Who Am I? I’m A Creator, A Free Thinker…

 Who am I?

By Cathy Eck

 

Who Am I?

This is my last post for a while.  I assure you that everything you need to get mentally and emotionally free is on this site and Gateway to Gold.  But you have to work at it.  You have to want freedom more than you want air to get it.  Reread old posts; what you understand will change as you let go.  You’ll often think that I changed the material, but I probably didn’t.  You changed.  Letting go happens in layers.

Challenge your thoughts/beliefs, even if your mind is telling you with absolute certainty that what you’re experiencing or thinking is true.  Let go of positive beliefs, not just negative ones.  I talk about this in my article on the Triangle Process.  As you let go, you’ll answer life’s biggest question, “Who Am I?”   But don’t confuse what I’m saying with the eastern practice of asking that question over and over again.  My work has nothing to do with eastern teachings and practices.  People often get confused by that.  I didn’t understand this eastern confusion for a long time.  I had to mentor people who had it.  Then I put what I learned from working with them into the Gold Circle material.  They had what I call a True Self clone, and this was keeping them from letting go.  They learned the truth from some teacher or guru, or even studying someone’s writing intensely; and they put the learned truth into their false mind.  That blocked them from connecting with their real True Self.  Then they read and learned what I was saying like that would get them free.  They weren’t actually letting go.  They told themselves that learning was letting go.  It isn’t. You can’t learn your way to your True Self. 

I didn’t have that issue; I had never been a follower.  I didn’t even have much of a persona.  I could never lie very well.  So I didn’t understand what was going on with these people.  But I did want to help them get free; I felt that their desire for freedom was sincere.  I had to go into their illusion to understand why they were so stuck.  That period of research and mentoring others became the Gold Circle.  The clone is the masculine part of our false mind that can pretend to be our True Self.  It learns how to sound like a True Self, but it isn’t the True Self.  Clones confuse a lot of people these days.  Most of those popular spiritual teachers and gurus are very strong clones and that means that they project a lot.  Religious leaders are also clones who project sin on their followers.  Also progressive politicians are very strong clones that project a whole lot on their followers.  Their followers don’t realize what is happening.  It’s cruelty masked as caring.

Thus people who follow them come to believe that they don’t know who they are when they actually do completely know who they are.  They simply took a projection from a so-called spiritual teacher or charismatic leader.  In the Gold Circle, I help people let go of the clone voices that they put in their minds, and they start to realize that they do know who they are.  I can’t stop these clones from doing what they do.  They have the right to do what they want.  But I can tell you how to get free of them; then you return to your True Self.  You don’t need their truth; you had it within you all along.

You didn’t arrive on earth wondering who you were.  You were curious and alive…a True Self.  You saw someone walking, you watched them, you took the risk, and you walked.  You heard people talk, and you learned to speak and matched words to objects, people, and experiences.  Learning and life were fun.  But you were never supposed to learn beliefs or get a belief system of any kind.

Recently, I heard on television that children’s brains are completely fired up until they start answering the question “I am…?”  They start creating a false identity, labeling themselves; and their brain appears to shut down.  As people get older they identify with their beliefs and their belief systems; they really start to shut down.  That is the start of what I refer to as the clone mind.  But I don’t talk about it much in the free material because it is very confusing.  Explaining the clone, and exposing popular clones, required that I put together a systematic way of approaching the subject.  It requires people to really want to do get free and not just be casual about letting go.  So the Gold Circle was born.

If you don’t have much of a clone, the free work will probably be all you need.  Either way, I require that people do my free work first, so do that and see if you are still stuck when you are done.  You need to already be letting go when you enter the Gold Circle.  I don’t teach the basics of letting go in that program.

That being said, I want to give you one big caution as you read my free work.  You were trained to learn and memorize what you read.  Stop IT!  Don’t learn what I’m saying.  I write to expose what is false.  I teach you how to let go by using your emotions and win-win logic.  Practice what I’m saying, and do it as you read.  Read slowly, and stop when you feel emotions; take the time to let go.  The more you practice, the easier it gets.  It’s a new way of using your mind and emotions.  It goes against what you have been trained to do.  Witness the emotions until you are free of that belief.  If you don’t know what I mean by witnessing, check out https://gatewaytogold.com/meditation-for-the-western-mind/.  Letting go can take minutes or days.  It depends on how much you’ve believed your beliefs in the past.  It depends how feminine you are to others.  It depends on how much you believe the clone voices in your mind.

Letting go is easy; the illusion is very complex.  Those who are winning in the illusion don’t want us to escape.  This project for me has taken a lot longer than I thought it would.  I had no idea that I would run into so many tricks and traps, but I did.  So I had to deal with what came up; and that is why Gateway to Gold has developed into my main site with different paid programs.  However, don’t disregard what I’ve published here.  No Labels No Lies is the meat and potatoes of letting go.  Keep working at it until you completely understand what I’m saying.

 

WTF?

People taught you to see what they saw.  You learned there was danger, suffering, problems, and disease.  You came to believe that you could get hurt, or you could hurt someone.  You learned to judge and compare.  This didn’t make sense, but you figured that those who came before you must know the truth.  They didn’t know the truth, they knew their beliefs; and they believed that their beliefs were the truth.

You were given the knowledge of good and evil (the shit that caused us to fall).  Good now had an opposite…EVIL.  You learned to hate and fear other humans.

We see what we hold in mind…what we believe.  How do we get back to who we once were?   It seems impossible.  Their beliefs appeared to get stuck in our minds.  How did that happen?  We asked, and they answered.  They gave us reasons for why we were stuck; and those reasons were all lies.

“You were born sinful.  Your memories of perfection are imaginary…visions of heaven.  Go to church to make sure you get to heaven when you die.”  What a crock of shit!  The east wasn’t any better…they gave you karma and a caste system.

Your character was slowly constructed.  You learned to be good and worthy so you could get a good-paying role in society and work hard.  “Life isn’t meant to be easy,” they say.

Knowledge consumed your mind.  Those who memorized the most knowledge got the best roles.  They’re called experts.  I call them clones.  Clones are great in the illusion; they are worthless once we want freedom.  Creative thinkers sound strange in the illusion.  Philosophers look lazy.  Artists starve.  Inventors can’t afford to create their inventions unless the inventions please “The Man.

Your pure thinking and true goodness was replaced by an illusion built of beliefs in which you were judged on your ability to blindly follow.  When you got to the point where you feared judgment enough, you turned away from your True Self.

A True Self is labeled evil by false selves.  The false self believes that creativity is for people with nothing else to do.  No one can see your thoughts anyway; it’s what you do that counts.  You conformed, but then you wondered, “Who Am I?”

 

Had Enough?

Maybe you attended workshops, saw therapists, and did processes and practices; yet you didn’t find the answer.  One day, you learned how to let go.  You let go of your beliefs regarding social protocol, religion, disease, problems, culture, and sin.  You released society’s rules from your mind.  You realized that others, even experts, had nothing to offer you anymore.  Slowly…you started to remember,  “I’m a creator.  What I think is what I become.”  

Your problems came from accepting beliefs and then fixing the effects of those beliefs.  You finally knew which way to go.  You just had to keep letting go more and more until your mind was free.  But it is hard to trust such an insight.  No one is letting go.  Nearly everyone is learning…putting more crap in their mind.

 

TRUE and FALSE

The illusion runs on good/evil, right/wrong, or win/lose.  The illusion is false…powerless.  It’s believed by nearly everyone…but it isn’t real.  It’s projected from our collective beliefs.  You arrived with the truth, and you didn’t lose it.  You can’t screw up letting go.  You can’t let go of truth.  So you have nothing to lose by letting go, ever.

 

EMOTIONS MEAN FALSE

Any thought/belief that has an emotional component is false, even if the whole world believes it’s true.  Your mind desperately wants you to believe that thoughts that feel bad are true, but you fight that temptation.  You let those thoughts go.

 

WIN-WIN

Holy Shit!  You aren’t a fucking sinner.  The more you let go, the more you despise competition, oppression, and domination.  You’d never harm another.  You won’t even judge another anymore.  You realize that a true thought is win-win for everyone.  No belief system can be true.  Belief systems separate us.

 

MASCULINE AND FEMININE ROLES

You realize that those who have masculine (authority) roles make the rules.  The judging God was actually a human being…a false, power-tripping leader who imposed his illusion, where he wins and we lose, on everyone else in the name of God.  You don’t want to even play good roles in the illusion — they always harm someone.

 

PROJECTION

Leaders in false masculine roles often look like True Selves because they project their judgments and the unwanted half of their beliefs on to people in feminine roles.  You now see and hear the false masculine’s incongruence.  The leaders see enemies, evil, suffering, poverty, and disease because it’s inside of them.  It’s not true; it’s their illusion…their reality.  Underneath their mask is a powerless human who’s lost.  They’re pawns of the illusion fixing their own projections.  We should ignore them, not follow them.

 

PHYSICAL VS. MENTAL PERSPECTIVE

We were programmed to see a physically-focused perspective of reality which blinds and confuses us. We look at the quality of people’s doing and ignore their thinking.  Sadly, false thinking looks normal.  True good comes from a pure mind.  When our mind is impure, we can look good by doing the right things; but we aren’t truly good.

 

LET IT GO

The illusion told us that it could give us what we already were.  The illusion only lies.

When we can no longer stand the illusion, we let it go.  As we let go of the judgments, labels, beliefs, and knowledge/expertise, we’re left with the truth.  We remember who we are.  We’re creators who bring our ideas to life for the benefit of everyone.  Keep letting go; don’t stop until you get to freedom.  It’s your birthright.

Understanding First-Cause and Eliminating Second-Cause Thinking

This is a more advanced article than many of the others in No Labels No Lies. While I have links to every uncommon concept or term that I’ve used in this article, it’s not wise to use this as your first introduction to initiation. I suggest that you start with the oldest articles on this blog and move forward. Even if you are a pro at letting go, take this article slowly; and let go as you read. This article has got a lot of beliefs within it that nearly everyone needs to let go.

The Age of the “Truther

We are living in the age of the “truther.” So many people today claim to have “the truth.” Those people seem to think that they have a calling to be a preacher, guru, or a teacher. It’s a false desire, and you’ll see why in this article. Many people say that they’re hungry for the truth. So the truthers with the urge to preach and teach find the hungry people, and it seems like it’s a match made in heaven. But it’s not a heavenly match because the truthers don’t actually KNOWthe truth.

How do we know if someone’s words are the truth? Most people consider the answer to that question to be a matter of trust, but it’s much bigger than that. Most people believe something if it’s what they want to hear; and that doesn’t mean that it’s the truth. Or they consider something to be the truth if others treat it as a true. They don’t actually discriminate for themselves.

Consequently, seekers of truth generally trade one belief system for another belief system, which means they only make lateral moves on the triangle bottom. In addition, seekers don’t let go of their old belief systems, so they project them out on to others. Now they want to enlighten or fix the people who have their old beliefs because they think they have the truth and others don’t. We live in a world where most people are fixing or fighting their OWN mental projections all day long, which means they’re actually doing nothing with their lives. That’s why they feel unhappy or unfulfilled. That’s why they aren’t free.

I took a hard look at this idea of “What is the truth?” decades ago. I wondered how I’d even know the truth if I found it. I read loads and loads of OLD books by people who claimed to have the truth throughout the ages. Every theory had cracks that the leader and followers plugged up with logic and reasoning. I read some NEW books too; but having read the old ones, it was all just old wine poured into new bottles.

After much research, and applying my win-win test to everything that I read, I decided that nothing I read that was labeled “the truth” was actually true. Everything I read contained level confusion. In other words, the leader’s words sounded technically true, but the words were conveyed as a belief, i.e., their so-called truth had an opposite. Let me explain.

The truth can only be found within. Of course, many people say that as they preach or teach their truth. I find that ironic. We all have the truth within, so why in the hell do we ever need to talk about it, i.e., teach or preach it? We’d only do that if we believe that we lost the truth, and we want others to turn our beliefs into their truth. Why don’t we all just let go that we lost the truth? Why don’t we all live our perfect lives from our perfect True Self? I’ll tell you why no one proposes that idea. If we all did that, then no one could control us anymore.

My questioning was taking me to a different place…a place where no one else was going…a mental perspective that was free. It became obvious to me that no one had ever helped me to find my own inner truth; everyone was giving me their truth, i.e., their beliefs. Or they told me to meditate and float above my mental manure; they didn’t tell me how to let go. In the end, I didn’t find one so-called truth in my mind that I wanted to accept as true.

I knew with all my heart that if something was true, it had to be win win for everyone on the planet. There is only one way of perceiving that passes that test. The individual decides what they want to keep in their own individual mental container. The individual can add to their mind or subtract from it; there would be no group think, no false self connections between minds, and no projection. Of course, this was deemed to be radical thinking. I personally wanted no beliefs at all. People said that was ridiculous. So I wanted to see what would be left in my mind if I cleaned all the second-cause beliefs out of it. Would I become a moron, a mental patient, homeless, or dead? I honestly didn’t care because I wanted the TRUTH, not a pretty belief system that had been relabeled as true. As I kept letting go, I saw why I didn’t want any belief systems. They all limited my mental potential…every single one of them.

I finally realized that the word belief had the word LIE within it for a damn good reason. In decades of letting go, I have yet to put even one belief back into my mind, which I could do if I wanted to do so. But now, I see the world through the lens of first cause…something that most people don’t even know exists. So let me explain.

If something is absolutely true, it has no opposite. That’s the simple definition of first-cause thinking. It was our natural way of using our minds prior to the biblical fall. The fall was when we accepted the illusion or the “knowledge of good and evil.” Good and evil is divided, second-cause thinking. Prior to the fall, we lived in Eden, which was a perception (not a place).

In Eden, it was said that there was only good without opposite. But that wasn’t just a conversation, or something we memorized for a history test, it was something that we KNEW without any doubt. We would never think a thought that had an opposite because we had no concept of second-cause thinking. Once our minds were programmed to divide thought in second cause, however, we did it without even realizing we were doing it.

When we let go of all second-cause thinking from our mind, we end up with a first-cause mind again. We aren’t stupid because we know everything we care to know. We aren’t harmful to others because we only accept thoughts that are win win for all. The true initiates called this mental healing the alchemical marriage. It was also labeled the return to the virgin mind. Sadly, the last initiates disappeared around two thousand years ago; occultists who all have second-cause minds took the lead roles on planet earth, and they manifested the giant second-cause illusion that we have today.

The art of true initiation was lost. But our True Self was never lost. Nevertheless, it seemed that once our mind was divided in second cause, there was no way to heal it and return to first cause. That’s false; initiation is the way out. But we must be careful with words in initiation; the occultists hijacked the initiates’ words. That’s why I’m overly precise in my writing. The occultists also speak of initiation, but their initiation is about rising up their pyramid of power. It doesn’t get you to freedom; in fact, it’s a giant trap. It’s easy to tell the difference, however; true initiation is about letting go of second-cause thinking. Occult thinking treats all beliefs as true.

The story of Adam and Eve was a metaphor for a change in the way we use our minds that happened at the dawn of civilized life. It’s a long story, and I share every last detail (several books worth of information on that one topic) in the Gold Circle. Initiation as I share it is about healing our own fallen mindset so that we can return to the Eden-like mindset. I call that our full-circle story.

It’s easy to remember the difference between first and second cause if you think of a triangle. First cause is the triangle top…the concept of all is one. The top of the triangle has no opposite. Second cause is the triangle bottom; it’s dual and magnetic. The opposites are not equal; one side is desirable and the other side is undesirable. The entire illusion comes from triangle-bottom thinking.

When we move to the top of the triangle, which happens by letting go, we move back into first-cause thinking. Once I discovered the ancient concept of first and second cause, all of my research and experimentation was about one question: How do we remove second-cause BELIEFS from our minds so that we can get back to first-cause knowing, unity, oneness, freedom, peace, and unconditional love?

I now knew from direct experience that everything that had been labeled “the truth” was NOT actually true. There was an illusion of truth on earth that appeared to have begun around six thousand years ago. I realized that there was a time when we lived without beliefs, and we did amazing things. But that time period was covered up with false explanations; our human history had been rewritten so that everyone would think that we couldn’t go back to the Eden-like mind. The history that we’re taught in school has a physical focus; but our real history had a mental focus. Putting together the mental history of humans on planet earth was the most fascinating thing I’d ever done. While the physical history repeats in boring patterns, the mental history explains why the boring patterns are false illusions.

Prior to and during this time, I was also researching the Great Pyramids and other old architecture that didn’t make any sense given the physical history that we’ve been sold. Such incredible buildings were labeled OOPS for Out Of Place Structures. Either the structures had to be explained with some bullshit story, like the story that the pyramids were built by slaves. Or we had to admit that humans were far more capable than we’re allowed to believe today. I always side with the untapped potential of humans, and I always will. That’s the win win for all.

My overall conclusion was that humans had mentally devolved over time when we went from first to second-cause thinking, but we were told that we had been evolving. This caused humans to have false pride in our growing knowledge and false ignorance about our natural, divine wisdom. In other words, we lost our first-cause knowing via devolution, and we replaced it with second-cause knowledge relabeled evolution. We still had the truth in words because people had left written clues, often carved in stone. But reading or even hearing the truth from another isn’t the same as knowing the truth. We can’t get to our True Self knowing on a ladder of beliefs and knowledge. We also can’t channel the truth or psychically access the truth. If you have a second-cause mind, you will only get the truth as presented by the occult. You either know the truth from first cause, or you don’t. It’s that simple.

The most knowledgeable, second-cause false self on earth will never be as powerful or as wise as our own first-cause True Self. That’s why artificial intelligence (AI) is never really intelligent, and it never will become intelligent. It knows what it’s programmed to know; and if second-cause minds are programming AI, that’s what the AI will give us, which will not turn out well. In fact, that’s what the people who rule the world want for all of us. They want our false minds to be exactly like a computer database filled with knowledge and beliefs that they view as true. They don’t want us to access the wisdom of our True Self; we’d show them up, and those at the top of the pyramid of power are very jealous beings. Without a True Self, the AI would never have discrimination; and the same is true for our minds. An AI or human mind without discrimination is a destructive mind.

So we are living in a world today where most of the people are fueling the illusion, or manifesting more illusion. When we think from beliefs, we produce or fuel illusion. The illusion is lose lose for all; life outside of the illusion is win win for all. But our physical reality is shared, which is why we have to keep our focus on our own mental containers.

I came to realize that there was no knowledge or beliefs that I wanted to learn. But there was a whole lot of worthless knowledge and beliefs in my mind to let go. I desperately wanted to find out what was hiding under all of that worthless information that I’d stuffed into my mind for decades. In the beginning, I only knew how to let go using the win-win test. I didn’t understand the purpose of my emotions yet. So letting go was slow. But I was persistent.

I started to do what I call decodes today; my first decodes were the Bible story of Jesus and the story that I wrote called, “The Legend.” Both turned out to be initiation stories; and they played a huge role in my own process of initiation. What I called decoding was essentially removing the common second-cause beliefs from the texts one by one. Voila, I found that most everything that came from the ancient past was ORIGINALLY written in first cause; but today, people can only read such texts in second cause. The texts are perfect; it is our mind that has changed. So people with fallen minds either read the truth and turn it into second cause, or they look and look for the truth in places where it doesn’t exit. It’s like that song, “Lookin for love in all the wrong places. Lookin for love in too many faces.” When we do that with love or the truth, we go deeper into the illusion. We are adding to our minds when we should be subtracting.

Today after many decades of decoding many, many stories and texts, ancient and modern, it’s so apparent to me that if someone actually knows the truth, meaning they have real knowing from their True Self, they will be exposing false. They won’t be teaching and preaching their truth to others who already have the truth within. We naturally develop compassion for others as we let go. We can’t imagine harming someone else anymore; and telling someone what to put into their mind is mentally harming them. It’s imposing our will on them. Their mental container is like their property. We should not trespass on it.

So someone with TRUE knowing will find themselves helping everyone else to escape the illusion’s teachers, gurus, and preachers. They will give everyone permission to let go of all of the false rules, beliefs, and knowledge that have been shoved down our throats for eons. In addition, they will care deeply about individual and collective freedom; they will never support group think of any kind. But they will support the efforts of any groups who are exposing or doing anything to dissolve the illusion.

The truth is worthless unless we find it within ourselves, and we don’t find the truth within by memorizing someone else’s pretty or truthful-sounding words. Eventually, after we subtract everything that’s second cause, i.e., rules, beliefs, and knowledge, from our minds, the truth or first-cause thought is simply what remains. Our truth will be unique for us; it will be a knowing that’s beyond words. What we do and even how we look, as well as every desire we have, will fit into one perfect picture. Our True Self doesn’t make mistakes; and it doesn’t compromise at all. Once we’re free from the illusion, we’ll express our True Self naturally as we enjoy life in an incredible physical body. Our life will finally make sense as part of a perfect whole.

I talk about this a lot in the Gold Circle. We must bring our own “fall” story full circle in life; initiation in ancient times was about doing that ONE thing. It wasn’t a weekend workshop; it was a complete dedication to a new way of life. It took as long as it took, usually about a decade. Here’s where everyone is confused: KNOWING the truth means living from our True Self. That’s all. It’s not about a spiritual quest, a high vibration, or enlightenment. It’s not about managing our thoughts or being positive. It’s not about being able to quote gurus or great sages.

Initiation is our own personal life quest to find our True Self within; it’s a unique mental journey that takes us back to what we were initially…before the fall. We don’t have to leave our spouses or our jobs to go to a far-off temple anymore; today, initiation takes place right in the thick of normal life.

What is True Versus What is False?

To get to the truth within, we have to be able to discriminate between true and false. Fortunately, we can’t screw this up. If something is really true, we can’t accidentally let it go. We can’t stop the sun from shining or destroy the earth by letting go. In fact, any harm to any living being, including the earth and our own body, has always been done by holding on to second-cause thinking. But even that harm would only be an illusion. If we let go, the harm disappears. An illusion looks real and true; but it’s only real and false. An illusion doesn’t actually exist. We can’t actually harm anyone or anything, and we see that when we fully let go of incidents from our past.

Sadly, however, the group of people who are often referred to as the globalists, or the cabal, know this. Most of them are members of secret societies. They intellectually believe that the illusion is false, and they take advantage of that knowledge. They don’t mind killing people with disease or war because it’s all an illusion. They also sell beliefs in order to keep people stuck in the illusion. I have no problem with their silly game as long as they don’t block the exits from the illusion, but they do. That’s why I’ve devoted the last three decades to opening the exits back up so that everyone can have freedom.

Having learned that something is an illusion is not a license to take advantage of others while you live above them. When we are in the illusion, the suffering appears real and true; so a truly compassionate person would never allow suffering to occur on any level of perception. But these people are blind to the notion of compassion; if we’re suffering, they treat it as proof that we are inferior and stupid. Everything undesirable from disease, to war, to poverty is part of the illusion. But it’s really hard to let such things go from our minds and lives when we are living them in reality.

What I say is appealing to most eyes and ears; but my message doesn’t necessarily motivate people to let go. For most people, fear is a much bigger motivator than unconditional love or truth. Security is a much bigger desire than freedom. To many, letting go seems like hard work, which is exactly how the false leaders on the illusory pyramid of power want it to look. Those who identify as teachers, gurus, and preachers will hear my message and think that everyone else but them needs to let go. So making letting go available to the masses has not been easy, but I just keep following my inspiration. I don’t market or impose what I do on to others; so if you are here, you probably do want initiation at this time in your life.

When most people find thoughts in their mind that they don’t like, they change their thoughts, they put some positive ice cream on their negative manure, or they suppress their thoughts and ignore them. They flip sides on the triangle bottom, which causes them to notice a different aspect of the illusion. The illusion might seem better when we flip sides; but that’s not initiation. Initiation is mentally leaving the illusion altogether. The flippers will meet their opposition out in the world. We can’t get rid of opposition unless we leave the illusion.

The key to letting go is that you KNOW the belief that you’re focusing on is false. It isn’t that you don’t like the belief, or you don’t want it in your mind, you know the belief is false for everyone. So you won’t give that belief power in yourself or any other. If another wants to have that belief, it’s fine with you; that will limit their life. But if they impose the belief or project the belief on you, you will let them know that the belief is false. People are not doing that today; and that’s because they’re afraid of authority figures who are pretending to be True Selves. I call them clones. They’re afraid that a clone just might be a True Self, and they don’t want to falsely accuse them. This fear disappears when we get rid of all of the clone voices in our own mind. I’m living proof of that; I will expose any belief or belief system as false. I view it as an act of love because I’m setting people free. A True Self does not impose or project their beliefs on others because a True Self has no beliefs. So the belief that you might falsely accuse the clones is projected by the clones themselves. That’s just one of hundreds of tricks that I expose in my writing. There are tricks everywhere we turn; and I expose them all. Everyone deserves freedom!

Life on earth won’t become truly heavenly FOR ALL until we eliminate the mental cause of all suffering, which is false, second-cause thinking. Letting go is an act of true compassion; changing our thoughts so that our life improves while projecting the opposite on to others is normal, but it lacks any true caring for others. Sadly, most caring is a facade; people have developed the illusion of caring.

Let’s zero in on this issue of truth. Most people believe that the truth is what actually happened in the physical realm. That’s not true, but it looks true when we have a physical focus. The physical is the effect of the mental; and the mental can be first cause (true), or it can be second cause (false). Whatever happened physically is ALWAYS the effect of our personal or collective thinking. If what happened to another bothers us (emotionally), then we are at least contributing to that effect. We are projecting our beliefs on to the person who is living the effect. So we are at least partly responsible for their suffering. But you won’t hear this anywhere else because all the teachers, gurus, and preachers are clones who want to pretend that they aren’t responsible for the suffering of others.

Every belief and every belief system is inherently false; so anything manifested from a belief or belief system is a false illusion. All rules are inherently second cause and false. Knowledge can be first or second cause. All physical knowledge is first cause, like how to cook or light a fire; knowledge becomes second cause once we add judgment to it. We’ll come back to that in a moment.

We were given the actual definition of truth in the Bible in Genesis I when the writer said that the Creator made only good. Our True Self is our personal nugget of the Creator, so our True Self is all good with no opposite. Our True Self is the nonphysical part of our mind that’s connected to everyone and every living thing all the time; we can’t break that connection. The totality of all of our True Selves is the Creator.

We don’t need to think about our True Self connection with all that is. That’s why we don’t need to say that “We are all one.” That’s obvious if you’re viewing life from the True Self’s perspective. So people who say such things are not speaking from their True Self; they won’t take us closer to freedom. They have a false clone voice in their mind that says true-sounding words. They acquired their beliefs from others earlier in life. Such people are outer directed pretending to be inner directed. They’re feminine to another while pretending to be masculine to us.

People have been falling for this trap for thousands of years. That’s why it works like a charm. To charm someone is to put a spell on them so that you can control them. Letting go breaks such spells and charms if you see the clone characters as FALSE deceivers.

In addition to our True Self, humans have a false self. The purpose of the false self is to take thought from OUR OWN nonphysical True Self and divide it in FIRST CAUSE so that it becomes physical. This is what I refer to as effortless creating or inspired creating. It doesn’t mean that we won’t take action; but we will take enjoyable, easy action. We won’t experience the “curse” of hard work, which is only the result of second-cause thinking. It’s not actually a curse.

We have been trained since birth to use our minds in second cause; so no one is inherently bad or a sinner for doing so. Make sure you are clear about that. Judging the part of us that judges ourselves and others doesn’t do a damn bit of good. Two wrongs do not make a right.

Practically speaking, the truth is always simple; we often call it common sense. All of the truthers, and I’ve heard a lot of them, are missing this very important distinction between first and second-cause thinking. Without that distinction, they’re invariably level confused. In other words, they’re saying things that are true for the True Self level of perception from their false minds, and that causes projection. Let’s look at the triangle of truth so that you can understand why I say that with such confidence.

First Cause Versus Second Cause

At the top of the triangle of truth, we have the pure True Self without an opposite. That level of truth is best expressed in words like freedom, joy, oneness, etc. But those words only point to the truth; pure truth doesn’t need to be spoken because we all have such knowing within. That’s the place where we are all one! Therefore, our focus in initiation is always on exposing the triangle bottom (second-cause thinking) as false. In fact, pure truth becomes level confused, false, and second cause once it’s expressed in words. This is why you should ignore anyone who claims to tell you the truth in words. They have no concept of knowing. The reason such people are often successful or even magical is because they have a strong clone aspect in their mind; and they project a lot. So they are successful at the expense of others who are unsuccessful. We always have two sides on any triangle bottom. There is no equality or balance within the illusion.

Let’s get right to the root of this issue. Let’s say that there’s a guru who’s telling people the truth. Why is he doing that? Stop and answer that question. It’s likely that your mind said that he’s enlightened, and he wants to help others. That’s the answer that keeps seekers stuck in the illusion. The guru has to believe that the seeker doesn’t have the truth, or he wouldn’t be teaching it. But the seeker does have the truth; everyone has the truth within. So why isn’t the guru helping the seeker to let go; why is he putting ice cream on the seeker’s manure? He doesn’t know the truth; he learned the truth from another guru. He doesn’t know how to let go himself. So the guru projects on the seeker that the seeker doesn’t have the truth; and the seeker agrees with the guru and accepts that projection. Now those two minds are falsely connected; and the guru has all the power. This is a very old con game.

So why are people drawn to seeking from other human beings when they have the truth within? I think it is because they actually desire initiation. But they don’t realize that initiation exists. In addition, Jesus (who was an initiate) warned us that we meet a lot of wolves in sheep’s clothing along the way to freedom. I took a little journey into eastern and New Age teachings, and I exposed them all as false. Then I was done. The wolves didn’t convince me that they were my grandma. In fact, I’m grateful to those fake teachers for playing that role, they showed me what I found convincing; they showed me my mental weaknesses, which I needed to let go. These people do serve a purpose, but it sure as hell isn’t to learn from them.

Look at it this way. If I expose the guru, then I get free; and he also gets free if he comes my way and lets go of his false beliefs. That’s the win win for all. Of course, he still has free will. He can keep being that clone of a True Self if he wants to. But imagine a time when no one believed that guru anymore, then he’d definitely choose freedom. He would not have anyone to project on. Now everyone would see what was below his clone facade; he was hiding and projecting his own belief that he didn’t have the truth or the truth was lost. He duped others because he was duped.

Because of this horrible con game, people seek the truth and move further away from their own True Self. Gurus, preachers, and teachers are all part of a long chain of pain. This is the same programming that we see with the globalists. Are these people bad or evil? No, not at all. They are doing what was done to them; and they have a True Self too. But we don’t serve them or anyone if we perpetuate their lies. When we believe these wolves in sheep’s clothing, we give them power; that’s how the globalists got so powerful. They got the power they have today by fueling the New Age, progressive, and self-help movements in the West. Many people were moving toward initiation before those movements; and the globalists could not allow that to happen. They wanted to keep their clone thrones.

I’m no guru; in fact, I’m no one special at all. But I do have compassion from years of letting go, and I want everyone to have a perfect life if they want it. What would I tell you to do? I’d tell you how to let go. You’d do so for a long time; and you’d eventually find your own truth. You won’t find my truth as you let go; in fact, you’ll probably forget that I even exist. You’ll find your OWN truth. Now that guru will sound like an imposter because he was an imposter. He was giving you his false beliefs cleverly relabeled as “the truth,” and all beliefs are second cause. (Note that I use the pronouns “his or he” because a clone or persona is part of the false masculine mind. The person is coming from the masculine mind, even if they are a woman guru.)

The True Self is meant to flow through the false self in order to CREATE our physical reality. We are all meant to be creators in the image and likeness of the Creator. Our greatest desire is to create physically from our True Self. In fact, it’s our job to do so as the physical extension of the Creator.

The best example of first cause thought is the fact that you can see these black words because they’re on a white page. Black and white are a first-cause division of thought. Without first-cause division, we’d have no physical reality. But notice that there’s no judgment in black or white. They’re equal. Likewise, there’s no judgment in the colors of the rainbow or the notes of a scale. Those are creations from first-cause thought. Of course, we can take that perfection and mess it up by using such creation in second cause. So today, we live in a time when most art and music is just plain horrible. We think of skin colors when we say the words black and white. We’ve lost our fucking minds.

If we put beliefs into our false mind by memorizing the truth and quoting it, it becomes false. We are trying to make a concept physical; and instead, we make it second cause. For example, if we take the quote that I wrote before, “We are all one.” and we insert that into our false mind by memorizing it, it now has an opposite because we’ve tried to make something nonphysical into something physical. We are not using our false mind as it was designed to be used. The opposite is: “We are all separate, or we’re not one.” There’s also judgment in the opposite, which results in inequality.

Now this is where it gets confusing and weird. At the false-self level of perception, we are all separate. We all have individual mental containers so that we can create individually. However, there’s no judgment in that separation. It’s perfect and divinely designed. When people get caught in the notion of “We are all one,” at the false-mental level of perception, they try to unite with others at the wrong level of perception; they create belief systems or group think. Then they try to diversify physically by piercing their nose, changing their gender, or tattooing their bodies. They are level confused.

It bears repeating that what I write was not learned; I got everything I know by letting go. I don’t think about these things. In fact, I don’t think much at all. I just look at the illusion and see where people are stuck in false. Then I decode that second-cause thinking in order to manifest an exit out of the illusion, which people can follow by letting go with me or not. Also, I’m only saying beliefs are false; I’m never judging or criticizing the person. People might identify with their beliefs or clone voices in their mind, but that is not who they are. What I do is so simple that people reject it. They are so used to complexity.

In occult speaking, which is inherently complex, there is the spoken or overt statement; and there is a covert or implied opposite, which is projected. Occult speaking is in every religion, every spiritual teaching, every form of medicine and healing, psychology, education, science, and much more. It’s normal; but it’s never natural. It’s hard to avoid the occult way of thinking until you KNOW how to discriminate between true and false. Then false looks false.

On the second-cause triangle bottom, we have two points of view. We have the truth as it’s expressed by those with a strong physical focus; they would say that if something is physically real, it’s true. They’re neglecting the fact that reality can be an illusion that’s manifested with beliefs. Anything we manifest with beliefs is false, even if it’s real. This is where most people get stuck. That’s understandable.

On the other side of the second-cause triangle bottom, we have the truth as defined by the religious and spiritual teachers or the philosophers and psychologists; that point of view consists of beliefs that are relabeled “the truth.” These people are mentally focused; but it’s their false mind, not their True Self, that they put in charge of their body and life. They project out an opposite when they hold beliefs in mind because they can only identify with one side of the triangle bottom at a time. In essence, they made their mind like their physical body, which can only be one sex at a time. This explains all the gender confusion today; it’s really level confusion. But that’s a topic for another day.

Look at it this way: We can’t be an optimist and a pessimist at the same time. We can’t be enlightened and unenlightened at the same time. So we identify with one side of the triangle bottom; then we see the other side of our triangle bottom in others…that’s projection. Neither side is true because there’s judgment in the pair of opposites. In initiation, we would let go of both sides of that triangle bottom. That’s where people often stall out with letting go. They don’t want to let go of their positive labels of optimist or enlightened. But if they don’t, they will never have a free mind. There’s no superiority or judgment at the top of the triangle.

Second-cause thinking is what causes emotion. When we speak in first cause, we’re always calm. When we speak in second cause, our emotions should fire off because we’ve become mentally magnetic. We have divided our mind into polar opposites. That’s not our natural, or healthy state. But this is where confusion comes in. When people identify with the desirable side of the triangle bottom, they often project their emotions out with the undesirable side of the triangle bottom. So the projecting clone looks calm like a True Self; but a clone is always like a duck with fast paddling feet that you can’t see because they’re hidden below the water.

Some Practical Examples

Let me explain first and second-cause thinking objectively. If I think, “I want an apple.” That’s my thought. It’s clearly a first-cause thought. There’s no judgment or comparison involved in that thought. On the other hand, if I think, “I hate that person’s haircut.” That’s also my thought, it’s clearly a second-cause judgment. I’m comparing the person’s haircut to some human-made definition of a good haircut, so I’m thinking from good and evil/bad (a triangle bottom). In both cases, I was the thinker. So I should be able to let that second-cause thought go as false with ease. I would just choose to do that. That’s how our minds works…it’s really simple.

But we don’t think to let go if we don’t realize that second-cause thinking is not natural thinking; we don’t realize that such thinking is what takes us into the illusion. We don’t realize that judgment comes with a heavy price. People will often say that we should not judge; but they don’t tell us how to let go instead. So their words fall on deaf ears. People’s mind learn to judge habitually as a way to separate themselves from their projections; or they receive judgment as a projection and erroneously think that it is their own thought. In fact, most people confuse judgment with discrimination.

When we accept a belief into our mind on any topic and turn that belief into the truth, we develop a clone character or clone voice in our mind; that voice is pretending to be our True Self. It pretends that it has the truth; but it only has beliefs. It’s holding on to memorized information, which is not the same as knowing. Our True Self doesn’t speak much. It can use our words, but it does so sparingly. It generally uses visualization, emotions, and inspiration to communicate. That’s beyond spoken and written language; it is universal language.

If our mind is truly calm and quiet, we won’t even think about the person’s haircut. If we heard a thought that we didn’t think, we’d ask ourselves: Where did that thought come from?  We’d be led to that clone voice; and we’d let the causal belief go. Eventually, the voices would just disappear; and our mind would become naturally quiet again. The Three Steps, or the triangle process are what we use to let go of second-cause thinking.

Our minds should be one hundred percent quiet unless we’re deliberately thinking. Thus, eastern meditation becomes a joke to the initiate; it’s not necessary if our minds are already quiet. We should always let go of random thoughts. They’re either old thoughts that are arising that we don’t need in our mind; or they’re someone else’s projected thoughts trying to take up residence in our mind.

Let’s go a step further. If I’m reading a book or watching something on television that is fiction, then any emotion I feel is probably not from the book or the movie. It’s probably a belief in my mind that’s being revealed. For example, when I first saw the movie, “TheShawshank Redemption” I felt so much emotion. But that was because I was stuck in someone else’s illusion at the time. I felt like I’d been falsely accused, just like Andy Dufresne. So Andy’s character was showing me what to let go…the fear of false accusation. Andy wasn’t projecting on me from inside of the movie; someone in my life was projecting on me, and I was taking it. Andy’s illusory prison reminded me of my OWN illusory prison.

Once I let go of the belief in false accusation, I got some freedom myself. I saw that incredible movie as an initiation story. I saw Andy as metaphorically and mentally letting go of his WALL a little bit at a time. I saw how Andy’s letting go made it impossible for him to remain stuck in an illusory mental or physical prison. By letting go, Andy’s escape was certain. Andy was a messenger for me, and I didn’t shoot the messenger. I used Andy’s message to free myself.

If we’re reading a nonfiction book or watching a documentary, it’s often a little more tricky. Nonfiction material is not as pure as fiction (I know that sounds odd.). The nonfiction writer will often impose their beliefs on us. Imposition of beliefs is a form of judgment. This is particularly true when activism is involved. We form a false connection with that author if we accept their beliefs as true.

For example, let’s say that someone wrote a diet book that said, “Carbs make you fat.” That’s a belief. They’re expressing that belief as if it’s true because they’ve seen evidence for it. Let me assure you that science doesn’t make something true. Scientists only prove what’s widely believed to be real. Science is almost always part of the illusion. Occasionally, a scientist breaks the boundaries of the illusion; but then, their discovery becomes something that’s learned by others. It becomes second-cause knowledge even if it started out as first cause in the mind of the person who discovered it.

Our True Self doesn’t count carbs. It doesn’t think about food at all; it simply enjoys our sense of taste, and it loves the creativity of cooking, as well as the giving that’s involved in cooking for others. This nonfiction author wanted us, even expected us, to accept his or her beliefs as true. If our mind was working as designed, we would feel emotion when we read that sentence. We’d know that the statement was false, and we’d let it go. We’d stop reading the book.

If we didn’t feel emotion when we read that statement, then there are two possibilities: 1) We already knew the statement was false; but then why are we reading the book? So that possibility is unlikely. 2) We already believed that statement; and we were enjoying the confirmation bias that the author provided. We probably count our carbs, and we project out fat on to those who don’t. So instead of fueling our belief, we should let it go. Then we free everyone from the hard work of counting carbs.

I focus on exposing false in everything I write and say. I don’t tell people what is true. So you should not add anything I write to your mind…other than the tools I provide for letting go, the overall understanding of the occult illusion, which comes naturally as you let go, and the knowing that you can let go. If you add anything else, a clone is reading my articles; and it’s memorizing what I write. That will stop your progress toward freedom at some point. I warn people all the time to never learn from me. But often, they don’t listen to my warning; learning has become such a habit for most. At some point, they wish they had listened to me.

If you feel emotion while reading my articles, a belief has risen to the surface of your mind. Stop, notice that the belief and the related emotion mean false, and let go. If you use my articles correctly, you will move through initiation much more quickly. The main difference between the free material and the membership material is that the free material is personally oriented. The membership material is for those who want to be free from everything in the collective and complete their full-circle story. Once you develop the habit of letting go, you’ll start to do it all day long with everything you read, view, or experience. The free person has no beliefs in their mind; and they have no clones in their mind. So be kind to yourself; initiation isn’t a weekend project. But it’s worth every second you spend on it.

One more thing: Never be ashamed of your beliefs; you got them from others who had conviction. Everyone who came before us was already a card-carrying member of the illusion. So we all got caught in the second-cause, illusory perspective. So what; you are an eternal being. What else would you do with eternity? People should be ashamed of duping us; we should never be ashamed of being duped. But to be honest, most people don’t intentionally trick us into believing their illusion; they just don’t understand the difference between first and second cause. They don’t understand level confusion. They think they have the truth when they don’t. So their intentions aren’t bad. Don’t get upset with them; just ignore them. One day, when no one listens to the clones on their thrones anymore, they’ll catch on.

Once we start to enjoy catching false beliefs in our mind and letting them go, we’re on our way to freedom. At some point, we can’t stand to think in second cause anymore. Judging ourselves or another, or imposing beliefs on another, feels horrible. Our emotions work properly; so we catch ourselves the moment we go into second-cause thinking regardless of what side of the triangle bottom we’re on. That’s because true compassion is awakening within us, which means that we’re getting closer to our True Self…closer to the powerful, wise, and unconditionally loving being that we were initially.

A Brief History of Initiation and The End Result of It

No Matter How Ornate your Mask, your True Self is Much More Beautiful!

My quest to bring back initiation began formally twelve years ago when I wrote the first article on the gatewaytogold blog. At that time, my life changed from freedom for me to freedom for all. Since then, I’ve been on an adventure that no one else can even really imagine. The people in the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway have had front row seats, and they have come along with me. I often tell them that I’m opening the exit gateways that lead out of the illusion, and their job is to make those exits bigger and wider so that others can find them more easily. That is happening, but each exit is a huge challenge. The gateways have been rusted shut by beliefs that people have come to hold in mind as TRUE.

Everyone enters initiation thinking that they are a lot closer to the end of the tunnel than they really are. They get impatient; they want me to make it easier or faster for them. They want me to fix their problems NOW! I can only tell them how to let go; I can’t let go for them. In initiation, you work on a topic and you get that wonderful insight of freedom; you can’t imagine that you’ll ever lose that incredible feeling. Then you hit another topic, or a challenging relationship issue, and you feel like you are starting all over again. That’s normal. I have the same challenge. While the members of my programs work on personal issues, I work on collective issues. Often I’m exposing a collective issue that I’ve never experienced; that’s like decoding a document that’s written in a foreign language. But I work on it until I know it is false; and then I expose it. Knowing something is false is not the same as believing it is false; knowing takes a lot longer than believing. But once you know the difference between true and false on a topic, you never lose your footing again.

My research into the mind and the occult way of thinking started over thirty years ago, but it all really began when I was five years old. My mother was telling me about suffering, and I told her that I would end it with absolute confidence. Around the same time, I picked up a Bible that my mom had sitting on a coffee table; and I said, “I’m going to have to fix this damn thing.” Of course, at five-years old I couldn’t do anything about the Bible or suffering. But I remember speaking those words like it was yesterday. I knew what I came to earth to do. Today I am doing both; I now understand my five-year old self.

Initiation is the answer to understanding the Bible, which is our collective mental history. Religion has turned the Bible into our collective physical history; thus, the Bible itself fell into the illusion as did every other sacred text on the planet. Initiation is also the answer to the end of suffering of all kinds. No form of suffering is true. It is all a byproduct of the illusory point of view or man-made thinking.

When times are good, people don’t give a damn about initiation. But when we run into rough times, initiation is necessary. It is the only cure for the illusory curse. If you remove the “S” from the word “curse,” you get the word, “cure.” The occultists at the top of the pyramid of power know that the “S” stands for the deception of the Serpent, like the snake’s hissing sound of SSSSS, in the Garden of Eden; that’s how Adam and Eve got stuck in the occult illusion. But religion tells people that the fall was caused by their original sin. Do you see the correlation to what we are experiencing today? The globalists don’t think they are wrong for tricking us; they are the Serpents. They label us wrong for believing their tricks. That’s what they did to Adam and Eve. Nothing has changed.

So good, kind people believe that they are sinners when they are not. Religion got clever to soothe the wounded people, and said Jesus removed the sins. But what is sin anyway? Is it mental or is it physical acts? Sin has been translated in earlier times as simply “missing the mark.” It means that we went in the wrong direction. So what? Sin is really just second-cause thinking. It’s not a big deal if someone tells us that we can let that false thinking go. But when people like me say that, we are generally ignored. People feel naked without their belief system. In other words, most people think they need a mask.

The story of Jesus was an initiation story that has been pulled into the illusion. There are so many initiation stories that have been pulled into the illusion by the occultists. That’s why I decode those stories and free those characters in the Golden Gateway. But people can’t use my decodes effectively until they know how to let go and how to discriminate. That’s why I had to do the Gold Circle first. As a warning, don’t put this information into your mind. Let go of the beliefs that caused you to believe those Serpent occultists in your past. Every person reading this article has done an Adam and Eve stunt. Serpents are everywhere. We also call them “wolves in sheep’s clothing.” You aren’t free of them until you clearly see the wolf under that sheep’s mask.

When we are stuck in the illusion, we can’t see beyond the edges of it. So we keep believing lies and liars. We think that we are taking an exit, but we are actually diving deeper into the illusion because we believed some other charlatan who said they had the truth. As we let go, however, we see the true reality; and the illusion comes to look false. Our discrimination returns; and we no longer have to let go manually (like I share in the Gold Circle). We start letting go naturally like we did before the mental fall. That’s when our initiation is complete.

To understand why initiation is so difficult, you have to understand why it disappeared. At some point, the occult way of thinking became very popular. People followed false leaders because they declared themselves to be Gods. (Some think those false Lords were aliens, but they’re wasting their time researching that. It doesn’t matter if the Lords were nasty-ass humans or aliens. If aliens don’t have free minds and we do, the aliens will go away.) In the Bible, that time when we first started following other humans was called “the fall.” It’s when people stopped following inspiration and their True Self. They started following outer leaders who were not true leaders. It’s safe to follow a true leader. They will fully allow you to be yourself. They will only serve to keep the vision of Heaven on Earth alive. They will help anyone who falters. But false leaders were showing up everywhere around the world. This is why you see architecture like the Pyramids of Giza that we can’t build today. We did great things with ease when we were our True Selves.

At some point, we all stopped eating from the “Tree of Life,” and we started to eat from the “Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil.” That story wasn’t about our diet…sorry vegans. Eating referred to what we were putting into our minds. In the Gold Circle, I tear that story apart and fully decode it. The CliffsNotes version of the story is that we stopped thinking from our True Selves; and we started thinking from the false mind, or what I refer to as the triangle bottom. The false mind is meant to be our creative container; but we made it into a memory storage device. So we lost our ability to be perfect creators. Letting go cleans our mind of second-cause knowledge and beliefs; so it reverses the fall. It’s simple…common sense.

Today, occult thinking has infected every subject and every group. The occult indoctrination begins in the churches and schools; but it doesn’t end there. Everywhere you go for help is just another trap door. This is what I label Act II of our full-circle story. Stories are based on three acts; and our life is a story. Act III is when we stop listening to others outside of us, and we start exposing false. Act III of our story is initiation. Initiation means that we go back to what we were INITIALLY, but mentally (not physically). When we achieve our mental full-circle story, we also achieve our physical full-circle story. However, the leaders of the illusion focus on the physical. They cheat so that they can get the full-circle physical rewards without having earned them mentally.

In the illusion, it appears that we can’t get back to the Tree of Life, but we can. Eden was never a physical place; it was always a state of mind. But we must get that state of mind by letting go of what is false, not by adding more false beliefs to our mind. This is where everyone gets confused; and therefore, they stay stuck in Act II. Most people die in Act II of their story. They never get to Act III. They come back again and repeat that same error in lifetime after lifetime.

The entire illusion works on the power of numbers. It’s always been that way. People collectively move as a group with same or opposing beliefs. There are subgroups within the collective. One group is always fighting with another group, either mentally or physically. Then there are subgroups within the subgroups. The illusion is like a house of mirrors. It’s layers upon layers of beliefs. So when we remove a layer of beliefs, we find another layer underneath. For some people the initiation journey takes them back to earlier times in this life. For those who believe in past lives, it takes them back to beliefs they got in earlier lives. But like I said before, time is irrelevant with initiation. Time doesn’t disappear; it simply loses all meaning as you let go.

Today, you can see how the globalists use divide and conquer to keep the illusion alive. People fall right into the trap over and over again; we are programmed to do so from the time that we are born. The soul mind is a divided, fallen mind. It holds the first division of good and evil. Then it keeps collecting second-cause divisions. In Eden, there was only good with no opposite. But once our mind is divided, we hold both sides of the triangle bottom in mind. We can’t fake goodness without projecting evil out; that’s why there are so many wolves in sheep’s clothing. You can’t get back to your truly good nature unless you let go of the whole triangle bottom of good and evil…which means letting go of fake definitions of goodness.

In the illusion, physical cause produces physical effect. That false way of thinking has replaced true and false and mental cause produces physical effect. In true and false, true was all powerful; and false was the illusion…powerless. So discrimination was natural and easy. When we are stuck in good and evil, right and wrong, superior and inferior, positive and negative, spiritual or unspiritual, etc., we don’t have that natural discrimination anymore. We are psychologically reversed. So it feels like we are in quicksand.

Today, spiritual teachers and gurus claim to fix people’s minds. But they’re lying. Now we have the light workers versus the dark workers, the high vibrators versus the low vibrators (that sounds weird), those who are ascending to 5D versus those damn smelly 3D people, and we have the white hats against the black hats. Oh and don’t let me forget that we have the off-world aliens versus the humans. It’s all just more insanity that fuels the illusion bigly. It’s more second-cause thinking that’s being falsely labeled as true.

Everyone today is so outer directed. The experts blame this on technology. But technology isn’t the cause; our minds were outer-directed long before technology. The problem with technology is that we are making technology more powerful than we are instead of allowing technology to serve us. That’s because people have made knowledge too important. Remember, knowledge is what started the fall; the first knowledge was the knowledge of good and evil; and we just keep adding more and more second-cause knowledge to our minds. So how can we reverse the fall?

Currently my websites are having some serious problems. I don’t have the technical knowledge to fix this situation. So I have to depend on the fact that someone else has the knowledge. Knowledge has a limit. I’m sure that there will be a fix to my websites. It’s not that big of a deal. I have backups that I can recreate the sites if needed. But people die of diseases every day because knowledge has failed them. People lose their income and savings because knowledge has failed them. Knowledge is not the answer to the elimination of suffering; and sadly, people think that it is. Knowledge was the cause of suffering not the solution.

People will say that they don’t value knowledge; they use their intuition. They are the other side of the triangle bottom. Every intuitive is very good at scanning their knowledge, or the collective knowledge, to find an answer to problems that aren’t true. Intuition doesn’t take us outside of the illusion. To get outside of the illusion, we must let go of all second-cause thinking and the intuition that uses that knowledge. We move to inspiration, which is beyond words or uses the first-cause words in our minds sporadically. First-cause thinking is natural and will remain. First-cause thinking is always win win for all. Today there are so many people looking for the truth in others when they already have the truth within. We have reached the point of complete delusion as a collective; and the worst part is that people don’t realize that the illusion is false. Someone once commented that the trap of being an American is that you think you are free when you really aren’t. They nailed it. Now that American delusion has spread around the world. People are promising freedom who have not let go of one belief from their own minds. People have come to believe that being able to choose between black coffee and a latte is freedom. Or they think that choosing where they live or what they wear is freedom. We have to get clear about freedom. It starts in our own minds; and it’s NOT floating above our mind (eastern meditation), changing our minds to be positive (self-help), or ignoring our minds by denying what we believe (having our heads up our asses). Letting go is what permanently quiets our minds. But letting go is still just a cute catchphrase for most. They talk about it, but they don’t do it.

When we actually do let go, we enter the path of initiation, which I call Act III of our full-circle story; and there is no turning back. We start to see through the occultists’ illusion in every form; and we know that no one wins in the illusion except for the people who ultimately control the globe. Everyone else loses physically. But mentally, even the winners of the illusion lose; they don’t get back to their Eden-like minds. They get stuck in Act II of their story, so they never get free. They get recycled back into the pyramid of power at the bottom.

I used to do hypnosis and people always wanted to do regressions. I thought that regressions were kind of stupid; but it’s what they wanted, so I did it. Sometimes, they’d find out that they were a royal in another life, and they felt so important. They couldn’t see that the same beliefs that made them a royal in that life made them a complete failure in this life. People label that karma, but I don’t see it that way. People simply flip sides on the triangle bottom until they wise up and let the whole triangle bottom go. If they drop the desire to be a royal at the top of the pyramid of power, they will never have to be a pawn at the bottom of the pyramid of power. You cannot be something that you don’t hold in mind.

As you let go, you come to realize that the way of thinking that we’re all taught from childhood is backwards; it’s not natural. So everyone on earth lives in a normal state that’s not natural. When we live in that false state of mind, we don’t even find nature to be natural. We are even seeing a projected view of nature from our backwards minds. So people will think that nature is struggling when it is not. The globalists see climate change because they are obsessed with controlling the weather; they want to demonstrate that they are better than God. They are insane. Don’t believe them. Nature was meant to be our feedback. We weren’t supposed to be harming or fixing nature. It was supposed to help us see what to let go so that we could remain on our perfect life path.

Like I said above, people are naturally good; so people do their best to soothe their misery and the misery of others. That’s very sweet and endearing, but it doesn’t do anything to eliminate the illusion. That being said, never feel bad for getting duped by the illusion. It happened to everyone of us.

All of us are truly good inside, even those damn globalists. When people let go, they realize that they never did anything wrong. When they did something that they were ashamed of, or feel guilty about, they were believing someone with authority who was lying to them. They didn’t trust their own True Self because they were told not to. That doesn’t make them bad or a sinner; that makes them confused or lost. If you run into someone who is lost in a city, and they ask you for directions, you help them find their way. You don’t call them stupid and cleverly take advantage of them. That’s what the occultists who want to rule the world have done. They view themselves as clever tricksters. But the game has gone too far. So we have to call the game by exposing it as false. That’s the only way to end their false reign of power.

The occultists are all power hungry, and they come with many labels: Zionists, Jesuits, the high ranking of every religion, illuminati, royalty, secret societies of all types, and much more. Occult simply means hidden. So anything that falls under the umbrella of the divided mind is occult. When we have a divided mind, we can think, speak, and act from one side of the triangle bottom; we can appear to be good while hiding the bad. We can appear to be positive while hiding our negative. This results in projection, which is another very common occultist tool. In ancient times, the occultists were called the two-faced Gods. Those at the top of the pyramid of power all projected on those below them; the people with the most followers usually dominated the other occultists. It was all about the power of numbers. Now normal people do that to each other with their social media following. We become just like the people we follow.

The globalists in all of these various groups believe that once we normal people are defeated, they will fight among themselves to become “The One.” They think that there can be ONLY one ruler for the whole earth. But they have divided minds. So they will always meet opposition. They don’t know what they don’t know. They’ll find out the hard way.

By letting go, we can escape the illusion of opposition and pull others out too. We don’t have to wait for the slow hands of time until the collective returns to Heaven on Earth. That might never happen. When we let go, we regain our true power; and the occultists become our minions. The difference is that we will won’t harm a hair on their little heads. We just won’t allow them to have power over others anymore. They can destroy their own lives, but they can’t hurt others. Of course, occultists don’t want to lose their false power. So they have always seen the initiates as their biggest enemy. Said in the microcosmic way, the clones voices in our false mind see our True Self as their biggest enemy. The macrocosm and the microcosm are the same at the mental level of perception.

Occultists love their divide-and-conquer trick. They pit black people against white people and women against men. Now it’s even gay against straight. They pit Russia or China against America. It’s the globalists who got liberals to hate conservatives with such vengeance when Donald Trump was elected. The elite globalists in America don’t like Donald Trump because he knows what they are hiding. He exposes them to the public, and exposure is what destroys their false power. He often puts the globalist minions front and center, like he did with Fauci. He wants us to see these false leaders for what they are. He wants us to stop believing them.

People all over the world see this now, and that’s why people in Europe and Africa and even Asia call Donald Trump their President too. He says that he’s all about “America first;” but secretly, he wants to free the whole world from the globalist tyrants, and he isn’t working alone. But you’ve probably noticed that the globalists don’t go down without a serious fight. So he’s not going to fix this in a day. He needs us to do our part by exposing and letting go of our own false beliefs. The outer collective battle looks the same as our inner battle. So we all don’t see the same collective illusion. That’s what makes this very confusing when we are too outer directed. When we work on our inner battle, the outer collective battle starts to ease up. I call that validation that we’ve let go.

People have been trained by the occultists to believe that the exposer of beliefs is evil. Who does that benefit? So most people are afraid to expose beliefs as false. In truth, it is the people who impose or project beliefs on others that are evil in the illusion. Evil is just live spelled backwards. No one is actually evil. People can’t be evil when we are innately good. But as the reverse of “live or life,” it means headed to death or the grave. The grave is like gravity or seriousness, and we all become very grave when we are stuck in the illusion. So we want some lightness or levity, which we get by letting go.

The occultists even put things on the television like the Johnny Depp and Amber Heard court case to divide us. Or they manifest a fake shooting, riot, or terror event; they want to keep us fighting over guns or no guns, abortion or no abortion, borders or no borders, drag queen teachers or straight teachers, etc. If we keep our nose stuck in the details and believe what we see in their contrived reality, which often is nothing but a video produced to generate emotion, we stay stuck in their illusion. Then we are part of the problem. If we ignore reality, we are part of the problem too. If we face reality and expose the beliefs and lies that the occultists have used to fuel the illusion as false, we are part of the solution.

As you let go, you don’t want to do the illusion dance anymore. But you also don’t want to see people suffer. You are confused because those soothing jobs don’t make sense anymore when you don’t want to believe in disease, law, or expertise as knowledge. In my programs, I tell people to take jobs that don’t require a lot of thinking so they can let go all day long. I call them dumb jobs, but it’s actually smart people who take dumb jobs. So there is some irony in my label. The jobs pay their bills, and they get free at the same time. My job is that way in a sense. If I’m thinking or reasoning, I’m not exposing. I have to let go all day long as I write to expose. I manifested a job that forces me to stay on my game. But that doesn’t mean I’m perfect. So I teach everyone how to let go, and I tell them to never memorize what I say. Just use what I write as a catalyst for letting go.

Or if a person is in something like a healing profession, then they should let go of every disease they see in their patients. They will eventually get to Step Three with everyone who comes to them for help, which is where true healing lives (Step Three is unconditional love). Then one day, they will have no healing business because they will be free on the topic of disease. So they will help others to let go of their beliefs around disease. They will find something else that they want to do for a career. The healer door will close and another new and interesting door will open.

Here’s what I see that others don’t. When people let go of the beliefs that they were sold, they lose the division in their own minds; that division was programmed by society. This takes a while because its part of the fallen soul programming. You can’t fix a fallen soul by making it rise again with New Age beliefs. That’s why religion and spirituality have failed to change the world back to Eden. They are opposites on the triangle bottom. We are removing thousands of years of programming and beliefs from our minds in a much shorter span of time in initiation. Even in the ancient past it took ten plus years to get free. Some people spent their whole lives in initiation; they just wanted to avoid coming back to another fallen lifetime. So any progress is good progress. You will do initiation to the extent that you want to do it. Everyone has free will. I see my job as mainly letting people know what is possible.

What I share isn’t big in numbers. Initiation never has been, nor does it need to be. I’m not creating a group or a movement. I’m helping individuals unveil their True Self and finish their full-circle story in this lifetime if they want it. I’m unveiling creative leaders who aren’t wearing masks. If some of us can get back to the Tree of Life, then everything that is run by the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil (the occult) doesn’t exist anymore for us. But it still exists for others, and we love those others. So we will expose those false systems and eliminate them so that everyone can have freedom.

In an initiation story, the person often starts out as a healer or teacher (like the story of Jesus), but by the end of the story, they drop that false role. They realize that people don’t need to learn, nor do they need to be fixed. They just need to free their minds.

In initiation, we don’t need support from others to let go; but it sure is nice. Initiation can get lonely and boring if you don’t have a little company from time to time. But when you are someone who is helping people get free of the illusion, you become a threat to the people who want to keep it alive. That’s the crucifixion part of Jesus’s story. That’s where he lets go of the last clone character in his mind; and then he is a free man with the resurrection. It’s all clear when decoded.

Those who benefit by the typical backwards mindset are doing everything possible to keep this quiet. They have a lot to lose…or so they think. So they are confusing everyone today to keep their power. Discrimination is what allows us to see through their confusion tricks. In the illusion today, people don’t know who is good and who is trying to kill them. People don’t even know if they are men or women. There is a school in America that supposedly has a litter box in the bathroom because some kid in the school identifies as a furry…a cat. This is what happens when people only add to their minds and can’t let go.

The globalists have it far too easy. They are also good at lying, but only because they’ve come to believe their own lies. Then people believe them, and they get what they want. They only do their magick tricks because they work. They think that whatever is in their mind is true; they don’t discriminate. That’s why we must get rid of the globalist within our own mind. Our inner globalist is any part of our mind that believes something that is second cause. Jesus said it perfectly when he told us to take the mote out of our own eye first. Michael Jackson said it beautifully when he told us to work on the “Man in the Mirror.” Nearly everything that is in our minds is false. So when we persist, we eventually get to a quiet, peaceful mind. It’s not rocket science; it’s common sense.

So when I push people by exposing beliefs (or programming), there is always a push back at first from the people who held those beliefs in mind as true. Their clones want to keep their thrones. I feel it, and I have let go and stay in that infamous Step Three. That’s not easy. I have to stay in non-judgment and unconditional love even when they are doing their best to stop me. I’m not perfect with it. Try becoming feminine to someone powerful and letting go of everything they project. It’s like mentally climbing Mount Everest. If I lose that Step Three perception, I have to let go until I get it back. I don’t quit when I lose Step Three in initiation. I just go with whatever step I am on (generally Step One) and start moving back up the steps again. Fortunately, I don’t have a mind that does Step Two or 2.5, which is why I move back to the top of the triangle pretty quickly again.

When I’m back on Step Three, I always expose what I’ve let go to get there. That’s why whatever I write is original. Nothing I write is channeled. This article is an exposure of what I’m working on today. It’s what is being projected with regard to my websites.

In order to have freedom for all, everything that is hidden by the occult must be revealed. As I say in the Three Steps, when we soothe our minds with what I call Step 2.5 (popular among New Agers and people into self-help), we are hiding judgment underneath that pretty mask. So our mask might look beautiful on the outside, but it is only there to hide the ugly underneath it. Another word for mask is persona or “managing appearances.” Of course, psychologists have dealt with that, or so they think; they say that we hide our ugly shadow in our unconscious. Initiation is the cure for the unconscious mind. We have nothing to hide when we let go. So we don’t need an unconscious.

Right now, we are facing something collectively that I’ve tried to shift many times. But the pushback is always huge. Usually when I get to Step Three on a topic, it changes in the blink of an eye. But this time it isn’t switching because I’m still getting the pushback on this issue. This issue is the very thing that we all want most…love. But there is conditional and unconditional love. Love includes things like romance, chemistry, and lust. Those things are conditional love among souls with opposing polarities. I have discussed this as it relates to the path of Venus and the apple. I suggest that you read that article again. It’s exposing the occultists as the two-points up view of the five-pointed star (or what is known as Satan by the religious). The one-point up perspective is like the top of the triangle; that’s where we become unconditional love. The journey from two-points up love to one-point up unconditional love is the path of initiation in a nutshell.

You see, true unconditional love is the greatest power in the universe. It is our creative power. It’s the essence of our True Self. But occult creating, which includes things like positive thinking, positive emotions, visualization, memorization, energy movement, all spiritual practices, witchcraft, beliefs, medicine and all healing techniques, psychics and channels, special diets, word spells, astrology, tarot, expert knowledge, techniques for winning arguments, domination techniques, war games, etc., wants to stay alive. That’s how people get their false desires within the illusion. They give up true love and their true desires for false desires; and then they become lustful and overly sexual, which is why there’s so much pedophilia, porn, and sex addiction today. Such things are the effect of the two-points up conditional love, which is love that comes from the second-cause mindset.

People talk about unconditional love. But most people don’t live it. They can’t get to the top of the triangle without letting go. If they did let go and got to the top of the triangle, their problems would go away. I prove that all the time. However, the occult have tried to convince people that conditional love is the most powerful love. They call judgment discrimination and vice versa; they call that tough love. There is no such thing. In the end, unconditional love will win over conditional love.

But in a world of unconditional love, everyone has to give everyone else freedom to live as they want. Are you okay with that? I always ask people what they aren’t willing to give up. Often the answer is a person, a job, a relationship, a belief system, a practice, a pet, a home, etc. They don’t trust their True Self because they can’t remember their true desires. They don’t trust unconditional love. Hanging on to and controlling others is never unconditional love. It’s manipulation; it’s like that Serpent in the Garden of Eden.

Unconditional love starts in our mind; it means that we drop all expectations and desires that another person think like us or act like us. We stop wanting to receive from others, and we start giving mentally by letting go of every judgment we have of everyone in our life and eventually the entire collective illusion. Unconditional love is what causes the illusion to disappear. That’s why a true full-circle story always ends with the person finding unconditional love.

If another person only wanted to be in our life so that they could project on us, and we get back to unconditional love with them, they will often disappear for a while. That’s okay. We welcome them back when they decide to stop projecting and want join us in unconditional love. We might close the door, but we don’t lock it. Everyone will join the initiation train in time, but most will wait until it gets a lot easier.

So people might hate the illusion when it doesn’t work for them. But they have habits of thinking and the desire for approval or control that keeps them stuck in it. They want love, but they don’t want to be the first person to give unconditional love. It’s a funny thing with unconditional love, when we get there, we see what is behind the masks that everyone is wearing. That’s why those with big clone masks run away from us. They are afraid that we will see the secrets and lies that they are hiding. They don’t realize that we don’t even care what they are hiding. We just want to stop playing games with them.

If we suddenly returned to the Eden-like point of view tomorrow, people that we trusted and loved would suddenly not look so good. Those movie stars that we thought had it all would look like programmed robots. Every secret and lie that has been hidden would be revealed in the twinkling of an eye. This the real meaning of the apocalypse. People think of the apocalypse in a physical way today (as physical destruction); but if you go back to the Greek and Latin, it means to uncover. It means to remove the masks and reveal all the lies. That is what is happening today.

The masks are coming off of the people in power. But we have to stop believing their occult ways and thoughts when we see what they were hiding. Too often, I’m noticing that people are taking what the occultists were hiding and making it into their new beliefs. They want the power of the occultists; and that is a trap. This is why the illusion has lasted so long and has become so powerful once again. People think that the fake powers of the occult are true powers. I call that level confusion.

When I work with people, I tell them that anything can be solved in a relationship if we just keep putting all of our cards on the table. I mean that. Lying and keeping secrets never solved any relationship issue. All suffering on this planet started with a simple lie; and that lie has snowballed into an avalanche of lies. We know when someone is lying; we are hard-wired to feel emotion when we hear or think lies. But then we even made it mean to expose a lie or a secret. If you really love someone, put your cards on the table and tell them everything that you are hiding. Show them unconditional love and trust. That frees the relationship. That’s how you get a new beginning. If they can’t go there with you, you were wasting your time on that relationship anyway. It was bondage, not freedom.

Years ago, I painted the mask at the top of this article; and I wrote: “No matter how ornate your mask, your True Self is much more beautiful.” That became my North Star for what I do, and now we are on the cusp of that revelation or uncovering…the apocalypse. Initiation is about taking off our mask on our own terms; because if we don’t remove it, someone will rip the fucking thing off of us in time. The True Self will win the illusion game in the end. I can assure you of that.

There have been times when great things happened on earth; we see proof of that in ancient architecture that’s still standing today. During those times, there was a true leader. People were letting go of beliefs and rules because that was natural under a true leader’s vision. We were born knowing how to let go. But those times didn’t last because the occultists started working on a new plan to defeat us using their same old tricks. They gave people beliefs and false desires again just like the Serpent from thousands of years ago; and people started to follow them again. They turned away from the true leader because the false leader offered them freebies and the appearance of security or leisure time. Does that sound familiar?

The occultists gain lots of power once numbers of believers follow them. They don’t care what side of the occult the people are on because they sit above them on the clone throne. They don’t fight in the wars, they cause them and make money off of them. Over time, the illusion becomes very strong, it often looks like the end is near. We think that this time the occult will win. But they never do. However, they do change history so that we don’t know that they lost in the last apocalypse. When decoded the stories all say that the True Self wins in the end.

I know that I will win this battle, and my websites will come back. Maybe they will be in a different form, who knows. Let me assure you that a lot of very good things have happened during these seeming days of darkness where my sites have been up and down. Someone once said, “It is always darkest just before dawn.” When you want to quit letting go, just let go of one more thought and one more thought. Bringing about the end of suffering and unconditional love isn’t easy for any of us. So those of us who can let go have to do the heavy lifting right now. Nothing else can bring Heaven back to EARTH (note that EARTH and HEART share the same letters). Earth was meant to be a planet of unconditional love. Unconditional love produces effects that are win win for all. Unconditional love is a power that includes freedom, joy, peace, and health for all. I don’t know how to do anything else, and I’m not going to disappoint my five-year old self. So we’ll ride this wave until the seas become calm again.

The waiting that has been happening in the illusion has been trying for nearly everyone. People feel confused; they feel more than ever that they have lost security and comfort. They fear that their money will run out. Their fear of disease is at an all time high. They don’t know if the things they have depended on and the people they love will be there tomorrow. It’s a crazy time. They ask for help, and no has the answer. They pray for help, and no one answers their prayer. That’s what initiation looks like. What worked for us in the past no longer works. So we have to let go of our old ways of thinking so that new ideas can arise.

I do think that enough people see through the globalists, and they will soon become a memory. But that doesn’t mean that the earth is free of their way of thinking forever. The occult way of thinking will still be there; the Serpent will still work overtime to pull us into the next illusion with false promises. We have to become immune to such trickery. The occult way of thinking will be there until we decide that we aren’t settling for anything less than pure unconditional love. In ancient Egypt, there was a drawing of something called the “weighing of the heart ceremony.” I have a reproduction of it in my home. I love it because it is the secret to life in one very simple drawing. But it has been very wrongly interpreted by most people. It meant that only an initiate with a heart as light as a feather, meaning no second-cause beliefs and no judgment, was destined to lead. When that leader was in power as the visionary, earth would be like the field of reeds, or Heaven on Earth. It would be a creative paradise.

Past, Present, and Future: Living Beyond Second-Cause Time

This article is a good example of the kind of topics that I expose in the Gold Circle. There is no topic under the sun that has not been level confused. So I expose every topic…nothing is off limits. Once you can see the collective level confusion for any subject, it is so much easier to let go of your personal beliefs.

When my websites started having problems recently, I started letting go. The problems always come from something that needs to be exposed for people to get free. There are no coincidences in my life or my work. Once I exposed the false beliefs or programming, the websites would come back up. Lately, I’ve had a lot of website issues; and this is just one of the things that I’ve exposed during that time. I never stop letting go; and if I see a false belief or program, I write about it. As I’m getting to the end of exposing all the tricks and traps in the revised Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway programs, the false voices in people’s minds are fighting for dear life. So they pull out their most precious tricks and use them on me. They never win; and they become the star of my next article.

In the original Gold Circle, I put myself in the feminine role to everyone.  I also did that when I felt that someone was really stuck.  They projected what was happening on to me.  Then I could reveal the causal beliefs that were keeping them stuck.  That wasn’t fun, but I honestly didn’t know why people were stuck.  I didn’t know why they couldn’t let go.  I reasoned that if I could let go, it seemed like they should be able to as well.  Projection is a hazard of this job, and sometimes I have temporary problems when I don’t catch the projections right away.

The answer to why the people in the original Gold Circle couldn’t let go was always a clone character in their minds.  They had a voice in their mind that they thought was telling the truth (or was their True Self); but it was actually speaking from beliefs that sounded true. When they read my “do-it-yourself” articles, they didn’t understand what I said because that clone character in their mind learned or memorized what I said.  Or it sometimes pretended to let go. Clones don’t want to let go. They aren’t real; they are nothing but a complex of beliefs.

To understand these clones, I also had to think about what advice the person would have gotten if they were with a New Age spiritual teacher, a therapist, or in a self-help workshop.  I did enough of all three of those in the past to understand what was going on in the person’s mind.  But I wasn’t ever seeking the truth; I was always looking for what was false. I’ve always known that humans were doing something false with their minds; otherwise, there would be no suffering, diseases, or problems on earth. I wasn’t impressed with these so-called spiritual leaders because I wanted to know how to let go of beliefs; and they were giving me more beliefs.  Since they didn’t give me what I wanted, I moved on. I didn’t believe a word they said; they didn’t have what I wanted. For me, it was like going to a store that didn’t have anything I wanted to buy. Nevertheless, I covered a lot of ground in a short period of time.

People got tricked because New Age teachers and eastern gurus relabeled their beliefsthe truth.”  Since they were looking for the truth, they believed these false leaders. That was a nasty trick.  Once they put the beliefs of that clone leader into their mind, the beliefs got stuck. Generally, those beliefs were laced with psychological reversal. I say this right on the banner of this website. But most people don’t understand that I’m really serious about that banner. You don’t need to learn the truth about anything from anyone. You came with it inside of you. You only need to let go of the labels and lies that are keeping you stuck in the illusion. Like Jesus said, “You can’t worship two masters.” You can’t believe false leaders and your True Self at the same time.

So the secret to initiation is simple, and it isn’t really a secret.  We are eliminating all second-cause thought from our minds.  Second-cause thought is thought that has an opposite as well as meaning or judgment.  A good example of a second-cause thought would be political liberals versus conservatives; each side thinks that they are right.  So they are fighting from right and wrong or good and evil.  That means that both sides are on the triangle bottom. This gets tricky because often one side sounds like they have the truth.  For example, conservatives are more openly committed to freedom than liberals.  But they also see an opposite to freedom, especially when they are religious and live firmly from good and evil.  Liberals will say that they are for peace, but they hold the opposite of war in their minds.  Or they say that they are spiritual, and they hold religious as an inferior opposite.  A light worker believes in a dark worker. Someone who is ascending sees others as descending. I could write thousands of examples; and I do in the Gold Circle.

I will expose both groups on any triangle bottom, but I’m only exposing the beliefs of those groups. Clones will get upset when exposed, however, because they identify with a label that they view as superior to the opposite. I’m only saying that particular belief is false and here is why. When I get to rock bottom on a topic, there will be a win-win point of view. But the people on the triangle bottom are so busy looking at the opposite point of view and fighting with it that they remain stuck in the illusion. I don’t love politics…never have. But there is no better testing ground to see if you can be pulled into the illusion at this time in history.

We eliminate all second-cause thinking in initiation.  It’s a lot of work to clean out all the second-cause thoughts from our minds.  But in the end, our mind has to return to first cause.  Then our True Self will be leading our mind. We will have no judgment of others, no mental competition with others, and we will not be comparing ourselves to others.  There is no inferior and superior with others when we get to Step Three, the top of the triangle.  That’s when we can have extraordinary relationships.  That’s when we can be calm and have a quiet mind all the time.

Most relationships are nothing but triangle-bottom power struggles today. Each person blames the other; and no one lets go. When you get to Step Three, you are the true leader in that relationship on that topic. A true leader is always coming from win win for all. If you keep letting go on topic after topic, you get so that you live as a true leader even if you don’t hold a position of authority. So you give others a ride on the freedom train when they hang out with you. That being said, here is how stupid clones are: They won’t board that train and enjoy the ride. They would rather be right, or have false power, than enjoy life and love others. What can I say?

So back to this trick that I discovered when my websites were going up and down.  I have written about this a little in the Gold Circle, but perhaps not enough for people to really get it. So the issue popped up again. People seem to think that they have to clean up their past.  It’s not a false statement, but you don’t have to do it like they do in psychology.  That’s tedious and expensive. It generally requires another person to help you. You can’t do psychological techniques while you’re living your life. On the other hand, you can let go all day every day. That’s why it is so effective.

People often tell me that they are cleaning up their past, and I think they are letting go.  But they have a self-help or psychology clone in their mind; and they are doing something other than letting go…something they learned from another. Then they tell me that letting go is hard work. I know that it’s not. But to tell them that doesn’t help them. I don’t want to put ice cream on their manure. That’s why I had to become feminine to people with all kinds of clones in their minds. I wanted to expose what was false and learn how to bring down these clone characters in a gentle and safe way. Now I know what they are doing without becoming feminine most of the time; I’ve simply gotten a whole lot of experience with all kinds of clones.

The first error they make is they look at their past as real and true.  But their past was actually real and false.  Their past was manifested from beliefs.  That is true for our collective history too. It was manifested from beliefs, so it is an illusion. Today we are seeing some pretty crazy-ass leaders like Joe Biden, Justin Trudeau (Canada), and good old crazy-hair Boris (UK). They are playing roles to help people see that everything that the globalists were pushing was an illusion. I think those are all actors; the real people have been carted away to GITMO. But for our purposes, we just need to see that their beliefs and ideas are second cause and false.

The illusion of the globalists goes all the way back to Adam and Eve. We trace that entire mental history up to the present in the Gold Circle. Once you see the history, you look at those clowns (clones) and you know that they say nothing that’s true. When people stop believing them, they lose power. It’s very simple in theory. It’s harder to do in practice because people believe that those with authority have power, and then they fear them. False leaders of any kind, including parents, have no power unless we give it to them. You see that clearly as you let go. Letting go is about seeing clearly within the illusion. It’s also about living a free life without waiting for everyone else to free their minds.

Another belief that came up during this downtime was the Bodhisattva Vow of the east. If you’ve taken that vow, you must let it go if you want freedom. Otherwise, you’ve got one foot on the gas and one on the brake. You’ll will go nowhere and letting go will not work. That vow is saying that you will wait for everyone to get free. So you will be stuck in the illusion for a very long time. Let me assure you that you can help more people in one hour of exposing false on social media than you can in a lifetime or more than one lifetime of being a Bodhisattva. That vow is a trick (all vows are tricks); but that one tends to dupe good-hearted people who have a lot of love to give.

If you let go of the causal beliefs that created your past, then your past becomes an illusion.  I know it sounds like magic, but that’s what happens. Your past becomes like a dream that never really happened. You remember it, but you don’t get emotional when you think about it. You don’t dream about your past or have panic attacks (PTSD) about it. Here’s the cool thing about what I share with all of you. You don’t have to remember the actual details of the incident from the past to let the whole thing go.  So you don’t need past-life regressions or rebirthing. If you do remember an inciting incident from your past, that’s fine. You can let go as you review the memory. But if you don’t remember the past, it doesn’t mean you won’t get free.

As you work in the present and you let go, you automatically clean up your past.  But you have to use the illusion around you as your feedback. When you find yourself judging another or blaming another, you have to stop and let go. When you are afraid of another, you stop and let go. When you are annoyed by another, you stop and let go. When you feel emotions, you are thinking false. Your emotions are not lie detectors. They are simply saying that you are dividing your mind with what you are thinking in that moment. You are becoming magnetic; and we are meant to be electrical beings. As a reminder, the occultists divide emotions into positive and negative. Today there are many who channel occult beings; they are not channeling the truth. There is no such thing as positive and negative emotions. Emotions means that you are thinking false.

There is no time in letting go.  However, beliefs that we hold in mind as true do put us in time.  A belief will often trigger a past memory; and that memory will look true because the beliefs that caused the memory still seem true. Floating above our beliefs (in eastern meditation or out-of-body traveling) or putting ice cream on our manure doesn’t take us outside of the illusion, i.e., outside of time.  When we get to Step Three and let go of a causal belief as false, we let it go for all time…even when we believe that it came from a past lifetime.  This is why letting go is not only helpful to us; it also helps others. In fact, we are freeing our ancestral lineage when we let go of beliefs that we share with our families. In addition, when less people believe the collective illusion, it loses power for everyone.

At a minimum, most people in the illusion view time as past, present, and future. They have beliefs about all three aspects of time.  Gurus will say to stay in the present moment. What a load of bullshit.  They give people techniques or practices to do that.  That’s fixing the effects; that’s not letting go. If you let go, you end up in the present.  You aren’t pulled to the past, and you aren’t concerned about the future. You don’t have to do something to get there or stay there.  Do you see the difference?

People will say, “You can’t change the past.”  That’s factual at the physical level, i.e., in the illusion; but every time you let go, you change the past at the mental level of perception.  You clean up the false mental level until you are living from the true mental level…the True Self. Your undesirable past goes from real and true to real and false in your individual mental container as you let go.  Think of it this way. If you have a drawer of socks, and you throw away one pair of socks, are those socks in your drawer? Can you wear those socks anymore? No…that’s a metaphor for letting go.  You can’t manifest a belief if you don’t have it in your mind anymore.

People complicate letting go if they have a belief that God is creating their life or authority figures are creating their life.  If they have a guru, he or she will be manifesting their life.  If someone is Catholic, the Pope is manifesting their life. Or New Agers will say that the Universe is manifesting their life.  WTF?  Who is the Universe? It’s another word for God…it’s relabeling, which makes it harder to let go.

For us to live from mental cause producing physical effect from our own mental container (as a creator), we have to know that others aren’t manifesting our lives.  We don’t want false connections with the collective or ANY others.  So we can’t be supporting group think.  There is no group think in initiation; people don’t come to think like me who do the Gold Circle. They come to think like themselves, which is so cool. I love watching people become more themselves. The transformation that I see over time with people is the reason I do this.

On the other side of this triangle bottom of having to fix our past, we have the eastern philosophies.  They speak of something that I call the red-line philosophy.  You draw a red-line in the sand regarding your past, and you start changing your diet, doing practices, meditating, and believing that you are ”raising your frequency.”  You load true-sounding thoughts into your mind.  None of that is true. When you identify with high frequency; you project out low frequency. You are still on the triangle bottom. You don’t want to have any energy beliefs in your mind; otherwise, you can’t have an individual mental container. You have no border to your mind; so you lose all TRUE creative power. These beliefs are being pushed right now by the occult globalists who want to be able to control people’s minds with ease. It’s a trap.

There is one aspect of letting go where I often will ask someone to think about their past, and that is with clone characters. Clones are those voices that pretend to be your True Self.  They are tricksters of the worst kind. I will say to the person, “Did someone say that to you in the past?”  “Where did you get that thought or belief?”  I am not trying to figure out their mind or come up with reasons for why they feel the way they do. I’m not taking them on a trip down memory lane.  I’m saying that they put a clone voice, which holds on to that belief, into their mind for a reason.  If they can remember the clone who gave them that belief, and they can remember why they put that clone character into their mind, they’ve found a shortcut to freedom.  If they let go of the desire to keep that clone voice in their mind, that clone will disappear.  But often, it isn’t quite that easy. Often those clone voices are pretty damn strong and seem pretty damn true. So you take out one belief at a time (the character game is good for this) until the clone weakens. Then you can let the rest of the clone go with relative ease.

Your True Self is your truth, your healer, your freedom, your joy, your purpose, etc.  Everything you truly desire in life is in your True Self; it’s like a blueprint.  Clones only promise those things; they never truly deliver.  If you get something via a clone, you project the opposite on to another. That’s not spiritual or good; so you didn’t deserve what you got. That’s why people often lose what they acquired as clones; they didn’t mentally earn what they got. In initiation, if you get something, you’ve earned it. You will never lose it again. That’s the security that people in the illusion desire but never feel.

Someone who is in the Golden Gateway program just said to me that their clone voice was telling them that what I describe is hard work.  That was a clone who wanted to keep its throne.  They said I write too much…my articles are too long.  Oh that’s a fact; my articles are very long in the Golden Gateway. But that is a leadership program. I don’t want any stone left unturned. I said, “Do you know why I have to write so damn much?”  Your clones made everything complex so life would be hard work. I have to expose them from every angle until you see them as false and take them out of your mind.  So I don’t believe in hard work, your clone does. You need to expose and let go of that belief in the clone character that is holding on to it.

The clones in our mind are like the globalists. They do not go away just because you want them to. You have to expose them as false until they lose all of their power. You have to see that they are unnecessary or even harmful to yourself and others. Then you will kick them out of your mind without any reservations.

I don’t write for me. I write for you because I know that everyone deserves freedom.  If I’m not very precise in my words, clones take what I say into their illusion and make it their own. When you decide you want freedom (initiation), you enter the most difficult battle there is. You are fighting the clones in your mind so that your True Self gets to lead again. The clones don’t want you to be free and creative. I’m here to make sure you win that war.

Outside of the illusion, time exists as a convenience.  It doesn’t have meaning.  It’s first cause.  It’s handy for showing up for dinner or getting to the movies at the right time. Earlier in this article, I talked about the triangle bottom of fixing the past versus manifesting a better future with practices and words.  Here is what happens when you let go.  This is so good! 

You realize that the past was an illusion as you let go of belief after belief, so you don’t have to go back into your past and relive it or work on it.  You don’t have to fix what happened in the past because the beliefs that caused the effects that you didn’t like or wish you didn’t experience were false beliefs.  You are letting those beliefs go for all time in the present. You can’t manifest such an effect again when the mental cause is removed from your container.  Therefore, your future is obviously going to be much better or even perfect.  So you don’t need the red-line eastern point of view, eastern meditation, or eastern practices.  You don’t need special diets or exercise programs.  You don’t live in the illusion of suffering and hard work anymore.  You stay in the present moment without effort simply because you aren’t being pulled back into the past; and you aren’t afraid of your future.

I can only point you to freedom and remind you to let go so that you get to the desired destination. But I can’t let go for you. When you truly let go, you’ll see that I’ve never lied to you, and I never gave you any beliefs that were second cause. I never even falsely connected with you. I exposed a lot, and I gave you a few first-cause techniques and games that you won’t need after you get free; so you’ll drop them with ease.

Surfing In Bangladesh and Much More

This is Nashima surfing; look at that gorgeous smile!

About Nashima

Before you begin this article, here’s a little reminder. My writing is not like anyone else’s writing. I don’t write for your entertainment, nor do I write for you to learn from me. I have nothing to teach anyone. I write to expose beliefs as false so that you can let those beliefs go and get free of the illusion. Consequently, when you feel emotion while reading my articles, that means that you hold the belief that I’m exposing as false or the opposite of that belief in your mind. Don’t deny it, or push it away. Stop reading, and let it go. You only make progress toward freedom by letting go. Reading about freedom or talking about letting go doesn’t do a damn bit of good.

I recommend that you use the triangle process or the Three Steps articles as a jumpstart if you don’t remember what to do when you feel emotion. Often when beliefs and emotions arise, people forget how to let go. Don’t be concerned if that happens to you. Our minds have been trained to hold on…not to let go. We’re breaking longstanding mental habits in initiation.

At the Palm Springs film festival this year (2022), I saw an excellent documentary film called “Nashima.”  It was about surfing in Bangladesh.  Surfing started in Bangladesh about twenty years ago when a dude made something that looked like a surfboard and taught himself how to surf. For a while, a few women surfed in the proper, full-body bathing suits.  But the religion (Islam) and culture said that surfing was just plain wrong for women.  So all but one woman, Nashima, quit.  This documentary was Nashima’s story.  

To make a long story short, Nashima’s passion for surfing kept her going for quite a while.  The religious and cultural critics couldn’t stop her. From my point of view, she was demonstrating the power of following one’s inspiration.  When Nashima would surf, her face had the biggest smile.  It was beautiful to watch her surf simply because she was so happy.  It wasn’t like her surfing ability was that great; it was her love for the sport that made her unique and interesting to watch. Today, joy is something we often overlook simply because we’re so obsessed with performance and talent.

Nashima said that she didn’t need support from others.  She said that she didn’t care what others thought of her.  We’ve all been there. Nashima wasn’t lying; she didn’t need support. She knew in her heart that surfing was her joy and her life. Our True Self doesn’t ever NEED support.

But there’s a HUGE difference between needing support and deserving support. When we come from our True Selves, we deserve support from everyone even though we don’t need it. But we rarely get such support because the collective illusion is filled with believers of all types; they want us to think, speak, and be like them. So often, we get the exact opposite of support. Consequently, we have to become very good at discrimination to live as our True Self; we have to let go of other people’s judgments and criticisms when they try to stop us. Eventually, all the naysayers will lose their steam if we don’t give in to them. But getting to that point can take time; and it requires patience and compassion for the naysayers.

Believers of all kinds are at odds with their own True Selves; so they sure as hell won’t be supporting our True Selves. We have to understand that and not take it personally. That’s hard to do unless you KNOW the difference between a belief and the truth.

Here’s the long and short of this dilemma. Believers will try to impose or project their beliefs on to anyone who shows up as a True Self. Most people face this challenge early in life. That’s because believers are envious of the True Self, and we are born into an illusion of believers. The part of our mind that holds beliefs is what I call the clone because often that mind aspect pretends to be our True Self; but it’s not our True Self. Our True Self will never be demanding, judging, critical, or punishing. Our True Self doesn’t have even one belief. Our True Self is quiet; it rarely uses words to inspire us. Clones want to defeat the True Self although they will never admit it. (I’ve written the whole story of how this came to be, and I work through countless examples of how to defeat clone voices in the Gold Circle.)

The conflict between the True Self and clones shows up in every good-and-evil story ever written. It shows up in our lives too; our lives are a story, and we all want our story to end with “happily ever after.” Sadly, clones do a great job at pretending to be good; but they are actually the so-called “evil” in our stories. From birth, we are trained to support clones and ignore our own True Self. So most people in the world are supporting the illusion without realizing it. Every belief system is part of the illusion; there are no exceptions.

Believers don’t want others to enjoy their lives when they’re holding themselves down with their own beliefs. Misery does love company. Now let me be clear; when I say “believers,” I’m not just talking about religious people of every faith. The New Age is a belief system. Positive thinkers are believers. Science is a belief system. Psychology and self-help are belief systems. Nutrition is a belief system. Politics is a belief system. I could go on and on. We are surrounded by believers of all kinds within the illusion, and that’s why it’s so damn hard to be ourselves.

When believers hold themselves down, they become envious of any True Self. That’s where the games begin. I’ve heard many people say, “I can’t believe my mom was envious of me.” “I can’t believe my best friend was envious of me.” “I can’t believe my spouse was envious of me.”I was just doing what I wanted to do.” In truth, the mom, friend, or spouse was resisting letting go and being their own True Self. For one reason or another, they felt the need to cling to their belief systems. Their beliefs, which formed a clone voice (or clone voices) in their mind, were holding them back from their own perfect life. So the clone felt the need to hold back their daughter/son, friend, or spouse, lest they would lose them.

If the believers let go of the beliefs that caused them to envy another person, they’d be able to enjoy their lives too. But believers don’t know that they can let go of their beliefs…especially their long-standing beliefs. No peddler of beliefs ever teaches their followers to let go. When the believer feels envy, they generally blame the person who they think is causing the envy. That’s the person who is living and enjoying their life. Then they invent reasons for their envy; often, they think that the person they envy stole what rightfully belonged to them. But nothing an envious person thinks is EVER true; envy is an emotion, and all emotions mean the same thing…that our thinking is FALSE.

When people are coming from false, clone minds because they’re sure that their beliefs are true, they support others who are “like-minded.” They look for agreement. If we want freedom, and we find ourselves gravitating to, or pleased with, others who agree with us, we should look to see what clone in our mind wants that agreement. We should never support anyone’s beliefs (including our own) if we truly want freedom. If we all stopped that one big error, life on earth would gently return to Eden without anyone doing a damn thing to fix it. The illusion would disappear like fog lifting because the sun came out.

Like-mindedness is NOT oneness; it’s nothing but false connections that keep the illusion intact. The New Age promoted the idea of oneness as shared beliefs; true oneness only exists between our True Selves. We should never have to think about oneness; our True Self connections never go away, even when we don’t notice them because we’ve become focused on the illusion. The New Age level confusion was just what the globalists needed to slip the idea of one global belief system into the collective mindset. They need one common belief system in order to rule over the entire world. So they cleverly poured very old wine into new bottles; and people bought that vinegar because it sounded like the truth. Now the globalists are doing the same thing with the ascension movement. They’re repeating the same, old trick that the Serpent played on Adam and Eve. Old clone tricks just keep recycling in the illusion; people start to get free, and then they get pulled into another trap. That’s why I expose them all. But my exposure doesn’t do any good unless people let go and start ignoring the next new and improved belief system.

In addition, believers treat everyone who doesn’t share their beliefs as a foe, and that adds more fire to the illusion. I’m a foe to every believer. I don’t share anyone’s beliefs; but I come from a place of unconditional love. When we have no beliefs, we come from the True Self. I want people to have a life of freedom, joy, peace, and more. That’s why I do what I do. But most people have turned against their own True Selves by putting belief-filled clones into their minds. Since our True Selves have no beliefs and never will, the True Self appears to be a foe to every clone; and this was why no one was supporting Nashima’s surfing.

Fortunately, when we have the support of our own True Self, we don’t give a damn about the support of others. But that perfect mental place is very hard to sustain when we’re living 24/7, 365 in a persistent illusion with believers surrounding us like sharks. That’s why initiation isn’t just a weekend workshop.

If we want freedom, it’s clear that we don’t want support for our beliefs. We don’t want to hang out in groups of like-minded believers. We just want people to leave us alone (mentally speaking), so we can live freely. Of course, we should all have natural support for each others’ True Selves. But natural support is not like the support that’s common within the illusion. It’s not about sappy praise or awards that take up space on our walls. It’s about sharing in each others’ joy and creativity.

As I was watching the film, “Nashima,” I got to share her joy. I got to live vicariously through her life experience. That’s how we feel oneness with another. That’s when a film becomes memorable; you don’t want it to end. But as you’ll see in the second half of this article, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Also, to be clear, I wasn’t being positive or looking for the good in Nashima (Step 2.5 of the Three Steps). I simply wasn’t judging her or looking for problems that didn’t exist.

When you are following your true desires, you know that no one can stop you. You can’t quit doing what you’re doing no matter what others say. At the same time, it doesn’t feel right that others are opposing you. You love those people. You don’t want to fight with them. Why are they opposing the very best part of you if they love you? Why are they opposing something that fills you with joy? You don’t care what they believe, and you aren’t asking them to change; so why do they care so much about what you don’t believe? If we don’t understand the dynamics of the illusion, and the minds of clones, we get pulled in. Clones are persistent because they think they hold the truth in their minds; they will do whatever it takes to get us to accept their beliefs as the truth.

The religious and cultural believers in Bangladesh were clearly imposing their beliefs on Nashima, and it was getting to her as time went on. You could see it. They were wearing her down. Nashima was losing her joy; problems were getting in her way. That’s what happens when we start to fall into someone’s illusion. It feels horrible.

As time goes on, most people give the clones power over them. I call that giving the clones the throne. Others say, “If you can’t beat them, you must join them.” It’s not easy to change the programming of a believer. So we have to keep our focus on our true desires, i.e., follow our inspiration (which comes from within, not from others).

I’ve studied this for a very long time so that I could fully understand and share the way to freedom. We can only defeat a clone by getting to our True Self; we must know that the clone’s beliefs are false, powerless, and impotent. We must get that clone’s voice out of our mind completely. We can’t defeat a clone with better beliefs; in facts, the clones in power use divide and conquer so that we’ll fall into the trap of fighting over whose beliefs are best or right. A clone might defeat another clone, but the win won’t last. All clones have a win-lose, not win-win, mindset. We win in initiation by letting go and freeing our minds of all beliefs. When we win, others win too. No one is ever harmed by letting go; it’s holding on that is harmful.

If we pay attention to our emotions and notice that the believers’ words don’t ever feel good, we can get to the place where the clones have to feel their own emotions. They will not be able to project or impose their beliefs or emotions on to us if we remain in our True Self (Step Three). That’s why unconditional love is the best remedy for every problem. It fuels the truth while dissolving what’s false. But we can’t fake unconditional love until we make it, and this is where so many have gotten confused and stuck.

Once we’re solid in unconditional love, even longstanding believers have the incentive to let go around us. Cause and effect is reunited in the same mind, and clones don’t like being stuck with their own emotions. So the clone is forced to see that its beliefs are false. That’s when we have the best chance of helping the people we love to let go. We are wasting our time telling others about letting go if they don’t want to let go.

But we can always expose beliefs as false. Never worry about humiliating clones. A clone is nothing but a persona; it’s not the person’s true identity. So you can never hurt a clone, even if it said that you did. Clones lie to keep their false power. Everyone would be better off without clones. In initiation, instead of making others change to our belief systems, which only creates an illusion of oneness, we expose the beliefs in our minds as false, as well as the con artists who gave us those false beliefs in the past.

As you probably know, that is easier said than done. Most people have been trained to never punch up at people in authority; people don’t even like when I do it for them. They associate exposure with punishment, like we’re all still living in the Inquisition. But I know that I can’t help people get free without exposing false beliefs as false. So I expose even when it’s uncomfortable. I know that the outcome of exposure is always win win and freedom for all.

As the film progressed, the false beliefs in Nashima’s mind grew in power.  Nashima’s life also got in the way of her surfing. She married young (as a teen), which is common in her culture; and a couple of years later, she had kids.  Now Nashima’s family and her husband were even more unsupportive of her surfing.  Moms don’t surf, wives don’t surf, and Muslim moms and wives definitely don’t surf. Their opposition to Nashima’s surfing became even stronger; so it was harder for Nashima to ignore them.

The stress of becoming a mom also complicated Nashima’s life. She was very busy, and she was responsible for her children now. Her True Self appeared to be losing power to the clones’ (believers’) voices all around her. This is common in adulthood. Responsibilities cause us to accept the beliefs that we often ignored as a child. But we must realize that our True Self never goes away or dies; we just cover it up with beliefs. Our True Self wants to LIVE fully, and it will keep trying to do so.

Once we decide that we can’t escape the illusion, we often join it. We put our true desires on the back burner; eventually, we take them off the stove altogether and stuff them in the back of the pantry. We think that we’ll get back to those desires one day, but our polluted false mind won’t allow that. Initiation, i.e., letting go, is the only way to get back to those true desires.

It was clear to me that this film was not really about surfing in Bangladesh.  It was about belief systems and how they stop us from living our true desires. Nashima’s surfing was a metaphor for her life; everything is a metaphor when we come from the True Self. Her inspiration was like catching a perfect wave. Her religious and cultural beliefs acted like an anchor that pulled her underwater, especially when those beliefs began to look real and true.  Those beliefs were causing Nashima to drown in the sea of consciousness. If she could let go of that anchor, however, she could float back to the top of the triangle, i.e., the surface of the water. Then every wave would be perfect. Once we see a story from the perspective of metaphor, which happens as we let go, the story makes sense for everyone. This is what people try to achieve within the illusion by sharing beliefs and writing stories about common illusory situations. But it doesn’t work. Beliefs, even good-sounding beliefs, will never work for everyone. We don’t want the same minds or the same lives as others. We are all meant to be unique.

We all have a True Self; and our True Selves are all in perfect harmony. This film was about keeping our True Self’s inspiration alive no matter how hard life became.  That’s the purpose of life for all of us. When we can find inspiration in the midst of suffering, the suffering disappears. Our purpose is not a special role within the illusion, and that’s the biggest mistake that most people make. They strive for success, security, or specialness within the illusion instead of freedom from the illusion.

Nashima’s story highlighted the necessity for discrimination. We all live with clones who think their beliefs are absolutely true. This was a great film for our time. We will never be truly satisfied or joyful if we give up our true desires. That’s why most people “can’t get no satisfaction.” In fact, many people end up in regret as they grow older. On their death beds, they feel the regret for all of their unlived dreams. But we can change that with true initiation…not occult initiation. I have to be clear because occultists have hijacked all of the initiates’ words.

I loved this film because it showed someone who fought off the status quo for a lot longer than most people do.  I wanted Nashima to keep going and live from true freedom. But she didn’t know how to let go. Nevertheless, my support for her didn’t stop even when she nearly stopped surfing. I’ve found that when we support someone’s True Self, and don’t accept their beliefs as true, they often work their way out of their illusion in time. That’s my definition of having compassion for someone.

In times where the illusion seems to have more power than we do, we forget that unconditional love is much more powerful than any belief system.  We forget that unconditional love exists when we get stuck in the illusion; we can only access conditional love in the illusion, and it’s powerless. In the end, Nashima did get back to surfing; but her ease and freedom had diminished somewhat. You could see more force of will in her. So the film didn’t have what I call a full-circle ending. But Nashima’s life isn’t over; she’s a young woman living in an interesting time. There will be much more to her story.

The Disastrous After-Film Q&A

The director and producer of this film were at the film festival. They were both women.  I’m often reminded in the after-film Q&A that films (especially documentaries) are usually an expression of someone’s baggage; the filmmakers want others to accept their point of view (beliefs) as true. They’re trying to manifest like-mindedness. The filmmaker’s baggage triggers similar baggage in anyone who is like-minded in the audience during the after-film Q&A.  At film festivals, we learn about the hidden intention of the filmmakers by watching their shadows come to life in the audience members.

This Q&A went south very quickly when a female audience member, who was a declared feminist, said that the world is screwed because of “toxic masculinity.”  She said that the film just pissed her off.  She loved Nashima, but it exposed the biggest problem in the world today.  She was loud and overbearing as she screamed: “Men are screwing up the world.” Her progressive, i.e., regressive, sound bites triggered others; and soon, the room was filled with hatred for ALL men.  Lots of hateful women were whining in unison about ALL men.  I guess feminists travel in groups. I watched as the men in the audience sunk down into their seats; they clearly wanted to disappear. It was ridiculous.

That feminist was a perfect example of a clone; she thought that her beliefs were the truth. But she was spewing false beliefs on everyone in the theater. Sadly, the director and producer agreed with the feminist; so the conversation transformed into a giant man-hating festival. I walked out. The joy of Nashima’s smile had devolved into the darkest sewage of the illusion in minutes.

This film had absolutely nothing to do with sexism. These women all saw their own baggage projected on to Nashima. Is that fair to her? You can’t fix a problem unless you see the real mental cause. Nashima was bound by religious and cultural beliefs.  That was so clear. I saw the real movie; so I saw the natural union of mental cause and physical effects. I would have mentored Nashima to let go of her religious and cultural beliefs so that she could break her false connections with her family and friends. Then she’d go back to the free Nashima that she used to be. She’d still have a true connection with everyone. When we’re in unconditional love (the True Self), we don’t tell others what to think, what to say, or who to be. This feminist was nowhere near unconditional love. She was sure that she was right!

The feminist saw her own illusion projected on to Nashima; but what she saw on the big screen was coming entirely from her OWN false mind. If she had known what she was doing, she would have been embarrassed. Nothing she said was true, and it wasn’t even on the screen. That’s what projection does; it takes something wonderful, and it turns it into a fucking mess. The problem is that believers (clones) don’t realize when they’re projecting. It happens when they are locked into the false masculine mindset, and they hold their own beliefs in mind as true. It’s quite funny that all feminists are actually stuck in their masculine minds; I’ll explain more about that in a minute.

It is clones who project. From the clone’s illusory point of view, they see evidence of their undesirable beliefs in the outer world. They are seeing their own shadow; then, they want to fix their shadow outside of themselves. This is very common. In fact, most people are doing that for their profession…doctors, therapists, activists, scientists, etc. We can’t fix our shadow outside of us; the cause of the problem that we see in the other is in our OWN mind. If we can let go of the flaw that we see in the other, the object of our attention appears to change. The problem we see in the other goes away. But clones don’t know how to let go. So they keep repeating the same error every day of their life. They create constant drama. They make everyone around them miserable.

The feminist woman who started this mess was sure that what she saw was on that screen. Now she was demanding support for her illusory point of view from everyone in the theater. Sadly, she got that support. The illusion is all about supporting beliefs and clones, not True Selves. When we are looking at the illusion from the false mind, it looks real and true. It’s actually real and false.

People tend to get very loud and very emotional when they hold their beliefs in mind as true; that’s why it’s so hard to ignore them. But their emotions are proof that what they’re thinking is false. That’s the basic test for letting go…emotions mean false. People like this feminist are severely psychologically reversed. If something outside of our mind bothers us, we are always projecting that out. This is what people do not realize. They spend their lives fixing others, or complaining about others, when they only need to fix their own mental containers.

Let me give you some more FACTS about this film. Nashima’s biggest supporters were the male surfers. The other female surfers took a hike when things got rough. The male surfers were always fighting for Nashima’s right to surf, and they even wanted her to compete with them in tournaments. How did the feminists miss the obvious?  It was loud and clear throughout the entire movie.  We become blinded by our beliefs once we relabel them as true.

The male surfers support of Nashima was so endearing. It was one of the things that I liked most about the movie; and these feminists didn’t see that at all. This is what happens when we have baggage on any topic; it blinds us from seeing anything beautiful, perfect, or true. It keeps us from a free life. Then we can’t see that there is life beyond the illusion. Our world is a mess today because we have elected clones to power. Clones spend every day trying to fix their projected illusion. They never address real problems because they can’t see them.

Did the feminist women in this theater deserve support for their point of view? Noooooooo! But the audience gave them support. Nashima became the victim of sexism with their false projection. How was that going to help her? Instead of supporting her True Self and her love of surfing, many feminist clones in the audience, as well as the producer and director, were now selfishly supporting their own FALSE cause. It made me wonder if the worst thing to have ever happened to Nashima was this film. Did these feminist filmmakers cause Nashima to lose her edge? Fortunately, I saw the film; and now, I’m exposing all of their asses as FALSE. This is the flaw in every social justice warrior and activist alive today. They harm the very people they claim to want to help. They demand our support and our money to fix their OWN false beliefs and illusions. We don’t need to fix illusions; when we let go, they disappear.

I saw Nashima as a true feminist and leader. She was going against the religious and cultural beliefs of her family, friends, and country. That’s huge. She was proving that she could do what she enjoyed regardless of her sex; and because she was so pure in her love of surfing, the men surfers supported her too. Do you realize how big that is in a Muslim culture? Nashima was the demo for these feminist women; but they were too busy fighting their own demons to see that Nashima gave them the answer to their faux problem just by living her life.

These women will never find their inspiration if they don’t stop fueling their false beliefs. The feminist women tried to turn Nashima into a victim, when she never once saw herself as a victim. She saw herself as a leader. She said that several times in the film; and many other young women are now starting to surf again in Bangladesh because of Nashima’s leadership and persistence.

I was shocked by this Q&A.  The clones who were projecting said something that was totally false; but normal people are so used to projection from clones that they don’t notice that whatever the projector said felt horrible. Clones are very psychologically reversed. Clones have zero discrimination. Clones also speak with conviction; so most people tend to doubt themselves when clones speak. Instead of ignoring the clone who was projecting, the normal person thinks that they missed something important. They go looking for whatever the projector saw; and then, they think they saw it too. Now these gullible people start supporting the clone who was lying. This is how the mainstream news or social activism works. It’s clever, but it’s nefarious. It’s why we have so many problems in the world today.

When true leaders do come along, they are labeled racists, sexists, conspiracy theorists, etc. The clones in power want to keep their thrones. So they have to turn everyone against the people who can actually eliminate the problems. A true leader might appear to solve problems; but if you look closely, they are actually eliminating them. The problem was a false manifestation from a clone on a fake throne. In Idyllwild, California, the people elected a dog as mayor after suffering from decades of clone leadership. The dog has done a wonderful job because it doesn’t project out problems; and it’s very cute.

People believe liars and deceivers, i.e., clones; then they spread their disinformation for them. This is what you see with groups like ANTIFA or Black Lives Matter. When someone tries to expose the liars and deceivers as false, the clones all come together to defend their illusion. They are operating from like-mindedness, which is fake oneness. They claim that the exposer is the one with the disinformation.

Why on earth would people support an illusion instead of the truth? It’s crazy, but it’s not their fault; they are all victims of false education, social brainwashing, and minds that were filled with beliefs that have been mislabeled as true. Clones teach others to be like-minded clones. The illusion has gotten too big and too strong; and that’s why I expose it every day in every way that I can. I so appreciate those of you who help me by letting go of whatever you can and supporting my websites. That’s how we’ll rein in this collective illusion; and we’ll bring joy, peace, and freedom back to earth. We do it by exposing one belief at a time. It takes time, persistence, and patience.

With regard to sexism, it simply doesn’t exist. It’s always an illusion. So is racism, bigotry, homophobia, anti-semitism, and all of the other such labels. All labels are lies. When we believe a label to be true, we start to see ILLUSORY evidence of it. That’s just how our minds work. If we let the label go, we will no longer see evidence of that label in our life or in others. That’s why this site is called “No Labels No Lies.” The lies part refers to all beliefs; the word lie is right in the word belief so that we don’t forget.

I worked in the corporate world when women were scarce in such places; and I was never mistreated, never paid less, and never abused. So I don’t see sexism; I never have. Feminists need to let go of their false beliefs; they are seeing an illusion and making that illusion into the truth. They are spreading lies. That’s harmful to themselves as well as others who believe them. I will never believe feminists, and neither should you. They don’t deserve to have anyone’s support for their faux beliefs. But I will always support someone like Nashima, even when Nashima can’t support herself.

Did I see the same movie as these self-proclaimed “woke” women?  Yes I did; but we saw it from two very different points of view.  I was entertained and felt enormous love for all of the characters in the film…men and women.  Even the believers were simply doing what was done to them. They weren’t bad people. They didn’t want Nashima to be punished by their false God. Their intention was good even if their implementation was horrible. Besides, the believers weren’t the star of the show. The star was Nashima and her inspiration. I watched the movie from my True Self, and I got to share in Nashima’s joy when she was surfing. Meanwhile, the feminists spent two hours hating men for no reason at all.  Men aren’t toxic.  Belief systems and labels are toxic! 

There is more to this topic, so let’s dive in a little deeper.  I often talk about roles on my websites.  It’s the masculine role, not men that became toxic.  Then the feminine role followed the fall of the masculine role. This is a very old problem.  I explain the history of this problem in great detail in the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway. In short, the most widely-known masculine leader that stained the masculine role was Moses in the Old Testament of the Bible.  He was just like the globalists today. He’s been gone for a long time, but his legacy of false leaders lives on. 

In addition, Moses had a matriarchal, or feminine, point of view. The feminine role is naturally about receiving. When leaders in the masculine role want to receive rather than give, they lead from a false point of view. That was the problem with Moses, and it is the problem with many leaders today. A leader’s job is to empower the people, not line their pockets.

Many people today, men and women, become tyrants and/or criminals just like Moses as soon as they get a little false power.  We all saw evidence of this during the Corona virus fiasco. The clones on thrones (men and women with roles of authority) had a inner toxic masculine that wanted to receive power from its followers without giving anything of value.  Giving others beliefs, rules, or judging and punishing them is giving nothing of value. They all did such horrible acts in order to get the approval of some clone who had power over them. Sadly, we become like the people we follow; and people still think Moses was a good leader…someone to follow. Oy vey!

I’ve helped a lot of people in my work who were so sweet when they were in the feminine role or mindset.  But when they got the masculine role, they became a beast.  I can assure you that there’s no difference between men and women regarding the issues that we have with the false masculine role. So let’s correct these screaming feminists.

Men are not toxic; the feminists’ own inner masculine mind was toxic. So when they watched this movie, they saw a man that triggered their own inner toxicity. Instead of letting go, they reinforced their false belief, “men are toxic.” I suspect that these women saw their own belief in the false God of the Old Testament, the one who judges and punishes, in the father and husband in the film. These women probably left religion behind and became “spiritual.” They just put ice cream on their manure. They didn’t let go of their old religious beliefs. That is very common today.

These woman need to go within their own minds and let go of their beliefs about the masculine role, which includes authority figures of all types; and then, they won’t see toxic men anymore. In fact, they will encounter men who will treat them the way that they want to be treated. There are lots of those men in the world. They don’t like to be called toxic when they’re not. Can you blame them?

We all have a masculine and feminine aspect to our minds.  What we have within is exactly what we see outside in the world.  Our minds were designed to work inner to outer. But most people today have minds that work outer to inner…that’s backwards. They have learned how to behave from others; and they’ve stored all of their memorized knowledge, rules, and beliefs (i.e., crap) in their false masculine minds. So their false masculine mind is toxic. But that can be cleaned up by letting go.

Likewise, those who see bitchy women everywhere must look within and let go of their own bitchy feminine.  Their feminine is weak; they are not using their emotions to discriminate. If they clean up their own inner feminine, and they use their emotions as designed, they won’t fear or even notice bitchy women anymore. Today, many men see bitchy women everywhere, and many women see toxic men everywhere. They have an inner, not an outer, problem.

If everyone in that theater had let go when they felt emotion during the film, they would have seen the same film that I saw.  Our true support for Nashima would have been a huge gift to her…a gift that she deserves in my opinion. It’s a shame that they missed such a beautiful story about such a sweet, young woman. But sadly, letting go has been hidden, and discrimination has been confused, for thousands of years. So it’s not really anyone’s fault that we are sharing this illusory predicament today. We all do better once we know how to do better.

The feminists were doing to Nashima what they were programmed to do. I’m doing my best to change that programming by exposing it as false. But I tend to run into clones just like Nashima. The support for letting go might be deserved, but it’s not always there. I’m forever wiping the sweat off the people who choose initiation and sending them right back into the ring for another round. Initiation is not an easy path to take. Likewise, I have to keep following my own inspiration in spite of others who think that their belief systems are true; they would prefer that I don’t help people to let go. They fear losing their clone thrones.

The support for the con artists that promote beliefs is still pretty damn strong. People still think they need to be with others of like minds, and they don’t realize that they’re keeping the matrix of false connections alive by doing that. So the problems, diseases, and suffering of the illusion continue. As we let go and become true leaders, like Nashima demonstrated in the film; we prove that life outside of the illusion of beliefs does exist, and that becomes our gift to others. It’s an unconditional gift that they can accept whenever they are ready. Initiation is the key that unlocks the Gateway to Gold, i.e., the entrance to Eden. It’s a perspective, not a place. That’s why there’s room for everyone.

Initiation Isn’t Like Anything Else 

Occultists Hijacked the Language of the Initiates

I often say on my blog that the occultists in power hijacked the language of initiation. What do I mean by that? Initiates were calm, unconditionally loving, and caring people; they used their minds as they were designed…from the inside out. There was nothing fake about them. They were freedom lovers, and that freedom wasn’t just for themselves. Sometimes the initiates had positions of power; they were benevolent leaders who gave freedom to all. They brought out the best in people. They were also great exposers of false beliefs. 

The best example of an initiate leader, and the easiest story to obtain, can be found in the story of Jesus in the Bible. But that story was hijacked by the occultists, just like every other myth and story from the ancient world. The story was changed to suit the needs and false desires of the occultists in power. These occultists gained more and more false power over time by slowly infiltrating people’s minds. People ultimately came to view life from the same perspective as the occultists.

The occult point of view was and is dual. It was originally divided into the esoteric secrets, which were just for the inner-circle elite; the physical and undesirable opposite, i.e., exoteric, was projected on to everyone else. Both esoteric and exoteric were false back then, and they still are today. Esoteric thinking is more like New Age or eastern philosophy; it’s very mentally or spiritually focused. Exoteric thinking is more like religion; it’s very physically focused and faith based. They are two sides of the same triangle bottom. Neither are true.

Over time, everyone came to see the occult illusion as normal and even true; and the elite all looked like Gods. Of course, the elite pushed that narrative by saying that they had the right bloodline, they were chosen by God, or they had divine authority. They had the secrets to life. The people bought this lie hook, line, and sinker; and most people are still buying it today. Once we accept this big lie, we ignore our own True Selves. So it was as if the True Self individually and collectively was tossed into the proverbial closet.

The people didn’t protest against the horrors of the illusion because they thought that was how life was supposed to be. They accepted the notion that God was watching over them, judging them, and rewarding and punishing them. In truth, it was the human fake leaders, often referred to as Lords, who were doing that. People accepted the triangle bottoms of superior and inferior…powerful and powerless. The normal people put themselves off the shitty side of every triangle bottom. This is how the the elite were able to literally lord over everyone. It is very important to use the triangle process to let such second-cause pairs of opposites go. Every bit of the occult narrative was a bold-faced lie; today, nothing much has changed. The occultists are still fueling the same lies. Only the people and circumstances have changed.

This is good news and bad news. The good news is that when you let go of a belief individually, you are also escaping the collective mindset. When you let go in the present, you are letting go for all time. So if you believe in karma, you undo it by letting go. Then you realize that karma was also a big lie. The bad news is that these beliefs have a lot of believers and are very longstanding; so you must be persistent and willing to do whatever it takes to let them go. I provide as much support as I can; but I can’t let go for any other person. I can only expose what’s false, which makes it easier to see through the occult lies and let go. If I expose something as false, you know that I’ve let it go and lived to tell about it.

The occultists began their rise to power thousands of years ago. The Bible is not the word of God; it is meant to be a full-circle story. Most of the stories in the Bible were originally told by initiates; they’re exquisite metaphors for how the mind works. Sadly, the initiates’ stories were hijacked by the occultists; and that brought us to the religious views that exist today…both esoteric and exoteric. The occultists put their spin on the Bible stories, and the initiation component appeared to be lost. The Old Testament provides the mental history of the beginning of the illusion as manifested by the false God of Moses and his followers, the Jews; the New Testament was meant to be the way out of the illusion, or initiation. But the New Testament got hijacked by the occultists, who didn’t want to lose their fake power; so they changed Jesus’s story from a story of initiation to a story of martyrdom. That was a big setback for the people of earth.

The fall is a real thing, but it was mental…not physical. In the fall, people turned their focus outside of their mind, and away from their True Self; they started following false leaders who were Moses-like. Moses was a tyrant, just like the tyrants we see today. He used trickery and occult magick to fool his people just like the fake news does today. He demanded that the people serve him because he said that he was divinely appointed by God. He was basically a dick…a false leader of the worst kind. In street gang terms, we’d say that Moses punched down on the people in feminine roles…those who didn’t have power and authority. But if you know any deeply religious people; they hold Moses in mind as a role model. That’s why we still have the same types of leaders today. People become like the people they follow. If you follow dicks, guess what you become?

Jesus was different. Jesus said to never follow such leaders. He said that God was within. Jesus represented true initiation. In the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway (which used to be the Creative Leadership program), I take the Bible apart piece by piece, and I prove exactly what I’m saying. I expose Moses as false, and I decode what Jesus was actually saying to us so that we could experience initiation again. My decodes validate everything I’ve written. I’m never channeled a word of what I’ve written. It all came from research, letting go, direct experience, and ultimately the marriage of logic and emotion.

You have no idea how much I’d love to share those decodes with the world. My heart beats through every word of them. When we find our True Self’s point of view, we so want to express it. That’s what we were naturally designed to do. It took me decades to do those decodes; and I put myself in very uncomfortable places and circumstances in order to do them. I spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to excavate the occult lies. I share everything I’ve learned about letting go. I hold nothing back with anyone. But sharing the decodes at this time would not be good for others. Too many preachers, ministers, rabbis, gurus, and priests are still stuck in the illusion. They still think that you can learn the truth; and they view themselves as teachers of the truth. When people teach “the truth,” it becomes false. It’s like wine that has turned into vinegar. My decodes are written to take an initiate on a letting go journey; so they are useless, or even harmful, to someone who doesn’t know how to let go.

So I can’t do what I want to do at this time. But I do make those decodes available to people who have been letting go. That’s why the decodes are behind a paywall…the Golden Gateway. No one can join that program who has not done the Gold Circle. So I know that the people who join the Golden Gateway do want freedom, and they can let go. I also know that they have enough compassion that they will not do something that would harm another. I know that they are willing and able to expose false if they have to; I’m not saying that it would be easy for them. Exposure of the occult illusion is pretty damn scary for most people, even people in my programs. Too many people want to keep their religious point of view. Too many people still think that the Bible is the word of God, as if God spoke in words and wrote books. Such people have free will to hold those beliefs in their minds. I have no right to tell any other what to put in or take out of their mental container. But if I can help others to get free, I do want to do that. So I walk a very fine line; and I do ONLY what I’m inspired to do. At times, what I’m inspired to do doesn’t even make sense to me until I gain some hindsight.

This macrocosmic transition from leadership by initiates to leadership by the occultists was a metaphor for the microcosmic transition whereby our false mind slowly took the lead individually and collectively, which pushed our True Self/Mind into the background. People started thinking from the outside in, which is backwards…not from the inside out as our mind was designed. That hasn’t changed. Today many people are putting positive, spiritual, or politically-correct words into their minds; that is still outside-in thinking. Those words might accurately describe the True Self; but by putting such words into their minds, they are trying to make their false self into their True Self. That’s impossible. They’re still adding to their minds; they’re not letting go or subtracting from their minds.

In my programs, I watch people struggle to make the shift toward the inner-directed mindset; for nearly everyone, being outer directed is a hard habit to break. I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave and make it easy for them. I know how badly they want freedom. But the occult did a very good job of training us to use our minds backwards. Often by the time someone finds initiation, they’ve been holding on to beliefs as true and following others for decades, or even lifetimes.

So be easy on yourself with regard to letting go; initiation takes time and patience. If you become angry at the time it’s taking to free your mind, it will take even longer. The best way to alleviate that anger is to expose the people who programmed you as false…the politicians, doctors, healers, therapists, scientists, and gurus. They are the cause of all problems, suffering, and even disease; but most of them don’t realize that they are the cause. Their minds were programmed too.

This transformation, which caused us to view the occult illusion as true, has been like a slow boil; it has happened over a very long period of time. As knowledge replaced wisdom, faith replaced inner knowing, and education replaced common sense, the illusion became more solid and appeared to be more true. As time went on, fixing physical effects, instead of removing the mental causes pushed by the medical and psychiatry systems were like high-test fuel for the illusion. Even general science is now fueling the illusion and the globalists’ nefarious agenda. The occult way of viewing life has been like a giant pyramid of power that keeps getting bigger and bigger. Of course, this mental pyramid of power is not to be confused with the amazing physical pyramids. But that’s a story for another day.

We can see this mental pyramid structure clearly in organizations of all sorts from corporations, governments, religions, the military, and the justice system to condo associations and school boards; even some family units have pyramid structures. People rise to the top of a mental power pyramid over time based on their service to the organization’s leadership and the goals of the organization. When we are caught in any pyramid of power, we do not expose the leaders as false; we obey them and get rewarded, or we rebel against them and get punished or banished. There are no free people in any pyramid of power.  Obedience and rebellion is another triangle bottom to let go. These persistent and widely-believed triangle bottoms don’t disappear in a day. You have to chip away at them over time.

Pyramids of power are all based on win-lose thinking, not win-win thinking. Today there are even financial pyramid schemes, which are based on the same occult pyramid structures. The people at the bottom of the pyramid scheme do all of the hard work selling overpriced products; those at the top reap all of the rewards based on their ability to recruit, i.e., manipulate and lie to others to get them to join the scheme. The downline that is created allows the top achievers to project on the bottom dwellers. The bottom hopes to one day rise to the top so they can also project on a downline. It’s a textbook occult scheme.

I’m not saying that any of these people are bad or evil; I don’t believe in good and evil. We all play in the illusion until we choose initiation. We all have a story to live and that story can take one life or hundreds of lives; it’s our choice. Normal people don’t realize that they’re fueling the occult by holding on to belief systems. But if you are here reading my blog, you probably do want freedom. So you need to know that these organization do not support freedom so you cannot trust them, you should not join them, nor should you believe anything they say or do. When people treat these organizations as false and worthless, which they are, they will disappear. I can assure you of that. They need us far more than we need them.

Words and Spelling

Words were the keystone for the occultists’ rise to power; it’s no accident that the word “spell” is connected to words. The occultists view words as spells. These false leaders choose their words carefully; and people go into a sort of hypnotic spell or trance with occult leaders when they speak. They take in the leader’s words without discriminating because they like what the leader says. The followers believe that they are hearing the truth expressed in words from the leader; but the occult leader knows that people will follow them if they say what people want to hear. They don’t mean what they say; they are just saying it to get power, money, and fame. They are offering things that you can only get permanently by freeing your mind; and they aren’t talking about letting go. So they are making a promise that they can’t and won’t keep. We don’t want to take their so-called truth into our minds; when we add to our minds, we add to our false self, which covers up our True Self. Our True Self is whole and complete. There is nothing that we need to add to it. This is all very simple and logical. It is not rocket science.

Occultists know how to manage appearances very well. They’re clever at getting people to blindly trust them; and using projection, they get people to overlook their nearly constant and blatant hypocrisy.  People often believe that gurus, spiritual teachers, motivational speakers, and progressive leaders are True Selves; but they’re not. I call them clones because they look and act like True Selves, but they aren’t True Selves. They wear very attractive social masks. Traits like truth, spirituality, equality, unity, and even optimism are qualities that we do find in every True Self. But a True Self would never tell you to learn or develop those qualities. They’d know that you were born with those qualities. That is how you expose these charlatans as false; they tell you things that you knew and were at birth.

Occultists always project; so we always get the bad end of the stick (or triangle bottom) when we believe them and trust them. If we don’t believe them, however, their projections boomerang right back at them. Thus exposure, and non-belief, is what ultimately brings down the illusion; and those who have stolen the clone thrones within the illusion will go down with the illusory ship. The occultists are nothing without followers holding them up. Here’s a physical metaphor for initiation: When we start taking stones out of the bottom of a pyramid, we eventually bring the whole thing down. The same thing happens in a pyramid of power except we’re removing beliefs, or lies, instead of stones.

It is noteworthy that the word occult contains the word “cult.” A cult leader is nothing without his or her followers. The followers of the cult leader give their power to the cult leader’s belief system at the expense of their own True Selves. In addition, the cult leader projects the undesirable side of his triangle bottom on to the followers. So the cult leader (and I include all gurus in the bucket labeled cult leaders) gets a double win; and the followers get a double lose. This is why they say that you must kill the Buddha to become like the Buddha. You have to stop believing the false leaders who teach beliefs; your belief in their belief system empowers them, not you.

In initiation, we don’t share beliefs; we expose them ALL as false and let them all go.  Then everyone lives from their True Self. I get no power from anyone; and I also don’t project on the people I support. I’m just a normal person who is also letting go; I share my successes and failures so that others can walk more quickly and easily down the initiation path. Personally, I let go using the Three Steps until I love everyone unconditionally; once I love someone unconditionally, it helps them to bring up their false beliefs so they can let them go. If they let go, and it is always their choice to do so or not, they eventually come to think like themselves again; they do not think like me unless they go against my very strong warning and copy what I say. I remind people all the time to use my words as a catalyst for letting go. Don’t learn what I say; don’t add any more knowledge to your mind.

Today we see plenty of examples where words are being used to trick people, such as the relabeling that took mentally-regressive political policies and labeled them “progressive.” Communism and socialism aren’t progressive; anyone who things that progressivism is a good thing is very deeply stuck in the illusion. The occultists took beliefs and false desires from a very old world order where the few rule over the many, and they relabeled their vision the “New World Order.” They want globalism because they are so selfish as to want to rule the whole world. Likewise, the New Age is not new, it’s the old age before organized religion came into being but after the initiates had the most power. Positive thinking and saying affirmations is not actually positive; it’s a way to project the unwanted side of the triangle bottom on to others. I could go on and on. The relabeling trap is used because it works.

Patriarchal and Matriarchal are Two Sides of the Collective Triangle Bottom

Prior to the patriarchal point of view, which many of the so-called woke (more relabeling since the woke are the most asleep) today refer to as toxic masculinity, there was the matriarchal point of view that was also very false. The New Age, self-help, progressivism, alternative healing, therapy, feminism, social justice, and more have risen out of the old matriarchal point of view. In the patriarchal point of view, we tend to lead with logic; in the matriarchal point of view, we tend lead with our emotions. In truth, logic and emotions were meant to work together as a team in our inner alchemical marriage. In fact, the current patriarchal point of view was a failed attempt to fix the very harmful matriarchal point of view. We are dodging this same bullet today.

An initiate leads with their masculine mind because the masculine mind is naturally assertive. The feminine mind is naturally receptive. If one person is throwing a ball (asserting) and the other is catching the ball (receiving), the person throwing is leading. The person catching the ball must adjust to the person throwing it. That just makes logical sense. In matriarchal thinking, however, it’s like the receiver is asking the thrower to adjust to wherever they want the ball to land. Thought is assertive; emotions are receptive, and they are meant to be used for discrimination. So in matriarchal thinking, you have people who claim that others are responsible for their emotions when they are the one who is asserting. When we are asserting, and we feel emotions, we are holding the mental cause of those emotions in OUR own mind every single time.

The feminine mind is where we NATURALLY discriminate. Our feminine was designed to keep our masculine mind in line. That has not happened in modern times. Feminists want to be men, and they fight for masculine roles; they have not done their job of exposing false. So in matriarchal-dominant times, the illusion typically grows. Then the pendulum swings, and the patriarchy bring the illusion back into line. But neither group ever destroy it. Note that this has absolutely nothing to do with physical gender or sex. But if people understood this, all of those weird and totally false gender issues would be gone. They all come from matriarchal thinking.

An initiated one would be a true patriarch, who would listen to the feminine and trust the feminine discrimination. The true patriarch would never dominate or control others; they would not have an aggressive or warring mind. They would assert their win-win-for-all vision into the world; and it would be a joy for others to help them create that vision. That’s how those beautiful pyramids and other ancient buildings that we can’t build today were erected. Being feminine to a true masculine leader is wonderful. Such a leader will bring out the very best in us. I’ve had that experience, and there is nothing like it.

The matriarchal time period of history is what came right after the MENTAL fall. That’s when the illusion was first manifested; and so the earth no longer appeared to be the Garden of Eden. It’s all in the Old Testament of the Bible. But like the True Self, the Garden of Eden didn’t go anywhere. You can’t destroy anything that’s true. Believing in the illusion is like wearing a blindfold. The world is still around you, but you can’t see it until you take the blindfold off. Once we believe in the illusion, we see it until we remove the blinders, i.e., beliefs, from our mind.

Here is what you need to know. Every belief system contributes to an aspect of the illusion. The True Self doesn’t have even one belief; but it does use first-cause (nonjudgmental, physical, and win win) knowledge in order to create. When we create in first cause, we’re outside of the illusion. So creation will be easy once we escape the illusion because the illusion was founded on the curse of hard work.

First-cause knowledge is useful for our survival…building, farming, sewing, cooking, etc. It’s physical knowledge. That being said, first-cause knowledge can be very sophisticated, like we see in beautiful fashion, furniture, cars, or architecture; we don’t have to live like cavemen in order to live from first cause. Throughout history, first-cause information was shared by mentoring and apprenticeships. In first cause, there’s no sharing of beliefs; the master of a task helps the apprentice to learn the task. Second-cause knowledge, on the other hand, has been taught primarily by religion, government rules and laws, and education. Of course, the internet has turned the sharing of second-cause knowledge into a virtual pandemic.

From the standpoint of initiation, it’s a good thing that the New Age, the New World Order, and other old belief systems have come up to the surface for our review; but people are once again accepting these beliefs as new and true. They aren’t discriminating and rejecting what is false. Many people reason that old beliefs were better than new beliefs. That’s not true. No beliefs, our mindset prior to the fall, is much better than even one belief or even the sweetest of beliefs. Beliefs put us on the triangle bottom. All beliefs are dual. There is no exit from the triangle bottom without letting go of both sides of any belief from our OWN mental container. In initiation, we let go when old beliefs arise from the shadows, both individually and collectively.  In that way, we use the world around us to support our quest for freedom.

Here’s another modern trap. Today people are doing some of the same research that I did over thirty years ago. It’s easier now because we have the internet. But most of these researchers (and the same goes for seekers, channels, psychics, or prophets) are making a huge mistake. When we research, we should ONLY look for what’s false…never ever research to find the truth because the truth when expressed in words becomes false. Books that tell us the truth of life are all false.

I have a huge library in my condo that I accumulated during the days of my research. Many of those books contain old myths and stories. I have many Bible translations. I have books that explain different belief systems from around the world. I have occult texts that allowed me to see how the occultists used their minds. I love books. I love understanding others, even the people who are deeply stuck in the illusion and don’t want out. I want to unconditionally love everyone; understanding others gives me the compassion to achieve that desire. But the books that I will NOT keep on my shelves are books that explain the truth in words; they are worthless. They sound like a first-grade reader when you know your own True Self. I won’t even donate that crap; I just dispose of them. They’re trash. I expose a lot of the popular “truth” books in the Gold Circle. Most of those books are found in the genre of New Age or were written by current eastern gurus. People often tell me that their guru is saying the same things that I say; they are brainwashed to think that. I would bet my last dollar that their guru has not taught them how to let go or how to discriminate; if that guru taught them how to discriminate, they would discriminate with the guru and run away as fast as they could.

We were all born with the truth (True Self) inside of our minds. So we don’t need to learn the truth; we need to unveil it. We need to take off our masks and express our beautiful True Selves to the world. Always remember the banner of this site (shown below). It’s the key to initiation. It’s the key to discriminating between the con artist clones and the people who truly have your back.

If we need to get the truth from another, then we aren’t listening to our own True Self. So we need to let go until we feel inspired from within again. If we put “the truth” into our false mind in the past, we need to let that truth go. You can’t let go of your True Self, and if you let go of the truth from your false mind, your True Self will come back out of the closet. It’s that simple; people make it hard because they fear letting go of their memorized truth. After you clean the words of truth out of your mind, you will be in the illusion but not of it; you will find yourself exposing false just by living your life, and you won’t be able to help it. You will prove beliefs and belief systems wrong by your very existence.

This is an awkward time in initiation. I used to expose beliefs as I lived my life, and I didn’t understand what I was doing. People said that I made them emotional or envious. I didn’t know how to stop that from happening. I thought there was something wrong with me. But their emotions and envy were caused by their thinking of me, not my thinking of them. I was exposing the false beliefs in their mind without realizing what I was doing. If they had known how to let go, I would have been a pure godsend as I pushed their false beliefs up to the surface where they could let them go. But they didn’t know how to let go; they didn’t have a clue.

I couldn’t get upset with people for thinking that I caused their emotions. They were outer directed; they had been trained to use their minds backwards. They didn’t even know the causal belief was in their own mind. I was able to let go, but I didn’t know how I did it. It was natural for me. So I went into their illusion, took on their beliefs as true, and I figured out how to escape their illusion. I did this many, many times with a large variety of people with different belief systems. Then I wrote whatever I discovered. Now I don’t feel bad when I cause people’s beliefs and the related emotions to arise. If they want freedom, I’m doing them a huge favor. If they don’t want freedom, then we won’t enjoy being around each other anyway. They’ll just want me to believe their beliefs; and I’m never going to do that.

While marinating in the illusion, I came to understand that people had been trained by occultists to hate their own True Selves; and so when I followed my inspiration, I brought this painful psychological reversal to the surface for others. While creating the Gold Circle, I often saw someone’s inciting incident…their own personal fall moment in their story. I could reveal exactly what they needed to let go; it was obvious to me. I don’t do that anymore. I did it enough to reveal all the different ways that people fell into the illusion; then I was inspired to stop. I wrote about all of that in the Gold Circle. Now I realize that I stopped for a very important reason. When you get free, you want to be able to say, “I did this myself. I know how I got stuck in the illusion, and I know what I let go to get out.”

The Occult Origin

Let me explain the origin of the occultists. It will help you to make sense of all of this. The occultists have always been frauds. The occultists were failed initiates who desperately wanted the true power of the initiates, but they couldn’t get it. Their minds were too polluted; for some reason, they couldn’t or wouldn’t let go of their beliefs. So these frauds copied the initiates both physically and verbally. They hijacked the initiates’ words and stories. They copied the things the initiates did naturally and turned them into practices, rituals, and ceremonies.

Initiates wrote stories using the True Self’s language…the language of metaphor. They mentored others through stories; they didn’t impose beliefs on the candidates for initiation. The occultists turned the initiates’ metaphors into symbolism; they made the initiates’ stories physical and literal. That’s what they still do today. Metaphor is temporary; symbolism is permanent. Metaphor is life giving; symbolism is grave and death giving. Honoring any symbol is like tying yourself to the illusion for life until you die. 

To get free, we have to let go of all beliefs in symbolism. A logo, icon, or symbol should look like nothing but a shorthand way of communicating. It should have no beliefs attached to it. As I let go while decoding ancient stories, all of the symbols in the stories lost their false power; they transformed into meaningful metaphors. The metaphors were validation that I had let go. This wasn’t something I planned would happen; it’s just what happened.

I came to realize that there was a time when the initiates led the people; and life on earth was like the Garden of Eden. People didn’t communicate or act in second cause like they do today. The occultists invented second-cause beliefs, which was the beginning of the fallen mindset. Initiates built beautiful things; over time, however, occultists made those things their own. Occultists took everything associated with initiation and turned it into their power tools. They put their meaning and beliefs on to the places and possessions of the initiates.

Over time, the occultists convinced the people that they wanted to follow them, and even be like them, not the initiates. Occultists are like Hollywood stars; they shine very brightly. But that shine is fake. The shine comes only when they can projected out their shadow on to others. The occultists accomplished their goal of gaining power over everyone in two ways that are still used today in all forms of marketing. They offered to relieve people’s emotions or to fix their problems, or they promised the people a false desire. People started to want the fruits of the illusion, not the fruits of their True Selves. They were now eating from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, i.e., second-cause thinking; they were ignoring the Tree of Life, i.e., first-cause thinking.

The people started to ignore the initiates as they came to ignore their own True Selves. The macrocosm and the microcosm are always a match. So the initiates backed away. They felt that it was important to let people see what they were manifesting with their occult beliefs. People did see what they were manifesting, and it was horrible. They were living in an illusion of suffering that looked real and true. But they had lost all memory of the True Self and Eden. They believed the occultists who said that we fell permanently, and there was no way back to Eden. They believed the religious liars who told them that they would see heaven after death, or they’d get a better life next time if they were obedient and good. It’s was a giant, worldwide scam. The people had no choice but to accept the illusion as real and therefore true. They made the best of a bad situation. This giant error is what we reverse in initiation.

We still have books like the Bible, other spiritual texts, and so-called myths that were written from the True Self point of view using metaphor. These books are available to anyone, but we see what we believe with such “living writing.” Living writing is writing that changes along with the change in the reader’s point of view. The beauty is in the eye of the beholder; but the ugliness is also in the eye of the beholder. When the reader has an illusory point of view, they see proof that their illusion is true when they read such living texts. However, when they let go, they see validation that what they thought was true was actually false.

Sadly, occultists have trained children for thousands of years to think like they do…literally and physically. Religion and school are all about indoctrination into the occult mindset. Today many people think that other Bible books will be revealed, and those books will contain the truth. But if the readers view those new books with the same literal/physical mindset, those books won’t do them any good. In fact, those books will fuel the illusion even more. The occultists set up their scheme to win; and they blocked all the exits.

When our mind is free, we won’t depend on a special book or a special guru. If we like books, we will use them to discriminate. Words and writing are not inherently bad; if we use anyone’s writing as a catalyst for freedom, i.e., for exposing the false beliefs in our own mind, then that writing won’t contain any word spells for us. So you see, we have the power to free ourselves; and we always did. No one has to be a victim of mind control anymore. But people often need someone to remind them of that because other people who want to control them remind them that their beliefs are true every minute of every day.

Let’s get honest about the occultists. Let me state a couple of unknown facts about them. First of all, every belief system is a product of the occult. The occult started in the east and spread west over time. So you don’t avoid the occult point of view by moving to eastern religions or practices. The occult is everywhere; it’s global. It has many forms. If something has beliefs or practices involved in it, it’s occult. The globalist elite are the leaders of the occult point of view today. They are everywhere…in every country, race, and religion. They want to control every aspect of our lives from what we think, where we live, what we eat, and who we love. Often, these false leaders live in the shadows while their minions unknowingly program our minds on their behalf.

If you’ve believed any belief system in the past, or do now, the occult has gotten into your mind. You aren’t alone. We all fell prey to their trickery. Don’t ever feel bad about being duped by these con artists. They view themselves as clever and us as stupid; they project stupid on to us. It’s all part of their fake magick, which is all mental…in fact, it’s false mental. After letting go, you will see that the occultists are the false ones. If anyone is stupid, it would be them. They are nothing but failed initiates. If you stick with letting go, you will surpass them; and they will never affect you again.

The occultists were envious people who tried to say and do what the initiates were inspired to say and do; the occultists believed that you could fake it until you made it. They thought the power of the initiates was in what they said or did. But that wasn’t true; the initiates’ power came from the purity of their minds.

The metaphors used by the initiates were just useful communication tools, which had no power in and of themselves. But the occultists didn’t realize that fact, so they tried to give power to the initiates’ metaphors by turning them into long-lasting symbols. Being primarily matriarchal minded, the occultists added meaning and emotions to those symbols thinking that would give them power. But this had consequences. This caused people’s minds to psychologically reverse. Now emotions no longer meant that beliefs were false; emotions now meant that beliefs had power or beliefs were true. The occultists imposed their symbols and beliefs on to others in order to gain the power of numbers. They had to do all of this because they had no real power. A True Self would never do any of this to a fellow human being.

Today the occult programming is viewed as too hard to reverse by most people; but what other choice do we have? Do we keep fueling the occult beliefs and allow earth to continue to be a hell of suffering? Or do we do our part and let go as much as we can.

Symbols are said to have power by the occultists; but it’s really the power of numbers of believers that give a symbol its false power. Symbols are just another form of spell or curse. That’s why the occultists plaster their fake symbols all over the place. They don’t care if we love or hate their symbols; they just want us to believe that the symbols have power. They want us to project our real power on to them as they project their unwanted side of the triangle bottom on to us.

When we come to see their symbols as false, we strip them of a lot of power. Again, this can be seen in the words that we use. If you remove the “S” from the word “curse,” you get the word “cure.” That’s not a medical cure, which is nothing but fixing the effects of beliefs; it’s a real cure…the removal of the illusion from our minds. It’s a cure that eliminates all diseases and suffering. The letter “S” stands for sin or the deception of the Serpent in the Garden of Eden. Sin was originally a term for second-cause or living from beliefs, not the True Self. If you take the beliefs out of a symbol or a story, you get back to the metaphors.  You regain the initiates’ mindset.

For eons, the esoteric occult ideas have come to the surface from time to time, much like what is happening today; but people treat these beliefs as true, not false. Today, people are noticing the occult symbols; but instead of declaring them false, they’re giving them even more power by teaching people about them. They are confused because they don’t know that emotions mean false. When they discover the symbolic meaning, they feel emotion; and they think that means the symbol is true and even powerful. Now they want those symbols for themselves. So they are becoming the deceivers…the Serpents of the future. In essence, an endless battle has been raging over whose beliefs are true. Who gets to control the symbols and who gets to own the cherished landmarks and buildings. This battle doesn’t end until we leave the illusion.

Once someone is indoctrinated into the illusory mindset, they get stuck. It’s isn’t their fault, and none of us have room to judge the people who are still most stuck today, including the globalists themselves. No one alive today invented the fallen way of using our minds. We all learned it from our ancestors. The people who invented this way of thinking go back thousands of years. People estimate that the Old Testament of the Bible goes back 6000 years; so that’s a good estimate of what we’re talking about for the age of the current illusion. We’ve all fallen prey to some aspect of the illusion. But that’s now in the past. In initiation, we correct the past so that we can create a beautiful future.

We stop the indoctrination process in its tracks. That’s why I took my children out of religion and school; and I kept them away from medicine as much as possible. But at that time, I had not fully decoded the New Age and alternative healing. Now I have; so I warn others to stay away from such things.

We see a perfect example of this very strong indoctrination at work today with the Corona virus hoax; people have been trained to trust their doctors blindly. The doctors lied to them, and even harmed them; but the people still trusted them. The people didn’t know how to discriminate between true and false on the topic of medicine. They don’t realize that we wouldn’t need medicine of any sort if we didn’t have second-cause beliefs in our minds. It’s sad; it’s hard to watch people suffer. That’s why I do what I do. We eliminate the illusion by letting go ourselves, exposing false, and become true role models for others to follow. That’s not an easy task; but it’s a worthwhile task.

The Great Awakening and the idea of ascension is another version of the same old ruse. It’s like the Renaissance period in European history; it did come to an end. Unless people let go of their beliefs, the pendulum will continue to swing back and forth between patriarchal and matriarchal points of view. Belief systems will continue to rise and fall like empires. But the good news is that the rising and falling is quickening. The pendulum is no longer swinging slowly over centuries; it’s swinging back and forth over decades. In fact, it’s moving closer to swinging back and forth over years. When the pendulum quickens and the back and forth becomes months, days, or hours, even the most rigid illusion dwellers will come to see the triangle bottom with ease. Then letting go and my decodes will make sense to everyone. That’s when I’ll release my decodes freely because no one will use them to deceive others. I don’t know when that will be. It might be a few years, or it might be a few decades. I’m not psychic, nor do I want to be.

The way to end all suffering, and I do mean all suffering, is to strip the power out of the occult illusion by not believing a damn word they say. We do that every single time we let go. We do that every single time we expose any second-cause belief as false. The occult in power are all like the Wizard of Oz. Once we reveal that their power is false, they will be forced to admit that it was all a big con game. They will be the losers, which is actually the win win for all, even them.

When the occultists restricted our freedom, they also restricted their own freedom. In the end, they will have no power at all. They will be normal, and those of us who have been traveling the path of initiation will be natural again. Natural trumps normal. Becoming natural isn’t about eating organic food or doing internal cleanses; those are ways of fixing the effects. Becoming natural is ONLY about our state of mind. Once we are free minded, our True Selves will reign again. No false leader will tell us what to do; they will be powerless. Our individual stories and our collective story will have to come full circle. But like I said, this might take a while; fortunately, we don’t have to wait for others. Many people have joined me in letting go, and they will be the way showers and the support for those who will come on board the freedom train in the future. Each time one of us lets go, or exposes false, it gets a little easier for others. Our future gets a little brighter.

The basis of the occult point of view, which is still normal today, is that knowledge is the same as knowing. The occultists treat second-cause thought, which has judgement in it like it’s the same as first-cause, nonjudgmental thinking. Today people commonly say that they are discriminating as they’re obviously judging. Imposing beliefs, rules, or demands on another is judging them. Imposing our beliefs on others means that we don’t trust that person to be naturally good. We should be letting go, not giving them more beliefs. Bad and evil were imposed on us by the occultists who wanted power. Discriminating is being able to say “NO” to people who impose rules, mandates, beliefs, or second-cause knowledge on us. Our natural knowing is beyond words…beyond spells…beyond curses.  Our natural knowing is the cure for everything.

The Occult Hijacked the Word Initiation

Now let’s go back to where we started this article. Let me give you an example of level confusion that’s intimately tied to what I do. Level confusion occurs when a word that points to the True Self becomes knowledge that people memorize and store in their false mental container. The word initiation was originally about freeing one’s mind. It was simple in theory; but even thousands of years ago, it took time to do…generally about a decade or more. Initiation was based on the notion that life is a story that’s meant to come full circle. We start out as a True Self, then we muck around in the illusion and get all mentally twisted around. We believe false and ignore our True Selves. At some point, we’ve had enough of the illusion, so we enter initiation and come out with the same pure mind that we had “initially.” “Initially” is the pivotal word in understanding initiation; the initiates wanted to return to the mind that they were born with. Initiation was not the same as seeking. There was no teaching or learning in halls of initiation. Jesus said that we want our mind to be like a child’s mind; he didn’t mean that we need a childish mind. He meant that we want to lead our life from our True Self…that’s a child’s mind…it’s pure and has no beliefs or second-cause knowledge in it yet.

Like so many other words, the occultists stole the word “initiation” from the initiates. But occult initiations are very different from true initiation. Occult initiations don’t involve letting go; they involve willpower, second-cause beliefs and knowledge, symbolism, rituals, and holding on for life. The occult initiation programs involved learning and memorization. They used rules, oaths, rituals, and ceremonies to keep their illusion fueled and intact. 

There was no formal testing in pure initiation; there was only validation. Life provided the validation that the initiate’s mind had changed. That’s the same today. That’s why we can do initiation without leaving our normal life. Our outer world changes as our inner world changes. We can let go as we work, play, or cook our dinner.

There were, however, insane occult initiation tests that are still performed today by the elite of the world; those often involve sex, children, and many other horrible activities (like they exposed in the movie “Eyes Wide Shut“). We can’t do much about the elite as normal people with no authority. However, there are traces of occult initiation in other more normal aspects of life that we can expose and eliminate. The occult way of thinking often starts with cliques in school, whereby kids have to give up their other friendships in order to join the clique. We see occult initiation in street gangs and secret societies. We also see occult initiation, often complete with tests, in college sororities and fraternities. People identify with these strange groups as if their membership in the group is an improvement of who they are.  That’s never true.

I was never one for cliques in school. I was friends with anyone who wanted to be my friend. I never liked clubs. I did join the Girl Scouts for a while because I liked learning how to do physical things. But that wasn’t a clique. During my first year in college, I lived on campus. I didn’t like college life; so after that year, I got a job and went to night school. Night school was wonderful; the teachers usually have real jobs in the day. So they had real-life stories and experiences to share.

But while I was living at a college, I thought that fraternities and sororities were the silliest thing that I’d ever seen. So I started my own sorority in order to mock them; my sorority wasn’t popular. You’ve probably haven’t heard of it. It was called “IMA PROTO ZOA.” The name was meaningful. Oddly, protozoa can be free or parasitic, just like people. The occult way of life is based on the host-parasite relationship or what therapists call codependence. Initiation was and is all about freedom. You can’t be a free and a codependent person at the same time just like you can’t be a free protozoa and a parasitic protozoa at the same time. Of course, no one got my metaphor; they rarely do.

The experience taught me that college life was not for me. I learned a great trade in college, accounting; and that led me to computers and systems design. My professions didn’t have any beliefs attached to them. They were just a physical and first-cause mental skill that taught me a lot about life. Later on, my advanced degrees in psychology and esoteric studies (the occult) were done with the intent to expose those ways of thinking as false. Many times, I’ve had to go into the belly of the beast to know why certain teachings were FALSE. Now I share my experiences, just like my night-school teachers.

The occultists want us to associate the word “initiation” with saying or doing something as a demonstration of our will and power. They do not want us to discover our True Self, lest we will have all the power; and they will have none. The original idea of initiation was about mental purification; it had no verbal or physical component. There were no rules, beliefs, or practices in initiation because the initiates eliminated mental causes; they didn’t fix physical effects. In the illusion, we fix physical effects, which is another trick that keeps us stuck. But if we don’t know how to let go, we have no choice but to fix effects. That’s why people who fix effects make a whole lot of money. Exposing is not very lucrative yet; but one day it will be. The world is moving in that direction.

If people let go and start seeing the occult beliefs and programming as false, the pyramid of power will come tumbling down. The occultists like to call us useless idiots or useless eaters. That’s projection; that’s exactly what they are being by saying and doing what they say and do. However, we must remember that they have a True Self too; sadly, it’s highly unlikely that they will find their True Self until they’re forced to lose and lose bigly. By exposing them, however, they will ultimately lose. By rejecting their projections, they will ultimately lose. By ignoring their symbols and rituals, they will definitely lose. By living our true and perfect life, they will lose bigly. When they realize that they have lost, and will never win again, then they will all be banging at the door of Gateway To Gold to learn to let go. They will want freedom too…everyone does.

The Big Trick Question, which Leads to Endlessly Looking for a Belief to Let go

Definitions:

Before we begin this article, let me define a few terms that I’ll be using. This is an advanced article. So don’t start here if you are new to initiation and/or to letting go. Start with the earliest articles on this site and https://gatewaytogold.com; then move forward in time so that you are reading the most recent articles last. This article gives you a taste of the very direct writing style that I use in my programs. I wouldn’t normally write an article this direct for the free material. But we are living in a crazy time, and a lot of people who are using my free material to let go can use this information if they can understand what I’m saying.

Clone: When I use the word clone, I’m never talking about a physical clone. I’m talking about a false masculine aspect of the mind that pretends to be the person’s True Self. It’s like a persona on steroids. A clone character or voice operates on beliefs, knowledge, and rules, which it believes to be true. For example, a spiritual clone talks like a True Self, but it’s not a True Self. It says things like “We are all one.” That is true for the True Self level of perception, but it’s not true for the false, illusory level of perception where we all have individual mental containers. We don’t want to be ALL ONE at the false level of perception (the illusion), or we will NEVER get free.

Clones don’t realize that the True Self exists; they can’t see outside of their illusion. They believe that they are the highest point of view. However, there is no higher or lower from the True Self point of view; anyone who views people as higher or lower castes, frequencies, levels of management, perspectives, etc., is speaking from a clone character. Outside of the illusion, there is just true and false. True is not higher or better than false. Nevertheless, when we are in false thinking, we are in an illusion. So hopefully, we are choosing that experience.

Most likely, you’ve been confused by clones in the past…we all have. We put their beliefs into our minds because we were told that their beliefs were the truth. Clones won’t ever tell us that we can let go. Once they trap us, they think they own us for life. Consequently, most people get stuck in the collective illusion. They don’t see any way out. Initiation is the reversal of this clone problem.

Level Confusion: Clone characters in our false minds cause level confusion. They cause us to think that we are thinking something true, when we are not because our overall perspective is divided and false. The words we think might be technically true; but our True Self wouldn’t need to think or say such words. The example I gave above, “We are all one,” is a common, level-confused phrase. We don’t need to speak the truth; the True Self knows the truth already, and we all have a True Self within. The spiritual clone, however, will put that phrase in its mind as a belief; then it will connect with other false minds that share that belief. We don’t want to connect with anyone’s false mind. That’s why we were born with individual mental containers.

The words on the banner of this website explain level confusion: Essentially, you don’t need to learn or speak the truth because you already KNOW it, and so does everyone else. In level confusion, we are operating from the notion that some people have the truth and others don’t. That’s completely false. We can veil the truth with beliefs; but we all have the truth within and always will. Initiation is the process of revealing our hidden truth by letting go of false beliefs.

First Versus Second Cause: The perspective of the True Self is always first cause, or what is known as eating from the Tree of Life. The false-self perspective is always false and second cause because it contains an element of judgment; it is known as eating from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and evil. Good and evil are second cause because we desire good; and we hope to avoid evil. Thus we judge evil. Therefore, both good and evil exist at the level of second-cause; both are false because they are opposites. Also, goodness on the triangle bottom is defined with beliefs and rules.

The True Self is good without an opposite; its goodness doesn’t need to be defined. We must let go of both sides of every triangle bottom in our mind in order to return to the True Self’s perspective. Initiation isn’t a weekend workshop. That’s why very few people do it. Let me assure you that it is worth every ounce of effort you put into it. But you must be patient.

North Star: Our North Star is a metaphor for where we are headed…it’s our intention or our desire. An intention or desire can be true, or it can be false. If our North Star is physical and within the illusion, we will live within the boundaries of the illusion. If our North Star is mental and outside of the illusion, that North Star (or intention) will bring up the beliefs that we need to let go in order to exit the illusion. As we let go of the beliefs that arise in our mind, we gain mental, emotional, and eventually, physical freedom.

Take this article slowly; stop and let go whenever you feel emotions arise. Do not read this article like you typically read a magazine article. When you feel emotions, it means that a belief is arising for you to let go. Stop and examine your own thinking. You either believe the lie that I just exposed, or you are judging what I just wrote because you don’t like that I exposed a belief that you deem to be true. I write in order to push beliefs up to the surface of the mind; I don’t write to teach or soothe people’s emotions. If you want soothing for your emotions, you are reading the wrong website. I don’t offer emotional soothing. We need our emotions to get free; they help us discriminate.

At the same time, I know that none of you made up this trick that I’m about to expose. If you believed it, and used it, you’re not bad or stupid. You simply trusted someone who was a clone on the throne. Quite frankly, we should be able to trust people with leadership roles. But as of right now, we can’t. The illusion has become a little too serious and real. The person who taught you this nasty trick pretended to have the truth when they simply did not. So just realize that I’m very direct in this article because I want to be clear; but I’m also standing by your side with you. Together we are punching up at the people in power who are promoting these kinds of false techniques. That’s how we all get free.

The tools, techniques, and practices of the illusion are like treading water. You work really hard, but you don’t go anywhere. If you don’t let go of those old, worthless tools, techniques, and practices from your past, you bring the baggage associated with them into letting go and initiation. Then you don’t go toward the North Star of freedom. Thus, I warn people to NEVER combine letting go with other practices, tools, or techniques from the illusion. But often they don’t listen to me. That’s their choice. I don’t demand that anyone let go or do what I say. But if you aren’t letting go, you won’t get freedom.

A Warning: I talk about true health and false health in this article. If we aren’t at the level of the True Self perspective, then we can’t expect our True Self to heal us. So we should take adequate care of our body and seek out any form of medical attention that we need. I don’t view medical care as bad or wrong. It’s an important part of the illusion. But it is part of the illusion, and I write for people who want freedom. So I have to tell it like it is. My advice to people who have physical problems is to follow their beliefs. What we believe is what will work. But of course, we have to know what we believe. This article should help with that.

Before I Reveal the Big Trick…a Little Background

I’d seen this trick over and over again. But so often, I’d let it slide. I assumed that the person knew what I was talking about, and they were just describing letting go a bit differently. I like to give people the benefit of the doubt; but sometimes, I get tricked by the clone characters in their mind when I do that. But fortunately, I don’t stay tricked; and that’s why I’m able to keep doing this work. In time, I came to realize that the Big Trick was always a clone trick.

I’ve actually exposed all the components of this Big Trick, but never directly exposed the trick itself. So we’re going to do that in this article. It’s a weird thing, but often clone characters will not stop trying to maintain control of our minds until we expose them directly as FALSE. If clone characters can find a way to stay alive, they will. They often come up with clever tricks to avoid being exposed; they do keep me challenged.

Many people who find my writing have already been sold a false view of letting go by psychologists, gurus, healers, psychics, spiritual teachers, motivation speakers, etc.; I’m not saying that those people are bad. They just don’t take anyone toward freedom. They provide soothing within the illusion; and since there are a lot of people still stuck in the illusion, they are necessary. But we have to be truthful if we want freedom, these professions don’t help people to escape the illusion; and we want to escape. But don’t get me wrong. I don’t judge any of those professions; judgment would put me in the illusion. I just see them as false. I don’t use them. They are like a choice of food on a smorgasbord that I don’t want to eat. So I don’t put that food on my plate. I also don’t get upset that the food that I don’t want to eat is on the smorgasbord. I just walk past it. Others do like that food; they should be able to eat whatever they want.

If you want freedom, you must understand that if someone teaches you a technique for letting go of emotions without removing the causal belief, that technique is false. Tactics that change one’s emotions from negative to positive are occult and FALSE. Changing one’s beliefs to sound more positive or spiritual do not automatically result in letting go. Physical or mental practices like eastern meditation or yoga rarely result in letting go. These practices are not helpful for initiation because you must do them for life. Also people do such practices in order to fix their mind or body; our ultimate goal in initiation is to not have to fix the effects. But of course, it takes time and a lot of letting go to get to that place.

When you let go of a belief, you don’t ever have to let go of that belief again. You know the belief is false. Initiation is about purifying our mind…not changing it, adding to it, or avoiding it. So we must do an honest assessment of the techniques that we have relied on in the past. It’s unlikely that any of them will be useful to us if we truly want freedom like we want air.

Like I said above, I exposed all of the components of this Big Trick. So let’s do a little review. I told people to use win-win or the emotional test to determine what to let go. Win win is how we expose our masculine mind, or what I label a clone if the person thinks that masculine voice is their True Self; emotions are how we expose the feminine mind or what I label the false self. If our mind was perfect, our True Self would be masculine and our false self would be feminine; our body and life would be the effect. Our masculine and feminine mind aspects would work together as one. We’d only create in first cause, and we’d create perfectly every time. But people come to initiation with a second-cause mind that is filled with beliefs, second-cause knowledge, and rules. That’s everyone’s starting point. We choose initiation when we want out of the illusion. It doesn’t choose us. Initiation becomes our purpose or focus until we are done.

In addition, I’ve written about the Three Steps, which is very comprehensive. When we do the Three Steps, we remove second-cause thinking from the false masculine and false feminine mind aspects. If we go all the way to Step Three, we will get to the True Self; that’s where letting go happens with ease. Letting go from the feminine role requires resolve and willpower; it requires us to punch up at those clone voices in our mind or life. Letting go from the masculine role requires compassion. We have to want the best for the feminine role; we have to work toward a win-win outcome.

The clone characters in our mind don’t have compassion; they are win-lose oriented. Clone characters project the unwanted side of their triangle bottom on to others so that they can have what they want. The clone has no desire to let go. The clone wants to keep its throne; it wants to remain mentally or physically superior to others. Clones are convinced that whatever they believe is TRUE or at least right. They want to keep ruling over our mind, body, and life. In initiation, however, we want our True Self to lead us. Imagine that we want to live in a beautiful treehouse; but every time we try to get on the ladder to the treehouse, a crocodile clone with lots of beliefs bites our butt and pulls us back down into the second-cause swamp. We do what we must do; we take these crocodiles out one at a time. Eventually, there are no crocodiles pulling us back into the illusion. So we can go up and down the ladder to and from our treehouse with ease.

I also shared the triangle process, which is a powerful tool for cleaning up our minds. When we look at a triangle, we have the True Self’s point of view at the top. Take a topic like health. True health with no opposite is natural. But most don’t see health in that way because that point of view is outside of the illusion. When we know that heath is true, we don’t need doctors, healers, cures, or even herbs or vitamins because we are not creating disease from the true mental perspective. The True Self doesn’t believe in disease. Emotions and pain would simply be a signal for the us to let go of our current thinking. Our True Self is always giving health to our own body and to others. But if someone has a medical clone in their mind, they can’t receive that level of perfect health. They only know health on the triangle bottom, which is the normal view of health and sickness.

At the bottom of the triangle, we experience health in the second-cause illusion, where everything is divided into opposites. We have the doctors or healers who hold the knowledge of disease and how to fix it in their masculine mind; they are the mental cause of the problem called disease. Usually the doctor or healer is not the clone on the throne at the top of the pyramid of power. But they share the belief system of the clone on the throne.

On the feminine side of the triangle bottom, we have the patients who are living the physical effects. If the doctor or healer lets go, they slowly move off of the triangle bottom; they ultimately won’t believe in disease anymore. They’ll free themselves from the medical illusion as well as all of their patients. They will no longer see unwanted health (disease) effects in the world. So they’ll have nothing to fix anymore. Their role of doctor or healer disappears because they have let go of all the beliefs that made up that clone character in their own mind. They have lost their role in the illusion. But they are much more than that illusory role; they are free, and they will continuously give the gift of health and freedom to others whether the others can receive it or not.

This is hard for people to grasp until they let go for quite a while. Often a role like doctor or healer feels like a purpose; it’s often the person’s status, and their way of making a living. The person doesn’t realize that there is something more perfect waiting for them. That perfection comes from their own True Self. They won’t realize that perfection until they let go mentally and physically of that illusory role. The role keeps them on the triangle bottom within the illusion. A doctor or healer can’t exist without patients…these roles are two sides of a coin, and you can’t have only one side of a coin.

Sometimes, the person who is a doctor or healer truly desires freedom, but they refuse to let go of their role even though it no longer feels good to perform that role. So they experience an unexpected event where they suddenly lose their career or their ability to do their career; later on, after being forced to drop that clone character from their mind, they realize that the seemingly horrible event was actually a blessing in disguise. But such changes can be traumatic. Initiation is not about ripping people’s lives apart. It’s meant to be gradual and safe. We let go of one belief at a time. As we do that, the clone characters just dissolve from our mind. We don’t miss them at all.

Let’s say that the doctor or healer challenges their beliefs every day while they continue to do their job. They will move from the false masculine expert to the compassionate True Self over time. They will find themselves telling their patients that there is nothing wrong with them. The last doctor that I ever went to was that kind of a doctor. I will never forget him. I received his gift of true health; I was done with the medical system. We connected at the True Self level. But I’m kind of usual. He probably saw hundreds of patients a week; and they just wanted a pill or an herb to take away their symptoms.

That sweet doctor was no longer a clone; he had become pure health. He no longer believed in disease. He had nothing to offer people who did believe in disease. They didn’t know how to let go of their false beliefs, and he didn’t know how to help them let go. I could tell that he even felt awkward with the title of doctor or healer. He was very close to ditching that job. He just couldn’t do it anymore. I personally, think that many people are experiencing collective initiation around this health topic right now. It has become crystal clear that the medical system is corrupt and worthless. It’s easier than ever to see that the system causes disease and suffering. This looks like a big problem to most. But it is actually pushing everyone to let go of all the beliefs that they have around health. It’s time to find health within and stop depending on knowledge and expert clones to keep us healthy. In the end, many people will say that this rough time was a very good thing. Letting go of their beliefs, however, would have been a lot more sane and gentle than a faux pandemic. When we let go, we don’t have to quit our job or leave our marriage; we don’t have to hit rock bottom. We just grow out of anything that isn’t true for us. One door opens just as another one has closed. We move from an illusory life to our true life.

We might not have a doctor or a healer role within the illusion. But when we believe such people, we put a copy of their beliefs into our mind. So we create a medical clone in our mind. Often we meet that clone character in another human being who plays the doctor or healer role on the illusory stage of life. That person who plays that role will do what we expect them to do, which probably isn’t what we want to experience. Today people add diet beliefs, personal training beliefs, and wellness beliefs to their medical clone. They also add alternative medicine beliefs to their mind. All of those beliefs are based on the same foundation that disease is true. It’s real, but it is false. That’s why we can let it go.

So nearly everyone is very much a part of the collective illusion on this topic of health. We all start initiation with beliefs about our body; and it takes time to let all of that go. We let go of one belief and label at a time; it took me a few years to get rid of every belief that I had about food, body, exercise, disease, etc. Until I got free of the beliefs that I had stored in my mind, I would feel emotion when someone brought up a disease label. That’s how I knew that I still shared the person’s causal belief. So I’d follow the emotion and let go of the belief that I shared with them. That freed me from the problem, and I became a supporter for their perfect health. Often, I’d no longer see the problem in them just like that sweet doctor that saw me in that way. But oddly, if they still had a medical clone in their mind, they would get upset when I wouldn’t agree that they had a health problem. They wanted me to tell them how to fix their problem, not tell them that their problem was false. What can I say? If they want their illusion, they can keep their illusion. But I still won’t see them as deficient in any way.

I’ve also told people to never try to figure out their minds like people do in therapy. But people had already developed that bad habit from hanging out in New Age, therapy, and self-help groups when they found my writing. They’d become addicted to connecting the dots so they could understand their mind, their relationships, or their problems. They would describe what they were doing as working on themselves, self-reflecting, or processing. Let me be clear and direct about this; I only have one word for all of that worthless inner work…bullshit! None of those things are even close to letting go. I honestly don’t know what in the hell people are doing when they are in therapy, and I have a master’s degree in psychology. When anyone describes therapy to me, it sounds like someone playing with their own poop. They are all stuck in level confusion. Thinking about the mind doesn’t get us to the true mental perspective. We have to let go to get to the true point of view.

Let me tell you a little secret that you might not know. Psychology, self-help, the New Age, the prosperity gospel, religions like Unity, progressive politics, and other belief systems of the same ilk, were all modern-day occult scams invented by the globalists (cabal of elitists who want to control the whole world) for the purpose of getting more people to use their minds like they do, which is backwards. The globalists are super clones who think they deserve the throne for the whole world. They rule the entire pyramid of power. People follow them because they are told that such people can lead them to money, success, fame, or some other physical false desire. Or they are told that the people on this pyramid of power can get rid of their emotions or fears; usually, however, they are the cause of them. Or they are told that such clones can lead them to their spiritual self, enlightenment, or some other mental false desire. None of us need such clones in our lives; we were born spiritual and enlightened…everyone was. If a desire is true, we will get it by letting go of the beliefs that are in the way of its fulfillment.

Initiation is real simple; but no one will be honest and tell you what I’m saying because they have a belief system that they want you to fuel. Belief systems can only exist with the false fuel of emotions generated by the power of numbers of believers. Our True Self does not fuel our beliefs or our false desires. This Big Trick that I’m about to share was clearly born from this very popular cesspool of worthless psychological tools. It serves those who want to keep the illusion alive. Even if you don’t want total freedom, don’t give these clones your false power. They will never give it back to you; they are hoarders of false power.

The Big Trick Question

The Big Trick is quite simple, but it’s complex to expose as false. The person asks themselves: “Why or how did I create this problem?” Now stop and think about that question. It sounds like a good question right? But the person never answers the question. They generally think of lots of answers, but they don’t ever answer the question. Occasionally, someone just gets silence when they ask the question. They generally practiced eastern meditation, and they need to kick that meditation clone out of their mind.

Let’s first answer the how part of the question in general terms. The person is holding on to a second-cause triangle bottom in their false mind that isn’t true. Or they are following someone, like a doctor or guru, who holds the causal belief in their mental container as true. To get rid of an effect, we have to remove the cause. If the cause is in someone else’s mind that the person follows or obeys, they need to let go of following that person; and they need to let go of the causal belief that they share with that person.

Now for the why? They still treat that causal belief as true, which often points to a clone character in their mind or life; they think that they need to hold on to that belief for some reason. Now once you answer the question generally, you start to realize that the question is not simple to answer. There could be fifty causal beliefs for one effect. The person might be following a powerful clone, and they are terrified of letting go of the beliefs that they share with that authority figure. The person might have been given a label that they can’t let go because the label came from a trusted expert. I could go on and on. Roles are always involved in the manifestation of a problem within the illusion. But roles will never come up when we ask that question.

Here is the question that we need to ask. Why don’t we know exactly what to let go? Why can’t we see cause and effect with ease? The short answer is that the clone characters in our mind or life are asking that Big Trick question; and clones have no intention of ever letting go. Clones are complexes of beliefs. If they let go of their beliefs, they will disappear or die. Clones are the part of our mind that is afraid of dying. Our True Self never dies. I’m really good at seeing cause and effect because I’ve had a lot of practice; but when someone asks me this question, they are always speaking from a clone character. So I can give them the perfect answer, and they will not let go. The purpose of this question is to avoid letting go.

The clones in our mind want to make it impossible for us let go so they can remain alive and run our mind, body, and life. They are like parasites or squatters. They want us to think that letting go doesn’t work or doesn’t exist because letting go is their demise. When you hear a voice that says, “letting go doesn’t work,” or “letting go isn’t working for you,” that’s a clone talking. You need to let go of whatever they are saying; it’s false.

In thirty years of exposing the mind, I’ve not found one time when letting go didn’t work if the person let go in the way that I told them to let go. Now let me say that another way: Other people, including many expert clones, use the term letting go in false ways. I didn’t say that other ways of letting go work; they don’t. I said that the way I explain letting go always works. That’s not being arrogant; it’s called experience. Make sure you are clear on that; the Big Trick question is someone else’s way of letting go. Their way does not work; my point is that it was not designed to work. It looks like an exit, but the door below the exit sign doesn’t open.

Some Variations of the Big Trick Question

If the person who asks this Big Trick question is with like-minded friends, they often present that question as a topic of discussion; the friends work on the person’s mind together. They each toss out beliefs that might have caused that problem like they are solving a puzzle together. What good will that do? No one is letting go. They are trying to link cause and effect intellectually, to connect the dots, which doesn’t work. When we are thinking and asserting ideas, we are in the masculine aspect of our mind. I’ll explain the feminine approach to letting go in a moment. From my point of view, this idea exchange looks like people playing with each other’s poop. Everyone in the illusion has beliefs that are like giant piles of manure. To get free, we need to get rid of our manure pile. When we talk about beliefs, we are literally exchanging manure. When we cover the manure pile with new beliefs, we are putting ice cream on the manure and calling it a sundae.

So let’s say that the person come up with a very plausible reason for this problem intellectually. They would take that ice cream reason and pile it on top of their manure pile. That’s not letting go. They might feel some momentary satisfaction for having solved the riddle, but the problem will occur again. They didn’t remove the mental cause.

When people do this trick with me, I give them an answer that supports freedom. I tell them to let go of whatever reason they just tossed out on the table; it’s false. If they toss out another reason, I tell them to let that belief go too. I’m talking to them from the feminine role. I’m listening and discriminating. It doesn’t matter what belief they throw out; it will not pass the emotional test. I’m being their emotions since they are completely ignoring them. That’s why they can’t discriminate. If they were feeling instead of thinking, they would know that they needed to let go of every answer they heard in their mind. They would also know that another person can’t possibly tell them what is in their mental container unless they are falsely connected to them; then they’d have a different problem to work on. Why are they two halves of a whole with that person instead of two whole people?

Once I take the feminine role and discriminate for the person who asked the Big Trick question, the game stops. It was a clone game. Clones don’t want the truth, and they don’t want to let go. They want to play with each other’s poop for a few hours and call that a relationship. They want to agree that there is no resolution to this problem. Or they want to put ice cream on the manure and feel great that they can’t see the manure anymore. Of course, that ice cream will melt…I can assure you of that.

So let’s say that these two friends get to the eventual point of no resolution. Does that mean that no belief caused that unwanted effect? No, it means that they didn’t have access to the part of their mind where the belief was stored; in my experience that is because a clone character doesn’t want them to let go of that belief. If there was NO causal belief, then what caused the problem? Oh that is a much better question to ask: Who or what caused this problem?

Now you will get answers…lots of them: God’s will, it’s stuck in my unconscious mind so I need hypnosis to dig it out, Cathy’s wrong (clones love that answer), letting go doesn’t work for me, I’m being punished for something I did in the past, I don’t know and will never know, karma, it’s a soul wound, mind control, the boogie man, overall injustice…I’ve heard it all. Those are all beliefs to let go. In fact, any or all of those reasons combined might be why you create problems that you don’t want in general. Do you see why the question is worthless now? Not one of those answers is win win for all. But in most cases, people will state those answer as if they are absolute facts of life. They will even argue with me; they will demand that I prove that their win-lose beliefs are false because there are a lot of clones that believe those beliefs. Clones feed off of the power of numbers.

This very common conversation looks productive on the surface; in fact, some people call it a deep conversation…lol! But it’s not deep at all, nor is it productive. We have to go toward the feminine false self in order to go deep. We have to get out of the masculine clone mindset. Every belief in the clone’s mindset is viewed as true. Clones love you when you agree with their beliefs; and they hate you when you don’t agree.

Some people do this Big Trick question with their therapist; it’s still unproductive, and it’s still not deep. The therapist isn’t going to say that their patient’s beliefs are all false. The therapist is in the illusion where discrimination is unlikely at best and impossible at worst. Also, therapy is done intellectually. Even hypnosis is done intellectually; I used to do it. But I did it different from everyone else. I used it to help people let go, and the results led me to what I share today. I didn’t want people to have to pay me $100 an hour to let go of every belief in their mind. We all have thousands of beliefs in our mind to let go. We need to know how to let go on our own.

Outside of the illusion, we know that we can’t let go of the truth; and that’s a very good thing. We don’t want to let go of the truth. This fact assures that we won’t screw up and accidentally let go of a true creation like our arm or our kidney. But the clones in our mind falsely deduce that we can’t let a belief go because we have relabeled it as true. That’s a lie. A belief is never true; it doesn’t matter what our mind has labeled the belief. The word BELIEF has the word LIE within it for a reason; all beliefs are false. So there is no belief that we cannot let go.

In any moment, we can go into our mind and find the causal belief, which we can let go if we realize that the belief is false. False is the key! Or we can go toward normal thinking, logic, and reasoning, which will keep our illusion fueled. Normal thinking is mostly geared around finding solutions to our problems; initiation is about letting go of problems so that we don’t need solutions anymore. There is a big difference.

The Big Answer to the Big Trick Question

Recently I asked someone why she asked herself that question, and she gave a seemingly good answer; nevertheless, it was a false answer. She said, “I’m being responsible. I’m acknowledging that I created this problem; I’m not blaming my parents or anyone else.” Well, that sounds like something someone would say who has a strong desire to find the causal belief and let go. Right? However, that was a clone character in her mind pretending to be a True Self. Here’s how I know that.

Responsible and irresponsible are a second-cause triangle bottom. We judge irresponsibility. The True Self is automatically responsible. It never blames another. But also, our True Self never creates a problem. If we are truly responsible, then we will let go and only think from first cause so that we don’t cause problems in our life or the lives of others. This is subtle, and it’s hard to see until you let go for a while.

This Big Trick question is the same trap that globalists, gurus, and spiritual teachers use to hook their followers for life. They are clones who want to keep the masculine role in every relationship at all cost. They peddle belief systems that they relabel as the truth. These clones will never become feminine to anyone. I became feminine to others over and over again when I created the Gold Circle; and I found out what these clones did to people’s minds because their followers would try to do it to me. We do to others what was done to us. So these clones on the throne do not impress me at all. They never let go; and they never tell their followers to let go. That’s how you detect a con artist. My job is to expose them as false so that their followers can gain the freedom that they truly deserve. But don’t get me wrong. I can’t do the cleanup work for their followers; I’m not in their mental container. I can expose what is false. I can even explain why it is false. I can even unconditionally love the person to make it easier for them to let go. But everyone has to let go and bring their mental container back to the virgin state through their own efforts. That is a very good thing; when you do the work of initiation, you come to know your mind. You know how and why you fell into the illusion. So you don’t ever fall again.

Here’s another subtle word trick used by clones. The aspect of our mind that creates is our True Self. Our creative life-force and desires flow though the false self in order to divide our thought in first cause; and that is how we effortlessly create. But we don’t ever have to ask our True Self how it creates. It’s obvious. It just does it. When we fell mentally by accepting second-cause thinking into our minds, we had to work hard mentally and physically to manifest; we had to use beliefs and willpower to manifest what we desired. Manifesting is not the same as creating. Precision of language is very important in exposing belief systems as false.

In the Big Trick question, the person asked how they created their problem? They didn’t create it. They manifested it. The clone was hijacking what’s only true for the True Self. The clone can’t manifest a true desire; thus it cannot create.

People bring this error to me all the time in a slightly different format. That’s why I wrote this article. I want to be able to answer this common question from now on by giving the person a link to this article. They say, “Cathy, here is my problem. Now tell me what to let go.” They want me to be responsible for their problem or error of thinking. But I didn’t put the causal belief into their mind. In addition, I have a separate mental container; so how would I know what is in their mind. I know they have manifested an illusion. Like I said above, I can often detect the cause of their problem by the context of their email or the description of their problem. The cause is always really close to the effect. But they don’t want to know what to let go. They want me to take their projected effect or tell them they are a victim and letting go just doesn’t work for them. In that way, they don’t have to deal with the actual cause.

I do know of one man who is no longer alive…he was a German doctor who generally saw life from the mental perspective. But he must have had severe responsibility issues. People would come to him and ask him to get rid of their health problems. After a bit of questioning, he’d stick their asses in his car and take them to the person who held the causal belief in mind. Then he’d force the person who was holding the causal belief to let his patient off the hook. I wish he had made videos of that; there isn’t enough money in the world for me to do that gig. But when he did this, people healed from nearly every disease known to mankind. It makes sense to me. He got the person in the masculine role to take back their projection. But part of the reason that the person with the cause let go was because he came on strong with a voice of authority as a widely-respected doctor. He was using his authority to punch up, and I totally respect him for that.

This Big Trick question tells us something about the clone that asks the question. In my experience, the clone usually feels like their life is unjust. They tend to think that clones should have perfect lives; they should live like royalty. They should have it all. This is more level confusion. Clones don’t deserve to have it all. Clones always have lots of false desires because they are never satisfied. They are never satisfied because they are never living their true life.

The clone thinks that they are not getting what they deserve according to their rules for manifestation. Well that means that their rules aren’t popular enough. The illusion works based on the power of numbers, repetition, and longevity. Our oldest beliefs are in our false self; clones project those unwanted beliefs out on to others. In my experience, the clone usually asks this Big Trick question when a projection has boomeranged back at them. They thought that problem applied to someone else, but the person who was the object of their projection did something mentally or physically to free themselves of it. Now the clone appears to be blindsided when it is the cause of its own problem. That’s why it asks the Big Trick question. It doesn’t want to be exposed; it’s deflecting.

This Big Trick question is like a magic trick where the magician says to look here, but they are doing something over there. Clones create illusions, so they love deflection. You’ve seen this with the American Democrats and Donald Trump if you have eyes to see. They always blame him for what they are actually doing. They are deflecting the blame away from themselves so that no one holds them responsible for their shenanigans. The Democrats are globalist clones through and through. The Republicans aren’t innocent; but they’re generally cowards who are afraid to punch up at the clones in power. The globalists want to win; and no trick is too harmful or too disgusting if it gets them what they want.

The people who ask this question often want to understand their mind; that’s fine. But in initiation, our focus is on purifying our mind. Oddly, we get true understanding when we do that. True understanding requires us to become feminine to another or feminine to our own mind. It requires us to listen and to feel our emotions. The masculine mind asserts; it doesn’t listen. That’s not bad; listening not it’s job. Don’t confuse this with men and women; both men and women have masculine and feminine minds. Also, the mind is not the same as the brain. But we’ll leave that for another time. When our masculine mind is win-win oriented and free of second cause, it’s powerful and effortlessly creates. In my writing, I tell stories that are full circle. Most are from my own life. I started out free on a topic. I took on beliefs, and then I let them go. Then, I had understanding. So I share that understanding by exposing whatever I let go to get free of that situation. Then others can copy my example. But I didn’t get that understanding intellectually. I only got it by letting go. I also wasn’t connecting dots or finding reasons. However, after letting go, the dots were all connected; and I knew the reason that this situation had happened to me.

People usually find my articles when they no longer want to live within the illusion. They’ve had enough. They don’t even want the fruits of the illusion anymore, so often they feel very unmotivated. I don’t advertise or use keywords to attract people to my websites. I’m not easy to find at all. People generally find my articles because their True Self is sick of the clones who are ruling their mind, body, and life. On the True Self level, they want freedom. Once they start reading what I write and allowing it to sink in, it wakes up their True Self. They start letting their True Self out of the closet. They set their North Star on freedom. Now the clones in their mind feel threatened. So the games begin.

Initiation appears to be a war between the clone voices in our mind and our own True Self; there can be only one winner in the end…it’s always the True Self. The clones can’t win the war. However if a clone character wins a battle, they keep their role within the illusion for a while longer; they get to keep their beliefs, and they get to continue to think that emotions mean that their beliefs are true (psychological reversal). In every moment, the initiate either lets go of a causal belief and the True Self wins that battle on that topic; or they allow the clones to play their silly games, avoid letting go, and fuel the illusion so that it looks more real and even more true.

These clones think that if they can get me to agree that they are letting go, and they are the True Self, then they can keep their throne. However, this isn’t my first rodeo! So for all of your clones that like to play that stupid game with me…it won’t work anymore. I’m done playing the Game of Thrones with clones. So you can let the game go, or you can go back to kissing some guru’s dirty feet. That’s your choice. You always have free will in my world; but I also have free will to tell your clone characters that their beliefs are FALSE. Eventually, you’ll realize that my exposure of your clones is exactly what you truly desire, or you wouldn’t hang out with me. I support your freedom and your True Self as a trusted ally. Your clones don’t like me because they hate your OWN True Self. They can’t exist once your True Self is back in charge, and they simply don’t want to die. In the end, you are the owner of your mental container, so you decide what you want in it. I suggest that you make it a CLONE FREE ZONE!

Moving from Bravery to Courage

Lately, I’ve felt the pull to do an article on courage.  Then yesterday, our fearless take-down-the-globalists President Trump tweeted that we were going to learn about the word courage soon.  I realized that my idea was an inspired thought, and I needed to get busy writing. I had some information that would be helpful to others. This article is specific. However, you can apply what I’m demonstrating to any situation.

Before we begin, let me give you a warning. Don’t read my writing like you are reading a novel. You have to read it slowly. When you feel emotions, let go of whatever you’re thinking. I write to give you power tools to let go, and to expose what’s false. When you feel emotions, you generally believe whatever I’m saying. Or you’re judging whatever I’m saying. So stop and notice what’s in your mind so that you can let go. You can’t let go of the truth. So never hesitate to let go. Also, you don’t need to memorize anything I write. You don’t need to learn a thing; in fact, I encourage you not to learn from me. I’m not a teacher or guru; I’m an advocate for freedom.

Pythagoras said that if you can find two sides of a triangle, you know the third side.  So let’s do a triangle together for this topic.  Fear is the unwanted side of the triangle bottom.  Opposite to fear, we have bravery where we face our fear and do it anyway.  Bravery is viewed as the desirable side of the triangle bottom.  Bravery is what we generally expect from a soldier.  They generally have to suppress their fear because they’re in a battle.  That’s why they often have PTSD when the battle is over. Their body-mind is trying to let go after the threat is gone.  But they’ve never learned how to let go. Sadly, they don’t teach that skill in the military.

Our conditioning, when we feel fear, is to either go into bravery or to wallow in the fear.  Going into bravery is done by asserting, i.e., thinking or acting. If we don’t take some mental or physical action, we tend to feel depression or despair, which is wallowing in our emotions. The assertive side of the triangle bottom is the masculine role or mindset. The receptive side is feminine.

You handle each side of the triangle bottom by letting go like I have outlined in other articles on this site. There’s no significant power in either side of the triangle bottom.  However, we tend to feel more powerful on the masculine, assertive side. That’s because we generally project our emotions on to the feminine. Only the masculine role can project. The feminine can only receive. But that assertive false power is nothing compared to the real power at the top of the triangle. Either role on the triangle bottom can get to the top of the triangle from my point of view. I teach people how to let go from the masculine and the feminine roles.

Courage is different than bravery.  Courage is at the top of the triangle.  Courage is a True Self quality, like freedom, peace, or unconditional love.  We’re whole in courage, so we don’t see others as our opposition. Courage is the absence of fear.  

In courage, we’re in win win for all. This can be confusing until you get used to the win-win point of view. Often the win-win outcome is simply the rejection of a projection. I’ll show you what I mean by that in a moment.

So how do we get from fear to courage? This is how we fix every problem on earth without fighting or war. Courage emanates from the inside out. Let’s say that we feel fear, dread, or worry. First, we have to catch any programmed tendency to go into bravery. We might feel the urge to do something physical, to take action; or we might try to soothe ourselves with some positive thinking or affirmations. That’s avoiding our emotions. Most people want to get out of their emotional state. But as you know, our emotions aren’t the enemy in initiation. Our emotions are ALWAYS telling us to turn inward…to let go.

So instead of going toward bravery, like we’re conditioned to do, we honor the fear (emotion).  We notice that the fear is just an emotion…we strip it of its label.  The emotion is saying that whatever we’re thinking right now is false.  Now here’s where things can get tricky, and even advanced people in my programs get trapped by this one.  Our reality isn’t true if it’s coming from beliefs.  So we have to ignore reality, and that can be hard to do. You won’t get results if you try to let go as you stare at reality and proclaim it to be true. You’ve got one foot on the gas and one on the brake. You have to focus on your mind and ignore the physical reality. The physical is just the effect of the mental cause. We don’t ever need to pay attention to the physical when we let go and create from the inside out.

When we manifest from beliefs, we create an illusion 100 percent of the time.  So most of what we have created in the past…whether wanted or not…has been an illusion. I know, it looks real and true.  But it’s real and false. When I was training myself to make this shift, I’d remind myself: “What I’m experiencing right now is the effect of all of my beliefs up until this moment.” Then I’d turn inward and get to work letting go of whatever I was thinking. Then I’d take whatever I got physically.

Now this is where you need to observe closely. People often say to me in a whiny voice, “Cathy I get emotional if I just hear my mother’s name.” There’s a reason for that thought, and it isn’t their mother’s name or their mother. It’s a belief that they have about their mother. Maybe they think that mom is more powerful than they are. Or maybe they can’t imagine talking to mom without a battle. Those are just beliefs to let go. We have to take the focus away from others in initiation. We can’t see what’s in our mind if we are focusing on another person or an outer effect. We’re not looking in the right direction. This is just common sense. But people often lose their common sense when they’re emotional.

The collective illusion has become like a thick fog. People can’t see in it or beyond it. But if you have a bright light, you can see far enough through the fog so that you can move through it. That bright light is a metaphor for our OWN True Self.

If you get to the perspective of the True Self, there’s no fear…no emotion…no confusing fog. You’re totally calm, and you know everything will be just fine. That’s the place of courage. Any action you take will be minimal and easy. This takes some getting used to. People are used to reacting and taking excessive actions.

Let me give you a personal example of courage.  My first year in college, I was in my dorm room studying on a Saturday night.  I was alone.  Everyone else was partying or at a football game.  I had my windows and door open.  Suddenly I heard my door shut.  I looked up thinking that the wind blew it shut, and there was a gang of dudes (looked like about ten) standing there looking at me.  I stood up, facing them; fortunately, I was totally in courage. I had no fear.  I had no thought in my mind.  I asked them what they wanted. They said they wanted sex.  I told them that I wasn’t interested and they needed to leave. I spoke in a very calm voice.  I said a few more sentences that were inspired.  We don’t think when we talk from inspiration.  Words just come out of our mouth.  Every one of them turned and left.  

For years, I wondered why women get raped when I got rid of ten huge guys with such ease.  It bothered me. I felt like I needed to figure out what happened so that I could help others avoid such horrific events. But I also wanted to know what I did for my benefit. If I didn’t know how I did that, then how could I do it again? The key was in understanding courage versus bravery. 

You can make yourself brave, but you can’t make yourself courageous.  You can’t fake courage. You either have it or you don’t. You can let go, however, and then you remember your natural state of courage.  

The True Self doesn’t create pain, suffering, crimes, problems, disease, etc. The reason people are so confused on this simple topic is that they have been following people who I call clones for most of their lives. Clones present their belief system as the truth. But no belief system is the truth. You can NOT get to the True Self on a ladder of beliefs. Every beliefs is divided. One side sounds great and is desirable, and the opposite is generally something that we don’t want in our lives. We have to get rid of both sides of a belief to eliminate problems from our lives. People get trapped because they hold on to the good side of the triangle bottom.

I was a 5’2”, 100-pound woman.  Every one of those guys was huge compared to me.  I later learned that they were a high school football team. They had an intention…gang rape.  I didn’t accept what they projected.  I talked to them like someone had offered me a slice of pizza, and I wasn’t hungry.  “No. I don’t want to do that. So you can leave.”  You don’t talk like that from bravery or fear. You will have emotions in your voice. The triangle bottom is never safe. But when we get to the top of the triangle, we can’t help but be safe.

It’s crazy. We all have so much more power, creativity, and control than we realize because people who wanted to control us, and make us into their slaves, hid the information that I’m giving to all of you. That’s why I was inspired to tell you this NOW. We’re in a time of opportunity when many longstanding, collective beliefs are on the surface. We can let go and make great progress toward freedom personally and collectively during this window.

All problems happen within the illusion.  And the globalists who have been controlling our world from the shadows have created most of the problems that we see in the world. So letting go will ultimately fix this for all. But it takes time. And you can’t let go for another. We all have individual mental containers and free will. That being said, as we get free and expose the illusion as false, we make the illusion more transparent. So it becomes easier and quicker for others to escape.

The key to my safety in that college incident was the power of the True Self.  That’s a knowing.  If you look at the Steps, I was in Step Three.  I wasn’t afraid (Step One).  I had no judgment of those guys (Step Two).  I wasn’t trying to be nice and manipulate them (Step 2.5).  I was solid in Step Three.

You can’t fake courage until you make it.  What if I was in that incident and I did feel fear. Let’s say that I was not in Step Three. That would mean that I believed what the dudes said to me.  I was allowing them to create that illusory reality, and they cast me in the feminine role. But I rejected the feminine part in their little stage play. I had the true masculine role. So they were actually feminine to me. And I told them to leave, so they did. We always win in the true masculine role, but the outcome is actually win win for all. It was win win for them to not get what they wanted. It was a false desire, and it would have caused harm in their life in time. Bravery, on the other hand, does not result in win win; it results in win lose.

Now let’s be practical. To let go in the moment when we’re in a scary situation takes practice.  We get practice by cleaning up old memories from the past. It’s never too late to clean up the past.  Let’s say that I screwed up on that day in college, and I got raped.  Now years later, I find my websites; and I learn to let go. I could let go of the false beliefs in my mind that allowed that incident to happen, and that memory would no longer bother me.  Sadly, we don’t realize that we can let go of everything traumatic from our past and return to our True Self.  So we don’t do it. People stay stuck in their misery.

This is where you find true equality. We all start out in different places with different beliefs, but we can all let go and get to our True Self in one lifetime. Forget that stupid reincarnation and karma bullshit. It’s a choice, and we all have free will; but it’s a choice to be stuck in an illusion for multiple lifetimes.

For most people, emotions build up over time because the person keeps replaying their traumatic memories in their mind.  They label themselves victims.  They might spice the memory with some right and wrong and good and evil.  So they bind themselves on the triangle bottom with layers and layers of second-cause thinking.  They also tend to tell their victim story over and over again.  Often they want justice or revenge.  All of that takes them away from freedom.  And then, they end up with chronic problems in their body or a serious disease. That’s not their fault because occultists hid letting go from us a long, long time ago. We’re talking four-to-six thousand years ago. But that doesn’t matter. It’s never too late to start letting go. 

In conclusion, let’s go back to President Trump’s message.  I looked up the etymology of the word courage and noticed that throughout history, back to the year 1200, the word was related to matters of the heart or spirit.  So it confirmed what I wrote above.  Courage is meant to relate to a quality of the True Self.  Also, the word heart is the same letters as the word earth. We all share the same earth, and our True Selves are connected permanently; our beliefs are what separate us. Having group beliefs is an illusion of unity; it’s not real unity.

So I saw the message as telling us to not believe the reality that we were about to see or were currently viewing; it’s an illusion. I’m telling you to do the same. If you feel emotion about some globalist scam, let go of whatever you think about that situation. The emotion means that it’s false. Use this time and these crazy events to get freedom, not to wallow in fear and worry.

Also, what’s happening in America is not just about America.  We all share the same earth.  If the globalists are completely removed from power in America, they’re also removed for every country. This is important to me; my North Star is freedom for all. You all are part of that vision if you are reading this. But that doesn’t mean that I can do it for you. I can only show you the way.

Nevertheless, you can bet your last dollar that I’m going to do what I can to make this globalist takedown happen. If America regains its political freedom, we all win. But if America drowns, which it won’t, the whole rest of the world would drown with us.

Of course, political success doesn’t mean that we gain freedom over other beliefs systems, and there are plenty of them. You’ll still have more to let go. But this will be a giant step in the right direction.

So Buckle up friends.  We may be hitting some turbulence soon.  But anything that causes fear is an illusion.  Let go of whatever you fear even if it appears to be real and true.  I’ve been watching this closely for five years, and known about this for over twenty years; we’ve got a trustworthy pilot now.  So we’ll be landing safely.  Enjoy the ride.  

The Three Steps

There are the three Steps to mental and emotional freedom

A few months ago, I brought up the Three-Steps for letting go on Facebook, and several people asked if I’d explain the Steps in a free article. The Three Steps are what we do naturally to keep our mind free and clear. But most of us didn’t remain free. What was natural has been lost. We don’t use our minds as they were originally designed. We have to let go to remember our natural abilities. In initiation, we use techniques that are a lot like priming a pump. Once the pump is primed, the water just flows.

While priming this mental pump, we’re looking for the reason that the pump needs priming at all. We want to look for the causal beliefs that stopped us from doing these Steps naturally. Then, we let those beliefs go.

The Objective

Most everyone gets stuck in Step One. Some people get stuck in Step Two because their mind tends to judge and compare. People pleasers of all varieties tend to get stuck in Step 2.5; they soothe their minds and everyone else’s mind too. The objective is to get to Step Three (unconditional love) on any, and every, topic. That’s our natural state. That’s the place where our True Self leads the way.

Our mind is really quite simple. Our True Self is pure and perfect. We’re all connected at the True Self level. When we lead from our True Self, we think, say, and do things which are win-win for all without having to think about it. We call that first-cause creation.

Our false mind is actually an individual mental container that is meant to serve the True Self. When we fall into second-cause thinking, our false mind holds our beliefs, unnecessary knowledge, and memories. That clogs up our container; it gets in the way of our natural creativity.

Our mental container should not be connected to any other person’s container. We don’t want a false-self connection with any other. Most people have false-self connections with individuals, family, groups, and even the collective mind. That’s why they feel so out-of-control (stuck in Step One). Such people gain false control by deciding that their beliefs are true. That causes them to be stuck in Step Two.

Letting go is meant to be easy; the voices in our mind want to make it hard. That’s because those voices want to remain in power. I call those domineering voices “clones.” Clone voices in our mind pretend to be God or our own True Self. As we let go, we realize that these voices are just recordings.

Physical to Mental

The Three Steps are designed to get you from the physical level of perception, through the false mental level, and all the way to the True Self, or Step Three.  Step Three is where letting go becomes easy. Tackle your most difficult memories, and your most rigid clone voices, when you get that sweet, True Self clarity.  Dive right into another subject when you get to Step Three.  Too often people take a break when they’re in that golden zone.

When you aren’t in that golden zone, letting go seems hard. You’re most likely trying to let go from a clone character in your mind, and that character doesn’t want to let go. It wants to rule over you. Such voices will often go through the motions of letting go. They’ll talk about it; they’ll become experts in it. But they won’t actually let go. Reading about letting go isn’t letting go. It doesn’t even get you a hair closer to freedom.

Here’s a trick that I used when I would get stuck. I’d let go on some topic that didn’t matter much to me. I would turn on the news and find someone in trouble. Or I’d think about a friend that was having a problem, and I’d let go for them. That would get me to Step Three; then I’d go to work on the issue that seemed impossible to let go while I was in that golden zone.

When you get to Step Three, you have the big picture. You can discriminate easily. You see the causal beliefs that are keeping you stuck, and you know they are false.

The Three Steps contain no useless steps, unlike the Twelve Steps.  You must at least pass through each step on the way to the next step.  In order to help you see this, I’ve created a clone diagram (shown below).  This diagram is not our natural state. It’s what the typical mind looks like within the illusion. In the end, the clone’s voice disappears. The True Self takes the lead and becomes the main circle, and the false self works for the True Self in first-cause creation.

Let’s Begin

You might want to choose an easy topic and work on that topic while you read these Steps. I always recommend that people let go while reading my articles. I expose beliefs and make it easier to let them go. You want let go in your pajamas with a hot chocolate instead of needing to let go on the freeway in rush-hour traffic.

Step One

In Step One, you’re completely in the feminine mentally, and you probably have a feminine physical role. You feel a lot of emotion, and you probably feel quite powerless; the cause appears to be coming from someone else…the person who’s playing the physical masculine role in reality.  

We’re all thrown into Step One as children, and we feel helpless to do anything about that.  We can’t usually defend ourselves as children. So we just accept what the person in authority says in order to avoid punishment or get rewards. During childhood, we populated our false self with beliefs, rules, and memories.  We all got stuck in the muddy waters of Step One. Our parents’ voices became recordings in our mind during childhood. We forget to let those voices go when we become independent adults. So we have big bodies but child-like minds. We don’t mature mentally.

Every second-cause belief that we accepted in Step One has an associated emotion. If a belief comes into our mind and we feel emotion, that belief is false. But in Step One, we feel the strong emotion, but we can’t find the causal belief. It feels like the effect is in our body and mind, and the belief is in the authority’s mind. We don’t believe that we can change the authority’s mind. Therefore, we fix effects, wallow in our emotions, soothe ourselves, or think endlessly about our problem. None of those common activities are letting go. None of them improve the quality of our mental container.

When we’re in Step One, we must let go from the feminine. So we lightly put our attention on pain, emotions, or symptoms in our body. We use OUR body to help us find the beliefs to let go in Step One. Then we listen for beliefs to arise. We let go of every belief that arises.

Our job is to notice that every belief we hear while focusing on the discomfort in our body is false and let it go. Now if you were in Step Three, that would be easy and automatic. But you aren’t in Step Three, so you have to drive your mental vehicle manually. The beliefs look true, but you have to recognize that the discomfort in your body is telling you that the beliefs are false.

You might also be in Step One when talking to another. Suddenly, you feel a lot of emotion when they say something. You’re feminine to them, either because they have authority or because you’re listening (listening is receptive or feminine even for a man). The emotion means that you’re accepting whatever they’re saying as true. Today, this is particularly common because people hold beliefs in telepathy, intuition, empathy, sympathy, etc. Those beliefs (or reasons) are all designed to keep us stuck in the illusion. They’re not win-win, which brings us to Step Two.

Step Two

In this step, you might have the masculine role in the physical illusion or not. Either way, you’re thinking from the masculine aspect of your mind, where beliefs and knowledge are stored. We might say that you are in your intellect, or some might say ego. I don’t use that term much.  You might feel like you’re creating your life, but you’re doing it from the false-mental level, not the True Self. In Step Two, your OWN thoughts are creating your emotions. These thoughts are not original; they’re learned from others who declared them to be true. They’re not win-win for all.

As children, we felt emotion when authority figures dominated us. If the emotion got to be too strong, we psychologically reversed our mind to accept the beliefs of that authority as true. We put that person’s voice in our mind as a clone character. Then we started to honor that clone’s voice as our voice, or our false God.

We’re now stuck in that person’s illusion. We no longer feel emotional when that voice speaks. To escape, we need to eliminate that false authority from our mind by letting go of false beliefs. Since we don’t feel emotions, like we do in Step One, we use the win-win test.

When we are stuck in Step Two, we project the opposite belief on to others.  Our thoughts in Step Two might be quite positive or good, but we see an opposite projected on others that’s negative or bad. This destroys our relationships. We’re judging another who we view as somehow inferior to us. We think that they should think or be like us. But they can’t be like us; we’re projecting the opposite on them.

In Step Two, we want others to change. Experts like lawyers, social activists, doctors, healers, teachers, preachers, psychologists, etc., live in Step Two; their careers are about fixing others. If experts used their career to let go of their beliefs from Step Two, they would one day move out of that career into something inspired from their True Self.

In Step Two, we use the win-win test. We can also use the triangle process. Any thought that isn’t win-win is declared false, even if the whole world thinks it’s true. This is hard to do if you have strong false-self connections with others. It’s also hard to do if you think that others are what you project on them. So Step Two can take some practice. It begs us to have some compassion for ourselves and others.

Step Two can feel like a waste of time at first. If you feel that way, then your North Star (where you want to go) isn’t set on freedom. You’re wanting to win and the other lose, wanting to be right, or wanting to dominate or control the other person.  People say, “Why should I let go for them?  They were mean to me.”  We’re letting go of what’s in our mind about them; we’re relieving them of our projection.  But we’re also cleaning out our individual mental container.

Jesus said, “Judge not.” People thought that was because he was spiritual. Nope! Jesus was a very practical man; he understood Step Two. If you’re stuck in judgment, even if it was justified, you can’t get to Step Three.

Often we confuse judgment with discrimination. Discrimination is based on true and false. Let’s say that someone says, “Your ugly.” You feel emotion because that’s false. You let their comment go in Step One. Then you let go of any tendency to judge them back in Step Two.

Many people have gotten a whole lot of freedom just by doing Step Two. I did it with win-win. Lester Levinson and Vernon Howard used only Step Two to gain their freedom. Neither of them had any clue how to let go from the feminine. So don’t ignore Step Two. It’s powerful.

Step Two is about sharpening our discrimination.  Imposing our beliefs on another is a form of judging. Judging blows our chance at freedom.  If we have no clone voices in our mind, we’ll pass through Step Two very quickly.  If we have a big-ass clone, or lots of clone voices in our mind, we’ll be in Step Two for awhile.  We might even get stuck in Step 2.5.

Step 2.5 

This step is a very ineffective way of fixing the effects. In Step 2.5, we’re hearing thoughts, which are soothing; or we hear thoughts that are true for the True Self but not for the false self. Examples are “Everything happens for a reason.” “It will all be okay.” “Time heals.”We are all one.” “Love is all.” “Love is the most powerful force in the universe.” These are basically true statements at the true-mental level.  They feel good when you hear them. But in Step 2.5, we’re saying them because we’re trying to avoid or ignore our emotions.

The New Age, self-help, and progressive movements caused me to add this step.  It became real popular in those groups. I’d often hear the opposite projected at me when people said something that sounded true or was over-the-top caring.  They wanted me to think that they were in their True Self; or they wanted me to think that they had let go, but they hadn’t.  Step 2.5 is actually used by con artists. We trust what we hear and ignore what we feel with such people; then we get blindsided by them.

People pleasers in the illusion think that speaking about the truth is inspiration.  But the word inspiration starts with “IN.”  Real inspiration comes when we expose what’s false in our fellow human beings; exposure pushes the other person inward where they can find their own inspiration. Inspiration is what we find when we get to Step Three.

Step Three 

This Step is a calm, soft feeling. I rarely hear any words at this level. If there are words, it’s more like a thought of how nice it feels. I might get a creative vision or some real inspiration that I want to follow. This is where our problems disappear, and everything seems right again. I might feel the recognition of how much I love another. We feel compassion for others in Step Three, even people who have hurt us.

Unconditional love lives in Step Three. Now we can see that everyone in Step One, Two, and 2.5 have less power than we do.  We have the clear view…the big picture. We aren’t thinking or contemplating. We have a knowing on the topic, not a belief.  We see that the so-called experts on that topic are coming from beliefs, knowledge, or memories. So we just ignore what others think. We’re living fully from our own individual mental container, and we’re now clear on that topic.

Summary

So that’s the Three Steps. Like anything else I offer, it takes practice to get all the way to Step Three. So you do what you can each time you let go. In time, you’ll get there. Like I said above, you want to discover why your mind doesn’t do this naturally. Then let those blocking beliefs go. Such beliefs took you away from your True Self. They pointed you toward the illusion instead of away from it.

Using the Three Steps ultimately eliminates the need for the Three Steps. That’s the nature of any effective technique. It eliminates itself in time. It creates true healing, transformation, and freedom.

Luce: The Movie (and Clones)

The Luce Official Trailer

The movie “Luce” recently came out in theaters.  I saw it months ago at a San Diego film festival event.  I wrote this article right after I saw it, but never published it.  I do have some spoilers throughout the article.  If you want to be surprised, see the movie before you read it. On the other hand, my review will give you a different perspective regarding the characters’ minds; so if you read the article first, you’ll probably see things that you’d have otherwise overlooked.

As I edited this article, I realized that this movie was a great review of the illusion, letting go, clone characters, and initiation…all the things that I write about. The movie is based on the biggest roadblock that we have on the path to freedom. Who is telling the truth, and who is lying? The last line of the trailer sums up the whole movie. “We never really know what’s going on with people.” That’s how it is for most people. But I show you that you can know what’s going on for anyone once you understand the way the human mind was designed and the way it was reprogrammed. Then you’re able to have true compassion for anyone.

Luce” was a film festival favorite at the Sundance and the Tribeca film festivals.  The advertisement for the film festival event that I attended said that the film was about the stories that we tell ourselves and the beliefs that we need to let go.  I thought, “Wow, this film has my name on it.

In addition, the screenwriter, J.C. Lee, was holding a Q&A session after the film.  I love getting the perspective of screenwriters. I love hearing about their writing process and learning where they got their ideas. Lee was introduced as the most innovative and up-and-coming screenwriter today. Clearly my expectations for this film event were very high.

Here’s the plot.  A black child from Africa named Luce was trained to kill as a child terrorist. Luce was adopted by a wealthy, white American couple (the Edgars) when he was about seven or eight years old.  He grew up in a home where he had everything he wanted and needed, and he became a very intelligent and successful teenager. The movie was only about Luce’s senior year in high school. 

The film opened with Luce giving a well-crafted speech to his senior class.  Luce was decent looking, a great athlete, popular, and an excellent speaker.  He was also a star on the debate team, so he clearly knew how to win an argument. Lawyers, i.e., people who debate for a living, make really good liars. They can lie without showing any emotion. Debating is about winning an argument not getting to the win-win point of view or finding the truth. So I’m not fond of debating; it doesn’t take us toward freedom. But debating served Luce’s character in the film.

In his speech, Luce talked of loving the American Dream.  He talked of freedom and especially of loving the American holiday, Independence Day.  Luce was considered a school hero because of his amazing transformation from terrorist fighter in Africa to successful American teenager. 

After the speech, Luce introduced his parents to his history teacher, Harriet Wilson, who was a black woman; her character was played by Octavia Spencer. Luce gushed over how much he loved this particular teacher.  His comments were clearly over-the-top.  It was all for show.

On the way home from the speech, Luce admitted to his parents that he actually hated Ms. Wilson; he referred to her as a bitch.  So we learned that Luce had a nice, middle class public persona covering a private false self that was full of anger and rage. That isn’t uncommon. Most people hide what they’re really thinking in public, or so I’m told. As you can probably tell, I say what I’m thinking in public and in private. Luce was interesting mostly because he was so extreme.

The students in the “bitch” teacher’s class were given an assignment to write about an inspiring leader.  Luce wrote about an African philosopher, Frantz Fanon, who believed in the necessity for revolutionary violence.  Fanon was an anti-colonialist and a Marxist. Luce was a child soldier who lived by Fanon’s philosophy before he came to live with the Edgars. So he had a very rough start in life.

Luce was a walking contradiction. On the one hand, he loved Independence Day, the day when we celebrate freedom in America. He was clearly benefitting by American capitalism. He had a very nice life. On the other hand, Luce just wrote about a Marxist who would love to destroy American freedom and turn America into a communist country. So for Luce, physical freedom (constitutional republic) and lack of physical freedom (communism) would be a strong triangle bottom. Bear in mind, that Luce’s perspective of freedom is very different from the triangle top that I write about. In initiation, mental freedom is the top of the triangle.

Physical reality is always the effect of our mind. So initiates didn’t fix effects. They fixed their minds by letting go (not positive thinking or affirmations), and the effects changed. When people are wired backwards, and most people are, they think that their thoughts come from whatever happened. So they remain stuck in the illusion. They’ve blocked the exit ramp.

To make matters worse, Luce’s leader violated my precision of language rule. If you want freedom, you can’t relabel ugly things like terrorism with pretty words. You have to let the ugly things go. Fanon used the term revolutionary combined with the word violence. Of course, that sounds a lot better than terrorist. However, it’s deceptive; violence is never revolutionary; it’s always primitive because it’s always win-lose, not win-win.

Luce’s paper was rooted in his African past, so it was very convincing; he knew his subject matter well.  It was grounded by his early years of life in a warzone. Ms. Wilson felt that Luce idolized Fanon, and Fanon wasn’t a good role model for him.  That was on the surface. However under the surface, Ms. Wilson was picking up the incongruence in Luce.

Incongruence is what we feel around people who are living at the triangle bottom on any subject. They’re always in two minds. It doesn’t mean they’re bad or evil; it just means that they don’t actually believe what they’re saying. They believe something else that would NOT sound good, kind, or socially correct. How can Luce be for freedom and idolize this man at the same time? He has to be in two minds to do that.

We have to step into Ms. Wilson’s shoes to understand her predicament. On the one hand, she’s black. She clearly loves Luce’s rags-to-riches story and wants him to do well. She also doesn’t want to fall prey to any black stereotypes because she’s been down that road herself. On the other hand, she’s holding pretty convincing evidence that Luce could be dangerous to the other students. She has to be responsible as a teacher. It’s odd to be in such a quandary. You wonder if you’re reading too much into the situation; but at the same time, you realize that the old adage, “it’s better to be safe than sorry,” might be the right way to go.

Ms. Wilson felt that Luce could be a potential school bomber.  So she searched his locker and found some illegal fireworks.  For her, that sealed the deal. She met with Luce’s mother, who took the fireworks home and hid them. She didn’t deal with Luce. She was in a quandary too; without letting go, we tend to end up in these rock-and-a-hard-place predicaments.

Now we have another triangle bottom. Luce’s teacher, Ms. Wilson, was on the suspicious, responsible, overly-cautious side. Luce’s mother was making excuses for Luce, and she was in denial. As you know, the two sides of any triangle bottom will play tug of war; and this was clearly demonstrated in the film. We also have a fake top of the triangle with Luce; he was by no means a True Self. But when he turned on the charm, he was definitely pretending to be a True Self. People were easily conned by his act. People are a lot like diamonds. It’s very hard to tell the difference between a real one and a fake one.

Many people today have very well-developed personas like Luce. In fact, their personas are so well-crafted that people do think they’re coming from their True Self. I call such people clone characters. They like to steal the top of the triangle from the True Self. I joke that they like to sit on their clone throne. A persona can never be a True Self; it will always be fake. The True Self comes from deep within a person’s mind. A persona/clone rests on the surface of a person’s mind. Such people won’t ever let us into their world because they have a lot to hide.

We all have such clone characters in our mind, in our life, or both. These characters want us to think that their mind is unified and true, and they want to be seen as good, loving, and kind. But under that perfect persona, they’re no such thing; clones always have long shadows that are very well hidden.

Clones work harder than a True Self to look polished. The persona becomes automatic; and that’s why people think it’s natural. A True Self is not polished; in fact, the True Self often looks more like a rough-cut diamond simply because we compare such a person to the well-polished clone. It’s easy to be confused. We are like moths to the flame…we go for the bright light even if it burns us. So we vote for clones, we go to work for clones, we study with clones, and we even love and marry clones. Then we wonder why our life isn’t making sense anymore, and we can’t seem to remember who we are.

In the Gold Circle, we work on the topic of clones a whole lot. I can only give you a taste here. People in the program are shocked by the clones that they believed in the past; they were sure that they were True Selves. So they put their beliefs into their mind. I show them the cracks. Once you know how the mind works, clones are easier to detect. They often sound good or even true, but they have divided minds. They speak a nice sounding overt message along with a harmful or unwanted covert message. They appear to shine so brightly ONLY because we’re trained to never see their darkness. Sadly, if you believe that a clone character is a True Self, you’ll see any True Self as fake or imaginary (including your own True Self).

For Luce, Frantz Fanon was still stuck in his mind. Luce idolized this man as a child, and that’s largely why he held on to the voice. If people in the film had known how to let go, they would have viewed Luce’s homework paper as a cry for help. But without letting go, it became the awakening of the beast below the beauty.

Near the end of the trailer, Luce said that people either see him as a monster or a saint. He needs to let go of both of those labels; but if he’s like most people, he’s trying to hold on to saint.

We won’t let go of a clone’s beliefs if we think that they’re telling the truth. For example, Christians have a moral clone; and they think that their moral beliefs are the truth. But those morals are just beliefs. Progressives have a politically-correct clone, and they think that saying the politically correct (PC) thing is good and right. Right and wrong, or good and evil, keep us stuck in the illusion. We escape by using true and false.

Luce was a little boy when he was in Africa. Of course, he thought that his leaders were telling him the truth. We all fall into that trap as young children.

Clones hide their shadow because they don’t like it, and they don’t realize that they can let it go. No one tells us that letting go is possible in the illusion. In this way, we’re all victims of the illusion. You can see the confusion and suffering in this film. It’s actually not that uncommon of a situation.

When people, like Ms. Wilson, expose a clone’s beliefs as false, the clone typically becomes very defensive; they hurl insults or labels at the exposer, and they tell bigger and bigger lies to cover their previous lies.  They work very hard to get everyone to believe them and to think that the truth teller is lying.

They think that they can keep their shadow under wraps by fueling their custom-made persona. So they become even more shiny. I call this, putting ice cream on manure. When the ice cream melts, the clone needs to cover the manure with more ice cream. It’s a full-time job that never ends. That’s my definition of hard work.

In psychological terms, experts would label Luce a sociopath; but that ties Luce down. It’s very hard to get free of such a label. That’s why I describe the shadow as the false self. That strips the person of a bad/evil label that could define them for life. Stripping off that label opens the possibility for Luce to exit the illusion. However, for Luce to get free, he would have to let go of his good labels and beliefs. He’d have to lose that shine, and that’s what keeps most people from letting go. The idea of losing their shine terrifies them. They fear judgment, humiliation, banishment, and loneliness. The clone’s goodness (saint) and the false self’s badness (monster) form an inner triangle bottom. We must take out both sides to get free and move to the top of the triangle.

Let’s face it, we all want Luce to become the great guy that he wants to be. But it isn’t win-win for all if he’s incongruent, manipulative, and lies to get what he wants. We all need to mentally earn what we get physically. The one constant law of the initiates was mental cause creates physical effect. That’s congruence, and it’s very rare these days.

After Ms. Wilson saw Luce’s shadow, the dynamic between her and Luce became weird.  It makes sense. It’s like she saw him mentally naked. She can’t unsee what she has seen. Luce felt exposed, and clones hate exposure. They see exposure like a vampire views light.

So Luce turned up the volume on his saintly persona; now he looked uber good.  He was helping others, buying flowers for Ms. Wilson, and apologizing for anything he’d ever done wrong without actually admitting that he did anything wrong.  He was trying to demonstrate that Ms. Wilson was lying. But she was not lying. She was basing everything she said on FACTS.

I’m not going to go through the whole story, but Luce told lie after lie; and like most clones, he was a convincing liar.  The filmmaker did a great job of allowing us to see what was going on in each character’s mind, while simultaneously hiding the obvious from the characters themselves so that they look surprised and bewildered.

Along the way, Luce raped a girl, he blew up Ms. Wilson’s desk with fireworks, and he painted hateful words on Ms. Wilson’s house.  Of course, others got blamed for what he did.

On the surface, it looked like he was reflecting Ms. Wilson; after all he was her student in a physical feminine role. She was a teacher, which is a physical masculine role. But this is why clones are so tricky. Mentally, the roles are the opposite of the physical when strong clone characters are involved in any relationship. This throws us for a loop. Luce had the mental masculine role even though physically he was in a feminine role.

Later on, we will see that Ms. Wilson was actually feeling the projection of Luce’s shadow. That’s why she knew him so well. I understand Ms. Wilson. It’s how I expose clones. Clones always project long shadows. A True Self, or even someone with false beliefs but no fake persona/clone, doesn’t project. Like real life, most of the people in this story didn’t notice the projections because Luce had such a charming personality.  

Luce’s parents kept avoiding the problem. They discussed Luce as they drank several bottles of wine each night.  Eventually, the mother was faced with a difficult choice. She must admit that her child was lying, or she must start lying herself to protect him.  She chose to lie to protect him. Of course she did that; the movie still had a long way to go. If she told the truth, the story would be over. That’s a good life lesson. When you want to end drama, tell the truth…the whole truth.

Now let’s dive into the psychology of Luce. The screenwriter was basing Luce’s character on a very popular, but false, Jesuit belief that we’re all mentally imprinted from birth to about age seven.  The reason they choose the age of seven was partly practical. Most of us are in school by age seven; so we start to use our mind to learn at that age. We start to develop an intellect. That means that we can actually think for ourselves, but we don’t because we’re placed in schools were we learn what others want us to learn.

The other reason for the age of seven is based on occult teachings. The occultists believe that our life is lived in seven-year cycles. Occultists tend to be lunar focused and matriarchal minded; so a seven-day cycle fits almost perfectly into a lunar month. Thus age seven is the end of our first seven-year cycle in the occult way of thinking. It’s all bullshit. Don’t believe it.

What they call the seven-year imprint would be part of our false self in my terminology. The Jesuits believe that you can tone down that seven-year imprint with calming things like meditation, medication, or practices like martial arts or Tai Chi; or you can cover that false self with a nice persona/clone. The Jesuits also believe that this early programming will never go away.  In other words, they want us to BELIEVE that we can’t let the imprinting go. This is the reason why religion is introduced at a young age.  They want us to hold on to religion for life so that we’ll remain stuck in their illusion. The Jesuits believed that if they can get into our mind before age seven, then they will have us for life.

Of course, I prove them wrong every day. Speaking of clones, Jesuit Pope Francis, i.e., Pope Frankenstein, is the perfect example of a clone with a long shadow. He’s been completely exposed in recent times; and probably won’t be Poping for much longer. But when he first took his clone throne, people adored him. He was so charming, just like Luce. He said and did all the right things. That’s always the signature of a clone. I took a lot of heat for saying that Pope Frank was an actor and wasn’t a good man; I’ve since been redeemed.

Readers of my blogs/programs know that any supposed imprinting is just a bunch of false beliefs that we learned to hold in our minds.  We can let go of beliefs by seeing them as false from any age or time period.  We can even let go of ancestral beliefs. Early beliefs tend to be harder to let go because we’ve often manifested evidence of those beliefs. Early beliefs are often steeped with psychological reversal. We’ve made the beliefs real, so they look true; but that just proves that we’re good at manifesting shit we don’t actually want. If you let such beliefs go, then you stop creating that unwanted reality.

In my experience, there are no beliefs that we can’t let go.  But some beliefs require more persistence and determination to let go especially if those beliefs are collectively accepted as true. Labeling a belief, “the truth,” keeps us from being able to let it go. So the Jesuits are wrong.  Their belief serves them and their desire to control our minds and lives.  Nevertheless, this movie presumes that this Jesuit belief is true.

The event advertisement for the movie said that the film was about letting go.  But that was a statement made with level confusion. I’ve learned that most people think of letting go as physical, not mental.  Initiation is, and was, only about mental letting go. The physical becomes the effect of our mind as we let go. Most people think of letting go as divorcing your spouse, running away from home, or quitting your job.  Or they think that letting go is picking a nice thought over a crappy one or avoiding a touchy subject all together. None of those things are real letting go. I didn’t see any letting go in this movie. The lack of letting go is what turned the story into a heavy drama or a psychological thriller.

Luce was killing people with African terrorists from his toddler years to age seven.  It was presumed that this propensity to kill was still there, and he could not let it go.  Psychologists would say that this killer tendency was stuck in Luce’s subconscious.  Religious people might say that it was part of his soul. Eastern-minded people would say it was part of his karma. Everybody has a reason for why Luce can’t let go. Their reasons are all false beliefs. They make my job tedious.

Luce could have let go of his killer thinking; it was simply a bunch of beliefs that were not true. He would have had to let go of everything that he learned from Fanon. Luce’s mind would have psychologically reversed to hold on to Fanon’s beliefs and to make them true for him. So he’d have to realize that Fanon’s belief came with emotion, and that emotion meant the beliefs were false. Once he could see his error, then he could slowly take back control of his mental container. Everyone can get free, but they have to want it more than air. They have to be willing to let go of everything that is false, even if they think that it has served them.

The film portrayed this terrorist aspect of Luce’s mind as who Luce really was; that’s why Ms. Wilson and others believed that he was inherently dangerous.  That’s reality in the illusion. In initiation, we’re pushed to ask a bigger question. Is that true for Luce?  Of course not.  We have to be very careful when people say that some personality trait, or mental thought pattern (like transgenderism), is who a person really is.  We’re not our beliefs or our thoughts. If such people let go of everything in their mind, they would see that they’re not those qualities; they were holding on to a persistent false belief.

Because of this belief, Luce looked progressively more dangerous as the movie rolled on.  This is how people mentally devolve over time. Their friends and family don’t help them escape this fake, mentally-created illusion because they start to expect the worst from the person.

Letting go reverses this even when we have no support from others. I’ve done it. But it requires letting go from the feminine. We have to trust our emotions to get free of such a predicament. However, most people hate their emotions; they want to get rid of them. So they stay stuck.

Ms. Wilson was telling the truth.  But people thought that Ms. Wilson was lying because Luce looked so damn good. Ms. Wilson cared for a sister who was insane, and she contributed to making Ms. Wilson look bad.  Ms. Wilson also displayed appropriate emotions. By that, I mean that when she was lied to, she let the person know that they were lying; and she was noticeably uncomfortable doing that. Exposing lies isn’t in our nature; it’s hard to do it in a calm matter. In such situations, we often trust the liar because they’re the calm one. But they are calm because they think their lies are the truth…not because they’re not lying.

Ms. Wilson was reading Luce’s shadow. She was spot on. If others could do what Ms. Wilson was doing, they would have all supported her. She was the hero of this story, not Luce and certainly not Luce’s parents.

The story seemed to be loosely based on Barack Obama’s persona.  At one point, Luce likened himself to Barack Obama; he took the words right out of my mind. Like Obama, Luce was a good looking, popular, lawyer-like athlete who came from a rough start. Both were anti-colonialists and Marxists at the core. Obama had a mentor as a young child, Frank Marshall Davis, who was similar to Fanon in some ways.

Obama had a great clone, and he was very convincing. He still acts like he never had any scandals in his White House. That just isn’t true. But his scandals were hidden by the fake news media. Clones help other clones; and you end up with webs of clones in governments and other large organizations. Such lies don’t stay hidden forever. What’s hidden will become known because more and more people are whistleblowing and exposing just like Ms. Wilson. In Obama’s story, Ms. Wilson was played by Loretta Fuddy, who knew the truth about Obama’s fake birth certificate. She died in a strange plane accident. At times, I did fear that Ms. Wilson would not make it out of this movie alive. But she did.

In the Q&A, I realized that the screenwriter, J.C. Lee, didn’t see, or he didn’t admit, that the movie was a little too familiar. I wondered if he was like Ms. Wilson, and he had picked up Obama’s shadow without realizing it. It’s easy to do. I used to do that all the time before I came to understand clones and projection. I’d hear the projected covert part of the clone’s message in my mind. I’d think that their thoughts were my thoughts. After I learned to discriminate, I realized that the beliefs/thoughts that I was hearing weren’t true. I was hearing the opposite of what the person said; so it was their shadow. It wasn’t my thought so it was easy to let go as false. I experienced this every time President Obama spoke. He always had an overt and a covert message.

I suspect that’s what the screenwriter experienced. But he thought the projected thinking was his own thinking; he was not alone. Most people don’t watch their mind all the time like I do. So J.C. thought he had a great movie idea. He said that he invented the character of Luce about five years ago…uh that was when Barack Obama was president.  Coincidence? It’s just another interesting aspect to this film. It makes it even more fascinating to me.

The screenwriter said that he believed that someone telling the truth would be a heroic act, but no one does that.  That was probably why there wasn’t much truth telling in this movie. Wow!  That’s quite an admission.

The truth is what sets us free in initiation. The clone-free person is relieved to know the truth. Fear of clones is why people accept things like political correctness or social justice warriorism. Fear of clones is why people try to fit in and refuse to think independently. It’s why they ignore their emotions around others. They’re afraid of rocking the boat. In earlier times, if you exposed the clones in power, you were burned at the stake, tortured, banished from society, or beheaded. Today, we just get our accounts removed on social media.

J.C. said that humans are liars at the core.  So Luce was normal in his mindset.  That’s just NOT true. It’s not normal to lie; it’s learned behavior. No one is a liar at the core.  The further we get from our True Self, however, the more we lie. 

J.C. said that he personally faces the type of choices that Luce, Ms. Wilson, and Luce’s parents were making all the time.  J.C. was speaking truthfully about the illusion, but that would be false for someone who can let go.

J.C. said that he’s often in a situation where he either has to tell the truth and have a hard conversation, or he must lie and have a smooth conversation.  He did admit that this was a short-sighted point of view.  I’d agree with him on that. It’s also a false point of view. He said that he picks the smooth conversation 99% of the time. So he has a strong fear of clones…most people do.

Many would call such a lie a white lie.  I despise that term.  If you want freedom, you must stop lying…ditch all that political and social correctness too.  It’s never win-win…never. When you hide what you think from others, you start hiding it from yourself too. Then you just make a mess of your mind. If you let go of your judgments and beliefs, you eventually get to the place where what you think is not offensive or judgmental.  It’s helpful and constructive. It’s win-win. At that point, you always say what you think. 

J.C. did admit that this personal issue destroyed his relationships.  Well dah!  But he said that he could not change.  That’s sad, but I understand why he felt that way. His teenage years were during the Obama era.  He thought Obama was telling the truth, so he became like him.  J.C. is Luce in many ways. He admitted that. It’s a common pattern. Someone has a trusted teacher, philosopher, leader, idol, or guru; and they don’t realize that the person they idolized was giving them more beliefs. Then they get really stuck in that person’s shadow; and they can’t see any exit from their illusion. J.C. is not alone; but he’s living in an illusory bubble. That bubble will pop one day; and he’ll have one hell of a wake-up call. It happens to everyone; and it’s a hard moment, but it is the day that the potential for freedom returns.

Telling the truth, going for win-win, even when it’s hard is what sets us free.  No one in this film got free.  There was no full-circle ending.  That’s how you know the movie was based on beliefs.  We can’t get to a happily-ever-after ending with beliefs and lies.  That’s impossible.

This film was nothing like it was presented to be, at least from my point of view.  They said that the film was about the stories that we tell about ourselves.  It was actually about the stories, secrets, and lies we make up to cover our asses or to get attention or sympathy.

Then they said the film was about beliefs we need to let go.  But no one let go of any beliefs in the film.  They just lied to cover up the effects of their beliefs.  Or they ignored their beliefs.  Saying we need to let a belief go isn’t letting go.  Luce’s world was exhausting.  He had to manage appearances all the time.  

Here’s the weird thing about this film.  I really liked it.  Everyone did.  It was a good film.  I was letting go a lot, so I left without any baggage. It looked like cool fiction to me.  But others were noticeably triggered. I never saw so many people get up and walk around during a movie.  They were flooded with emotions, so they were walking them off. Clearly they had believed clones like Luce; and that was what they were feeling. So I like that J.C. was a bit of an exposer without even knowing it.

Here’s the potential for the happy, full-circle ending. It’s in Luce’s true desire, which we hear in his speech at the beginning of the movie. Luce said that he loved Independence Day.  He said the freedom of America meant everything to him.  There was his pull to initiation.  I call that our North Star. It’s what takes us outside of the illusion.

Luce wanted freedom, but he had this horrible false self.  That’s very normal. That’s where we all are when we begin initiation. None of that was Luce’s fault; but it was his responsibility. Luce could heal his mind. I know that. J.C. could too. Barack Obama could too. We all start out wanting freedom but not having it. At some point, if we don’t turn toward freedom, we develop apathy; then we just exist until we die.

Luce thought he could get freedom by creating a pleasing clone. That’s pretty normal too. Luce certainly wasn’t the first to think that.  Sadly, most experts believe that lie.  Too often people think that they can’t be themselves. They believe that they can’t have their true desires. They can, but they have to let go to get them.

As initiation takes us closer and closer to the core of our mind, we actually stop creating false desires (good and bad ones); it’s then that we start seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. We start remembering who we are and what we’ve always wanted from life; our life starts to make sense again. The world around us also starts to make sense. Clones look like clones, and the illusion looks like an illusion. Beliefs sound like beliefs. That’s mental freedom.

Our Life As A Story

I spent this weekend at the Santa Barbara Film Festival.  I saw films I liked, one or two that were lousy, but one film was incredible.  It was called “Working Man.”  We’ll be looking at this film in detail in the Gold Circle program.  It just kept giving and giving.  But I wanted to say something about it that applies to anyone who is reading my blogs and learning how to let go.

Our lives are like stories.  The goal of initiation since inception was to bring our story full circle…no incompletions.  When we learn to do that, everything in our life eventually makes sense.  Sadly, most people compare their life to a Hollywood production.  Hollywood, like most things today, is ruled by people with clone minds.  I invented the term clone mind to describe the condition whereby the false self tries to look like the True Self.  The Hollywood star is always acting. But they do it so well that we don’t know it’s an act. There was actually a film about this at the festival. It portrayed the difficulty of relating to someone who isn’t being themselves. You don’t know when you are talking to a character versus the real person. Sadly, this problem isn’t just confined to professional actors. Lots of people are acting in our world today. They might get what they want from others, but they won’t get free. Now don’t get me wrong. I love actors and Hollywood. A free person can act as a profession, but they won’t forget that they’re acting. They won’t use acting to manipulate others.

In fact, being a clone is the furthest you can be from your True Self.  We’re taught to idolize clones, then we view our life as unimportant and certainly not a good story.  I constantly prove that wrong.  The examples that I use from my own life are simple events that happen to everyone…nothing spectacular.  What turns these mundane experiences into perfect initiation stories is letting go.  Letting go moves us out of the physical perspective (which includes clone attributes like positive thinking or managing our thoughts and most knowledge/expertise) into the True mental perspective.  We go from the false self to the True Self.  That’s the journey that we all intended to take in life according to initiation teachings.

We all start out our life, as well as every chapter of our story, with an event, which in story writing is called an inciting incident.  We associate beliefs with that memory…beliefs that caused the event and conclusions we drew from the event.  We generally hold those beliefs as true simply because we attach them to our past, real-life experience.  We keep illusions alive when we relabel beliefs as true.  Those beliefs keep creating our experience all through life unless we let them go.  The longer we are alive, the more such events we accumulate.  In the illusion, we equate real with true.  That keeps us stuck.

Initiation, i.e., letting go, brings such memories full circle as we let go of the causal beliefs, as well as the false conclusions surrounding the memory.  The past memory loses its emotional charge and our future life changes.  We’re released from the trappings of the past so that we can create freely. We’re no longer stuck on repeat.  So in the end, we see how the inciting incident happened, what it cost us by holding on to the associated false beliefs, and how we got back to where we started as we let go.  No therapeutic techniques can provide this kind of insight into our mind and our life.  Nothing is more satisfying than letting go and seeing memories come full circle.

Letting go is what creates an amazing story because it ties up every lose end. But the art of letting go was lost. No one does it anymore. Stories don’t have real endings anymore. So people die without feeling complete. They often feel major regret at the end of their life. That isn’t natural. Everything in the initiate’s life eventually makes sense.  And, most important, it doesn’t take an incredible plot to gain a standing ovation from the audience.

The original idea of story was that we are born free, unconditionally loving, and true; we fall into the illusion where we are lost and confused, and we escape and get back to freedom, unconditional love, and the truth with initiation.  Initiation was NOT a special club.  It was our birthright.  We returned to what we were initially.  It was an individual game.  People could help you, like I do, but they couldn’t do it for you.  The notion of initiation was basically destroyed by religion and the fall story. That created a collective permanent fall…a curse. We must let that curse go to get free. (We discuss this in depth in the Gold Circle. It’s beyond the scope of this particular article.) In initiation, we must let go of personal and collective beliefs.

The occultists (which includes all religion, New Age, psychology and self-help, progressive politics, and pseudo science) kept initiation away from us normal folks by creating special clubs and elite groups.  At first, they did know the truth, that the fall story was a myth that was about gaining power over others. But over time, they got lost in the illusion too. If you lie to others, you eventually believe your own lies. The occult leaders divided us into classes and castes.  They also made knowledge greater than our natural wisdom.  This wasn’t natural; and so we became emotional.  We got sick and hurt ourselves in accidents; we suffered. Our True Selves are all connected; and we don’t need to learn the truth (we are born knowing it). But in the illusion, our truth is rarely valued. People learned how to fix the effects of this fall problem. But they never removed the cause. So we could never get back to what we were INITIALLY.

We all got lost in the collective illusion; and we’re driven at the core to find our way back to that perfect mental state without leaving our bodies.  We all want Heaven on Earth, but we don’t know how to get it. But notice, I didn’t say that we’re drawn to a heavenly afterlife or a better life next time.  I didn’t say that we’re drawn to greatness, heroism, or the expression of a particular talent.  I didn’t say that we are drawn to God or nirvana.  We aren’t even drawn to world peace.  We want the feeling you get when you unconditionally love others.  We want that with everyone.  And in initiation, you don’t get to change the other people’s minds in order to achieve that end goal.  You only get to change your own mind.  It sounds impossible…I realize that. What I’m suggesting is so far outside normal thinking, even New Age concepts, that people think I must be insane.  I assure you that I’m not.  Letting go is powerful…more powerful than you could ever know. It’s hard to understand that until you do it for awhile.  And you do have to do it for quite awhile to get free. When you start letting go, you realize just how many beliefs you held in mind. You realize how programmed you really were.

Initiation, and the full-circle story, wasn’t designed to be a quick fix or a weekend workshop. It was designed to be the story of your life. If you get done early, then you can just enjoy being a creator.

The film, “Working Man” was about Allery, a small-town guy who worked in the same factory all of his working life.  The details in the film were phenomenal if you’ve ever known any real-live factory guys.  Growing up in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, I knew a lot of them.  The factory gave meaning to their life.  It provided for their family, which they saw as their role in the family.  Allery had a daily routine.  He carried the stereotypical silver metal lunch pail with a bologna and cheese with mayo sandwich on Wonder Bread.  For dessert, he had one of those powdered-sugar Hostess donuts.  He also had the metal thermos filled with hot coffee.  He walked the same way to work in his freshly pressed uniform.  When he got home, the wife had dinner on the table…usually meat, potatoes, and a canned vegetable.  He went for the same walk every night.  It seems like a boring, meaningless life until you bring it full circle.

Where Allery was in life is completely irrelevant for initiation.  That’s true for all of us. It’s what he does with his mind within that life that counts.  Does he let go at all? In addition, he can let go whenever he wants to let go. You don’t have a time limit on initiation; you just have to be alive and breathing.

Allery, however, is hard wired to hold on to his beliefs like most people are.  His routine and his beliefs are all he knows, and everyone around him shares the same beliefs.  His beliefs are never challenged by other people.  But life challenges Allery’s beliefs; it always does. Initiation is a drive within us. We will push ourselves to let go. Sadly, we often misinterpret difficult experiences as punishment, random events, or bad breaks. But they’re actually a push from our True Self to let go; and if we know how to let go, and we’re willing to let go, we step on the path of initiation for awhile. Allery, and most other people are programmed for learning, not unlearning. Most believe that the only way to change our mind is education.  But that’s not true.  That’s the beauty of initiation; it’s truly equal for all. In fact, the less educated have a bit of an advantage.

The writer, director, and actors of this film did their craft perfectly.  They let the film show us the daily life of Allery, but without too many words; more important, they let us into Allery’s mindset.  Then they created events which pushed Allery to see that his beliefs were false.  He didn’t want to let go…not at all. He fought hard to keep things the same. These events looked horrible to Allery, like punishment; but they caused him to face his biggest inciting incident, and to step out of his normal routine.  Allery had to stand up for himself and others.  He had to expose lies.  Suddenly, Allery started to feel like a man. That’s exactly what happens when we let go. The writer got it right.

It wasn’t actually the factory job that made Allery a man.  That belief was false. It was standing up for the truth, and exposing lies, that made Allery a man.  It wasn’t holding on that fulfilled him, it was letting go.  Allery became a happy man after shedding those false beliefs…not perfect, not walking on water yet, but happier and more content.  He was alive again.  He had the energy to play the earth game for awhile longer. A part of his life came full circle; and it was so endearing to watch. The final scene was him dancing with his wife like they did when they were young.

The movie had minimal drama, no sex, no violence, no superpowers, and no therapists.  There was one ineffective visit from a pastor.  Allery was as common as dirt. But you loved him, and you wanted him to get free of his past. The film had real normal thoughts, no political correctness or superficial conversations.  If was all about the fact that our jobs tend to define us.  But we need to let that go to get free.

For these men, losing their job meant losing their manhood.  But that was their belief, and their belief was false.  It truly was one of the most true-to-life movies I’ve ever seen.  I’ve posted the trailer below.  At this point, it’s just in film festivals.  But I hope it gets distribution.  Many of my friends growing up had Allery for dads, he was also my father-in-law who I liked very much; and I think this movie would be very special for those people.

I have to admit that I was concerned that this film would take some heat in the very liberal-minded group of highly-educated people who attend film festivals.  They tend to judge people like Allery as worthless.  They don’t understand the working man.  But the film seemed to open their hearts.  They gave the director and the lead actor a standing ovation. It proves another point that’s key to initiation.  We stop judging people when we take the opportunity to understand them.  Film can help us do that.  Film can get people to let go.

Technology and too many awards, glamour, and politics have ruined Hollywood.  But hopefully, people will speak up and support films like “Working Man.”  Then Hollywood will come back around full circle too; one day, they will again be about great stories well told…maybe even an initiation story.


Validation That You Are Going Toward Freedom

Going the right way?

 By Cathy Eck

 

New Thought

The New Thought movement made it much more difficult to follow the path of initiation.  It made thinking our way to success, wealth, and a hot, sexy body spiritual.  Jet planes and mansions now proved mastery.  Many teachers made whatever their false self liked a sign of spiritual mastery, and other false selves grabbed on for that ride.  Spirituality is big business.

New Thought teachers/preachers speak truthful ideas and thoughts to false selves who memorize them creating a spiritual-looking false clone of their True Self.  These leaders promote their beliefs as the truth; people throw their True Self under the bus to follow these charismatic leaders.

People have more beliefs than ever.  They view their beliefs as right and true.  They impose them on others without questioning themselves.  People have adopted spiritual practices only to become more judgmental and more inclined to fix the effects of their thinking.  Finding the cause often seems like too damn much work when a little internet research and a swipe of the credit card can appear to solve anything.  We forget that science has limitations.  We will eventually run into a dead-end that we can’t fix.

There are moments in my own inner work that I think, “I could just fix that effect and people would find me much more believable.”  They wouldn’t notice my inauthenticity.

But I’d notice my inauthenticity.  Those who stick with this work often feel their progress doesn’t seem to matter.  People can’t see our True Self if their own illusory veil is too thick.

 

Signs or Validation

Most people look for signs to determine where to go.  As we purify our mind, we stop looking for signs.  Instead we receive validation that we’re going the right way.  It’s often a small insight, but it keeps us going.  If you’re serious about this path, forget about others and what they think of you.  Keep score of the improvement within your own mind.

In time, material things do come to initiates.  This isn’t a path of abstinence or lack.  Our health will improve; diseases will disappear.  We’ll have more energy and even look younger.  We’ll have the abundance we need and want if we just keep our eye on our own mind and let go.  Our desires will be fulfilled naturally when we have no beliefs that block them.

When we put the purity of our mind first, everything works organically.  We become truly good and right, but we don’t use that for power over others.  This was the secret of the true initiates.  But religions and the occult put the physical reward first; they created the entrance to hell by falsely defining good and right and attaching rewards to their false rules.

 

Validation:  You’re Going the Right Way If:

1)  Using your will to fix or get anything seems like too much work.  You only want to use your will to let go of your thoughts and beliefs.

2)  False desires are falling away.

3)  You don’t want to judge people or gossip.  It feels bad to judge anyone.

4)  People who others look up to don’t impress you.  Talent or beauty that’s used by the false self is no longer attractive.

5)  You notice when you’re projecting on others.  You feel when others are projecting on you; you do a better job of rejecting their projection.

6)  You find yourself courageously standing up for your True Self or standing up for the True Selves of others.

7)  You don’t label emotions.  When you hear a thought that generates emotion, you know it’s false.

8)  You don’t look for inspiration or motivation outside of yourself.  You feel more internally creative.

9)  You aren’t looking for approval from others; you want to please your True Self. You’re no longer a fake nice person or a people pleaser.

10)  You can’t lie.  It’s physically painful.

11)  You aren’t paying experts (doctors, lawyers, therapists, psychics, trainers) anymore.  You were only wanting them to tell you what you already knew.

12)  You avoid self-help workshops and no longer read voraciously to find answers.  Validation comes to you naturally now.  Insights come when you let go.

13)  You’re starting to see the illusion as false.  Roles become obvious, authority looks impotent, and the notion of good and evil looks silly.  False just looks false.

14) You no longer feel guilt, grief, or shame.  You don’t take responsibility for other people’s emotions.

15)  You let go of beliefs; you don’t want to impose them on others anymore.

16)  You find yourself calm and happy for no apparent reason.  You don’t hold others responsible for your joy.

17)  Competition isn’t attractive…win-win is.

18) False self connections don’t look like love anymore.

19) You can create things with a single thought or a vision in your mind.  You don’t have to hammer at a thought with affirmations or visualize what you want for years to force your desires to manifest.

20)  You’re more loving, more compassionate, and more genuine.  You realize that anyone trying to be positive, spiritual, healthy, or good has an impure mind that they’re trying to cover up with physical actions.  You have nothing to hide so you hide nothing.

21)  You realize that your purpose was to find your Self not to be somebody in the illusion.

22)  You love your inner world.  You use your imagination to create beauty and joy, not disease and suffering.

When we let go, we gently and organically move into our perfect life; the painful things of the past now seem like an illusion…a dream.  We don’t long for things or people anymore; we know that our True desires will come to us.  We become calm, accepting, and courageous.  Letting go becomes a way of life; and our True Self/God is no longer up in the sky.  It’s within.

We realize that the truth has all the power and the false has none.  If we live and speak the truth, we break up the illusion for ourselves and others.  We eventually see a different, more perfect, world.  We’re going the right way.

 

 

 

 

I Don’t Know What I (They) Believe?

BELIEFS

By Cathy Eck

 

What Do I Believe?

People often say to me, “I don’t know what I believe.”  They also say, “I don’t have any beliefs.”  These two comments are the main reason the illusion thrives.

The fact that our thoughts and beliefs create our reality was hidden for a very long time.  During that time, people accepted all kinds of beliefs as explanations for how life worked.  In more recent times, it became known that our thoughts do create our reality; but we simply put that truth on top of our already accepted beliefs.  People try to consciously control their mind to get what they want.  Sometimes they think one thing and say another; that causes projection, which causes relationship hell.  Or they say something they don’t like, and then say, “I don’t believe that,” or “Cancel.”  

If we really don’t believe something, we won’t think it or say it.  We don’t have to cancel our words.  In fact, as we move toward freedom, we find it impossible to be incongruent.  Our thoughts, words, and actions will all line up.  Then we often realize that we still have beliefs that people don’t like when we speak truthfully.  We have to let those beliefs go too.

 

Who’s Creating Our Life?

People of all religions say,  “When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade,”  Even atheists say it.  But no one asks a very important question, “Who in the hell is life?”  “Who gave us those fucking lemons?”  A religious person might say, “God tempted us;” a New Ager might say, “The universe taught us a lesson.”  But the comment implies that we didn’t create our life.  We aren’t free if we don’t create our life.  We’re Life’s slaves.

If we’ve accepted complete responsibility for our lemons, we’d say, “I gave myself lemons, so I made lemonade.”  But no one says that.  One of the best ways to find beliefs about anything is to find out why we say what we say.

When someone dies, we say: “Now they’re in a better place.”  Really!  We don’t know that.  What we know is that their body is in the ground or an urn.  We don’t have a clue where their mind/spirit went.  If we think/speak that belief, we believe something like earth ain’t so great.  We can’t get beyond suffering unless we die.

Now people will say to me, “I don’t really believe that shit.  I just said that because I wanted them to feel better.”  You’re trapped.  First of all, you’re taking responsibility for their emotions; their emotions are caused by their thinking.  If you say what another wants to hear, you’re putting them in the masculine role.  You’re giving them power to create in your life because what they want to hear is more important than what you want to say.

Our social protocol is carefully designed to make sure that we have no power over Life.  Listen to what you say, and you’ll uncover hidden beliefs.  Listen to what others say, and you’ll discover what they believe.  The mystery drains from Life real quick.

 

Why Did I Say That?

If we’ve had religious or self-help training, we often train our mind to be quiet or to say the right things.  But trained quiet isn’t real quiet.   Being trained to say the right things might be automatic, but it’s not authentic.  It’s the effect of being highly socialized.  The highly socialized no longer speak what they believe or think; they speak what they believe others want to hear.  Some people have told me that they actually put their attention so completely in other people’s minds that they know what that person wants to hear.  They’re proud of this when they should feel horrible.  I suspect that it’s what most psychics do, but they don’t realize they’re doing it.  Quite honestly, we don’t have any business in another person’s mind.

Letting go of our fake social beliefs is very important.  We’re then admitting that our True Self is what belongs in society.  What doesn’t belong are social customs designed to make everyone alike and predictable.

The highly socialized do what is politically correct even if they resent it.  Their Universe or God or Life isn’t some supernatural being although they’ll say they’re trying to please God.  Their false God is actually everyone they’re trying to please — a whole shitload of human beings.  They live life as if everyone is God and they’re no one…a slave trying to please humanity.

Waking up requires us to realize that what humans want from us is not what God wants from us.  We don’t know what God wants from us unless we’re living from our True Self; we only know what others have said God wants from us.  They say that God rewards and punishes…nope, people do that.  They say God judges; no, people do.  The biggest trap is created by people who tell us that God wants what actually fulfills their needs and desires while simultaneously keeping us small and submissive.  This doesn’t just happen in big business, big religions, or government, it happens in families.

 

Fake Gratitude

When I was an entrepreneur, I felt thankful for the business that came my way.  I told my clients, not God, what they meant to me.  My words came from within; they were authentic.  Today, I bank at Wells Fargo; they train their employees to pretend gratitude.  It never feels good.  My son and I will do anything to avoid having to talk to a teller.  But most people don’t feel so they think the person means what they say.  Robots applaud other robots.

The reason that our false self says or does anything is because it was taught to do it.  It’s a robot.  When we take the memory out of a robot, we get nothing.  When we take the robotic memory out of a person, we get the truth…an authentic human being.

 

 

 

 

 

Dealing with Fragile Egos as Characters

fragile ego

By Cathy Eck

 

Fragile Egos

When someone holds their beliefs as absolutely true, they become a “fragile ego.” Fragile egos exist at all levels of society.  We have to let them break to get free.

Fragile egos send a clear message:  “If you obey me, I’ll reward you.  If you disobey, I’ll punish.”  They’re clones of the Old Testament false God (imaginary leader of the illusion) who believe they’re good people with the right to judge and punish.

Whoever disagrees with them is evil or bad.  Their biggest fear is exposure.  They lie and impose their beliefs on others in order to look powerful while hiding their belief that they’re weak.

The most dangerous fragile egos wear a nice mask causing them to look like a True Self.  They say and do what the illusion considers good; they generally look happy and calm.  They believe that what you do, not how you think, makes you good.  Good, by their definition gets rewarded.  That’s how the illusion works.

But the true world doesn’t work that way.  Rules and projection don’t exist outside the illusion, we manifest what we believe.

Underneath the fragile ego’s mask is an emotional storm; their actions aren’t congruent with their thinking.  They’re filled with rules and beliefs.  When we disobey or say, “No,” to their demands, their emotions roar.  They don’t see their OWN thinking as the cause of their emotions.  They blame the feminine role because their Adam-and-Eve based mythology gave them the right to.

The fragile ego projects their responsibility and emotions outward.  In fact, when we’re conditioned by fragile egos, we often become overly responsible.  We take responsibility for their emotions because they claim we’re the cause.  We aren’t.

 

The Wall

In mentoring, I call the eruption of the fragile ego, “hitting the wall.”  Letting go looks impossible.  Strong religious, scientific, or political views look absolutely true.  Arguing with the fragile ego does no good.  The fragile ego repeats its knowledge, rules, and beliefs like a robot.  It sees evidence that supports its thinking; it’s sure it’s right.

We only see evidence because we believe the cause.  We hold a really strong belief, but it’s still false.  If we let go of the causal belief, we’ll see different evidence.  When we try to challenge fragile ego beliefs in ourselves or others, psychological reversals kick in.  The thoughts clearly generate emotion, they’re not win-win, and they’re taking us away from freedom; but we can’t remember that the emotion means false.  Until we routinely catch this in ourselves, we won’t catch it in others.

 

They’re Characters

Our OWN fragile ego consists of voice recordings acquired from others who forced their beliefs into our mind.  We did feel emotions when we first heard their words; but we were afraid to challenge them.  Their words are NOW constantly squatting in our mind.

After letting go for awhile, we do come to know that the recordings are false.  And yet, people tell me that the fragile ego is still running their life.   They still behave as the fragile ego would want them to behave or say what the fragile ego would consider socially or politically correct.  They still can’t be themselves.

 

An Exercise

Imagine yourself in the center of your mind; see the fragile egos who have limited your life with beliefs, rules, and knowledge in the periphery of a giant circle looking at you.  They’re keeping you from leaving the circle.

Review old memories in your mind. Bring up fragile ego encounters from the past. Let the fragile ego characters slowly replay the scene.  Discriminate and let go as they talk.  Also let go of any judgments or reasoning that arises in your mind about these characters. Judgment on your part keeps you stuck to them.  You might never see them again; but when you clean up their character in your own mind, you won’t meet that same sort of person again.  Of if you do, you’ll stay powerful.

You can take this even further.  We tend to think that we must change the real life fragile ego characters or get them to stop judging us.  But many of them will never change or stop judging.  Are you going to wait until they change to live your life?  I hope not.

Step into their character within your own mind.  Speak their beliefs, and feel their emotions arise when they speak something false or judgmental.  Assume they can discriminate and let go, and do so.  It’s your mind!  These are your characters! You have the power to clean up their words in your mind.  In this way, we change the past.

See if this fragile ego still has power over you.  If so, ask yourself, “Why?”  Let go of the reasons that your mind gives you.  Clean up more memories.

You aren’t affecting the real life person in any way — good or bad.  When your mind is clear, they won’t bother you.  Their beliefs will only affect them.

Our false minds were meant to be creative containers, separate and distinct from others people’s minds, so we could all create independently.  We’ve never had the right to impose our beliefs on others.  We only do it because others did it to us.

When you realize that you don’t deserve their judgment, they don’t have power over you anymore.  When you understand that their rules are false, they don’t apply to you.  If they say that you’re hurting them, you don’t take it in.  In fact, I’ll often say to fragile egos, “You’re telling me what I should believe; how can I be hurting you?”

Fragile egos can be difficult.  But we can get through that wall if we take our rock hammer and chip away one belief or memory at a time.  Eventually, we’ll break through their highly tinted glass.  We’ll escape their influence without fighting them.  When we clean our OWN mind, they lose their false power.  They can’t harm us anymore.

 

Letting Go of Dreams, Visions, Nightmares, and Even Memories

Using Dreams to Let Go

By Cathy Eck

 

I’d recommend reading my earlier article on Dreams and Nightmares first.

 

Dreams, Visions, Nightmares, and Memories

In this post, I’ll walk you through a short example of finding the causal beliefs within your dreams, visions, nightmares, and memories.  The example I’m using was a clear vision that I had about twenty years ago during a reflexology session.  During that time, I was lost, depressed, my body ached all the time, and I was always exhausted — common symptoms for being trapped in another person’s illusion.  I feared going to a doctor, so I went to healers.  I needed and wanted someone to tell me how to let go.  But I wasn’t finding anyone.

As the reflexologist pushed on my feet, I suddenly smelled something like sulfur.  It was so strong that my eyes watered.  I mentioned this to the reflexologist, and she said, “It must be a message for you.  I don’t smell anything.”  Then she said, “I’m pushing on your heart area now…might be something about love.”  She told me to relax and see what popped into my mind, which was good advice.

I saw a young girl standing before a Nazi guard.  The girl was wearing a cute, ruffled blue dress and patent leather shoes.  Since my mom dressed me that way, I immediately identified with that character.

She was being led to the gas chamber.  That was the smell.   The little girl looked at the guard.  She smiled at him and said, “I still love you.”  I felt such peace and softness in my body; I felt unconditional love for this guard.  The guard pushed her into the gas chamber, and she died.  I was crying at this point — kind of wallowing in my sadness and victimhood.

She said I was releasing a past life, but I knew that I wasn’t letting go; I could see that my mind had already started to make conclusions about this vision like love isn’t enough.  I could see that we both wanted to turn my vision into a reason why I was powerless to change my life.  I was trying so hard to not allow that to happen.  I kept searching for a way to free myself from the vision.  But I didn’t know how to do that for many years.

 

The Cure

This vision was produced from my mind based on where I was at that time.  I eventually realized that the causal belief was that unconditional love was worthless currency on earth — it was not enough to make things right.  That was truly how I felt about my life.

Looking from the eyes of the guard, I could see another huge causal belief.  We have to obey authority — to do as we’re told.  Then I flipped back to the character of the girl.  I truly believed that authority was much more powerful than love.  Of course, these are common beliefs in the illusion — beliefs we all need to let go to be free.

After I discovered how to let go of beliefs, I could see that the belief, “Love is not enough” isn’t true.  I could see that the belief, authority has more power than love” was also a lie.  I could see that the whole damn vision was the product of my beliefs.  Do you see why it’s not helpful to call it a past life?  We don’t need to make it true.  Our past experiences are just the effect of the beliefs we held in mind at that time; they might be real, but they aren’t true.  When we live from truth, we won’t need to let go of beliefs anymore.

The vision showed me where my mind was at that time.  It showed me the beliefs that kept me trapped in an illusion.  To get free, I didn’t need to analyze the details or interpret symbols; it was all very straight forward.

Was I once this child killed in a Nazi concentration camp?  Who knows?  What’s key in that vision are the beliefs that would have caused me to be in such a situation.  After clearing those beliefs, I allowed the vision to replay from my current mental state.  I saw the girl look at the guard and say her words of love.  I felt the same purity.  He looked at her with a scowl and told her to go to the side of the gas chamber and wait for him.  He was still an obedient authority, but it didn’t matter.  I didn’t need to morph him into a saint.  She had the power because she had the real love.  I’d finally seen this vision from the perspective of the True Self.

Let me emphasize…I didn’t put love or positive thinking on top of my erroneous beliefs.  I simply let the beliefs go… they’re false.  The vision no longer bothered me; it existed like a dream…the illusion that it was.

 

Reasons

The reflexologist helped me focus on my body; she triggered the place where the belief was stored.   But her helpfulness ended when she saw the vision as a reason for the way things were.  People often feel satisfied when they find the reason.  Sadly, most people don’t realize they can let go.  They sing “Let It Go” but don’t know how.  We can’t help another let go of their beliefs until we let go ourselves.

When we take any memory, vision, nightmare, or dream and see the causal beliefs that created it, notice our emotional feedback, and let those beliefs go completely, we experience something amazing — freedom.  The scene changes; we learn that without those beliefs, we could never have had those dreams, nor could we experience such a reality.  I find that amazing.  As we clean up our memories and nightmares in this way, we start to see a different world.  We feel safe without needing everyone else to behave or let go.  We realize that other people’s illusions would only affect their life if we didn’t believe them.