they have to; I’m not saying that it would be easy for them. Exposure of the occult illusion is pretty damn scary for most people, even people in my programs. Too many people want to keep their religious point of view. Too many people still think that the Bible is the word of God, as if God spoke in words and wrote books. Such people have free will to hold those beliefs in their minds. I have no right to tell any other what to put in or take out of their mental container. But if I can help others to get free, I do want to do that. So I walk a very fine line; and I do ONLY what I’m inspired to do. At times, what I’m inspired to do doesn’t even make sense to me until I gain some hindsight.

This macrocosmic transition from leadership by initiates to leadership by the occultists was a metaphor for the microcosmic transition whereby our false mind slowly took the lead individually and collectively, which pushed our True Self/Mind into the background. People started thinking from the outside in, which is backwards…not from the inside out as our mind was designed. That hasn’t changed. Today many people are putting positive, spiritual, or politically-correct words into their minds; that is still outside-in thinking. Those words might accurately describe the True Self; but by putting such words into their minds, they are trying to make their false self into their True Self. That’s impossible. They’re still adding to their minds; they’re not letting go or subtracting from their minds.

In my programs, I watch people struggle to make the shift toward the inner-directed mindset; for nearly everyone, being outer directed is a hard habit to break. I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave and make it easy for them. I know how badly they want freedom. But the occult did a very good job of training us to use our minds backwards. Often by the time someone finds initiation, they’ve been holding on to beliefs as true and following others for decades, or even lifetimes.

So be easy on yourself with regard to letting go; initiation takes time and patience. If you become angry at the time it’s taking to free your mind, it will take even longer. The best way to alleviate that anger is to expose the people who programmed you as false…the politicians, doctors, healers, therapists, scientists, and gurus. They are the cause of all problems, suffering, and even disease; but most of them don’t realize that they are the cause. Their minds were programmed too.

This transformation, which caused us to view the occult illusion as true, has been like a slow boil; it has happened over a very long period of time. As knowledge replaced wisdom, faith replaced inner knowing, and education replaced common sense, the illusion became more solid and appeared to be more true. As time went on, fixing physical effects, instead of removing the mental causes pushed by the medical and psychiatry systems were like high-test fuel for the illusion. Even general science is now fueling the illusion and the globalists’ nefarious agenda. The occult way of viewing life has been like a giant pyramid of power that keeps getting bigger and bigger. Of course, this mental pyramid of power is not to be confused with the amazing physical pyramids. But that’s a story for another day.

We can see this mental pyramid structure clearly in organizations of all sorts from corporations, governments, religions, the military, and the justice system to condo associations and school boards; even some family units have pyramid structures. People rise to the top of a mental power pyramid over time based on their service to the organization’s leadership and the goals of the organization. When we are caught in any pyramid of power, we do not expose the leaders as false; we obey them and get rewarded, or we rebel against them and get punished or banished. There are no free people in any pyramid of power.  Obedience and rebellion is another triangle bottom to let go. These persistent and widely-believed triangle bottoms don’t disappear in a day. You have to chip away at them over time.

Pyramids of power are all based on win-lose thinking, not win-win thinking. Today there are even financial pyramid schemes, which are based on the same occult pyramid structures. The people at the bottom of the pyramid scheme do all of the hard work selling overpriced products; those at the top reap all of the rewards based on their ability to recruit, i.e., manipulate and lie to others to get them to join the scheme. The downline that is created allows the top achievers to project on the bottom dwellers. The bottom hopes to one day rise to the top so they can also project on a downline. It’s a textbook occult scheme.

I’m not saying that any of these people are bad or evil; I don’t believe in good and evil. We all play in the illusion until we choose initiation. We all have a story to live and that story can take one life or hundreds of lives; it’s our choice. Normal people don’t realize that they’re fueling the occult by holding on to belief systems. But if you are here reading my blog, you probably do want freedom. So you need to know that these organization do not support freedom so you cannot trust them, you should not join them, nor should you believe anything they say or do. When people treat these organizations as false and worthless, which they are, they will disappear. I can assure you of that. They need us far more than we need them.

Words and Spelling

Words were the keystone for the occultists’ rise to power; it’s no accident that the word “spell” is connected to words. The occultists view words as spells. These false leaders choose their words carefully; and people go into a sort of hypnotic spell or trance with occult leaders when they speak. They take in the leader’s words without discriminating because they like what the leader says. The followers believe that they are hearing the truth expressed in words from the leader; but the occult leader knows that people will follow them if they say what people want to hear. They don’t mean what they say; they are just saying it to get power, money, and fame. They are offering things that you can only get permanently by freeing your mind; and they aren’t talking about letting go. So they are making a promise that they can’t and won’t keep. We don’t want to take their so-called truth into our minds; when we add to our minds, we add to our false self, which covers up our True Self. Our True Self is whole and complete. There is nothing that we need to add to it. This is all very simple and logical. It is not rocket science.

Occultists know how to manage appearances very well. They’re clever at getting people to blindly trust them; and using projection, they get people to overlook their nearly constant and blatant hypocrisy.  People often believe that gurus, spiritual teachers, motivational speakers, and progressive leaders are True Selves; but they’re not. I call them clones because they look and act like True Selves, but they aren’t True Selves. They wear very attractive social masks. Traits like truth, spirituality, equality, unity, and even optimism are qualities that we do find in every True Self. But a True Self would never tell you to learn or develop those qualities. They’d know that you were born with those qualities. That is how you expose these charlatans as false; they tell you things that you knew and were at birth.

Occultists always project; so we always get the bad end of the stick (or triangle bottom) when we believe them and trust them. If we don’t believe them, however, their projections boomerang right back at them. Thus exposure, and non-belief, is what ultimately brings down the illusion; and those who have stolen the clone thrones within the illusion will go down with the illusory ship. The occultists are nothing without followers holding them up. Here’s a physical metaphor for initiation: When we start taking stones out of the bottom of a pyramid, we eventually bring the whole thing down. The same thing happens in a pyramid of power except we’re removing beliefs, or lies, instead of stones.

It is noteworthy that the word occult contains the word “cult.” A cult leader is nothing without his or her followers. The followers of the cult leader give their power to the cult leader’s belief system at the expense of their own True Selves. In addition, the cult leader projects the undesirable side of his triangle bottom on to the followers. So the cult leader (and I include all gurus in the bucket labeled cult leaders) gets a double win; and the followers get a double lose. This is why they say that you must kill the Buddha to become like the Buddha. You have to stop believing the false leaders who teach beliefs; your belief in their belief system empowers them, not you.

In initiation, we don’t share beliefs; we expose them ALL as false and let them all go.  Then everyone lives from their True Self. I get no power from anyone; and I also don’t project on the people I support. I’m just a normal person who is also letting go; I share my successes and failures so that others can walk more quickly and easily down the initiation path. Personally, I let go using the Three Steps until I love everyone unconditionally; once I love someone unconditionally, it helps them to bring up their false beliefs so they can let them go. If they let go, and it is always their choice to do so or not, they eventually come to think like themselves again; they do not think like me unless they go against my very strong warning and copy what I say. I remind people all the time to use my words as a catalyst for letting go. Don’t learn what I say; don’t add any more knowledge to your mind.

Today we see plenty of examples where words are being used to trick people, such as the relabeling that took mentally-regressive political policies and labeled them “progressive.” Communism and socialism aren’t progressive; anyone who things that progressivism is a good thing is very deeply stuck in the illusion. The occultists took beliefs and false desires from a very old world order where the few rule over the many, and they relabeled their vision the “New World Order.” They want globalism because they are so selfish as to want to rule the whole world. Likewise, the New Age is not new, it’s the old age before organized religion came into being but after the initiates had the most power. Positive thinking and saying affirmations is not actually positive; it’s a way to project the unwanted side of the triangle bottom on to others. I could go on and on. The relabeling trap is used because it works.

Patriarchal and Matriarchal are Two Sides of the Collective Triangle Bottom

Prior to the patriarchal point of view, which many of the so-called woke (more relabeling since the woke are the most asleep) today refer to as toxic masculinity, there was the matriarchal point of view that was also very false. The New Age, self-help, progressivism, alternative healing, therapy, feminism, social justice, and more have risen out of the old matriarchal point of view. In the patriarchal point of view, we tend to lead with logic; in the matriarchal point of view, we tend lead with our emotions. In truth, logic and emotions were meant to work together as a team in our inner alchemical marriage. In fact, the current patriarchal point of view was a failed attempt to fix the very harmful matriarchal point of view. We are dodging this same bullet today.

An initiate leads with their masculine mind because the masculine mind is naturally assertive. The feminine mind is naturally receptive. If one person is throwing a ball (asserting) and the other is catching the ball (receiving), the person throwing is leading. The person catching the ball must adjust to the person throwing it. That just makes logical sense. In matriarchal thinking, however, it’s like the receiver is asking the thrower to adjust to wherever they want the ball to land. Thought is assertive; emotions are receptive, and they are meant to be used for discrimination. So in matriarchal thinking, you have people who claim that others are responsible for their emotions when they are the one who is asserting. When we are asserting, and we feel emotions, we are holding the mental cause of those emotions in OUR own mind every single time.

The feminine mind is where we NATURALLY discriminate. Our feminine was designed to keep our masculine mind in line. That has not happened in modern times. Feminists want to be men, and they fight for masculine roles; they have not done their job of exposing false. So in matriarchal-dominant times, the illusion typically grows. Then the pendulum swings, and the patriarchy bring the illusion back into line. But neither group ever destroy it. Note that this has absolutely nothing to do with physical gender or sex. But if people understood this, all of those weird and totally false gender issues would be gone. They all come from matriarchal thinking.

An initiated one would be a true patriarch, who would listen to the feminine and trust the feminine discrimination. The true patriarch would never dominate or control others; they would not have an aggressive or warring mind. They would assert their win-win-for-all vision into the world; and it would be a joy for others to help them create that vision. That’s how those beautiful pyramids and other ancient buildings that we can’t build today were erected. Being feminine to a true masculine leader is wonderful. Such a leader will bring out the very best in us. I’ve had that experience, and there is nothing like it.

The matriarchal time period of history is what came right after the MENTAL fall. That’s when the illusion was first manifested; and so the earth no longer appeared to be the Garden of Eden. It’s all in the Old Testament of the Bible. But like the True Self, the Garden of Eden didn’t go anywhere. You can’t destroy anything that’s true. Believing in the illusion is like wearing a blindfold. The world is still around you, but you can’t see it until you take the blindfold off. Once we believe in the illusion, we see it until we remove the blinders, i.e., beliefs, from our mind.

Here is what you need to know. Every belief system contributes to an aspect of the illusion. The True Self doesn’t have even one belief; but it does use first-cause (nonjudgmental, physical, and win win) knowledge in order to create. When we create in first cause, we’re outside of the illusion. So creation will be easy once we escape the illusion because the illusion was founded on the curse of hard work.

First-cause knowledge is useful for our survival…building, farming, sewing, cooking, etc. It’s physical knowledge. That being said, first-cause knowledge can be very sophisticated, like we see in beautiful fashion, furniture, cars, or architecture; we don’t have to live like cavemen in order to live from first cause. Throughout history, first-cause information was shared by mentoring and apprenticeships. In first cause, there’s no sharing of beliefs; the master of a task helps the apprentice to learn the task. Second-cause knowledge, on the other hand, has been taught primarily by religion, government rules and laws, and education. Of course, the internet has turned the sharing of second-cause knowledge into a virtual pandemic.

From the standpoint of initiation, it’s a good thing that the New Age, the New World Order, and other old belief systems have come up to the surface for our review; but people are once again accepting these beliefs as new and true. They aren’t discriminating and rejecting what is false. Many people reason that old beliefs were better than new beliefs. That’s not true. No beliefs, our mindset prior to the fall, is much better than even one belief or even the sweetest of beliefs. Beliefs put us on the triangle bottom. All beliefs are dual. There is no exit from the triangle bottom without letting go of both sides of any belief from our OWN mental container. In initiation, we let go when old beliefs arise from the shadows, both individually and collectively.  In that way, we use the world around us to support our quest for freedom.

Here’s another modern trap. Today people are doing some of the same research that I did over thirty years ago. It’s easier now because we have the internet. But most of these researchers (and the same goes for seekers, channels, psychics, or prophets) are making a huge mistake. When we research, we should ONLY look for what’s false…never ever research to find the truth because the truth when expressed in words becomes false. Books that tell us the truth of life are all false.

I have a huge library in my condo that I accumulated during the days of my research. Many of those books contain old myths and stories. I have many Bible translations. I have books that explain different belief systems from around the world. I have occult texts that allowed me to see how the occultists used their minds. I love books. I love understanding others, even the people who are deeply stuck in the illusion and don’t want out. I want to unconditionally love everyone; understanding others gives me the compassion to achieve that desire. But the books that I will NOT keep on my shelves are books that explain the truth in words; they are worthless. They sound like a first-grade reader when you know your own True Self. I won’t even donate that crap; I just dispose of them. They’re trash. I expose a lot of the popular “truth” books in the Gold Circle. Most of those books are found in the genre of New Age or were written by current eastern gurus. People often tell me that their guru is saying the same things that I say; they are brainwashed to think that. I would bet my last dollar that their guru has not taught them how to let go or how to discriminate; if that guru taught them how to discriminate, they would discriminate with the guru and run away as fast as they could.

We were all born with the truth (True Self) inside of our minds. So we don’t need to learn the truth; we need to unveil it. We need to take off our masks and express our beautiful True Selves to the world. Always remember the banner of this site (shown below). It’s the key to initiation. It’s the key to discriminating between the con artist clones and the people who truly have your back.

If we need to get the truth from another, then we aren’t listening to our own True Self. So we need to let go until we feel inspired from within again. If we put “the truth” into our false mind in the past, we need to let that truth go. You can’t let go of your True Self, and if you let go of the truth from your false mind, your True Self will come back out of the closet. It’s that simple; people make it hard because they fear letting go of their memorized truth. After you clean the words of truth out of your mind, you will be in the illusion but not of it; you will find yourself exposing false just by living your life, and you won’t be able to help it. You will prove beliefs and belief systems wrong by your very existence.

This is an awkward time in initiation. I used to expose beliefs as I lived my life, and I didn’t understand what I was doing. People said that I made them emotional or envious. I didn’t know how to stop that from happening. I thought there was something wrong with me. But their emotions and envy were caused by their thinking of me, not my thinking of them. I was exposing the false beliefs in their mind without realizing what I was doing. If they had known how to let go, I would have been a pure godsend as I pushed their false beliefs up to the surface where they could let them go. But they didn’t know how to let go; they didn’t have a clue.

I couldn’t get upset with people for thinking that I caused their emotions. They were outer directed; they had been trained to use their minds backwards. They didn’t even know the causal belief was in their own mind. I was able to let go, but I didn’t know how I did it. It was natural for me. So I went into their illusion, took on their beliefs as true, and I figured out how to escape their illusion. I did this many, many times with a large variety of people with different belief systems. Then I wrote whatever I discovered. Now I don’t feel bad when I cause people’s beliefs and the related emotions to arise. If they want freedom, I’m doing them a huge favor. If they don’t want freedom, then we won’t enjoy being around each other anyway. They’ll just want me to believe their beliefs; and I’m never going to do that.

While marinating in the illusion, I came to understand that people had been trained by occultists to hate their own True Selves; and so when I followed my inspiration, I brought this painful psychological reversal to the surface for others. While creating the Gold Circle, I often saw someone’s inciting incident…their own personal fall moment in their story. I could reveal exactly what they needed to let go; it was obvious to me. I don’t do that anymore. I did it enough to reveal all the different ways that people fell into the illusion; then I was inspired to stop. I wrote about all of that in the Gold Circle. Now I realize that I stopped for a very important reason. When you get free, you want to be able to say, “I did this myself. I know how I got stuck in the illusion, and I know what I let go to get out.”

The Occult Origin

Let me explain the origin of the occultists. It will help you to make sense of all of this. The occultists have always been frauds. The occultists were failed initiates who desperately wanted the true power of the initiates, but they couldn’t get it. Their minds were too polluted; for some reason, they couldn’t or wouldn’t let go of their beliefs. So these frauds copied the initiates both physically and verbally. They hijacked the initiates’ words and stories. They copied the things the initiates did naturally and turned them into practices, rituals, and ceremonies.

Initiates wrote stories using the True Self’s language…the language of metaphor. They mentored others through stories; they didn’t impose beliefs on the candidates for initiation. The occultists turned the initiates’ metaphors into symbolism; they made the initiates’ stories physical and literal. That’s what they still do today. Metaphor is temporary; symbolism is permanent. Metaphor is life giving; symbolism is grave and death giving. Honoring any symbol is like tying yourself to the illusion for life until you die. 

To get free, we have to let go of all beliefs in symbolism. A logo, icon, or symbol should look like nothing but a shorthand way of communicating. It should have no beliefs attached to it. As I let go while decoding ancient stories, all of the symbols in the stories lost their false power; they transformed into meaningful metaphors. The metaphors were validation that I had let go. This wasn’t something I planned would happen; it’s just what happened.

I came to realize that there was a time when the initiates led the people; and life on earth was like the Garden of Eden. People didn’t communicate or act in second cause like they do today. The occultists invented second-cause beliefs, which was the beginning of the fallen mindset. Initiates built beautiful things; over time, however, occultists made those things their own. Occultists took everything associated with initiation and turned it into their power tools. They put their meaning and beliefs on to the places and possessions of the initiates.

Over time, the occultists convinced the people that they wanted to follow them, and even be like them, not the initiates. Occultists are like Hollywood stars; they shine very brightly. But that shine is fake. The shine comes only when they can projected out their shadow on to others. The occultists accomplished their goal of gaining power over everyone in two ways that are still used today in all forms of marketing. They offered to relieve people’s emotions or to fix their problems, or they promised the people a false desire. People started to want the fruits of the illusion, not the fruits of their True Selves. They were now eating from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, i.e., second-cause thinking; they were ignoring the Tree of Life, i.e., first-cause thinking.

The people started to ignore the initiates as they came to ignore their own True Selves. The macrocosm and the microcosm are always a match. So the initiates backed away. They felt that it was important to let people see what they were manifesting with their occult beliefs. People did see what they were manifesting, and it was horrible. They were living in an illusion of suffering that looked real and true. But they had lost all memory of the True Self and Eden. They believed the occultists who said that we fell permanently, and there was no way back to Eden. They believed the religious liars who told them that they would see heaven after death, or they’d get a better life next time if they were obedient and good. It’s was a giant, worldwide scam. The people had no choice but to accept the illusion as real and therefore true. They made the best of a bad situation. This giant error is what we reverse in initiation.

We still have books like the Bible, other spiritual texts, and so-called myths that were written from the True Self point of view using metaphor. These books are available to anyone, but we see what we believe with such “living writing.” Living writing is writing that changes along with the change in the reader’s point of view. The beauty is in the eye of the beholder; but the ugliness is also in the eye of the beholder. When the reader has an illusory point of view, they see proof that their illusion is true when they read such living texts. However, when they let go, they see validation that what they thought was true was actually false.

Sadly, occultists have trained children for thousands of years to think like they do…literally and physically. Religion and school are all about indoctrination into the occult mindset. Today many people think that other Bible books will be revealed, and those books will contain the truth. But if the readers view those new books with the same literal/physical mindset, those books won’t do them any good. In fact, those books will fuel the illusion even more. The occultists set up their scheme to win; and they blocked all the exits.

When our mind is free, we won’t depend on a special book or a special guru. If we like books, we will use them to discriminate. Words and writing are not inherently bad; if we use anyone’s writing as a catalyst for freedom, i.e., for exposing the false beliefs in our own mind, then that writing won’t contain any word spells for us. So you see, we have the power to free ourselves; and we always did. No one has to be a victim of mind control anymore. But people often need someone to remind them of that because other people who want to control them remind them that their beliefs are true every minute of every day.

Let’s get honest about the occultists. Let me state a couple of unknown facts about them. First of all, every belief system is a product of the occult. The occult started in the east and spread west over time. So you don’t avoid the occult point of view by moving to eastern religions or practices. The occult is everywhere; it’s global. It has many forms. If something has beliefs or practices involved in it, it’s occult. The globalist elite are the leaders of the occult point of view today. They are everywhere…in every country, race, and religion. They want to control every aspect of our lives from what we think, where we live, what we eat, and who we love. Often, these false leaders live in the shadows while their minions unknowingly program our minds on their behalf.

If you’ve believed any belief system in the past, or do now, the occult has gotten into your mind. You aren’t alone. We all fell prey to their trickery. Don’t ever feel bad about being duped by these con artists. They view themselves as clever and us as stupid; they project stupid on to us. It’s all part of their fake magick, which is all mental…in fact, it’s false mental. After letting go, you will see that the occultists are the false ones. If anyone is stupid, it would be them. They are nothing but failed initiates. If you stick with letting go, you will surpass them; and they will never affect you again.

The occultists were envious people who tried to say and do what the initiates were inspired to say and do; the occultists believed that you could fake it until you made it. They thought the power of the initiates was in what they said or did. But that wasn’t true; the initiates’ power came from the purity of their minds.

The metaphors used by the initiates were just useful communication tools, which had no power in and of themselves. But the occultists didn’t realize that fact, so they tried to give power to the initiates’ metaphors by turning them into long-lasting symbols. Being primarily matriarchal minded, the occultists added meaning and emotions to those symbols thinking that would give them power. But this had consequences. This caused people’s minds to psychologically reverse. Now emotions no longer meant that beliefs were false; emotions now meant that beliefs had power or beliefs were true. The occultists imposed their symbols and beliefs on to others in order to gain the power of numbers. They had to do all of this because they had no real power. A True Self would never do any of this to a fellow human being.

Today the occult programming is viewed as too hard to reverse by most people; but what other choice do we have? Do we keep fueling the occult beliefs and allow earth to continue to be a hell of suffering? Or do we do our part and let go as much as we can.

Symbols are said to have power by the occultists; but it’s really the power of numbers of believers that give a symbol its false power. Symbols are just another form of spell or curse. That’s why the occultists plaster their fake symbols all over the place. They don’t care if we love or hate their symbols; they just want us to believe that the symbols have power. They want us to project our real power on to them as they project their unwanted side of the triangle bottom on to us.

When we come to see their symbols as false, we strip them of a lot of power. Again, this can be seen in the words that we use. If you remove the “S” from the word “curse,” you get the word “cure.” That’s not a medical cure, which is nothing but fixing the effects of beliefs; it’s a real cure…the removal of the illusion from our minds. It’s a cure that eliminates all diseases and suffering. The letter “S” stands for sin or the deception of the Serpent in the Garden of Eden. Sin was originally a term for second-cause or living from beliefs, not the True Self. If you take the beliefs out of a symbol or a story, you get back to the metaphors.  You regain the initiates’ mindset.

For eons, the esoteric occult ideas have come to the surface from time to time, much like what is happening today; but people treat these beliefs as true, not false. Today, people are noticing the occult symbols; but instead of declaring them false, they’re giving them even more power by teaching people about them. They are confused because they don’t know that emotions mean false. When they discover the symbolic meaning, they feel emotion; and they think that means the symbol is true and even powerful. Now they want those symbols for themselves. So they are becoming the deceivers…the Serpents of the future. In essence, an endless battle has been raging over whose beliefs are true. Who gets to control the symbols and who gets to own the cherished landmarks and buildings. This battle doesn’t end until we leave the illusion.

Once someone is indoctrinated into the illusory mindset, they get stuck. It’s isn’t their fault, and none of us have room to judge the people who are still most stuck today, including the globalists themselves. No one alive today invented the fallen way of using our minds. We all learned it from our ancestors. The people who invented this way of thinking go back thousands of years. People estimate that the Old Testament of the Bible goes back 6000 years; so that’s a good estimate of what we’re talking about for the age of the current illusion. We’ve all fallen prey to some aspect of the illusion. But that’s now in the past. In initiation, we correct the past so that we can create a beautiful future.

We stop the indoctrination process in its tracks. That’s why I took my children out of religion and school; and I kept them away from medicine as much as possible. But at that time, I had not fully decoded the New Age and alternative healing. Now I have; so I warn others to stay away from such things.

We see a perfect example of this very strong indoctrination at work today with the Corona virus hoax; people have been trained to trust their doctors blindly. The doctors lied to them, and even harmed them; but the people still trusted them. The people didn’t know how to discriminate between true and false on the topic of medicine. They don’t realize that we wouldn’t need medicine of any sort if we didn’t have second-cause beliefs in our minds. It’s sad; it’s hard to watch people suffer. That’s why I do what I do. We eliminate the illusion by letting go ourselves, exposing false, and become true role models for others to follow. That’s not an easy task; but it’s a worthwhile task.

The Great Awakening and the idea of ascension is another version of the same old ruse. It’s like the Renaissance period in European history; it did come to an end. Unless people let go of their beliefs, the pendulum will continue to swing back and forth between patriarchal and matriarchal points of view. Belief systems will continue to rise and fall like empires. But the good news is that the rising and falling is quickening. The pendulum is no longer swinging slowly over centuries; it’s swinging back and forth over decades. In fact, it’s moving closer to swinging back and forth over years. When the pendulum quickens and the back and forth becomes months, days, or hours, even the most rigid illusion dwellers will come to see the triangle bottom with ease. Then letting go and my decodes will make sense to everyone. That’s when I’ll release my decodes freely because no one will use them to deceive others. I don’t know when that will be. It might be a few years, or it might be a few decades. I’m not psychic, nor do I want to be.

The way to end all suffering, and I do mean all suffering, is to strip the power out of the occult illusion by not believing a damn word they say. We do that every single time we let go. We do that every single time we expose any second-cause belief as false. The occult in power are all like the Wizard of Oz. Once we reveal that their power is false, they will be forced to admit that it was all a big con game. They will be the losers, which is actually the win win for all, even them.

When the occultists restricted our freedom, they also restricted their own freedom. In the end, they will have no power at all. They will be normal, and those of us who have been traveling the path of initiation will be natural again. Natural trumps normal. Becoming natural isn’t about eating organic food or doing internal cleanses; those are ways of fixing the effects. Becoming natural is ONLY about our state of mind. Once we are free minded, our True Selves will reign again. No false leader will tell us what to do; they will be powerless. Our individual stories and our collective story will have to come full circle. But like I said, this might take a while; fortunately, we don’t have to wait for others. Many people have joined me in letting go, and they will be the way showers and the support for those who will come on board the freedom train in the future. Each time one of us lets go, or exposes false, it gets a little easier for others. Our future gets a little brighter.

The basis of the occult point of view, which is still normal today, is that knowledge is the same as knowing. The occultists treat second-cause thought, which has judgement in it like it’s the same as first-cause, nonjudgmental thinking. Today people commonly say that they are discriminating as they’re obviously judging. Imposing beliefs, rules, or demands on another is judging them. Imposing our beliefs on others means that we don’t trust that person to be naturally good. We should be letting go, not giving them more beliefs. Bad and evil were imposed on us by the occultists who wanted power. Discriminating is being able to say “NO” to people who impose rules, mandates, beliefs, or second-cause knowledge on us. Our natural knowing is beyond words…beyond spells…beyond curses.  Our natural knowing is the cure for everything.

The Occult Hijacked the Word Initiation

Now let’s go back to where we started this article. Let me give you an example of level confusion that’s intimately tied to what I do. Level confusion occurs when a word that points to the True Self becomes knowledge that people memorize and store in their false mental container. The word initiation was originally about freeing one’s mind. It was simple in theory; but even thousands of years ago, it took time to do…generally about a decade or more. Initiation was based on the notion that life is a story that’s meant to come full circle. We start out as a True Self, then we muck around in the illusion and get all mentally twisted around. We believe false and ignore our True Selves. At some point, we’ve had enough of the illusion, so we enter initiation and come out with the same pure mind that we had “initially.” “Initially” is the pivotal word in understanding initiation; the initiates wanted to return to the mind that they were born with. Initiation was not the same as seeking. There was no teaching or learning in halls of initiation. Jesus said that we want our mind to be like a child’s mind; he didn’t mean that we need a childish mind. He meant that we want to lead our life from our True Self…that’s a child’s mind…it’s pure and has no beliefs or second-cause knowledge in it yet.

Like so many other words, the occultists stole the word “initiation” from the initiates. But occult initiations are very different from true initiation. Occult initiations don’t involve letting go; they involve willpower, second-cause beliefs and knowledge, symbolism, rituals, and holding on for life. The occult initiation programs involved learning and memorization. They used rules, oaths, rituals, and ceremonies to keep their illusion fueled and intact. 

There was no formal testing in pure initiation; there was only validation. Life provided the validation that the initiate’s mind had changed. That’s the same today. That’s why we can do initiation without leaving our normal life. Our outer world changes as our inner world changes. We can let go as we work, play, or cook our dinner.

There were, however, insane occult initiation tests that are still performed today by the elite of the world; those often involve sex, children, and many other horrible activities (like they exposed in the movie “Eyes Wide Shut“). We can’t do much about the elite as normal people with no authority. However, there are traces of occult initiation in other more normal aspects of life that we can expose and eliminate. The occult way of thinking often starts with cliques in school, whereby kids have to give up their other friendships in order to join the clique. We see occult initiation in street gangs and secret societies. We also see occult initiation, often complete with tests, in college sororities and fraternities. People identify with these strange groups as if their membership in the group is an improvement of who they are.  That’s never true.

I was never one for cliques in school. I was friends with anyone who wanted to be my friend. I never liked clubs. I did join the Girl Scouts for a while because I liked learning how to do physical things. But that wasn’t a clique. During my first year in college, I lived on campus. I didn’t like college life; so after that year, I got a job and went to night school. Night school was wonderful; the teachers usually have real jobs in the day. So they had real-life stories and experiences to share.

But while I was living at a college, I thought that fraternities and sororities were the silliest thing that I’d ever seen. So I started my own sorority in order to mock them; my sorority wasn’t popular. You’ve probably haven’t heard of it. It was called “IMA PROTO ZOA.” The name was meaningful. Oddly, protozoa can be free or parasitic, just like people. The occult way of life is based on the host-parasite relationship or what therapists call codependence. Initiation was and is all about freedom. You can’t be a free and a codependent person at the same time just like you can’t be a free protozoa and a parasitic protozoa at the same time. Of course, no one got my metaphor; they rarely do.

The experience taught me that college life was not for me. I learned a great trade in college, accounting; and that led me to computers and systems design. My professions didn’t have any beliefs attached to them. They were just a physical and first-cause mental skill that taught me a lot about life. Later on, my advanced degrees in psychology and esoteric studies (the occult) were done with the intent to expose those ways of thinking as false. Many times, I’ve had to go into the belly of the beast to know why certain teachings were FALSE. Now I share my experiences, just like my night-school teachers.

The occultists want us to associate the word “initiation” with saying or doing something as a demonstration of our will and power. They do not want us to discover our True Self, lest we will have all the power; and they will have none. The original idea of initiation was about mental purification; it had no verbal or physical component. There were no rules, beliefs, or practices in initiation because the initiates eliminated mental causes; they didn’t fix physical effects. In the illusion, we fix physical effects, which is another trick that keeps us stuck. But if we don’t know how to let go, we have no choice but to fix effects. That’s why people who fix effects make a whole lot of money. Exposing is not very lucrative yet; but one day it will be. The world is moving in that direction.

If people let go and start seeing the occult beliefs and programming as false, the pyramid of power will come tumbling down. The occultists like to call us useless idiots or useless eaters. That’s projection; that’s exactly what they are being by saying and doing what they say and do. However, we must remember that they have a True Self too; sadly, it’s highly unlikely that they will find their True Self until they’re forced to lose and lose bigly. By exposing them, however, they will ultimately lose. By rejecting their projections, they will ultimately lose. By ignoring their symbols and rituals, they will definitely lose. By living our true and perfect life, they will lose bigly. When they realize that they have lost, and will never win again, then they will all be banging at the door of Gateway To Gold to learn to let go. They will want freedom too…everyone does.

The Big Trick Question, which Leads to Endlessly Looking for a Belief to Let go

Definitions:

Before we begin this article, let me define a few terms that I’ll be using. This is an advanced article. So don’t start here if you are new to initiation and/or to letting go. Start with the earliest articles on this site and https://gatewaytogold.com; then move forward in time so that you are reading the most recent articles last. This article gives you a taste of the very direct writing style that I use in my programs. I wouldn’t normally write an article this direct for the free material. But we are living in a crazy time, and a lot of people who are using my free material to let go can use this information if they can understand what I’m saying.

Clone: When I use the word clone, I’m never talking about a physical clone. I’m talking about a false masculine aspect of the mind that pretends to be the person’s True Self. It’s like a persona on steroids. A clone character or voice operates on beliefs, knowledge, and rules, which it believes to be true. For example, a spiritual clone talks like a True Self, but it’s not a True Self. It says things like “We are all one.” That is true for the True Self level of perception, but it’s not true for the false, illusory level of perception where we all have individual mental containers. We don’t want to be ALL ONE at the false level of perception (the illusion), or we will NEVER get free.

Clones don’t realize that the True Self exists; they can’t see outside of their illusion. They believe that they are the highest point of view. However, there is no higher or lower from the True Self point of view; anyone who views people as higher or lower castes, frequencies, levels of management, perspectives, etc., is speaking from a clone character. Outside of the illusion, there is just true and false. True is not higher or better than false. Nevertheless, when we are in false thinking, we are in an illusion. So hopefully, we are choosing that experience.

Most likely, you’ve been confused by clones in the past…we all have. We put their beliefs into our minds because we were told that their beliefs were the truth. Clones won’t ever tell us that we can let go. Once they trap us, they think they own us for life. Consequently, most people get stuck in the collective illusion. They don’t see any way out. Initiation is the reversal of this clone problem.

Level Confusion: Clone characters in our false minds cause level confusion. They cause us to think that we are thinking something true, when we are not because our overall perspective is divided and false. The words we think might be technically true; but our True Self wouldn’t need to think or say such words. The example I gave above, “We are all one,” is a common, level-confused phrase. We don’t need to speak the truth; the True Self knows the truth already, and we all have a True Self within. The spiritual clone, however, will put that phrase in its mind as a belief; then it will connect with other false minds that share that belief. We don’t want to connect with anyone’s false mind. That’s why we were born with individual mental containers.

The words on the banner of this website explain level confusion: Essentially, you don’t need to learn or speak the truth because you already KNOW it, and so does everyone else. In level confusion, we are operating from the notion that some people have the truth and others don’t. That’s completely false. We can veil the truth with beliefs; but we all have the truth within and always will. Initiation is the process of revealing our hidden truth by letting go of false beliefs.

First Versus Second Cause: The perspective of the True Self is always first cause, or what is known as eating from the Tree of Life. The false-self perspective is always false and second cause because it contains an element of judgment; it is known as eating from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and evil. Good and evil are second cause because we desire good; and we hope to avoid evil. Thus we judge evil. Therefore, both good and evil exist at the level of second-cause; both are false because they are opposites. Also, goodness on the triangle bottom is defined with beliefs and rules.

The True Self is good without an opposite; its goodness doesn’t need to be defined. We must let go of both sides of every triangle bottom in our mind in order to return to the True Self’s perspective. Initiation isn’t a weekend workshop. That’s why very few people do it. Let me assure you that it is worth every ounce of effort you put into it. But you must be patient.

North Star: Our North Star is a metaphor for where we are headed…it’s our intention or our desire. An intention or desire can be true, or it can be false. If our North Star is physical and within the illusion, we will live within the boundaries of the illusion. If our North Star is mental and outside of the illusion, that North Star (or intention) will bring up the beliefs that we need to let go in order to exit the illusion. As we let go of the beliefs that arise in our mind, we gain mental, emotional, and eventually, physical freedom.

Take this article slowly; stop and let go whenever you feel emotions arise. Do not read this article like you typically read a magazine article. When you feel emotions, it means that a belief is arising for you to let go. Stop and examine your own thinking. You either believe the lie that I just exposed, or you are judging what I just wrote because you don’t like that I exposed a belief that you deem to be true. I write in order to push beliefs up to the surface of the mind; I don’t write to teach or soothe people’s emotions. If you want soothing for your emotions, you are reading the wrong website. I don’t offer emotional soothing. We need our emotions to get free; they help us discriminate.

At the same time, I know that none of you made up this trick that I’m about to expose. If you believed it, and used it, you’re not bad or stupid. You simply trusted someone who was a clone on the throne. Quite frankly, we should be able to trust people with leadership roles. But as of right now, we can’t. The illusion has become a little too serious and real. The person who taught you this nasty trick pretended to have the truth when they simply did not. So just realize that I’m very direct in this article because I want to be clear; but I’m also standing by your side with you. Together we are punching up at the people in power who are promoting these kinds of false techniques. That’s how we all get free.

The tools, techniques, and practices of the illusion are like treading water. You work really hard, but you don’t go anywhere. If you don’t let go of those old, worthless tools, techniques, and practices from your past, you bring the baggage associated with them into letting go and initiation. Then you don’t go toward the North Star of freedom. Thus, I warn people to NEVER combine letting go with other practices, tools, or techniques from the illusion. But often they don’t listen to me. That’s their choice. I don’t demand that anyone let go or do what I say. But if you aren’t letting go, you won’t get freedom.

A Warning: I talk about true health and false health in this article. If we aren’t at the level of the True Self perspective, then we can’t expect our True Self to heal us. So we should take adequate care of our body and seek out any form of medical attention that we need. I don’t view medical care as bad or wrong. It’s an important part of the illusion. But it is part of the illusion, and I write for people who want freedom. So I have to tell it like it is. My advice to people who have physical problems is to follow their beliefs. What we believe is what will work. But of course, we have to know what we believe. This article should help with that.

Before I Reveal the Big Trick…a Little Background

I’d seen this trick over and over again. But so often, I’d let it slide. I assumed that the person knew what I was talking about, and they were just describing letting go a bit differently. I like to give people the benefit of the doubt; but sometimes, I get tricked by the clone characters in their mind when I do that. But fortunately, I don’t stay tricked; and that’s why I’m able to keep doing this work. In time, I came to realize that the Big Trick was always a clone trick.

I’ve actually exposed all the components of this Big Trick, but never directly exposed the trick itself. So we’re going to do that in this article. It’s a weird thing, but often clone characters will not stop trying to maintain control of our minds until we expose them directly as FALSE. If clone characters can find a way to stay alive, they will. They often come up with clever tricks to avoid being exposed; they do keep me challenged.

Many people who find my writing have already been sold a false view of letting go by psychologists, gurus, healers, psychics, spiritual teachers, motivation speakers, etc.; I’m not saying that those people are bad. They just don’t take anyone toward freedom. They provide soothing within the illusion; and since there are a lot of people still stuck in the illusion, they are necessary. But we have to be truthful if we want freedom, these professions don’t help people to escape the illusion; and we want to escape. But don’t get me wrong. I don’t judge any of those professions; judgment would put me in the illusion. I just see them as false. I don’t use them. They are like a choice of food on a smorgasbord that I don’t want to eat. So I don’t put that food on my plate. I also don’t get upset that the food that I don’t want to eat is on the smorgasbord. I just walk past it. Others do like that food; they should be able to eat whatever they want.

If you want freedom, you must understand that if someone teaches you a technique for letting go of emotions without removing the causal belief, that technique is false. Tactics that change one’s emotions from negative to positive are occult and FALSE. Changing one’s beliefs to sound more positive or spiritual do not automatically result in letting go. Physical or mental practices like eastern meditation or yoga rarely result in letting go. These practices are not helpful for initiation because you must do them for life. Also people do such practices in order to fix their mind or body; our ultimate goal in initiation is to not have to fix the effects. But of course, it takes time and a lot of letting go to get to that place.

When you let go of a belief, you don’t ever have to let go of that belief again. You know the belief is false. Initiation is about purifying our mind…not changing it, adding to it, or avoiding it. So we must do an honest assessment of the techniques that we have relied on in the past. It’s unlikely that any of them will be useful to us if we truly want freedom like we want air.

Like I said above, I exposed all of the components of this Big Trick. So let’s do a little review. I told people to use win-win or the emotional test to determine what to let go. Win win is how we expose our masculine mind, or what I label a clone if the person thinks that masculine voice is their True Self; emotions are how we expose the feminine mind or what I label the false self. If our mind was perfect, our True Self would be masculine and our false self would be feminine; our body and life would be the effect. Our masculine and feminine mind aspects would work together as one. We’d only create in first cause, and we’d create perfectly every time. But people come to initiation with a second-cause mind that is filled with beliefs, second-cause knowledge, and rules. That’s everyone’s starting point. We choose initiation when we want out of the illusion. It doesn’t choose us. Initiation becomes our purpose or focus until we are done.

In addition, I’ve written about the Three Steps, which is very comprehensive. When we do the Three Steps, we remove second-cause thinking from the false masculine and false feminine mind aspects. If we go all the way to Step Three, we will get to the True Self; that’s where letting go happens with ease. Letting go from the feminine role requires resolve and willpower; it requires us to punch up at those clone voices in our mind or life. Letting go from the masculine role requires compassion. We have to want the best for the feminine role; we have to work toward a win-win outcome.

The clone characters in our mind don’t have compassion; they are win-lose oriented. Clone characters project the unwanted side of their triangle bottom on to others so that they can have what they want. The clone has no desire to let go. The clone wants to keep its throne; it wants to remain mentally or physically superior to others. Clones are convinced that whatever they believe is TRUE or at least right. They want to keep ruling over our mind, body, and life. In initiation, however, we want our True Self to lead us. Imagine that we want to live in a beautiful treehouse; but every time we try to get on the ladder to the treehouse, a crocodile clone with lots of beliefs bites our butt and pulls us back down into the second-cause swamp. We do what we must do; we take these crocodiles out one at a time. Eventually, there are no crocodiles pulling us back into the illusion. So we can go up and down the ladder to and from our treehouse with ease.

I also shared the triangle process, which is a powerful tool for cleaning up our minds. When we look at a triangle, we have the True Self’s point of view at the top. Take a topic like health. True health with no opposite is natural. But most don’t see health in that way because that point of view is outside of the illusion. When we know that heath is true, we don’t need doctors, healers, cures, or even herbs or vitamins because we are not creating disease from the true mental perspective. The True Self doesn’t believe in disease. Emotions and pain would simply be a signal for the us to let go of our current thinking. Our True Self is always giving health to our own body and to others. But if someone has a medical clone in their mind, they can’t receive that level of perfect health. They only know health on the triangle bottom, which is the normal view of health and sickness.

At the bottom of the triangle, we experience health in the second-cause illusion, where everything is divided into opposites. We have the doctors or healers who hold the knowledge of disease and how to fix it in their masculine mind; they are the mental cause of the problem called disease. Usually the doctor or healer is not the clone on the throne at the top of the pyramid of power. But they share the belief system of the clone on the throne.

On the feminine side of the triangle bottom, we have the patients who are living the physical effects. If the doctor or healer lets go, they slowly move off of the triangle bottom; they ultimately won’t believe in disease anymore. They’ll free themselves from the medical illusion as well as all of their patients. They will no longer see unwanted health (disease) effects in the world. So they’ll have nothing to fix anymore. Their role of doctor or healer disappears because they have let go of all the beliefs that made up that clone character in their own mind. They have lost their role in the illusion. But they are much more than that illusory role; they are free, and they will continuously give the gift of health and freedom to others whether the others can receive it or not.

This is hard for people to grasp until they let go for quite a while. Often a role like doctor or healer feels like a purpose; it’s often the person’s status, and their way of making a living. The person doesn’t realize that there is something more perfect waiting for them. That perfection comes from their own True Self. They won’t realize that perfection until they let go mentally and physically of that illusory role. The role keeps them on the triangle bottom within the illusion. A doctor or healer can’t exist without patients…these roles are two sides of a coin, and you can’t have only one side of a coin.

Sometimes, the person who is a doctor or healer truly desires freedom, but they refuse to let go of their role even though it no longer feels good to perform that role. So they experience an unexpected event where they suddenly lose their career or their ability to do their career; later on, after being forced to drop that clone character from their mind, they realize that the seemingly horrible event was actually a blessing in disguise. But such changes can be traumatic. Initiation is not about ripping people’s lives apart. It’s meant to be gradual and safe. We let go of one belief at a time. As we do that, the clone characters just dissolve from our mind. We don’t miss them at all.

Let’s say that the doctor or healer challenges their beliefs every day while they continue to do their job. They will move from the false masculine expert to the compassionate True Self over time. They will find themselves telling their patients that there is nothing wrong with them. The last doctor that I ever went to was that kind of a doctor. I will never forget him. I received his gift of true health; I was done with the medical system. We connected at the True Self level. But I’m kind of usual. He probably saw hundreds of patients a week; and they just wanted a pill or an herb to take away their symptoms.

That sweet doctor was no longer a clone; he had become pure health. He no longer believed in disease. He had nothing to offer people who did believe in disease. They didn’t know how to let go of their false beliefs, and he didn’t know how to help them let go. I could tell that he even felt awkward with the title of doctor or healer. He was very close to ditching that job. He just couldn’t do it anymore. I personally, think that many people are experiencing collective initiation around this health topic right now. It has become crystal clear that the medical system is corrupt and worthless. It’s easier than ever to see that the system causes disease and suffering. This looks like a big problem to most. But it is actually pushing everyone to let go of all the beliefs that they have around health. It’s time to find health within and stop depending on knowledge and expert clones to keep us healthy. In the end, many people will say that this rough time was a very good thing. Letting go of their beliefs, however, would have been a lot more sane and gentle than a faux pandemic. When we let go, we don’t have to quit our job or leave our marriage; we don’t have to hit rock bottom. We just grow out of anything that isn’t true for us. One door opens just as another one has closed. We move from an illusory life to our true life.

We might not have a doctor or a healer role within the illusion. But when we believe such people, we put a copy of their beliefs into our mind. So we create a medical clone in our mind. Often we meet that clone character in another human being who plays the doctor or healer role on the illusory stage of life. That person who plays that role will do what we expect them to do, which probably isn’t what we want to experience. Today people add diet beliefs, personal training beliefs, and wellness beliefs to their medical clone. They also add alternative medicine beliefs to their mind. All of those beliefs are based on the same foundation that disease is true. It’s real, but it is false. That’s why we can let it go.

So nearly everyone is very much a part of the collective illusion on this topic of health. We all start initiation with beliefs about our body; and it takes time to let all of that go. We let go of one belief and label at a time; it took me a few years to get rid of every belief that I had about food, body, exercise, disease, etc. Until I got free of the beliefs that I had stored in my mind, I would feel emotion when someone brought up a disease label. That’s how I knew that I still shared the person’s causal belief. So I’d follow the emotion and let go of the belief that I shared with them. That freed me from the problem, and I became a supporter for their perfect health. Often, I’d no longer see the problem in them just like that sweet doctor that saw me in that way. But oddly, if they still had a medical clone in their mind, they would get upset when I wouldn’t agree that they had a health problem. They wanted me to tell them how to fix their problem, not tell them that their problem was false. What can I say? If they want their illusion, they can keep their illusion. But I still won’t see them as deficient in any way.

I’ve also told people to never try to figure out their minds like people do in therapy. But people had already developed that bad habit from hanging out in New Age, therapy, and self-help groups when they found my writing. They’d become addicted to connecting the dots so they could understand their mind, their relationships, or their problems. They would describe what they were doing as working on themselves, self-reflecting, or processing. Let me be clear and direct about this; I only have one word for all of that worthless inner work…bullshit! None of those things are even close to letting go. I honestly don’t know what in the hell people are doing when they are in therapy, and I have a master’s degree in psychology. When anyone describes therapy to me, it sounds like someone playing with their own poop. They are all stuck in level confusion. Thinking about the mind doesn’t get us to the true mental perspective. We have to let go to get to the true point of view.

Let me tell you a little secret that you might not know. Psychology, self-help, the New Age, the prosperity gospel, religions like Unity, progressive politics, and other belief systems of the same ilk, were all modern-day occult scams invented by the globalists (cabal of elitists who want to control the whole world) for the purpose of getting more people to use their minds like they do, which is backwards. The globalists are super clones who think they deserve the throne for the whole world. They rule the entire pyramid of power. People follow them because they are told that such people can lead them to money, success, fame, or some other physical false desire. Or they are told that the people on this pyramid of power can get rid of their emotions or fears; usually, however, they are the cause of them. Or they are told that such clones can lead them to their spiritual self, enlightenment, or some other mental false desire. None of us need such clones in our lives; we were born spiritual and enlightened…everyone was. If a desire is true, we will get it by letting go of the beliefs that are in the way of its fulfillment.

Initiation is real simple; but no one will be honest and tell you what I’m saying because they have a belief system that they want you to fuel. Belief systems can only exist with the false fuel of emotions generated by the power of numbers of believers. Our True Self does not fuel our beliefs or our false desires. This Big Trick that I’m about to share was clearly born from this very popular cesspool of worthless psychological tools. It serves those who want to keep the illusion alive. Even if you don’t want total freedom, don’t give these clones your false power. They will never give it back to you; they are hoarders of false power.

The Big Trick Question

The Big Trick is quite simple, but it’s complex to expose as false. The person asks themselves: “Why or how did I create this problem?” Now stop and think about that question. It sounds like a good question right? But the person never answers the question. They generally think of lots of answers, but they don’t ever answer the question. Occasionally, someone just gets silence when they ask the question. They generally practiced eastern meditation, and they need to kick that meditation clone out of their mind.

Let’s first answer the how part of the question in general terms. The person is holding on to a second-cause triangle bottom in their false mind that isn’t true. Or they are following someone, like a doctor or guru, who holds the causal belief in their mental container as true. To get rid of an effect, we have to remove the cause. If the cause is in someone else’s mind that the person follows or obeys, they need to let go of following that person; and they need to let go of the causal belief that they share with that person.

Now for the why? They still treat that causal belief as true, which often points to a clone character in their mind or life; they think that they need to hold on to that belief for some reason. Now once you answer the question generally, you start to realize that the question is not simple to answer. There could be fifty causal beliefs for one effect. The person might be following a powerful clone, and they are terrified of letting go of the beliefs that they share with that authority figure. The person might have been given a label that they can’t let go because the label came from a trusted expert. I could go on and on. Roles are always involved in the manifestation of a problem within the illusion. But roles will never come up when we ask that question.

Here is the question that we need to ask. Why don’t we know exactly what to let go? Why can’t we see cause and effect with ease? The short answer is that the clone characters in our mind or life are asking that Big Trick question; and clones have no intention of ever letting go. Clones are complexes of beliefs. If they let go of their beliefs, they will disappear or die. Clones are the part of our mind that is afraid of dying. Our True Self never dies. I’m really good at seeing cause and effect because I’ve had a lot of practice; but when someone asks me this question, they are always speaking from a clone character. So I can give them the perfect answer, and they will not let go. The purpose of this question is to avoid letting go.

The clones in our mind want to make it impossible for us let go so they can remain alive and run our mind, body, and life. They are like parasites or squatters. They want us to think that letting go doesn’t work or doesn’t exist because letting go is their demise. When you hear a voice that says, “letting go doesn’t work,” or “letting go isn’t working for you,” that’s a clone talking. You need to let go of whatever they are saying; it’s false.

In thirty years of exposing the mind, I’ve not found one time when letting go didn’t work if the person let go in the way that I told them to let go. Now let me say that another way: Other people, including many expert clones, use the term letting go in false ways. I didn’t say that other ways of letting go work; they don’t. I said that the way I explain letting go always works. That’s not being arrogant; it’s called experience. Make sure you are clear on that; the Big Trick question is someone else’s way of letting go. Their way does not work; my point is that it was not designed to work. It looks like an exit, but the door below the exit sign doesn’t open.

Some Variations of the Big Trick Question

If the person who asks this Big Trick question is with like-minded friends, they often present that question as a topic of discussion; the friends work on the person’s mind together. They each toss out beliefs that might have caused that problem like they are solving a puzzle together. What good will that do? No one is letting go. They are trying to link cause and effect intellectually, to connect the dots, which doesn’t work. When we are thinking and asserting ideas, we are in the masculine aspect of our mind. I’ll explain the feminine approach to letting go in a moment. From my point of view, this idea exchange looks like people playing with each other’s poop. Everyone in the illusion has beliefs that are like giant piles of manure. To get free, we need to get rid of our manure pile. When we talk about beliefs, we are literally exchanging manure. When we cover the manure pile with new beliefs, we are putting ice cream on the manure and calling it a sundae.

So let’s say that the person come up with a very plausible reason for this problem intellectually. They would take that ice cream reason and pile it on top of their manure pile. That’s not letting go. They might feel some momentary satisfaction for having solved the riddle, but the problem will occur again. They didn’t remove the mental cause.

When people do this trick with me, I give them an answer that supports freedom. I tell them to let go of whatever reason they just tossed out on the table; it’s false. If they toss out another reason, I tell them to let that belief go too. I’m talking to them from the feminine role. I’m listening and discriminating. It doesn’t matter what belief they throw out; it will not pass the emotional test. I’m being their emotions since they are completely ignoring them. That’s why they can’t discriminate. If they were feeling instead of thinking, they would know that they needed to let go of every answer they heard in their mind. They would also know that another person can’t possibly tell them what is in their mental container unless they are falsely connected to them; then they’d have a different problem to work on. Why are they two halves of a whole with that person instead of two whole people?

Once I take the feminine role and discriminate for the person who asked the Big Trick question, the game stops. It was a clone game. Clones don’t want the truth, and they don’t want to let go. They want to play with each other’s poop for a few hours and call that a relationship. They want to agree that there is no resolution to this problem. Or they want to put ice cream on the manure and feel great that they can’t see the manure anymore. Of course, that ice cream will melt…I can assure you of that.

So let’s say that these two friends get to the eventual point of no resolution. Does that mean that no belief caused that unwanted effect? No, it means that they didn’t have access to the part of their mind where the belief was stored; in my experience that is because a clone character doesn’t want them to let go of that belief. If there was NO causal belief, then what caused the problem? Oh that is a much better question to ask: Who or what caused this problem?

Now you will get answers…lots of them: God’s will, it’s stuck in my unconscious mind so I need hypnosis to dig it out, Cathy’s wrong (clones love that answer), letting go doesn’t work for me, I’m being punished for something I did in the past, I don’t know and will never know, karma, it’s a soul wound, mind control, the boogie man, overall injustice…I’ve heard it all. Those are all beliefs to let go. In fact, any or all of those reasons combined might be why you create problems that you don’t want in general. Do you see why the question is worthless now? Not one of those answers is win win for all. But in most cases, people will state those answer as if they are absolute facts of life. They will even argue with me; they will demand that I prove that their win-lose beliefs are false because there are a lot of clones that believe those beliefs. Clones feed off of the power of numbers.

This very common conversation looks productive on the surface; in fact, some people call it a deep conversation…lol! But it’s not deep at all, nor is it productive. We have to go toward the feminine false self in order to go deep. We have to get out of the masculine clone mindset. Every belief in the clone’s mindset is viewed as true. Clones love you when you agree with their beliefs; and they hate you when you don’t agree.

Some people do this Big Trick question with their therapist; it’s still unproductive, and it’s still not deep. The therapist isn’t going to say that their patient’s beliefs are all false. The therapist is in the illusion where discrimination is unlikely at best and impossible at worst. Also, therapy is done intellectually. Even hypnosis is done intellectually; I used to do it. But I did it different from everyone else. I used it to help people let go, and the results led me to what I share today. I didn’t want people to have to pay me $100 an hour to let go of every belief in their mind. We all have thousands of beliefs in our mind to let go. We need to know how to let go on our own.

Outside of the illusion, we know that we can’t let go of the truth; and that’s a very good thing. We don’t want to let go of the truth. This fact assures that we won’t screw up and accidentally let go of a true creation like our arm or our kidney. But the clones in our mind falsely deduce that we can’t let a belief go because we have relabeled it as true. That’s a lie. A belief is never true; it doesn’t matter what our mind has labeled the belief. The word BELIEF has the word LIE within it for a reason; all beliefs are false. So there is no belief that we cannot let go.

In any moment, we can go into our mind and find the causal belief, which we can let go if we realize that the belief is false. False is the key! Or we can go toward normal thinking, logic, and reasoning, which will keep our illusion fueled. Normal thinking is mostly geared around finding solutions to our problems; initiation is about letting go of problems so that we don’t need solutions anymore. There is a big difference.

The Big Answer to the Big Trick Question

Recently I asked someone why she asked herself that question, and she gave a seemingly good answer; nevertheless, it was a false answer. She said, “I’m being responsible. I’m acknowledging that I created this problem; I’m not blaming my parents or anyone else.” Well, that sounds like something someone would say who has a strong desire to find the causal belief and let go. Right? However, that was a clone character in her mind pretending to be a True Self. Here’s how I know that.

Responsible and irresponsible are a second-cause triangle bottom. We judge irresponsibility. The True Self is automatically responsible. It never blames another. But also, our True Self never creates a problem. If we are truly responsible, then we will let go and only think from first cause so that we don’t cause problems in our life or the lives of others. This is subtle, and it’s hard to see until you let go for a while.

This Big Trick question is the same trap that globalists, gurus, and spiritual teachers use to hook their followers for life. They are clones who want to keep the masculine role in every relationship at all cost. They peddle belief systems that they relabel as the truth. These clones will never become feminine to anyone. I became feminine to others over and over again when I created the Gold Circle; and I found out what these clones did to people’s minds because their followers would try to do it to me. We do to others what was done to us. So these clones on the throne do not impress me at all. They never let go; and they never tell their followers to let go. That’s how you detect a con artist. My job is to expose them as false so that their followers can gain the freedom that they truly deserve. But don’t get me wrong. I can’t do the cleanup work for their followers; I’m not in their mental container. I can expose what is false. I can even explain why it is false. I can even unconditionally love the person to make it easier for them to let go. But everyone has to let go and bring their mental container back to the virgin state through their own efforts. That is a very good thing; when you do the work of initiation, you come to know your mind. You know how and why you fell into the illusion. So you don’t ever fall again.

Here’s another subtle word trick used by clones. The aspect of our mind that creates is our True Self. Our creative life-force and desires flow though the false self in order to divide our thought in first cause; and that is how we effortlessly create. But we don’t ever have to ask our True Self how it creates. It’s obvious. It just does it. When we fell mentally by accepting second-cause thinking into our minds, we had to work hard mentally and physically to manifest; we had to use beliefs and willpower to manifest what we desired. Manifesting is not the same as creating. Precision of language is very important in exposing belief systems as false.

In the Big Trick question, the person asked how they created their problem? They didn’t create it. They manifested it. The clone was hijacking what’s only true for the True Self. The clone can’t manifest a true desire; thus it cannot create.

People bring this error to me all the time in a slightly different format. That’s why I wrote this article. I want to be able to answer this common question from now on by giving the person a link to this article. They say, “Cathy, here is my problem. Now tell me what to let go.” They want me to be responsible for their problem or error of thinking. But I didn’t put the causal belief into their mind. In addition, I have a separate mental container; so how would I know what is in their mind. I know they have manifested an illusion. Like I said above, I can often detect the cause of their problem by the context of their email or the description of their problem. The cause is always really close to the effect. But they don’t want to know what to let go. They want me to take their projected effect or tell them they are a victim and letting go just doesn’t work for them. In that way, they don’t have to deal with the actual cause.

I do know of one man who is no longer alive…he was a German doctor who generally saw life from the mental perspective. But he must have had severe responsibility issues. People would come to him and ask him to get rid of their health problems. After a bit of questioning, he’d stick their asses in his car and take them to the person who held the causal belief in mind. Then he’d force the person who was holding the causal belief to let his patient off the hook. I wish he had made videos of that; there isn’t enough money in the world for me to do that gig. But when he did this, people healed from nearly every disease known to mankind. It makes sense to me. He got the person in the masculine role to take back their projection. But part of the reason that the person with the cause let go was because he came on strong with a voice of authority as a widely-respected doctor. He was using his authority to punch up, and I totally respect him for that.

This Big Trick question tells us something about the clone that asks the question. In my experience, the clone usually feels like their life is unjust. They tend to think that clones should have perfect lives; they should live like royalty. They should have it all. This is more level confusion. Clones don’t deserve to have it all. Clones always have lots of false desires because they are never satisfied. They are never satisfied because they are never living their true life.

The clone thinks that they are not getting what they deserve according to their rules for manifestation. Well that means that their rules aren’t popular enough. The illusion works based on the power of numbers, repetition, and longevity. Our oldest beliefs are in our false self; clones project those unwanted beliefs out on to others. In my experience, the clone usually asks this Big Trick question when a projection has boomeranged back at them. They thought that problem applied to someone else, but the person who was the object of their projection did something mentally or physically to free themselves of it. Now the clone appears to be blindsided when it is the cause of its own problem. That’s why it asks the Big Trick question. It doesn’t want to be exposed; it’s deflecting.

This Big Trick question is like a magic trick where the magician says to look here, but they are doing something over there. Clones create illusions, so they love deflection. You’ve seen this with the American Democrats and Donald Trump if you have eyes to see. They always blame him for what they are actually doing. They are deflecting the blame away from themselves so that no one holds them responsible for their shenanigans. The Democrats are globalist clones through and through. The Republicans aren’t innocent; but they’re generally cowards who are afraid to punch up at the clones in power. The globalists want to win; and no trick is too harmful or too disgusting if it gets them what they want.

The people who ask this question often want to understand their mind; that’s fine. But in initiation, our focus is on purifying our mind. Oddly, we get true understanding when we do that. True understanding requires us to become feminine to another or feminine to our own mind. It requires us to listen and to feel our emotions. The masculine mind asserts; it doesn’t listen. That’s not bad; listening not it’s job. Don’t confuse this with men and women; both men and women have masculine and feminine minds. Also, the mind is not the same as the brain. But we’ll leave that for another time. When our masculine mind is win-win oriented and free of second cause, it’s powerful and effortlessly creates. In my writing, I tell stories that are full circle. Most are from my own life. I started out free on a topic. I took on beliefs, and then I let them go. Then, I had understanding. So I share that understanding by exposing whatever I let go to get free of that situation. Then others can copy my example. But I didn’t get that understanding intellectually. I only got it by letting go. I also wasn’t connecting dots or finding reasons. However, after letting go, the dots were all connected; and I knew the reason that this situation had happened to me.

People usually find my articles when they no longer want to live within the illusion. They’ve had enough. They don’t even want the fruits of the illusion anymore, so often they feel very unmotivated. I don’t advertise or use keywords to attract people to my websites. I’m not easy to find at all. People generally find my articles because their True Self is sick of the clones who are ruling their mind, body, and life. On the True Self level, they want freedom. Once they start reading what I write and allowing it to sink in, it wakes up their True Self. They start letting their True Self out of the closet. They set their North Star on freedom. Now the clones in their mind feel threatened. So the games begin.

Initiation appears to be a war between the clone voices in our mind and our own True Self; there can be only one winner in the end…it’s always the True Self. The clones can’t win the war. However if a clone character wins a battle, they keep their role within the illusion for a while longer; they get to keep their beliefs, and they get to continue to think that emotions mean that their beliefs are true (psychological reversal). In every moment, the initiate either lets go of a causal belief and the True Self wins that battle on that topic; or they allow the clones to play their silly games, avoid letting go, and fuel the illusion so that it looks more real and even more true.

These clones think that if they can get me to agree that they are letting go, and they are the True Self, then they can keep their throne. However, this isn’t my first rodeo! So for all of your clones that like to play that stupid game with me…it won’t work anymore. I’m done playing the Game of Thrones with clones. So you can let the game go, or you can go back to kissing some guru’s dirty feet. That’s your choice. You always have free will in my world; but I also have free will to tell your clone characters that their beliefs are FALSE. Eventually, you’ll realize that my exposure of your clones is exactly what you truly desire, or you wouldn’t hang out with me. I support your freedom and your True Self as a trusted ally. Your clones don’t like me because they hate your OWN True Self. They can’t exist once your True Self is back in charge, and they simply don’t want to die. In the end, you are the owner of your mental container, so you decide what you want in it. I suggest that you make it a CLONE FREE ZONE!

Moving from Bravery to Courage

Lately, I’ve felt the pull to do an article on courage.  Then yesterday, our fearless take-down-the-globalists President Trump tweeted that we were going to learn about the word courage soon.  I realized that my idea was an inspired thought, and I needed to get busy writing. I had some information that would be helpful to others. This article is specific. However, you can apply what I’m demonstrating to any situation.

Before we begin, let me give you a warning. Don’t read my writing like you are reading a novel. You have to read it slowly. When you feel emotions, let go of whatever you’re thinking. I write to give you power tools to let go, and to expose what’s false. When you feel emotions, you generally believe whatever I’m saying. Or you’re judging whatever I’m saying. So stop and notice what’s in your mind so that you can let go. You can’t let go of the truth. So never hesitate to let go. Also, you don’t need to memorize anything I write. You don’t need to learn a thing; in fact, I encourage you not to learn from me. I’m not a teacher or guru; I’m an advocate for freedom.

Pythagoras said that if you can find two sides of a triangle, you know the third side.  So let’s do a triangle together for this topic.  Fear is the unwanted side of the triangle bottom.  Opposite to fear, we have bravery where we face our fear and do it anyway.  Bravery is viewed as the desirable side of the triangle bottom.  Bravery is what we generally expect from a soldier.  They generally have to suppress their fear because they’re in a battle.  That’s why they often have PTSD when the battle is over. Their body-mind is trying to let go after the threat is gone.  But they’ve never learned how to let go. Sadly, they don’t teach that skill in the military.

Our conditioning, when we feel fear, is to either go into bravery or to wallow in the fear.  Going into bravery is done by asserting, i.e., thinking or acting. If we don’t take some mental or physical action, we tend to feel depression or despair, which is wallowing in our emotions. The assertive side of the triangle bottom is the masculine role or mindset. The receptive side is feminine.

You handle each side of the triangle bottom by letting go like I have outlined in other articles on this site. There’s no significant power in either side of the triangle bottom.  However, we tend to feel more powerful on the masculine, assertive side. That’s because we generally project our emotions on to the feminine. Only the masculine role can project. The feminine can only receive. But that assertive false power is nothing compared to the real power at the top of the triangle. Either role on the triangle bottom can get to the top of the triangle from my point of view. I teach people how to let go from the masculine and the feminine roles.

Courage is different than bravery.  Courage is at the top of the triangle.  Courage is a True Self quality, like freedom, peace, or unconditional love.  We’re whole in courage, so we don’t see others as our opposition. Courage is the absence of fear.  

In courage, we’re in win win for all. This can be confusing until you get used to the win-win point of view. Often the win-win outcome is simply the rejection of a projection. I’ll show you what I mean by that in a moment.

So how do we get from fear to courage? This is how we fix every problem on earth without fighting or war. Courage emanates from the inside out. Let’s say that we feel fear, dread, or worry. First, we have to catch any programmed tendency to go into bravery. We might feel the urge to do something physical, to take action; or we might try to soothe ourselves with some positive thinking or affirmations. That’s avoiding our emotions. Most people want to get out of their emotional state. But as you know, our emotions aren’t the enemy in initiation. Our emotions are ALWAYS telling us to turn inward…to let go.

So instead of going toward bravery, like we’re conditioned to do, we honor the fear (emotion).  We notice that the fear is just an emotion…we strip it of its label.  The emotion is saying that whatever we’re thinking right now is false.  Now here’s where things can get tricky, and even advanced people in my programs get trapped by this one.  Our reality isn’t true if it’s coming from beliefs.  So we have to ignore reality, and that can be hard to do. You won’t get results if you try to let go as you stare at reality and proclaim it to be true. You’ve got one foot on the gas and one on the brake. You have to focus on your mind and ignore the physical reality. The physical is just the effect of the mental cause. We don’t ever need to pay attention to the physical when we let go and create from the inside out.

When we manifest from beliefs, we create an illusion 100 percent of the time.  So most of what we have created in the past…whether wanted or not…has been an illusion. I know, it looks real and true.  But it’s real and false. When I was training myself to make this shift, I’d remind myself: “What I’m experiencing right now is the effect of all of my beliefs up until this moment.” Then I’d turn inward and get to work letting go of whatever I was thinking. Then I’d take whatever I got physically.

Now this is where you need to observe closely. People often say to me in a whiny voice, “Cathy I get emotional if I just hear my mother’s name.” There’s a reason for that thought, and it isn’t their mother’s name or their mother. It’s a belief that they have about their mother. Maybe they think that mom is more powerful than they are. Or maybe they can’t imagine talking to mom without a battle. Those are just beliefs to let go. We have to take the focus away from others in initiation. We can’t see what’s in our mind if we are focusing on another person or an outer effect. We’re not looking in the right direction. This is just common sense. But people often lose their common sense when they’re emotional.

The collective illusion has become like a thick fog. People can’t see in it or beyond it. But if you have a bright light, you can see far enough through the fog so that you can move through it. That bright light is a metaphor for our OWN True Self.

If you get to the perspective of the True Self, there’s no fear…no emotion…no confusing fog. You’re totally calm, and you know everything will be just fine. That’s the place of courage. Any action you take will be minimal and easy. This takes some getting used to. People are used to reacting and taking excessive actions.

Let me give you a personal example of courage.  My first year in college, I was in my dorm room studying on a Saturday night.  I was alone.  Everyone else was partying or at a football game.  I had my windows and door open.  Suddenly I heard my door shut.  I looked up thinking that the wind blew it shut, and there was a gang of dudes (looked like about ten) standing there looking at me.  I stood up, facing them; fortunately, I was totally in courage. I had no fear.  I had no thought in my mind.  I asked them what they wanted. They said they wanted sex.  I told them that I wasn’t interested and they needed to leave. I spoke in a very calm voice.  I said a few more sentences that were inspired.  We don’t think when we talk from inspiration.  Words just come out of our mouth.  Every one of them turned and left.  

For years, I wondered why women get raped when I got rid of ten huge guys with such ease.  It bothered me. I felt like I needed to figure out what happened so that I could help others avoid such horrific events. But I also wanted to know what I did for my benefit. If I didn’t know how I did that, then how could I do it again? The key was in understanding courage versus bravery. 

You can make yourself brave, but you can’t make yourself courageous.  You can’t fake courage. You either have it or you don’t. You can let go, however, and then you remember your natural state of courage.  

The True Self doesn’t create pain, suffering, crimes, problems, disease, etc. The reason people are so confused on this simple topic is that they have been following people who I call clones for most of their lives. Clones present their belief system as the truth. But no belief system is the truth. You can NOT get to the True Self on a ladder of beliefs. Every beliefs is divided. One side sounds great and is desirable, and the opposite is generally something that we don’t want in our lives. We have to get rid of both sides of a belief to eliminate problems from our lives. People get trapped because they hold on to the good side of the triangle bottom.

I was a 5’2”, 100-pound woman.  Every one of those guys was huge compared to me.  I later learned that they were a high school football team. They had an intention…gang rape.  I didn’t accept what they projected.  I talked to them like someone had offered me a slice of pizza, and I wasn’t hungry.  “No. I don’t want to do that. So you can leave.”  You don’t talk like that from bravery or fear. You will have emotions in your voice. The triangle bottom is never safe. But when we get to the top of the triangle, we can’t help but be safe.

It’s crazy. We all have so much more power, creativity, and control than we realize because people who wanted to control us, and make us into their slaves, hid the information that I’m giving to all of you. That’s why I was inspired to tell you this NOW. We’re in a time of opportunity when many longstanding, collective beliefs are on the surface. We can let go and make great progress toward freedom personally and collectively during this window.

All problems happen within the illusion.  And the globalists who have been controlling our world from the shadows have created most of the problems that we see in the world. So letting go will ultimately fix this for all. But it takes time. And you can’t let go for another. We all have individual mental containers and free will. That being said, as we get free and expose the illusion as false, we make the illusion more transparent. So it becomes easier and quicker for others to escape.

The key to my safety in that college incident was the power of the True Self.  That’s a knowing.  If you look at the Steps, I was in Step Three.  I wasn’t afraid (Step One).  I had no judgment of those guys (Step Two).  I wasn’t trying to be nice and manipulate them (Step 2.5).  I was solid in Step Three.

You can’t fake courage until you make it.  What if I was in that incident and I did feel fear. Let’s say that I was not in Step Three. That would mean that I believed what the dudes said to me.  I was allowing them to create that illusory reality, and they cast me in the feminine role. But I rejected the feminine part in their little stage play. I had the true masculine role. So they were actually feminine to me. And I told them to leave, so they did. We always win in the true masculine role, but the outcome is actually win win for all. It was win win for them to not get what they wanted. It was a false desire, and it would have caused harm in their life in time. Bravery, on the other hand, does not result in win win; it results in win lose.

Now let’s be practical. To let go in the moment when we’re in a scary situation takes practice.  We get practice by cleaning up old memories from the past. It’s never too late to clean up the past.  Let’s say that I screwed up on that day in college, and I got raped.  Now years later, I find my websites; and I learn to let go. I could let go of the false beliefs in my mind that allowed that incident to happen, and that memory would no longer bother me.  Sadly, we don’t realize that we can let go of everything traumatic from our past and return to our True Self.  So we don’t do it. People stay stuck in their misery.

This is where you find true equality. We all start out in different places with different beliefs, but we can all let go and get to our True Self in one lifetime. Forget that stupid reincarnation and karma bullshit. It’s a choice, and we all have free will; but it’s a choice to be stuck in an illusion for multiple lifetimes.

For most people, emotions build up over time because the person keeps replaying their traumatic memories in their mind.  They label themselves victims.  They might spice the memory with some right and wrong and good and evil.  So they bind themselves on the triangle bottom with layers and layers of second-cause thinking.  They also tend to tell their victim story over and over again.  Often they want justice or revenge.  All of that takes them away from freedom.  And then, they end up with chronic problems in their body or a serious disease. That’s not their fault because occultists hid letting go from us a long, long time ago. We’re talking four-to-six thousand years ago. But that doesn’t matter. It’s never too late to start letting go. 

In conclusion, let’s go back to President Trump’s message.  I looked up the etymology of the word courage and noticed that throughout history, back to the year 1200, the word was related to matters of the heart or spirit.  So it confirmed what I wrote above.  Courage is meant to relate to a quality of the True Self.  Also, the word heart is the same letters as the word earth. We all share the same earth, and our True Selves are connected permanently; our beliefs are what separate us. Having group beliefs is an illusion of unity; it’s not real unity.

So I saw the message as telling us to not believe the reality that we were about to see or were currently viewing; it’s an illusion. I’m telling you to do the same. If you feel emotion about some globalist scam, let go of whatever you think about that situation. The emotion means that it’s false. Use this time and these crazy events to get freedom, not to wallow in fear and worry.

Also, what’s happening in America is not just about America.  We all share the same earth.  If the globalists are completely removed from power in America, they’re also removed for every country. This is important to me; my North Star is freedom for all. You all are part of that vision if you are reading this. But that doesn’t mean that I can do it for you. I can only show you the way.

Nevertheless, you can bet your last dollar that I’m going to do what I can to make this globalist takedown happen. If America regains its political freedom, we all win. But if America drowns, which it won’t, the whole rest of the world would drown with us.

Of course, political success doesn’t mean that we gain freedom over other beliefs systems, and there are plenty of them. You’ll still have more to let go. But this will be a giant step in the right direction.

So Buckle up friends.  We may be hitting some turbulence soon.  But anything that causes fear is an illusion.  Let go of whatever you fear even if it appears to be real and true.  I’ve been watching this closely for five years, and known about this for over twenty years; we’ve got a trustworthy pilot now.  So we’ll be landing safely.  Enjoy the ride.  

The Three Steps

There are the three Steps to mental and emotional freedom

A few months ago, I brought up the Three-Steps for letting go on Facebook, and several people asked if I’d explain the Steps in a free article. The Three Steps are what we do naturally to keep our mind free and clear. But most of us didn’t remain free. What was natural has been lost. We don’t use our minds as they were originally designed. We have to let go to remember our natural abilities. In initiation, we use techniques that are a lot like priming a pump. Once the pump is primed, the water just flows.

While priming this mental pump, we’re looking for the reason that the pump needs priming at all. We want to look for the causal beliefs that stopped us from doing these Steps naturally. Then, we let those beliefs go.

The Objective

Most everyone gets stuck in Step One. Some people get stuck in Step Two because their mind tends to judge and compare. People pleasers of all varieties tend to get stuck in Step 2.5; they soothe their minds and everyone else’s mind too. The objective is to get to Step Three (unconditional love) on any, and every, topic. That’s our natural state. That’s the place where our True Self leads the way.

Our mind is really quite simple. Our True Self is pure and perfect. We’re all connected at the True Self level. When we lead from our True Self, we think, say, and do things which are win-win for all without having to think about it. We call that first-cause creation.

Our false mind is actually an individual mental container that is meant to serve the True Self. When we fall into second-cause thinking, our false mind holds our beliefs, unnecessary knowledge, and memories. That clogs up our container; it gets in the way of our natural creativity.

Our mental container should not be connected to any other person’s container. We don’t want a false-self connection with any other. Most people have false-self connections with individuals, family, groups, and even the collective mind. That’s why they feel so out-of-control (stuck in Step One). Such people gain false control by deciding that their beliefs are true. That causes them to be stuck in Step Two.

Letting go is meant to be easy; the voices in our mind want to make it hard. That’s because those voices want to remain in power. I call those domineering voices “clones.” Clone voices in our mind pretend to be God or our own True Self. As we let go, we realize that these voices are just recordings.

Physical to Mental

The Three Steps are designed to get you from the physical level of perception, through the false mental level, and all the way to the True Self, or Step Three.  Step Three is where letting go becomes easy. Tackle your most difficult memories, and your most rigid clone voices, when you get that sweet, True Self clarity.  Dive right into another subject when you get to Step Three.  Too often people take a break when they’re in that golden zone.

When you aren’t in that golden zone, letting go seems hard. You’re most likely trying to let go from a clone character in your mind, and that character doesn’t want to let go. It wants to rule over you. Such voices will often go through the motions of letting go. They’ll talk about it; they’ll become experts in it. But they won’t actually let go. Reading about letting go isn’t letting go. It doesn’t even get you a hair closer to freedom.

Here’s a trick that I used when I would get stuck. I’d let go on some topic that didn’t matter much to me. I would turn on the news and find someone in trouble. Or I’d think about a friend that was having a problem, and I’d let go for them. That would get me to Step Three; then I’d go to work on the issue that seemed impossible to let go while I was in that golden zone.

When you get to Step Three, you have the big picture. You can discriminate easily. You see the causal beliefs that are keeping you stuck, and you know they are false.

The Three Steps contain no useless steps, unlike the Twelve Steps.  You must at least pass through each step on the way to the next step.  In order to help you see this, I’ve created a clone diagram (shown below).  This diagram is not our natural state. It’s what the typical mind looks like within the illusion. In the end, the clone’s voice disappears. The True Self takes the lead and becomes the main circle, and the false self works for the True Self in first-cause creation.

Let’s Begin

You might want to choose an easy topic and work on that topic while you read these Steps. I always recommend that people let go while reading my articles. I expose beliefs and make it easier to let them go. You want let go in your pajamas with a hot chocolate instead of needing to let go on the freeway in rush-hour traffic.

Step One

In Step One, you’re completely in the feminine mentally, and you probably have a feminine physical role. You feel a lot of emotion, and you probably feel quite powerless; the cause appears to be coming from someone else…the person who’s playing the physical masculine role in reality.  

We’re all thrown into Step One as children, and we feel helpless to do anything about that.  We can’t usually defend ourselves as children. So we just accept what the person in authority says in order to avoid punishment or get rewards. During childhood, we populated our false self with beliefs, rules, and memories.  We all got stuck in the muddy waters of Step One. Our parents’ voices became recordings in our mind during childhood. We forget to let those voices go when we become independent adults. So we have big bodies but child-like minds. We don’t mature mentally.

Every second-cause belief that we accepted in Step One has an associated emotion. If a belief comes into our mind and we feel emotion, that belief is false. But in Step One, we feel the strong emotion, but we can’t find the causal belief. It feels like the effect is in our body and mind, and the belief is in the authority’s mind. We don’t believe that we can change the authority’s mind. Therefore, we fix effects, wallow in our emotions, soothe ourselves, or think endlessly about our problem. None of those common activities are letting go. None of them improve the quality of our mental container.

When we’re in Step One, we must let go from the feminine. So we lightly put our attention on pain, emotions, or symptoms in our body. We use OUR body to help us find the beliefs to let go in Step One. Then we listen for beliefs to arise. We let go of every belief that arises.

Our job is to notice that every belief we hear while focusing on the discomfort in our body is false and let it go. Now if you were in Step Three, that would be easy and automatic. But you aren’t in Step Three, so you have to drive your mental vehicle manually. The beliefs look true, but you have to recognize that the discomfort in your body is telling you that the beliefs are false.

You might also be in Step One when talking to another. Suddenly, you feel a lot of emotion when they say something. You’re feminine to them, either because they have authority or because you’re listening (listening is receptive or feminine even for a man). The emotion means that you’re accepting whatever they’re saying as true. Today, this is particularly common because people hold beliefs in telepathy, intuition, empathy, sympathy, etc. Those beliefs (or reasons) are all designed to keep us stuck in the illusion. They’re not win-win, which brings us to Step Two.

Step Two

In this step, you might have the masculine role in the physical illusion or not. Either way, you’re thinking from the masculine aspect of your mind, where beliefs and knowledge are stored. We might say that you are in your intellect, or some might say ego. I don’t use that term much.  You might feel like you’re creating your life, but you’re doing it from the false-mental level, not the True Self. In Step Two, your OWN thoughts are creating your emotions. These thoughts are not original; they’re learned from others who declared them to be true. They’re not win-win for all.

As children, we felt emotion when authority figures dominated us. If the emotion got to be too strong, we psychologically reversed our mind to accept the beliefs of that authority as true. We put that person’s voice in our mind as a clone character. Then we started to honor that clone’s voice as our voice, or our false God.

We’re now stuck in that person’s illusion. We no longer feel emotional when that voice speaks. To escape, we need to eliminate that false authority from our mind by letting go of false beliefs. Since we don’t feel emotions, like we do in Step One, we use the win-win test.

When we are stuck in Step Two, we project the opposite belief on to others.  Our thoughts in Step Two might be quite positive or good, but we see an opposite projected on others that’s negative or bad. This destroys our relationships. We’re judging another who we view as somehow inferior to us. We think that they should think or be like us. But they can’t be like us; we’re projecting the opposite on them.

In Step Two, we want others to change. Experts like lawyers, social activists, doctors, healers, teachers, preachers, psychologists, etc., live in Step Two; their careers are about fixing others. If experts used their career to let go of their beliefs from Step Two, they would one day move out of that career into something inspired from their True Self.

In Step Two, we use the win-win test. We can also use the triangle process. Any thought that isn’t win-win is declared false, even if the whole world thinks it’s true. This is hard to do if you have strong false-self connections with others. It’s also hard to do if you think that others are what you project on them. So Step Two can take some practice. It begs us to have some compassion for ourselves and others.

Step Two can feel like a waste of time at first. If you feel that way, then your North Star (where you want to go) isn’t set on freedom. You’re wanting to win and the other lose, wanting to be right, or wanting to dominate or control the other person.  People say, “Why should I let go for them?  They were mean to me.”  We’re letting go of what’s in our mind about them; we’re relieving them of our projection.  But we’re also cleaning out our individual mental container.

Jesus said, “Judge not.” People thought that was because he was spiritual. Nope! Jesus was a very practical man; he understood Step Two. If you’re stuck in judgment, even if it was justified, you can’t get to Step Three.

Often we confuse judgment with discrimination. Discrimination is based on true and false. Let’s say that someone says, “Your ugly.” You feel emotion because that’s false. You let their comment go in Step One. Then you let go of any tendency to judge them back in Step Two.

Many people have gotten a whole lot of freedom just by doing Step Two. I did it with win-win. Lester Levinson and Vernon Howard used only Step Two to gain their freedom. Neither of them had any clue how to let go from the feminine. So don’t ignore Step Two. It’s powerful.

Step Two is about sharpening our discrimination.  Imposing our beliefs on another is a form of judging. Judging blows our chance at freedom.  If we have no clone voices in our mind, we’ll pass through Step Two very quickly.  If we have a big-ass clone, or lots of clone voices in our mind, we’ll be in Step Two for awhile.  We might even get stuck in Step 2.5.

Step 2.5 

This step is a very ineffective way of fixing the effects. In Step 2.5, we’re hearing thoughts, which are soothing; or we hear thoughts that are true for the True Self but not for the false self. Examples are “Everything happens for a reason.” “It will all be okay.” “Time heals.”We are all one.” “Love is all.” “Love is the most powerful force in the universe.” These are basically true statements at the true-mental level.  They feel good when you hear them. But in Step 2.5, we’re saying them because we’re trying to avoid or ignore our emotions.

The New Age, self-help, and progressive movements caused me to add this step.  It became real popular in those groups. I’d often hear the opposite projected at me when people said something that sounded true or was over-the-top caring.  They wanted me to think that they were in their True Self; or they wanted me to think that they had let go, but they hadn’t.  Step 2.5 is actually used by con artists. We trust what we hear and ignore what we feel with such people; then we get blindsided by them.

People pleasers in the illusion think that speaking about the truth is inspiration.  But the word inspiration starts with “IN.”  Real inspiration comes when we expose what’s false in our fellow human beings; exposure pushes the other person inward where they can find their own inspiration. Inspiration is what we find when we get to Step Three.

Step Three 

This Step is a calm, soft feeling. I rarely hear any words at this level. If there are words, it’s more like a thought of how nice it feels. I might get a creative vision or some real inspiration that I want to follow. This is where our problems disappear, and everything seems right again. I might feel the recognition of how much I love another. We feel compassion for others in Step Three, even people who have hurt us.

Unconditional love lives in Step Three. Now we can see that everyone in Step One, Two, and 2.5 have less power than we do.  We have the clear view…the big picture. We aren’t thinking or contemplating. We have a knowing on the topic, not a belief.  We see that the so-called experts on that topic are coming from beliefs, knowledge, or memories. So we just ignore what others think. We’re living fully from our own individual mental container, and we’re now clear on that topic.

Summary

So that’s the Three Steps. Like anything else I offer, it takes practice to get all the way to Step Three. So you do what you can each time you let go. In time, you’ll get there. Like I said above, you want to discover why your mind doesn’t do this naturally. Then let those blocking beliefs go. Such beliefs took you away from your True Self. They pointed you toward the illusion instead of away from it.

Using the Three Steps ultimately eliminates the need for the Three Steps. That’s the nature of any effective technique. It eliminates itself in time. It creates true healing, transformation, and freedom.

Luce: The Movie (and Clones)

The Luce Official Trailer

The movie “Luce” recently came out in theaters.  I saw it months ago at a San Diego film festival event.  I wrote this article right after I saw it, but never published it.  I do have some spoilers throughout the article.  If you want to be surprised, see the movie before you read it. On the other hand, my review will give you a different perspective regarding the characters’ minds; so if you read the article first, you’ll probably see things that you’d have otherwise overlooked.

As I edited this article, I realized that this movie was a great review of the illusion, letting go, clone characters, and initiation…all the things that I write about. The movie is based on the biggest roadblock that we have on the path to freedom. Who is telling the truth, and who is lying? The last line of the trailer sums up the whole movie. “We never really know what’s going on with people.” That’s how it is for most people. But I show you that you can know what’s going on for anyone once you understand the way the human mind was designed and the way it was reprogrammed. Then you’re able to have true compassion for anyone.

Luce” was a film festival favorite at the Sundance and the Tribeca film festivals.  The advertisement for the film festival event that I attended said that the film was about the stories that we tell ourselves and the beliefs that we need to let go.  I thought, “Wow, this film has my name on it.

In addition, the screenwriter, J.C. Lee, was holding a Q&A session after the film.  I love getting the perspective of screenwriters. I love hearing about their writing process and learning where they got their ideas. Lee was introduced as the most innovative and up-and-coming screenwriter today. Clearly my expectations for this film event were very high.

Here’s the plot.  A black child from Africa named Luce was trained to kill as a child terrorist. Luce was adopted by a wealthy, white American couple (the Edgars) when he was about seven or eight years old.  He grew up in a home where he had everything he wanted and needed, and he became a very intelligent and successful teenager. The movie was only about Luce’s senior year in high school. 

The film opened with Luce giving a well-crafted speech to his senior class.  Luce was decent looking, a great athlete, popular, and an excellent speaker.  He was also a star on the debate team, so he clearly knew how to win an argument. Lawyers, i.e., people who debate for a living, make really good liars. They can lie without showing any emotion. Debating is about winning an argument not getting to the win-win point of view or finding the truth. So I’m not fond of debating; it doesn’t take us toward freedom. But debating served Luce’s character in the film.

In his speech, Luce talked of loving the American Dream.  He talked of freedom and especially of loving the American holiday, Independence Day.  Luce was considered a school hero because of his amazing transformation from terrorist fighter in Africa to successful American teenager. 

After the speech, Luce introduced his parents to his history teacher, Harriet Wilson, who was a black woman; her character was played by Octavia Spencer. Luce gushed over how much he loved this particular teacher.  His comments were clearly over-the-top.  It was all for show.

On the way home from the speech, Luce admitted to his parents that he actually hated Ms. Wilson; he referred to her as a bitch.  So we learned that Luce had a nice, middle class public persona covering a private false self that was full of anger and rage. That isn’t uncommon. Most people hide what they’re really thinking in public, or so I’m told. As you can probably tell, I say what I’m thinking in public and in private. Luce was interesting mostly because he was so extreme.

The students in the “bitch” teacher’s class were given an assignment to write about an inspiring leader.  Luce wrote about an African philosopher, Frantz Fanon, who believed in the necessity for revolutionary violence.  Fanon was an anti-colonialist and a Marxist. Luce was a child soldier who lived by Fanon’s philosophy before he came to live with the Edgars. So he had a very rough start in life.

Luce was a walking contradiction. On the one hand, he loved Independence Day, the day when we celebrate freedom in America. He was clearly benefitting by American capitalism. He had a very nice life. On the other hand, Luce just wrote about a Marxist who would love to destroy American freedom and turn America into a communist country. So for Luce, physical freedom (constitutional republic) and lack of physical freedom (communism) would be a strong triangle bottom. Bear in mind, that Luce’s perspective of freedom is very different from the triangle top that I write about. In initiation, mental freedom is the top of the triangle.

Physical reality is always the effect of our mind. So initiates didn’t fix effects. They fixed their minds by letting go (not positive thinking or affirmations), and the effects changed. When people are wired backwards, and most people are, they think that their thoughts come from whatever happened. So they remain stuck in the illusion. They’ve blocked the exit ramp.

To make matters worse, Luce’s leader violated my precision of language rule. If you want freedom, you can’t relabel ugly things like terrorism with pretty words. You have to let the ugly things go. Fanon used the term revolutionary combined with the word violence. Of course, that sounds a lot better than terrorist. However, it’s deceptive; violence is never revolutionary; it’s always primitive because it’s always win-lose, not win-win.

Luce’s paper was rooted in his African past, so it was very convincing; he knew his subject matter well.  It was grounded by his early years of life in a warzone. Ms. Wilson felt that Luce idolized Fanon, and Fanon wasn’t a good role model for him.  That was on the surface. However under the surface, Ms. Wilson was picking up the incongruence in Luce.

Incongruence is what we feel around people who are living at the triangle bottom on any subject. They’re always in two minds. It doesn’t mean they’re bad or evil; it just means that they don’t actually believe what they’re saying. They believe something else that would NOT sound good, kind, or socially correct. How can Luce be for freedom and idolize this man at the same time? He has to be in two minds to do that.

We have to step into Ms. Wilson’s shoes to understand her predicament. On the one hand, she’s black. She clearly loves Luce’s rags-to-riches story and wants him to do well. She also doesn’t want to fall prey to any black stereotypes because she’s been down that road herself. On the other hand, she’s holding pretty convincing evidence that Luce could be dangerous to the other students. She has to be responsible as a teacher. It’s odd to be in such a quandary. You wonder if you’re reading too much into the situation; but at the same time, you realize that the old adage, “it’s better to be safe than sorry,” might be the right way to go.

Ms. Wilson felt that Luce could be a potential school bomber.  So she searched his locker and found some illegal fireworks.  For her, that sealed the deal. She met with Luce’s mother, who took the fireworks home and hid them. She didn’t deal with Luce. She was in a quandary too; without letting go, we tend to end up in these rock-and-a-hard-place predicaments.

Now we have another triangle bottom. Luce’s teacher, Ms. Wilson, was on the suspicious, responsible, overly-cautious side. Luce’s mother was making excuses for Luce, and she was in denial. As you know, the two sides of any triangle bottom will play tug of war; and this was clearly demonstrated in the film. We also have a fake top of the triangle with Luce; he was by no means a True Self. But when he turned on the charm, he was definitely pretending to be a True Self. People were easily conned by his act. People are a lot like diamonds. It’s very hard to tell the difference between a real one and a fake one.

Many people today have very well-developed personas like Luce. In fact, their personas are so well-crafted that people do think they’re coming from their True Self. I call such people clone characters. They like to steal the top of the triangle from the True Self. I joke that they like to sit on their clone throne. A persona can never be a True Self; it will always be fake. The True Self comes from deep within a person’s mind. A persona/clone rests on the surface of a person’s mind. Such people won’t ever let us into their world because they have a lot to hide.

We all have such clone characters in our mind, in our life, or both. These characters want us to think that their mind is unified and true, and they want to be seen as good, loving, and kind. But under that perfect persona, they’re no such thing; clones always have long shadows that are very well hidden.

Clones work harder than a True Self to look polished. The persona becomes automatic; and that’s why people think it’s natural. A True Self is not polished; in fact, the True Self often looks more like a rough-cut diamond simply because we compare such a person to the well-polished clone. It’s easy to be confused. We are like moths to the flame…we go for the bright light even if it burns us. So we vote for clones, we go to work for clones, we study with clones, and we even love and marry clones. Then we wonder why our life isn’t making sense anymore, and we can’t seem to remember who we are.

In the Gold Circle, we work on the topic of clones a whole lot. I can only give you a taste here. People in the program are shocked by the clones that they believed in the past; they were sure that they were True Selves. So they put their beliefs into their mind. I show them the cracks. Once you know how the mind works, clones are easier to detect. They often sound good or even true, but they have divided minds. They speak a nice sounding overt message along with a harmful or unwanted covert message. They appear to shine so brightly ONLY because we’re trained to never see their darkness. Sadly, if you believe that a clone character is a True Self, you’ll see any True Self as fake or imaginary (including your own True Self).

For Luce, Frantz Fanon was still stuck in his mind. Luce idolized this man as a child, and that’s largely why he held on to the voice. If people in the film had known how to let go, they would have viewed Luce’s homework paper as a cry for help. But without letting go, it became the awakening of the beast below the beauty.

Near the end of the trailer, Luce said that people either see him as a monster or a saint. He needs to let go of both of those labels; but if he’s like most people, he’s trying to hold on to saint.

We won’t let go of a clone’s beliefs if we think that they’re telling the truth. For example, Christians have a moral clone; and they think that their moral beliefs are the truth. But those morals are just beliefs. Progressives have a politically-correct clone, and they think that saying the politically correct (PC) thing is good and right. Right and wrong, or good and evil, keep us stuck in the illusion. We escape by using true and false.

Luce was a little boy when he was in Africa. Of course, he thought that his leaders were telling him the truth. We all fall into that trap as young children.

Clones hide their shadow because they don’t like it, and they don’t realize that they can let it go. No one tells us that letting go is possible in the illusion. In this way, we’re all victims of the illusion. You can see the confusion and suffering in this film. It’s actually not that uncommon of a situation.

When people, like Ms. Wilson, expose a clone’s beliefs as false, the clone typically becomes very defensive; they hurl insults or labels at the exposer, and they tell bigger and bigger lies to cover their previous lies.  They work very hard to get everyone to believe them and to think that the truth teller is lying.

They think that they can keep their shadow under wraps by fueling their custom-made persona. So they become even more shiny. I call this, putting ice cream on manure. When the ice cream melts, the clone needs to cover the manure with more ice cream. It’s a full-time job that never ends. That’s my definition of hard work.

In psychological terms, experts would label Luce a sociopath; but that ties Luce down. It’s very hard to get free of such a label. That’s why I describe the shadow as the false self. That strips the person of a bad/evil label that could define them for life. Stripping off that label opens the possibility for Luce to exit the illusion. However, for Luce to get free, he would have to let go of his good labels and beliefs. He’d have to lose that shine, and that’s what keeps most people from letting go. The idea of losing their shine terrifies them. They fear judgment, humiliation, banishment, and loneliness. The clone’s goodness (saint) and the false self’s badness (monster) form an inner triangle bottom. We must take out both sides to get free and move to the top of the triangle.

Let’s face it, we all want Luce to become the great guy that he wants to be. But it isn’t win-win for all if he’s incongruent, manipulative, and lies to get what he wants. We all need to mentally earn what we get physically. The one constant law of the initiates was mental cause creates physical effect. That’s congruence, and it’s very rare these days.

After Ms. Wilson saw Luce’s shadow, the dynamic between her and Luce became weird.  It makes sense. It’s like she saw him mentally naked. She can’t unsee what she has seen. Luce felt exposed, and clones hate exposure. They see exposure like a vampire views light.

So Luce turned up the volume on his saintly persona; now he looked uber good.  He was helping others, buying flowers for Ms. Wilson, and apologizing for anything he’d ever done wrong without actually admitting that he did anything wrong.  He was trying to demonstrate that Ms. Wilson was lying. But she was not lying. She was basing everything she said on FACTS.

I’m not going to go through the whole story, but Luce told lie after lie; and like most clones, he was a convincing liar.  The filmmaker did a great job of allowing us to see what was going on in each character’s mind, while simultaneously hiding the obvious from the characters themselves so that they look surprised and bewildered.

Along the way, Luce raped a girl, he blew up Ms. Wilson’s desk with fireworks, and he painted hateful words on Ms. Wilson’s house.  Of course, others got blamed for what he did.

On the surface, it looked like he was reflecting Ms. Wilson; after all he was her student in a physical feminine role. She was a teacher, which is a physical masculine role. But this is why clones are so tricky. Mentally, the roles are the opposite of the physical when strong clone characters are involved in any relationship. This throws us for a loop. Luce had the mental masculine role even though physically he was in a feminine role.

Later on, we will see that Ms. Wilson was actually feeling the projection of Luce’s shadow. That’s why she knew him so well. I understand Ms. Wilson. It’s how I expose clones. Clones always project long shadows. A True Self, or even someone with false beliefs but no fake persona/clone, doesn’t project. Like real life, most of the people in this story didn’t notice the projections because Luce had such a charming personality.  

Luce’s parents kept avoiding the problem. They discussed Luce as they drank several bottles of wine each night.  Eventually, the mother was faced with a difficult choice. She must admit that her child was lying, or she must start lying herself to protect him.  She chose to lie to protect him. Of course she did that; the movie still had a long way to go. If she told the truth, the story would be over. That’s a good life lesson. When you want to end drama, tell the truth…the whole truth.

Now let’s dive into the psychology of Luce. The screenwriter was basing Luce’s character on a very popular, but false, Jesuit belief that we’re all mentally imprinted from birth to about age seven.  The reason they choose the age of seven was partly practical. Most of us are in school by age seven; so we start to use our mind to learn at that age. We start to develop an intellect. That means that we can actually think for ourselves, but we don’t because we’re placed in schools were we learn what others want us to learn.

The other reason for the age of seven is based on occult teachings. The occultists believe that our life is lived in seven-year cycles. Occultists tend to be lunar focused and matriarchal minded; so a seven-day cycle fits almost perfectly into a lunar month. Thus age seven is the end of our first seven-year cycle in the occult way of thinking. It’s all bullshit. Don’t believe it.

What they call the seven-year imprint would be part of our false self in my terminology. The Jesuits believe that you can tone down that seven-year imprint with calming things like meditation, medication, or practices like martial arts or Tai Chi; or you can cover that false self with a nice persona/clone. The Jesuits also believe that this early programming will never go away.  In other words, they want us to BELIEVE that we can’t let the imprinting go. This is the reason why religion is introduced at a young age.  They want us to hold on to religion for life so that we’ll remain stuck in their illusion. The Jesuits believed that if they can get into our mind before age seven, then they will have us for life.

Of course, I prove them wrong every day. Speaking of clones, Jesuit Pope Francis, i.e., Pope Frankenstein, is the perfect example of a clone with a long shadow. He’s been completely exposed in recent times; and probably won’t be Poping for much longer. But when he first took his clone throne, people adored him. He was so charming, just like Luce. He said and did all the right things. That’s always the signature of a clone. I took a lot of heat for saying that Pope Frank was an actor and wasn’t a good man; I’ve since been redeemed.

Readers of my blogs/programs know that any supposed imprinting is just a bunch of false beliefs that we learned to hold in our minds.  We can let go of beliefs by seeing them as false from any age or time period.  We can even let go of ancestral beliefs. Early beliefs tend to be harder to let go because we’ve often manifested evidence of those beliefs. Early beliefs are often steeped with psychological reversal. We’ve made the beliefs real, so they look true; but that just proves that we’re good at manifesting shit we don’t actually want. If you let such beliefs go, then you stop creating that unwanted reality.

In my experience, there are no beliefs that we can’t let go.  But some beliefs require more persistence and determination to let go especially if those beliefs are collectively accepted as true. Labeling a belief, “the truth,” keeps us from being able to let it go. So the Jesuits are wrong.  Their belief serves them and their desire to control our minds and lives.  Nevertheless, this movie presumes that this Jesuit belief is true.

The event advertisement for the movie said that the film was about letting go.  But that was a statement made with level confusion. I’ve learned that most people think of letting go as physical, not mental.  Initiation is, and was, only about mental letting go. The physical becomes the effect of our mind as we let go. Most people think of letting go as divorcing your spouse, running away from home, or quitting your job.  Or they think that letting go is picking a nice thought over a crappy one or avoiding a touchy subject all together. None of those things are real letting go. I didn’t see any letting go in this movie. The lack of letting go is what turned the story into a heavy drama or a psychological thriller.

Luce was killing people with African terrorists from his toddler years to age seven.  It was presumed that this propensity to kill was still there, and he could not let it go.  Psychologists would say that this killer tendency was stuck in Luce’s subconscious.  Religious people might say that it was part of his soul. Eastern-minded people would say it was part of his karma. Everybody has a reason for why Luce can’t let go. Their reasons are all false beliefs. They make my job tedious.

Luce could have let go of his killer thinking; it was simply a bunch of beliefs that were not true. He would have had to let go of everything that he learned from Fanon. Luce’s mind would have psychologically reversed to hold on to Fanon’s beliefs and to make them true for him. So he’d have to realize that Fanon’s belief came with emotion, and that emotion meant the beliefs were false. Once he could see his error, then he could slowly take back control of his mental container. Everyone can get free, but they have to want it more than air. They have to be willing to let go of everything that is false, even if they think that it has served them.

The film portrayed this terrorist aspect of Luce’s mind as who Luce really was; that’s why Ms. Wilson and others believed that he was inherently dangerous.  That’s reality in the illusion. In initiation, we’re pushed to ask a bigger question. Is that true for Luce?  Of course not.  We have to be very careful when people say that some personality trait, or mental thought pattern (like transgenderism), is who a person really is.  We’re not our beliefs or our thoughts. If such people let go of everything in their mind, they would see that they’re not those qualities; they were holding on to a persistent false belief.

Because of this belief, Luce looked progressively more dangerous as the movie rolled on.  This is how people mentally devolve over time. Their friends and family don’t help them escape this fake, mentally-created illusion because they start to expect the worst from the person.

Letting go reverses this even when we have no support from others. I’ve done it. But it requires letting go from the feminine. We have to trust our emotions to get free of such a predicament. However, most people hate their emotions; they want to get rid of them. So they stay stuck.

Ms. Wilson was telling the truth.  But people thought that Ms. Wilson was lying because Luce looked so damn good. Ms. Wilson cared for a sister who was insane, and she contributed to making Ms. Wilson look bad.  Ms. Wilson also displayed appropriate emotions. By that, I mean that when she was lied to, she let the person know that they were lying; and she was noticeably uncomfortable doing that. Exposing lies isn’t in our nature; it’s hard to do it in a calm matter. In such situations, we often trust the liar because they’re the calm one. But they are calm because they think their lies are the truth…not because they’re not lying.

Ms. Wilson was reading Luce’s shadow. She was spot on. If others could do what Ms. Wilson was doing, they would have all supported her. She was the hero of this story, not Luce and certainly not Luce’s parents.

The story seemed to be loosely based on Barack Obama’s persona.  At one point, Luce likened himself to Barack Obama; he took the words right out of my mind. Like Obama, Luce was a good looking, popular, lawyer-like athlete who came from a rough start. Both were anti-colonialists and Marxists at the core. Obama had a mentor as a young child, Frank Marshall Davis, who was similar to Fanon in some ways.

Obama had a great clone, and he was very convincing. He still acts like he never had any scandals in his White House. That just isn’t true. But his scandals were hidden by the fake news media. Clones help other clones; and you end up with webs of clones in governments and other large organizations. Such lies don’t stay hidden forever. What’s hidden will become known because more and more people are whistleblowing and exposing just like Ms. Wilson. In Obama’s story, Ms. Wilson was played by Loretta Fuddy, who knew the truth about Obama’s fake birth certificate. She died in a strange plane accident. At times, I did fear that Ms. Wilson would not make it out of this movie alive. But she did.

In the Q&A, I realized that the screenwriter, J.C. Lee, didn’t see, or he didn’t admit, that the movie was a little too familiar. I wondered if he was like Ms. Wilson, and he had picked up Obama’s shadow without realizing it. It’s easy to do. I used to do that all the time before I came to understand clones and projection. I’d hear the projected covert part of the clone’s message in my mind. I’d think that their thoughts were my thoughts. After I learned to discriminate, I realized that the beliefs/thoughts that I was hearing weren’t true. I was hearing the opposite of what the person said; so it was their shadow. It wasn’t my thought so it was easy to let go as false. I experienced this every time President Obama spoke. He always had an overt and a covert message.

I suspect that’s what the screenwriter experienced. But he thought the projected thinking was his own thinking; he was not alone. Most people don’t watch their mind all the time like I do. So J.C. thought he had a great movie idea. He said that he invented the character of Luce about five years ago…uh that was when Barack Obama was president.  Coincidence? It’s just another interesting aspect to this film. It makes it even more fascinating to me.

The screenwriter said that he believed that someone telling the truth would be a heroic act, but no one does that.  That was probably why there wasn’t much truth telling in this movie. Wow!  That’s quite an admission.

The truth is what sets us free in initiation. The clone-free person is relieved to know the truth. Fear of clones is why people accept things like political correctness or social justice warriorism. Fear of clones is why people try to fit in and refuse to think independently. It’s why they ignore their emotions around others. They’re afraid of rocking the boat. In earlier times, if you exposed the clones in power, you were burned at the stake, tortured, banished from society, or beheaded. Today, we just get our accounts removed on social media.

J.C. said that humans are liars at the core.  So Luce was normal in his mindset.  That’s just NOT true. It’s not normal to lie; it’s learned behavior. No one is a liar at the core.  The further we get from our True Self, however, the more we lie. 

J.C. said that he personally faces the type of choices that Luce, Ms. Wilson, and Luce’s parents were making all the time.  J.C. was speaking truthfully about the illusion, but that would be false for someone who can let go.

J.C. said that he’s often in a situation where he either has to tell the truth and have a hard conversation, or he must lie and have a smooth conversation.  He did admit that this was a short-sighted point of view.  I’d agree with him on that. It’s also a false point of view. He said that he picks the smooth conversation 99% of the time. So he has a strong fear of clones…most people do.

Many would call such a lie a white lie.  I despise that term.  If you want freedom, you must stop lying…ditch all that political and social correctness too.  It’s never win-win…never. When you hide what you think from others, you start hiding it from yourself too. Then you just make a mess of your mind. If you let go of your judgments and beliefs, you eventually get to the place where what you think is not offensive or judgmental.  It’s helpful and constructive. It’s win-win. At that point, you always say what you think. 

J.C. did admit that this personal issue destroyed his relationships.  Well dah!  But he said that he could not change.  That’s sad, but I understand why he felt that way. His teenage years were during the Obama era.  He thought Obama was telling the truth, so he became like him.  J.C. is Luce in many ways. He admitted that. It’s a common pattern. Someone has a trusted teacher, philosopher, leader, idol, or guru; and they don’t realize that the person they idolized was giving them more beliefs. Then they get really stuck in that person’s shadow; and they can’t see any exit from their illusion. J.C. is not alone; but he’s living in an illusory bubble. That bubble will pop one day; and he’ll have one hell of a wake-up call. It happens to everyone; and it’s a hard moment, but it is the day that the potential for freedom returns.

Telling the truth, going for win-win, even when it’s hard is what sets us free.  No one in this film got free.  There was no full-circle ending.  That’s how you know the movie was based on beliefs.  We can’t get to a happily-ever-after ending with beliefs and lies.  That’s impossible.

This film was nothing like it was presented to be, at least from my point of view.  They said that the film was about the stories that we tell about ourselves.  It was actually about the stories, secrets, and lies we make up to cover our asses or to get attention or sympathy.

Then they said the film was about beliefs we need to let go.  But no one let go of any beliefs in the film.  They just lied to cover up the effects of their beliefs.  Or they ignored their beliefs.  Saying we need to let a belief go isn’t letting go.  Luce’s world was exhausting.  He had to manage appearances all the time.  

Here’s the weird thing about this film.  I really liked it.  Everyone did.  It was a good film.  I was letting go a lot, so I left without any baggage. It looked like cool fiction to me.  But others were noticeably triggered. I never saw so many people get up and walk around during a movie.  They were flooded with emotions, so they were walking them off. Clearly they had believed clones like Luce; and that was what they were feeling. So I like that J.C. was a bit of an exposer without even knowing it.

Here’s the potential for the happy, full-circle ending. It’s in Luce’s true desire, which we hear in his speech at the beginning of the movie. Luce said that he loved Independence Day.  He said the freedom of America meant everything to him.  There was his pull to initiation.  I call that our North Star. It’s what takes us outside of the illusion.

Luce wanted freedom, but he had this horrible false self.  That’s very normal. That’s where we all are when we begin initiation. None of that was Luce’s fault; but it was his responsibility. Luce could heal his mind. I know that. J.C. could too. Barack Obama could too. We all start out wanting freedom but not having it. At some point, if we don’t turn toward freedom, we develop apathy; then we just exist until we die.

Luce thought he could get freedom by creating a pleasing clone. That’s pretty normal too. Luce certainly wasn’t the first to think that.  Sadly, most experts believe that lie.  Too often people think that they can’t be themselves. They believe that they can’t have their true desires. They can, but they have to let go to get them.

As initiation takes us closer and closer to the core of our mind, we actually stop creating false desires (good and bad ones); it’s then that we start seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. We start remembering who we are and what we’ve always wanted from life; our life starts to make sense again. The world around us also starts to make sense. Clones look like clones, and the illusion looks like an illusion. Beliefs sound like beliefs. That’s mental freedom.

Our Life As A Story

I spent this weekend at the Santa Barbara Film Festival.  I saw films I liked, one or two that were lousy, but one film was incredible.  It was called “Working Man.”  We’ll be looking at this film in detail in the Gold Circle program.  It just kept giving and giving.  But I wanted to say something about it that applies to anyone who is reading my blogs and learning how to let go.

Our lives are like stories.  The goal of initiation since inception was to bring our story full circle…no incompletions.  When we learn to do that, everything in our life eventually makes sense.  Sadly, most people compare their life to a Hollywood production.  Hollywood, like most things today, is ruled by people with clone minds.  I invented the term clone mind to describe the condition whereby the false self tries to look like the True Self.  The Hollywood star is always acting. But they do it so well that we don’t know it’s an act. There was actually a film about this at the festival. It portrayed the difficulty of relating to someone who isn’t being themselves. You don’t know when you are talking to a character versus the real person. Sadly, this problem isn’t just confined to professional actors. Lots of people are acting in our world today. They might get what they want from others, but they won’t get free. Now don’t get me wrong. I love actors and Hollywood. A free person can act as a profession, but they won’t forget that they’re acting. They won’t use acting to manipulate others.

In fact, being a clone is the furthest you can be from your True Self.  We’re taught to idolize clones, then we view our life as unimportant and certainly not a good story.  I constantly prove that wrong.  The examples that I use from my own life are simple events that happen to everyone…nothing spectacular.  What turns these mundane experiences into perfect initiation stories is letting go.  Letting go moves us out of the physical perspective (which includes clone attributes like positive thinking or managing our thoughts and most knowledge/expertise) into the True mental perspective.  We go from the false self to the True Self.  That’s the journey that we all intended to take in life according to initiation teachings.

We all start out our life, as well as every chapter of our story, with an event, which in story writing is called an inciting incident.  We associate beliefs with that memory…beliefs that caused the event and conclusions we drew from the event.  We generally hold those beliefs as true simply because we attach them to our past, real-life experience.  We keep illusions alive when we relabel beliefs as true.  Those beliefs keep creating our experience all through life unless we let them go.  The longer we are alive, the more such events we accumulate.  In the illusion, we equate real with true.  That keeps us stuck.

Initiation, i.e., letting go, brings such memories full circle as we let go of the causal beliefs, as well as the false conclusions surrounding the memory.  The past memory loses its emotional charge and our future life changes.  We’re released from the trappings of the past so that we can create freely. We’re no longer stuck on repeat.  So in the end, we see how the inciting incident happened, what it cost us by holding on to the associated false beliefs, and how we got back to where we started as we let go.  No therapeutic techniques can provide this kind of insight into our mind and our life.  Nothing is more satisfying than letting go and seeing memories come full circle.

Letting go is what creates an amazing story because it ties up every lose end. But the art of letting go was lost. No one does it anymore. Stories don’t have real endings anymore. So people die without feeling complete. They often feel major regret at the end of their life. That isn’t natural. Everything in the initiate’s life eventually makes sense.  And, most important, it doesn’t take an incredible plot to gain a standing ovation from the audience.

The original idea of story was that we are born free, unconditionally loving, and true; we fall into the illusion where we are lost and confused, and we escape and get back to freedom, unconditional love, and the truth with initiation.  Initiation was NOT a special club.  It was our birthright.  We returned to what we were initially.  It was an individual game.  People could help you, like I do, but they couldn’t do it for you.  The notion of initiation was basically destroyed by religion and the fall story. That created a collective permanent fall…a curse. We must let that curse go to get free. (We discuss this in depth in the Gold Circle. It’s beyond the scope of this particular article.) In initiation, we must let go of personal and collective beliefs.

The occultists (which includes all religion, New Age, psychology and self-help, progressive politics, and pseudo science) kept initiation away from us normal folks by creating special clubs and elite groups.  At first, they did know the truth, that the fall story was a myth that was about gaining power over others. But over time, they got lost in the illusion too. If you lie to others, you eventually believe your own lies. The occult leaders divided us into classes and castes.  They also made knowledge greater than our natural wisdom.  This wasn’t natural; and so we became emotional.  We got sick and hurt ourselves in accidents; we suffered. Our True Selves are all connected; and we don’t need to learn the truth (we are born knowing it). But in the illusion, our truth is rarely valued. People learned how to fix the effects of this fall problem. But they never removed the cause. So we could never get back to what we were INITIALLY.

We all got lost in the collective illusion; and we’re driven at the core to find our way back to that perfect mental state without leaving our bodies.  We all want Heaven on Earth, but we don’t know how to get it. But notice, I didn’t say that we’re drawn to a heavenly afterlife or a better life next time.  I didn’t say that we’re drawn to greatness, heroism, or the expression of a particular talent.  I didn’t say that we are drawn to God or nirvana.  We aren’t even drawn to world peace.  We want the feeling you get when you unconditionally love others.  We want that with everyone.  And in initiation, you don’t get to change the other people’s minds in order to achieve that end goal.  You only get to change your own mind.  It sounds impossible…I realize that. What I’m suggesting is so far outside normal thinking, even New Age concepts, that people think I must be insane.  I assure you that I’m not.  Letting go is powerful…more powerful than you could ever know. It’s hard to understand that until you do it for awhile.  And you do have to do it for quite awhile to get free. When you start letting go, you realize just how many beliefs you held in mind. You realize how programmed you really were.

Initiation, and the full-circle story, wasn’t designed to be a quick fix or a weekend workshop. It was designed to be the story of your life. If you get done early, then you can just enjoy being a creator.

The film, “Working Man” was about Allery, a small-town guy who worked in the same factory all of his working life.  The details in the film were phenomenal if you’ve ever known any real-live factory guys.  Growing up in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, I knew a lot of them.  The factory gave meaning to their life.  It provided for their family, which they saw as their role in the family.  Allery had a daily routine.  He carried the stereotypical silver metal lunch pail with a bologna and cheese with mayo sandwich on Wonder Bread.  For dessert, he had one of those powdered-sugar Hostess donuts.  He also had the metal thermos filled with hot coffee.  He walked the same way to work in his freshly pressed uniform.  When he got home, the wife had dinner on the table…usually meat, potatoes, and a canned vegetable.  He went for the same walk every night.  It seems like a boring, meaningless life until you bring it full circle.

Where Allery was in life is completely irrelevant for initiation.  That’s true for all of us. It’s what he does with his mind within that life that counts.  Does he let go at all? In addition, he can let go whenever he wants to let go. You don’t have a time limit on initiation; you just have to be alive and breathing.

Allery, however, is hard wired to hold on to his beliefs like most people are.  His routine and his beliefs are all he knows, and everyone around him shares the same beliefs.  His beliefs are never challenged by other people.  But life challenges Allery’s beliefs; it always does. Initiation is a drive within us. We will push ourselves to let go. Sadly, we often misinterpret difficult experiences as punishment, random events, or bad breaks. But they’re actually a push from our True Self to let go; and if we know how to let go, and we’re willing to let go, we step on the path of initiation for awhile. Allery, and most other people are programmed for learning, not unlearning. Most believe that the only way to change our mind is education.  But that’s not true.  That’s the beauty of initiation; it’s truly equal for all. In fact, the less educated have a bit of an advantage.

The writer, director, and actors of this film did their craft perfectly.  They let the film show us the daily life of Allery, but without too many words; more important, they let us into Allery’s mindset.  Then they created events which pushed Allery to see that his beliefs were false.  He didn’t want to let go…not at all. He fought hard to keep things the same. These events looked horrible to Allery, like punishment; but they caused him to face his biggest inciting incident, and to step out of his normal routine.  Allery had to stand up for himself and others.  He had to expose lies.  Suddenly, Allery started to feel like a man. That’s exactly what happens when we let go. The writer got it right.

It wasn’t actually the factory job that made Allery a man.  That belief was false. It was standing up for the truth, and exposing lies, that made Allery a man.  It wasn’t holding on that fulfilled him, it was letting go.  Allery became a happy man after shedding those false beliefs…not perfect, not walking on water yet, but happier and more content.  He was alive again.  He had the energy to play the earth game for awhile longer. A part of his life came full circle; and it was so endearing to watch. The final scene was him dancing with his wife like they did when they were young.

The movie had minimal drama, no sex, no violence, no superpowers, and no therapists.  There was one ineffective visit from a pastor.  Allery was as common as dirt. But you loved him, and you wanted him to get free of his past. The film had real normal thoughts, no political correctness or superficial conversations.  If was all about the fact that our jobs tend to define us.  But we need to let that go to get free.

For these men, losing their job meant losing their manhood.  But that was their belief, and their belief was false.  It truly was one of the most true-to-life movies I’ve ever seen.  I’ve posted the trailer below.  At this point, it’s just in film festivals.  But I hope it gets distribution.  Many of my friends growing up had Allery for dads, he was also my father-in-law who I liked very much; and I think this movie would be very special for those people.

I have to admit that I was concerned that this film would take some heat in the very liberal-minded group of highly-educated people who attend film festivals.  They tend to judge people like Allery as worthless.  They don’t understand the working man.  But the film seemed to open their hearts.  They gave the director and the lead actor a standing ovation. It proves another point that’s key to initiation.  We stop judging people when we take the opportunity to understand them.  Film can help us do that.  Film can get people to let go.

Technology and too many awards, glamour, and politics have ruined Hollywood.  But hopefully, people will speak up and support films like “Working Man.”  Then Hollywood will come back around full circle too; one day, they will again be about great stories well told…maybe even an initiation story.


Who Am I? I’m A Creator, A Free Thinker…

 Who am I?

By Cathy Eck

 

Who Am I?

This is my last post for a while.  I assure you that everything you need to get mentally and emotionally free is on this site and Gateway to Gold.  But you have to work at it.  You have to want freedom more than you want air to get it.  Reread old posts; what you understand will change as you let go.  You’ll often think that I changed the material, but I probably didn’t.  You changed.  Letting go happens in layers.

Challenge your thoughts/beliefs, even if your mind is telling you with absolute certainty that what you’re experiencing or thinking is true.  Let go of positive beliefs, not just negative ones.  I talk about this in my article on the Triangle Process.  As you let go, you’ll answer life’s biggest question, “Who Am I?”   But don’t confuse what I’m saying with the eastern practice of asking that question over and over again.  My work has nothing to do with eastern teachings and practices.  People often get confused by that.  I didn’t understand this eastern confusion for a long time.  I had to mentor people who had it.  Then I put what I learned from working with them into the Gold Circle material.  They had what I call a True Self clone, and this was keeping them from letting go.  They learned the truth from some teacher or guru, or even studying someone’s writing intensely; and they put the learned truth into their false mind.  That blocked them from connecting with their real True Self.  Then they read and learned what I was saying like that would get them free.  They weren’t actually letting go.  They told themselves that learning was letting go.  It isn’t. You can’t learn your way to your True Self. 

I didn’t have that issue; I had never been a follower.  I didn’t even have much of a persona.  I could never lie very well.  So I didn’t understand what was going on with these people.  But I did want to help them get free; I felt that their desire for freedom was sincere.  I had to go into their illusion to understand why they were so stuck.  That period of research and mentoring others became the Gold Circle.  The clone is the masculine part of our false mind that can pretend to be our True Self.  It learns how to sound like a True Self, but it isn’t the True Self.  Clones confuse a lot of people these days.  Most of those popular spiritual teachers and gurus are very strong clones and that means that they project a lot.  Religious leaders are also clones who project sin on their followers.  Also progressive politicians are very strong clones that project a whole lot on their followers.  Their followers don’t realize what is happening.  It’s cruelty masked as caring.

Thus people who follow them come to believe that they don’t know who they are when they actually do completely know who they are.  They simply took a projection from a so-called spiritual teacher or charismatic leader.  In the Gold Circle, I help people let go of the clone voices that they put in their minds, and they start to realize that they do know who they are.  I can’t stop these clones from doing what they do.  They have the right to do what they want.  But I can tell you how to get free of them; then you return to your True Self.  You don’t need their truth; you had it within you all along.

You didn’t arrive on earth wondering who you were.  You were curious and alive…a True Self.  You saw someone walking, you watched them, you took the risk, and you walked.  You heard people talk, and you learned to speak and matched words to objects, people, and experiences.  Learning and life were fun.  But you were never supposed to learn beliefs or get a belief system of any kind.

Recently, I heard on television that children’s brains are completely fired up until they start answering the question “I am…?”  They start creating a false identity, labeling themselves; and their brain appears to shut down.  As people get older they identify with their beliefs and their belief systems; they really start to shut down.  That is the start of what I refer to as the clone mind.  But I don’t talk about it much in the free material because it is very confusing.  Explaining the clone, and exposing popular clones, required that I put together a systematic way of approaching the subject.  It requires people to really want to do get free and not just be casual about letting go.  So the Gold Circle was born.

If you don’t have much of a clone, the free work will probably be all you need.  Either way, I require that people do my free work first, so do that and see if you are still stuck when you are done.  You need to already be letting go when you enter the Gold Circle.  I don’t teach the basics of letting go in that program.

That being said, I want to give you one big caution as you read my free work.  You were trained to learn and memorize what you read.  Stop IT!  Don’t learn what I’m saying.  I write to expose what is false.  I teach you how to let go by using your emotions and win-win logic.  Practice what I’m saying, and do it as you read.  Read slowly, and stop when you feel emotions; take the time to let go.  The more you practice, the easier it gets.  It’s a new way of using your mind and emotions.  It goes against what you have been trained to do.  Witness the emotions until you are free of that belief.  If you don’t know what I mean by witnessing, check out https://gatewaytogold.com/meditation-for-the-western-mind/.  Letting go can take minutes or days.  It depends on how much you’ve believed your beliefs in the past.  It depends how feminine you are to others.  It depends on how much you believe the clone voices in your mind.

Letting go is easy; the illusion is very complex.  Those who are winning in the illusion don’t want us to escape.  This project for me has taken a lot longer than I thought it would.  I had no idea that I would run into so many tricks and traps, but I did.  So I had to deal with what came up; and that is why Gateway to Gold has developed into my main site with different paid programs.  However, don’t disregard what I’ve published here.  No Labels No Lies is the meat and potatoes of letting go.  Keep working at it until you completely understand what I’m saying.

 

WTF?

People taught you to see what they saw.  You learned there was danger, suffering, problems, and disease.  You came to believe that you could get hurt, or you could hurt someone.  You learned to judge and compare.  This didn’t make sense, but you figured that those who came before you must know the truth.  They didn’t know the truth, they knew their beliefs; and they believed that their beliefs were the truth.

You were given the knowledge of good and evil (the shit that caused us to fall).  Good now had an opposite…EVIL.  You learned to hate and fear other humans.

We see what we hold in mind…what we believe.  How do we get back to who we once were?   It seems impossible.  Their beliefs appeared to get stuck in our minds.  How did that happen?  We asked, and they answered.  They gave us reasons for why we were stuck; and those reasons were all lies.

“You were born sinful.  Your memories of perfection are imaginary…visions of heaven.  Go to church to make sure you get to heaven when you die.”  What a crock of shit!  The east wasn’t any better…they gave you karma and a caste system.

Your character was slowly constructed.  You learned to be good and worthy so you could get a good-paying role in society and work hard.  “Life isn’t meant to be easy,” they say.

Knowledge consumed your mind.  Those who memorized the most knowledge got the best roles.  They’re called experts.  I call them clones.  Clones are great in the illusion; they are worthless once we want freedom.  Creative thinkers sound strange in the illusion.  Philosophers look lazy.  Artists starve.  Inventors can’t afford to create their inventions unless the inventions please “The Man.

Your pure thinking and true goodness was replaced by an illusion built of beliefs in which you were judged on your ability to blindly follow.  When you got to the point where you feared judgment enough, you turned away from your True Self.

A True Self is labeled evil by false selves.  The false self believes that creativity is for people with nothing else to do.  No one can see your thoughts anyway; it’s what you do that counts.  You conformed, but then you wondered, “Who Am I?”

 

Had Enough?

Maybe you attended workshops, saw therapists, and did processes and practices; yet you didn’t find the answer.  One day, you learned how to let go.  You let go of your beliefs regarding social protocol, religion, disease, problems, culture, and sin.  You released society’s rules from your mind.  You realized that others, even experts, had nothing to offer you anymore.  Slowly…you started to remember,  “I’m a creator.  What I think is what I become.”  

Your problems came from accepting beliefs and then fixing the effects of those beliefs.  You finally knew which way to go.  You just had to keep letting go more and more until your mind was free.  But it is hard to trust such an insight.  No one is letting go.  Nearly everyone is learning…putting more crap in their mind.

 

TRUE and FALSE

The illusion runs on good/evil, right/wrong, or win/lose.  The illusion is false…powerless.  It’s believed by nearly everyone…but it isn’t real.  It’s projected from our collective beliefs.  You arrived with the truth, and you didn’t lose it.  You can’t screw up letting go.  You can’t let go of truth.  So you have nothing to lose by letting go, ever.

 

EMOTIONS MEAN FALSE

Any thought/belief that has an emotional component is false, even if the whole world believes it’s true.  Your mind desperately wants you to believe that thoughts that feel bad are true, but you fight that temptation.  You let those thoughts go.

 

WIN-WIN

Holy Shit!  You aren’t a fucking sinner.  The more you let go, the more you despise competition, oppression, and domination.  You’d never harm another.  You won’t even judge another anymore.  You realize that a true thought is win-win for everyone.  No belief system can be true.  Belief systems separate us.

 

MASCULINE AND FEMININE ROLES

You realize that those who have masculine (authority) roles make the rules.  The judging God was actually a human being…a false, power-tripping leader who imposed his illusion, where he wins and we lose, on everyone else in the name of God.  You don’t want to even play good roles in the illusion — they always harm someone.

 

PROJECTION

Leaders in false masculine roles often look like True Selves because they project their judgments and the unwanted half of their beliefs on to people in feminine roles.  You now see and hear the false masculine’s incongruence.  The leaders see enemies, evil, suffering, poverty, and disease because it’s inside of them.  It’s not true; it’s their illusion…their reality.  Underneath their mask is a powerless human who’s lost.  They’re pawns of the illusion fixing their own projections.  We should ignore them, not follow them.

 

PHYSICAL VS. MENTAL PERSPECTIVE

We were programmed to see a physically-focused perspective of reality which blinds and confuses us. We look at the quality of people’s doing and ignore their thinking.  Sadly, false thinking looks normal.  True good comes from a pure mind.  When our mind is impure, we can look good by doing the right things; but we aren’t truly good.

 

LET IT GO

The illusion told us that it could give us what we already were.  The illusion only lies.

When we can no longer stand the illusion, we let it go.  As we let go of the judgments, labels, beliefs, and knowledge/expertise, we’re left with the truth.  We remember who we are.  We’re creators who bring our ideas to life for the benefit of everyone.  Keep letting go; don’t stop until you get to freedom.  It’s your birthright.

Validation That You Are Going Toward Freedom

Going the right way?

 By Cathy Eck

 

New Thought

The New Thought movement made it much more difficult to follow the path of initiation.  It made thinking our way to success, wealth, and a hot, sexy body spiritual.  Jet planes and mansions now proved mastery.  Many teachers made whatever their false self liked a sign of spiritual mastery, and other false selves grabbed on for that ride.  Spirituality is big business.

New Thought teachers/preachers speak truthful ideas and thoughts to false selves who memorize them creating a spiritual-looking false clone of their True Self.  These leaders promote their beliefs as the truth; people throw their True Self under the bus to follow these charismatic leaders.

People have more beliefs than ever.  They view their beliefs as right and true.  They impose them on others without questioning themselves.  People have adopted spiritual practices only to become more judgmental and more inclined to fix the effects of their thinking.  Finding the cause often seems like too damn much work when a little internet research and a swipe of the credit card can appear to solve anything.  We forget that science has limitations.  We will eventually run into a dead-end that we can’t fix.

There are moments in my own inner work that I think, “I could just fix that effect and people would find me much more believable.”  They wouldn’t notice my inauthenticity.

But I’d notice my inauthenticity.  Those who stick with this work often feel their progress doesn’t seem to matter.  People can’t see our True Self if their own illusory veil is too thick.

 

Signs or Validation

Most people look for signs to determine where to go.  As we purify our mind, we stop looking for signs.  Instead we receive validation that we’re going the right way.  It’s often a small insight, but it keeps us going.  If you’re serious about this path, forget about others and what they think of you.  Keep score of the improvement within your own mind.

In time, material things do come to initiates.  This isn’t a path of abstinence or lack.  Our health will improve; diseases will disappear.  We’ll have more energy and even look younger.  We’ll have the abundance we need and want if we just keep our eye on our own mind and let go.  Our desires will be fulfilled naturally when we have no beliefs that block them.

When we put the purity of our mind first, everything works organically.  We become truly good and right, but we don’t use that for power over others.  This was the secret of the true initiates.  But religions and the occult put the physical reward first; they created the entrance to hell by falsely defining good and right and attaching rewards to their false rules.

 

Validation:  You’re Going the Right Way If:

1)  Using your will to fix or get anything seems like too much work.  You only want to use your will to let go of your thoughts and beliefs.

2)  False desires are falling away.

3)  You don’t want to judge people or gossip.  It feels bad to judge anyone.

4)  People who others look up to don’t impress you.  Talent or beauty that’s used by the false self is no longer attractive.

5)  You notice when you’re projecting on others.  You feel when others are projecting on you; you do a better job of rejecting their projection.

6)  You find yourself courageously standing up for your True Self or standing up for the True Selves of others.

7)  You don’t label emotions.  When you hear a thought that generates emotion, you know it’s false.

8)  You don’t look for inspiration or motivation outside of yourself.  You feel more internally creative.

9)  You aren’t looking for approval from others; you want to please your True Self. You’re no longer a fake nice person or a people pleaser.

10)  You can’t lie.  It’s physically painful.

11)  You aren’t paying experts (doctors, lawyers, therapists, psychics, trainers) anymore.  You were only wanting them to tell you what you already knew.

12)  You avoid self-help workshops and no longer read voraciously to find answers.  Validation comes to you naturally now.  Insights come when you let go.

13)  You’re starting to see the illusion as false.  Roles become obvious, authority looks impotent, and the notion of good and evil looks silly.  False just looks false.

14) You no longer feel guilt, grief, or shame.  You don’t take responsibility for other people’s emotions.

15)  You let go of beliefs; you don’t want to impose them on others anymore.

16)  You find yourself calm and happy for no apparent reason.  You don’t hold others responsible for your joy.

17)  Competition isn’t attractive…win-win is.

18) False self connections don’t look like love anymore.

19) You can create things with a single thought or a vision in your mind.  You don’t have to hammer at a thought with affirmations or visualize what you want for years to force your desires to manifest.

20)  You’re more loving, more compassionate, and more genuine.  You realize that anyone trying to be positive, spiritual, healthy, or good has an impure mind that they’re trying to cover up with physical actions.  You have nothing to hide so you hide nothing.

21)  You realize that your purpose was to find your Self not to be somebody in the illusion.

22)  You love your inner world.  You use your imagination to create beauty and joy, not disease and suffering.

When we let go, we gently and organically move into our perfect life; the painful things of the past now seem like an illusion…a dream.  We don’t long for things or people anymore; we know that our True desires will come to us.  We become calm, accepting, and courageous.  Letting go becomes a way of life; and our True Self/God is no longer up in the sky.  It’s within.

We realize that the truth has all the power and the false has none.  If we live and speak the truth, we break up the illusion for ourselves and others.  We eventually see a different, more perfect, world.  We’re going the right way.

 

 

 

 

I Don’t Know What I (They) Believe?

BELIEFS

By Cathy Eck

 

What Do I Believe?

People often say to me, “I don’t know what I believe.”  They also say, “I don’t have any beliefs.”  These two comments are the main reason the illusion thrives.

The fact that our thoughts and beliefs create our reality was hidden for a very long time.  During that time, people accepted all kinds of beliefs as explanations for how life worked.  In more recent times, it became known that our thoughts do create our reality; but we simply put that truth on top of our already accepted beliefs.  People try to consciously control their mind to get what they want.  Sometimes they think one thing and say another; that causes projection, which causes relationship hell.  Or they say something they don’t like, and then say, “I don’t believe that,” or “Cancel.”  

If we really don’t believe something, we won’t think it or say it.  We don’t have to cancel our words.  In fact, as we move toward freedom, we find it impossible to be incongruent.  Our thoughts, words, and actions will all line up.  Then we often realize that we still have beliefs that people don’t like when we speak truthfully.  We have to let those beliefs go too.

 

Who’s Creating Our Life?

People of all religions say,  “When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade,”  Even atheists say it.  But no one asks a very important question, “Who in the hell is life?”  “Who gave us those fucking lemons?”  A religious person might say, “God tempted us;” a New Ager might say, “The universe taught us a lesson.”  But the comment implies that we didn’t create our life.  We aren’t free if we don’t create our life.  We’re Life’s slaves.

If we’ve accepted complete responsibility for our lemons, we’d say, “I gave myself lemons, so I made lemonade.”  But no one says that.  One of the best ways to find beliefs about anything is to find out why we say what we say.

When someone dies, we say: “Now they’re in a better place.”  Really!  We don’t know that.  What we know is that their body is in the ground or an urn.  We don’t have a clue where their mind/spirit went.  If we think/speak that belief, we believe something like earth ain’t so great.  We can’t get beyond suffering unless we die.

Now people will say to me, “I don’t really believe that shit.  I just said that because I wanted them to feel better.”  You’re trapped.  First of all, you’re taking responsibility for their emotions; their emotions are caused by their thinking.  If you say what another wants to hear, you’re putting them in the masculine role.  You’re giving them power to create in your life because what they want to hear is more important than what you want to say.

Our social protocol is carefully designed to make sure that we have no power over Life.  Listen to what you say, and you’ll uncover hidden beliefs.  Listen to what others say, and you’ll discover what they believe.  The mystery drains from Life real quick.

 

Why Did I Say That?

If we’ve had religious or self-help training, we often train our mind to be quiet or to say the right things.  But trained quiet isn’t real quiet.   Being trained to say the right things might be automatic, but it’s not authentic.  It’s the effect of being highly socialized.  The highly socialized no longer speak what they believe or think; they speak what they believe others want to hear.  Some people have told me that they actually put their attention so completely in other people’s minds that they know what that person wants to hear.  They’re proud of this when they should feel horrible.  I suspect that it’s what most psychics do, but they don’t realize they’re doing it.  Quite honestly, we don’t have any business in another person’s mind.

Letting go of our fake social beliefs is very important.  We’re then admitting that our True Self is what belongs in society.  What doesn’t belong are social customs designed to make everyone alike and predictable.

The highly socialized do what is politically correct even if they resent it.  Their Universe or God or Life isn’t some supernatural being although they’ll say they’re trying to please God.  Their false God is actually everyone they’re trying to please — a whole shitload of human beings.  They live life as if everyone is God and they’re no one…a slave trying to please humanity.

Waking up requires us to realize that what humans want from us is not what God wants from us.  We don’t know what God wants from us unless we’re living from our True Self; we only know what others have said God wants from us.  They say that God rewards and punishes…nope, people do that.  They say God judges; no, people do.  The biggest trap is created by people who tell us that God wants what actually fulfills their needs and desires while simultaneously keeping us small and submissive.  This doesn’t just happen in big business, big religions, or government, it happens in families.

 

Fake Gratitude

When I was an entrepreneur, I felt thankful for the business that came my way.  I told my clients, not God, what they meant to me.  My words came from within; they were authentic.  Today, I bank at Wells Fargo; they train their employees to pretend gratitude.  It never feels good.  My son and I will do anything to avoid having to talk to a teller.  But most people don’t feel so they think the person means what they say.  Robots applaud other robots.

The reason that our false self says or does anything is because it was taught to do it.  It’s a robot.  When we take the memory out of a robot, we get nothing.  When we take the robotic memory out of a person, we get the truth…an authentic human being.

 

 

 

 

 

Dealing with Fragile Egos as Characters

fragile ego

By Cathy Eck

 

Fragile Egos

When someone holds their beliefs as absolutely true, they become a “fragile ego.” Fragile egos exist at all levels of society.  We have to let them break to get free.

Fragile egos send a clear message:  “If you obey me, I’ll reward you.  If you disobey, I’ll punish.”  They’re clones of the Old Testament false God (imaginary leader of the illusion) who believe they’re good people with the right to judge and punish.

Whoever disagrees with them is evil or bad.  Their biggest fear is exposure.  They lie and impose their beliefs on others in order to look powerful while hiding their belief that they’re weak.

The most dangerous fragile egos wear a nice mask causing them to look like a True Self.  They say and do what the illusion considers good; they generally look happy and calm.  They believe that what you do, not how you think, makes you good.  Good, by their definition gets rewarded.  That’s how the illusion works.

But the true world doesn’t work that way.  Rules and projection don’t exist outside the illusion, we manifest what we believe.

Underneath the fragile ego’s mask is an emotional storm; their actions aren’t congruent with their thinking.  They’re filled with rules and beliefs.  When we disobey or say, “No,” to their demands, their emotions roar.  They don’t see their OWN thinking as the cause of their emotions.  They blame the feminine role because their Adam-and-Eve based mythology gave them the right to.

The fragile ego projects their responsibility and emotions outward.  In fact, when we’re conditioned by fragile egos, we often become overly responsible.  We take responsibility for their emotions because they claim we’re the cause.  We aren’t.

 

The Wall

In mentoring, I call the eruption of the fragile ego, “hitting the wall.”  Letting go looks impossible.  Strong religious, scientific, or political views look absolutely true.  Arguing with the fragile ego does no good.  The fragile ego repeats its knowledge, rules, and beliefs like a robot.  It sees evidence that supports its thinking; it’s sure it’s right.

We only see evidence because we believe the cause.  We hold a really strong belief, but it’s still false.  If we let go of the causal belief, we’ll see different evidence.  When we try to challenge fragile ego beliefs in ourselves or others, psychological reversals kick in.  The thoughts clearly generate emotion, they’re not win-win, and they’re taking us away from freedom; but we can’t remember that the emotion means false.  Until we routinely catch this in ourselves, we won’t catch it in others.

 

They’re Characters

Our OWN fragile ego consists of voice recordings acquired from others who forced their beliefs into our mind.  We did feel emotions when we first heard their words; but we were afraid to challenge them.  Their words are NOW constantly squatting in our mind.

After letting go for awhile, we do come to know that the recordings are false.  And yet, people tell me that the fragile ego is still running their life.   They still behave as the fragile ego would want them to behave or say what the fragile ego would consider socially or politically correct.  They still can’t be themselves.

 

An Exercise

Imagine yourself in the center of your mind; see the fragile egos who have limited your life with beliefs, rules, and knowledge in the periphery of a giant circle looking at you.  They’re keeping you from leaving the circle.

Review old memories in your mind. Bring up fragile ego encounters from the past. Let the fragile ego characters slowly replay the scene.  Discriminate and let go as they talk.  Also let go of any judgments or reasoning that arises in your mind about these characters. Judgment on your part keeps you stuck to them.  You might never see them again; but when you clean up their character in your own mind, you won’t meet that same sort of person again.  Of if you do, you’ll stay powerful.

You can take this even further.  We tend to think that we must change the real life fragile ego characters or get them to stop judging us.  But many of them will never change or stop judging.  Are you going to wait until they change to live your life?  I hope not.

Step into their character within your own mind.  Speak their beliefs, and feel their emotions arise when they speak something false or judgmental.  Assume they can discriminate and let go, and do so.  It’s your mind!  These are your characters! You have the power to clean up their words in your mind.  In this way, we change the past.

See if this fragile ego still has power over you.  If so, ask yourself, “Why?”  Let go of the reasons that your mind gives you.  Clean up more memories.

You aren’t affecting the real life person in any way — good or bad.  When your mind is clear, they won’t bother you.  Their beliefs will only affect them.

Our false minds were meant to be creative containers, separate and distinct from others people’s minds, so we could all create independently.  We’ve never had the right to impose our beliefs on others.  We only do it because others did it to us.

When you realize that you don’t deserve their judgment, they don’t have power over you anymore.  When you understand that their rules are false, they don’t apply to you.  If they say that you’re hurting them, you don’t take it in.  In fact, I’ll often say to fragile egos, “You’re telling me what I should believe; how can I be hurting you?”

Fragile egos can be difficult.  But we can get through that wall if we take our rock hammer and chip away one belief or memory at a time.  Eventually, we’ll break through their highly tinted glass.  We’ll escape their influence without fighting them.  When we clean our OWN mind, they lose their false power.  They can’t harm us anymore.

 

Letting Go of Dreams, Visions, Nightmares, and Even Memories

Using Dreams to Let Go

By Cathy Eck

 

I’d recommend reading my earlier article on Dreams and Nightmares first.

 

Dreams, Visions, Nightmares, and Memories

In this post, I’ll walk you through a short example of finding the causal beliefs within your dreams, visions, nightmares, and memories.  The example I’m using was a clear vision that I had about twenty years ago during a reflexology session.  During that time, I was lost, depressed, my body ached all the time, and I was always exhausted — common symptoms for being trapped in another person’s illusion.  I feared going to a doctor, so I went to healers.  I needed and wanted someone to tell me how to let go.  But I wasn’t finding anyone.

As the reflexologist pushed on my feet, I suddenly smelled something like sulfur.  It was so strong that my eyes watered.  I mentioned this to the reflexologist, and she said, “It must be a message for you.  I don’t smell anything.”  Then she said, “I’m pushing on your heart area now…might be something about love.”  She told me to relax and see what popped into my mind, which was good advice.

I saw a young girl standing before a Nazi guard.  The girl was wearing a cute, ruffled blue dress and patent leather shoes.  Since my mom dressed me that way, I immediately identified with that character.

She was being led to the gas chamber.  That was the smell.   The little girl looked at the guard.  She smiled at him and said, “I still love you.”  I felt such peace and softness in my body; I felt unconditional love for this guard.  The guard pushed her into the gas chamber, and she died.  I was crying at this point — kind of wallowing in my sadness and victimhood.

She said I was releasing a past life, but I knew that I wasn’t letting go; I could see that my mind had already started to make conclusions about this vision like love isn’t enough.  I could see that we both wanted to turn my vision into a reason why I was powerless to change my life.  I was trying so hard to not allow that to happen.  I kept searching for a way to free myself from the vision.  But I didn’t know how to do that for many years.

 

The Cure

This vision was produced from my mind based on where I was at that time.  I eventually realized that the causal belief was that unconditional love was worthless currency on earth — it was not enough to make things right.  That was truly how I felt about my life.

Looking from the eyes of the guard, I could see another huge causal belief.  We have to obey authority — to do as we’re told.  Then I flipped back to the character of the girl.  I truly believed that authority was much more powerful than love.  Of course, these are common beliefs in the illusion — beliefs we all need to let go to be free.

After I discovered how to let go of beliefs, I could see that the belief, “Love is not enough” isn’t true.  I could see that the belief, authority has more power than love” was also a lie.  I could see that the whole damn vision was the product of my beliefs.  Do you see why it’s not helpful to call it a past life?  We don’t need to make it true.  Our past experiences are just the effect of the beliefs we held in mind at that time; they might be real, but they aren’t true.  When we live from truth, we won’t need to let go of beliefs anymore.

The vision showed me where my mind was at that time.  It showed me the beliefs that kept me trapped in an illusion.  To get free, I didn’t need to analyze the details or interpret symbols; it was all very straight forward.

Was I once this child killed in a Nazi concentration camp?  Who knows?  What’s key in that vision are the beliefs that would have caused me to be in such a situation.  After clearing those beliefs, I allowed the vision to replay from my current mental state.  I saw the girl look at the guard and say her words of love.  I felt the same purity.  He looked at her with a scowl and told her to go to the side of the gas chamber and wait for him.  He was still an obedient authority, but it didn’t matter.  I didn’t need to morph him into a saint.  She had the power because she had the real love.  I’d finally seen this vision from the perspective of the True Self.

Let me emphasize…I didn’t put love or positive thinking on top of my erroneous beliefs.  I simply let the beliefs go… they’re false.  The vision no longer bothered me; it existed like a dream…the illusion that it was.

 

Reasons

The reflexologist helped me focus on my body; she triggered the place where the belief was stored.   But her helpfulness ended when she saw the vision as a reason for the way things were.  People often feel satisfied when they find the reason.  Sadly, most people don’t realize they can let go.  They sing “Let It Go” but don’t know how.  We can’t help another let go of their beliefs until we let go ourselves.

When we take any memory, vision, nightmare, or dream and see the causal beliefs that created it, notice our emotional feedback, and let those beliefs go completely, we experience something amazing — freedom.  The scene changes; we learn that without those beliefs, we could never have had those dreams, nor could we experience such a reality.  I find that amazing.  As we clean up our memories and nightmares in this way, we start to see a different world.  We feel safe without needing everyone else to behave or let go.  We realize that other people’s illusions would only affect their life if we didn’t believe them.

Working with Our Dreams and Nightmares

Dreams tell us where we are going

By Cathy Eck

 

Dreams

Dreams can be a powerful tool; they help us find causal beliefs.  But we must use our dreams in a productive way.  People generally view dreams as symbolic.  They interpret them and look for meaning in the activities, events, or items in the dream.  That can be fun; but it doesn’t help us move toward freedom.

Dreams are an unthreatening bridge that can show us what to let go from our false physically oriented interpretation of reality in order to get to our True mentally oriented perspective.  Dreams are powerful because we know we created them.  Dreams come out of our OWN mind.  We can’t blame anyone else for our dreams.  That’s key.  If we have dreams about killing, we still have an aspect of our false self that wants to kill someone or fears being killed.  If we have a demon in our dream, guess what we hold in our mind?

People make the mistake of only identifying with the main character in their dreams.  We created our dreams; so we’re the writer, the direction, and all the characters.  There’s enormous power in realizing that we invented all those characters whether we like them or not.  It’s hard to get to that level of honesty in the waking state.

If we wrote a screenplay or novel, we’d know what each character was going to say and do.  That’s how we write our dreams without effort.  For a person to write a story about stealing, they have to hold stealing in mind.  They can’t write about a bank robbery while thinking about pansies.  If we let our beliefs around such criminal behavior go after discovering them in our dreams, we don’t have to experience such things in real life.

 

How to Let Go Using Dreams?

Let’s say that you dream that you’re a student in school.  First work on yourself by asking questions.  Why am I in school?  Do I like being a student?  How do I feel about learning?  What am I learning?  Do I like it?  Get honest and speak your mind as that character.  If something you believe as that character feels bad (has emotion as you think it) let it go.  It’s a false belief.  Our false self adds drama, opposition, and bad tasting spices to our dreams and experiences.  It usually turns them from perfect, heavenly experiences into hellish nightmares.

Let’s say that you and another student got in trouble in the dream.  You’re also the other student.  Step into their character and ask yourself questions about you, the teacher, and school.  How do each of you feel about getting caught?  Why did you get caught?  What outcome do you fear as a result?  What were you thinking before and after you got caught?  These are thoughts that should have emotion — beliefs to let go as false.

Caution!  Don’t allow the answers to your questions to become reasons for why your life is the way it is.  We aren’t looking for interpretation; we’re looking for causal beliefs to let go.

You’re also the teacher in the dream.  Are you angry that students weren’t listening to you?  Do you dislike these students, judge them?  Do you like your job, hate your job?  Why?  Use your answers to find beliefs to let go.

Each character plays a role.  The teacher represents the masculine role; the students are in feminine roles.  You’ll see beliefs from both aspects of your mind in these characters.  As you step into each character, behave as if you want to let go and know how to let go.  Clean up the entire scene.

What you should discover is that without the beliefs that you held in mind before the dream, you couldn’t have had that exact dream.  That’s a valuable lesson.  The same is true of life.

Some therapists go batshit crazy and advise people to pretend they’re the desk or chair.  That’s generally not worth our time.  You might have beliefs about furniture, but furniture doesn’t have beliefs about you.

 

What you Learn

Ideally, we want to live our own True story as the writer, director, and main character.  Everyone else in our life plays a supporting character; we’re also supporting characters for them.  We want to have symbiotic, not codependent, competitive, or opposing relationships with others.

If we perceive that a story character is dominating us or has an intention to harm us in our dream, we’ll feel as if they’re writing our dream (or nightmare).  We’ve given them or someone like them the masculine leadership role for our life.  We probably feel we have to please this character so they’ll let us have what we want.  Their rules for life represent the rules we believe we must live by; they’re our false God who rewards and punishes us.

This was the original end goal of selling religious stories as the truth.  They were originally someone’s personal story.  But they wanted their story to be the story.  They wanted to rule the world instead of just being the king of their life.  Even today, you see new religions and new spiritual teachings being born; they always have a story that makes those teachings or that teacher the ONE.  People often claim to be called or special so that they can mute your story and replace it with their story.  If you follow their practices or their protocol, you’ll get to be a minion in their kingdom — a walk on character that fulfills their dreams.  You’ll NEVER get to live your life.

As you let go of beliefs, you do become the main character in your story living the script that you’ve written.  You’re day and night dreams will improve.  If you want to be completely free, your story must be win-win for everyone.  No one would be your minion, prisoner, or slave.  They’ll simply be other creators who stopped by to temporarily co-create with you and play a character in your story because it’s fun.

Taking Your Power Back By Playing a Game

Breaking through the wall

By Cathy Eck

 

FYI:  This is an advanced post that might not make sense if you’re new to letting go.

Stuck in Someone’s Beliefs

My blog readers aren’t heads of government, religions, or corporations.  They’re creative people who feel stuck in belief systems that were imposed upon them by others.  They often feel locked in a feminine role.

The majority of leaders and authority figures (even family leaders) see enemies and problems to be fixed in the people who play feminine roles beneath them.  They don’t realize that the problems and enemies they see actually exist ONLY in their own mind.  They speak as if the illusion that their mind created is real and true; it is for them.  We all see what we believe.  The false masculine thinks that its beliefs are God’s laws.  It rewards and punishes accordingly.

Our problems began when we believed our first false masculine leader or parent.  We began to see what they said we should see.  Life on earth has been this way for thousands of years.  It will change when we stop believing what others claim to see or know — when everyone admits that the Emperor is buck naked.

Here’s a game to help you escape the feminine role.  It’s challenging, and it’s designed to show you what to let go, to improve your discrimination, and to flip your mind back into the mental, True Self perspective.  Ultimately, we want letting go to become like driving — it’s mostly automatic.

 

The Game

See yourself in front of an audience consisting of difficult people from your life — people who judge you or want to control or fix you.  They can be people you know, authority figures, or imaginary people.  You can even invite God.  Let them speak one at a time.  Allow them to say what’s wrong with you or what you need to believe or be to please them.

I want you to see that what they say is their projection and their own level confusion.  Often they are looking only at what you are doing and judging their own beliefs about it.  Sometimes they don’t even see you.  Here’s an example:  One audience member looks at you and says, “You’re lazy.  You haven’t done anything lately.”  From the physical perspective, they’re right.  You’ve been doing lots of inner work.  But you aren’t allowed to tell them off, defend yourself, or react in this game.

First, you must recognize that they’re speaking from their physical perspective — the beliefs that form their illusion.   Notice how their comment feels to you.  You probably feel emotion; remember, the emotion means that what they said was FALSE.  If you take that emotion in and defend it, you enter their illusion.  You’re powerless because their illusion is a foreign land for you.  If you simply let go of their comment because it’s FALSE, your mind stays clear and free.

Take it slow.  You might feel lots of emotion regarding their comment.  You want to drain it all by witnessing it and remembering why you felt the emotion.  Don’t label the emotion anger, fear, or rage.  That just makes it real.  The emotion is simply saying that what they said was false.  That’s all!

You’ve been letting go a lot lately; and it’s true that you’re not doing much physical work.  But are you lazy?  Mentally, no.  In fact, mentally speaking, they’re lazy.  They haven’t let go of anything.  This is what frees you.  You see that they’re judging you from their physically oriented illusion.  They’re projecting their unwanted defect of mental laziness on you by confusing levels.  A person living from the mental perspective looks like an enemy to someone in the physically oriented illusion.  In the illusion, it’s all about what they see!

We all start life at the mental perspective; and as we accept physical perspective projections from others, we fall into their illusion.  By recognizing the error of the people who cast their stones upon us, we reverse our OWN fall.  Their fall is their problem.  Once you’re clear, you’ll have the words to explain yourself to them.  Or you’ll feel comfortable not responding at all.

 

Explain Yourself!

When we’re living from the mental point of view, we’re often asked by people in the illusion to explain ourselves.  People in the physical perspective don’t understand the mental perspective.  Often the only answer we have is that we did what felt right.  By untangling these two perspectives in your mind, you move out of right-wrong.  You no longer accept their projected judgment.  Their more limited physical perspective will only affect them if you let their beliefs go from your mind.

The trick to winning this game is to remember that what they say is what’s on their mind.  You must realize that neither their conviction, emotional projection, nor authority make their words true in the mental perspective.

Don’t go into their mind.   Keep watching your mind.  See what arises next.  In some instances, you’ll notice judgments toward them in your mind; and ideally, you’ll let them go even if they deserve the judgment.  If you let your judgments toward them go, you might just get to the True Self perspective and feel unconditional love for them.  You just see life from different perspective than they do.  Understanding cleans up that gap.  You’ll see them as powerless and lost — they’re in the fallen world.  You might want to help them, but you won’t want to fix them.  People fix others because they are afraid of them.  We help others because we care.

Your audience members can leave for two reasons:  1) They admit that they don’t want to let go; that’s fine but they must leave your mind (not necessarily your life).   2) They get it, and they let go.  They no longer belong in your audience of difficult people.  Your job is to clean out the entire audience.  That’s how you win the game.

Intuition or Inspiration: What’s the Difference?

Imagination vs. intuition

By Cathy Eck

 

Inspiration

I tell people to let go and follow their inspiration.  However, there’s often confusion around my words because most people think that inspiration and intuition are the same.

I never heard the word intuition growing up.  I did hear another word a lot — imagination.  “Cathy, get out of your imagination.”  No one understood imagination either.  We all have imaginary capacity.  But most people use it the wrong way.  They use it to fuel their fear by imagining problems, pain, and suffering.

 

We’re Creators

I can’t say enough that we’re born to be creators.  But I’m using the word creator in the truest sense, where we would only create things that were win-win for everyone.  All creating starts in our imagination.  We can use our imagination to create our unique heaven on earth, or we can use it to create hell.

I remember the first time I realized that.  My husband and I were visiting his parents, who took pride in their ability to worry about everything.  Often the very thing they worried about would end up happening to someone.  One day, I couldn’t take it anymore; I told them to stop it.  You see, when I or someone else reflected their worry, they didn’t take responsibility.  They’d say, “Oh, I just knew it.”   They acted like they were prophets; and that wasn’t the case.  Their worry was misused creative power, and they were projecting it out with a very strong force.

My in-law’s worry confused me because it was wrapped in nice intention.  It kind of looked like love or even compassion; my husband was sure it was love.  I could see that they thought my inability to worry was a major character defect.  My telling them to stop was rude.

When lost in the illusion, we forget that we have an imagination that creates our life.  We should all be quick to tell people to let go of their beliefs that cause fear and worry; but often, we feel that we must accept their beliefs.

This problem is caused by level confusion.  At their physical level of reality, my in-laws were caring.  But at the mental level of reality, they were creating shit in other people’s lives.  I was attempting to free their victims although it would be years before I’d understand how to explain letting go.  Letting go of our fearful thoughts is truly compassionate; when we see this, we’re on the fast track to freedom.

 

Intuition Versus Inspiration

So many people think that their fearful thoughts and dreams are premonitions.  They don’t let them go; they spread them like viruses.  All fearful thoughts are false!

But let’s say a thought pops into your mind, and it feels calm and good.  Is it inspiration or intuition?  Inspiration happens when you’re exiting the illusion.  Inspiration moves you toward your spirit or True Self.  To get inspired thoughts, you need to have your navigational destination set on freedom.  You want your mind to be looking for exits.

Most people have set the direction of their mind on getting rich, getting approval, or winning; they want to do well inside the illusion.  They use intuition.  Tuition, you might notice, is a word associated with money and knowledge; in-tuition would be within knowledge or beliefs.

I once took a class on intuition, “Intuition for Business People.”  They told us to ask questions and then take what we got as the answer.

What they didn’t teach was discrimination because they didn’t have any.  They just assumed that if our mind said it, it was right.  Psychics say they do readings this way.  They trust what their mind gives them.  Kanye West said this is why he runs on stage at the Grammies; his mind tells him too.  People do dumb fucking things when they trust their mind blindly.  Many even think that God is guiding them — that’s how religions were invented.

 

Letting Go

I do tell people to do exactly what the psychics and intuitives do.  “Ask a question.  Don’t put answers in your mind, and just see what arises.”  The difference is that I tell them to let go of what arises.  Intuitives believe everything they get.  My “intuitive” friends never give good advice.  Their answers are only useful for those in the illusion.  This confused me.  I often felt bad for constantly rejecting their advice.

Intuition is the ability to maneuver among your beliefs and knowledge.  Intuitives have a good mental database manager that can find the best solution within their limited world view.  They do not get original information; nor do they get information that’s going to free anyone — that’s what inspiration does.

If you want to live from beliefs, follow your mind completely; and life kind of works. You keep putting more knowledge into your mind so you appear to have more options for the intuition to pick from. That’s why people become addicted to learning.

All knowledge was once someone else’s inspiration.  But knowledge is memorized.  When our mind is trained to look to memory for answers, it ignores inspiration completely.  We can’t find our creativity.

If you want to find your True Self, you allow your mind to speak; then you let go of whatever it says as untrue. You reduce the beliefs and knowledge in your mind until you’re completely clear.  Once you let go of all that false data, you discover concepts and ideas that are original, unique, and powerful.  You stop fearing and worrying.

Intuition is like a car with a decent, not great, navigator.  Inspiration, however, is like having the bird’s eye view of the entire world.  You can see everything; so you make choices from the knowing that you’re creating the perfect route and the perfect destination.  It’s only inspiration that will show you the exits to the illusion.  Intuition will just keep circling you round and round the desert in a nice, comfortable car.  And that car will run out of gas one day.