Surfing In Bangladesh and Much More

This is Nashima surfing; look at that gorgeous smile!

About Nashima

Before you begin this article, here’s a little reminder. My writing is not like anyone else’s writing. I don’t write for your entertainment, nor do I write for you to learn from me. I have nothing to teach anyone. I write to expose beliefs as false so that you can let those beliefs go and get free of the illusion. Consequently, when you feel emotion while reading my articles, that means that you hold the belief that I’m exposing as false or the opposite of that belief in your mind. Don’t deny it, or push it away. Stop reading, and let it go. You only make progress toward freedom by letting go. Reading about freedom or talking about letting go doesn’t do a damn bit of good.

I recommend that you use the triangle process or the Three Steps articles as a jumpstart if you don’t remember what to do when you feel emotion. Often when beliefs and emotions arise, people forget how to let go. Don’t be concerned if that happens to you. Our minds have been trained to hold on…not to let go. We’re breaking longstanding mental habits in initiation.

At the Palm Springs film festival this year (2022), I saw an excellent documentary film called “Nashima.”  It was about surfing in Bangladesh.  Surfing started in Bangladesh about twenty years ago when a dude made something that looked like a surfboard and taught himself how to surf. For a while, a few women surfed in the proper, full-body bathing suits.  But the religion (Islam) and culture said that surfing was just plain wrong for women.  So all but one woman, Nashima, quit.  This documentary was Nashima’s story.  

To make a long story short, Nashima’s passion for surfing kept her going for quite a while.  The religious and cultural critics couldn’t stop her. From my point of view, she was demonstrating the power of following one’s inspiration.  When Nashima would surf, her face had the biggest smile.  It was beautiful to watch her surf simply because she was so happy.  It wasn’t like her surfing ability was that great; it was her love for the sport that made her unique and interesting to watch. Today, joy is something we often overlook simply because we’re so obsessed with performance and talent.

Nashima said that she didn’t need support from others.  She said that she didn’t care what others thought of her.  We’ve all been there. Nashima wasn’t lying; she didn’t need support. She knew in her heart that surfing was her joy and her life. Our True Self doesn’t ever NEED support.

But there’s a HUGE difference between needing support and deserving support. When we come from our True Selves, we deserve support from everyone even though we don’t need it. But we rarely get such support because the collective illusion is filled with believers of all types; they want us to think, speak, and be like them. So often, we get the exact opposite of support. Consequently, we have to become very good at discrimination to live as our True Self; we have to let go of other people’s judgments and criticisms when they try to stop us. Eventually, all the naysayers will lose their steam if we don’t give in to them. But getting to that point can take time; and it requires patience and compassion for the naysayers.

Believers of all kinds are at odds with their own True Selves; so they sure as hell won’t be supporting our True Selves. We have to understand that and not take it personally. That’s hard to do unless you KNOW the difference between a belief and the truth.

Here’s the long and short of this dilemma. Believers will try to impose or project their beliefs on to anyone who shows up as a True Self. Most people face this challenge early in life. That’s because believers are envious of the True Self, and we are born into an illusion of believers. The part of our mind that holds beliefs is what I call the clone because often that mind aspect pretends to be our True Self; but it’s not our True Self. Our True Self will never be demanding, judging, critical, or punishing. Our True Self doesn’t have even one belief. Our True Self is quiet; it rarely uses words to inspire us. Clones want to defeat the True Self although they will never admit it. (I’ve written the whole story of how this came to be, and I work through countless examples of how to defeat clone voices in the Gold Circle.)

The conflict between the True Self and clones shows up in every good-and-evil story ever written. It shows up in our lives too; our lives are a story, and we all want our story to end with “happily ever after.” Sadly, clones do a great job at pretending to be good; but they are actually the so-called “evil” in our stories. From birth, we are trained to support clones and ignore our own True Self. So most people in the world are supporting the illusion without realizing it. Every belief system is part of the illusion; there are no exceptions.

Believers don’t want others to enjoy their lives when they’re holding themselves down with their own beliefs. Misery does love company. Now let me be clear; when I say “believers,” I’m not just talking about religious people of every faith. The New Age is a belief system. Positive thinkers are believers. Science is a belief system. Psychology and self-help are belief systems. Nutrition is a belief system. Politics is a belief system. I could go on and on. We are surrounded by believers of all kinds within the illusion, and that’s why it’s so damn hard to be ourselves.

When believers hold themselves down, they become envious of any True Self. That’s where the games begin. I’ve heard many people say, “I can’t believe my mom was envious of me.” “I can’t believe my best friend was envious of me.” “I can’t believe my spouse was envious of me.”I was just doing what I wanted to do.” In truth, the mom, friend, or spouse was resisting letting go and being their own True Self. For one reason or another, they felt the need to cling to their belief systems. Their beliefs, which formed a clone voice (or clone voices) in their mind, were holding them back from their own perfect life. So the clone felt the need to hold back their daughter/son, friend, or spouse, lest they would lose them.

If the believers let go of the beliefs that caused them to envy another person, they’d be able to enjoy their lives too. But believers don’t know that they can let go of their beliefs…especially their long-standing beliefs. No peddler of beliefs ever teaches their followers to let go. When the believer feels envy, they generally blame the person who they think is causing the envy. That’s the person who is living and enjoying their life. Then they invent reasons for their envy; often, they think that the person they envy stole what rightfully belonged to them. But nothing an envious person thinks is EVER true; envy is an emotion, and all emotions mean the same thing…that our thinking is FALSE.

When people are coming from false, clone minds because they’re sure that their beliefs are true, they support others who are “like-minded.” They look for agreement. If we want freedom, and we find ourselves gravitating to, or pleased with, others who agree with us, we should look to see what clone in our mind wants that agreement. We should never support anyone’s beliefs (including our own) if we truly want freedom. If we all stopped that one big error, life on earth would gently return to Eden without anyone doing a damn thing to fix it. The illusion would disappear like fog lifting because the sun came out.

Like-mindedness is NOT oneness; it’s nothing but false connections that keep the illusion intact. The New Age promoted the idea of oneness as shared beliefs; true oneness only exists between our True Selves. We should never have to think about oneness; our True Self connections never go away, even when we don’t notice them because we’ve become focused on the illusion. The New Age level confusion was just what the globalists needed to slip the idea of one global belief system into the collective mindset. They need one common belief system in order to rule over the entire world. So they cleverly poured very old wine into new bottles; and people bought that vinegar because it sounded like the truth. Now the globalists are doing the same thing with the ascension movement. They’re repeating the same, old trick that the Serpent played on Adam and Eve. Old clone tricks just keep recycling in the illusion; people start to get free, and then they get pulled into another trap. That’s why I expose them all. But my exposure doesn’t do any good unless people let go and start ignoring the next new and improved belief system.

In addition, believers treat everyone who doesn’t share their beliefs as a foe, and that adds more fire to the illusion. I’m a foe to every believer. I don’t share anyone’s beliefs; but I come from a place of unconditional love. When we have no beliefs, we come from the True Self. I want people to have a life of freedom, joy, peace, and more. That’s why I do what I do. But most people have turned against their own True Selves by putting belief-filled clones into their minds. Since our True Selves have no beliefs and never will, the True Self appears to be a foe to every clone; and this was why no one was supporting Nashima’s surfing.

Fortunately, when we have the support of our own True Self, we don’t give a damn about the support of others. But that perfect mental place is very hard to sustain when we’re living 24/7, 365 in a persistent illusion with believers surrounding us like sharks. That’s why initiation isn’t just a weekend workshop.

If we want freedom, it’s clear that we don’t want support for our beliefs. We don’t want to hang out in groups of like-minded believers. We just want people to leave us alone (mentally speaking), so we can live freely. Of course, we should all have natural support for each others’ True Selves. But natural support is not like the support that’s common within the illusion. It’s not about sappy praise or awards that take up space on our walls. It’s about sharing in each others’ joy and creativity.

As I was watching the film, “Nashima,” I got to share her joy. I got to live vicariously through her life experience. That’s how we feel oneness with another. That’s when a film becomes memorable; you don’t want it to end. But as you’ll see in the second half of this article, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Also, to be clear, I wasn’t being positive or looking for the good in Nashima (Step 2.5 of the Three Steps). I simply wasn’t judging her or looking for problems that didn’t exist.

When you are following your true desires, you know that no one can stop you. You can’t quit doing what you’re doing no matter what others say. At the same time, it doesn’t feel right that others are opposing you. You love those people. You don’t want to fight with them. Why are they opposing the very best part of you if they love you? Why are they opposing something that fills you with joy? You don’t care what they believe, and you aren’t asking them to change; so why do they care so much about what you don’t believe? If we don’t understand the dynamics of the illusion, and the minds of clones, we get pulled in. Clones are persistent because they think they hold the truth in their minds; they will do whatever it takes to get us to accept their beliefs as the truth.

The religious and cultural believers in Bangladesh were clearly imposing their beliefs on Nashima, and it was getting to her as time went on. You could see it. They were wearing her down. Nashima was losing her joy; problems were getting in her way. That’s what happens when we start to fall into someone’s illusion. It feels horrible.

As time goes on, most people give the clones power over them. I call that giving the clones the throne. Others say, “If you can’t beat them, you must join them.” It’s not easy to change the programming of a believer. So we have to keep our focus on our true desires, i.e., follow our inspiration (which comes from within, not from others).

I’ve studied this for a very long time so that I could fully understand and share the way to freedom. We can only defeat a clone by getting to our True Self; we must know that the clone’s beliefs are false, powerless, and impotent. We must get that clone’s voice out of our mind completely. We can’t defeat a clone with better beliefs; in facts, the clones in power use divide and conquer so that we’ll fall into the trap of fighting over whose beliefs are best or right. A clone might defeat another clone, but the win won’t last. All clones have a win-lose, not win-win, mindset. We win in initiation by letting go and freeing our minds of all beliefs. When we win, others win too. No one is ever harmed by letting go; it’s holding on that is harmful.

If we pay attention to our emotions and notice that the believers’ words don’t ever feel good, we can get to the place where the clones have to feel their own emotions. They will not be able to project or impose their beliefs or emotions on to us if we remain in our True Self (Step Three). That’s why unconditional love is the best remedy for every problem. It fuels the truth while dissolving what’s false. But we can’t fake unconditional love until we make it, and this is where so many have gotten confused and stuck.

Once we’re solid in unconditional love, even longstanding believers have the incentive to let go around us. Cause and effect is reunited in the same mind, and clones don’t like being stuck with their own emotions. So the clone is forced to see that its beliefs are false. That’s when we have the best chance of helping the people we love to let go. We are wasting our time telling others about letting go if they don’t want to let go.

But we can always expose beliefs as false. Never worry about humiliating clones. A clone is nothing but a persona; it’s not the person’s true identity. So you can never hurt a clone, even if it said that you did. Clones lie to keep their false power. Everyone would be better off without clones. In initiation, instead of making others change to our belief systems, which only creates an illusion of oneness, we expose the beliefs in our minds as false, as well as the con artists who gave us those false beliefs in the past.

As you probably know, that is easier said than done. Most people have been trained to never punch up at people in authority; people don’t even like when I do it for them. They associate exposure with punishment, like we’re all still living in the Inquisition. But I know that I can’t help people get free without exposing false beliefs as false. So I expose even when it’s uncomfortable. I know that the outcome of exposure is always win win and freedom for all.

As the film progressed, the false beliefs in Nashima’s mind grew in power.  Nashima’s life also got in the way of her surfing. She married young (as a teen), which is common in her culture; and a couple of years later, she had kids.  Now Nashima’s family and her husband were even more unsupportive of her surfing.  Moms don’t surf, wives don’t surf, and Muslim moms and wives definitely don’t surf. Their opposition to Nashima’s surfing became even stronger; so it was harder for Nashima to ignore them.

The stress of becoming a mom also complicated Nashima’s life. She was very busy, and she was responsible for her children now. Her True Self appeared to be losing power to the clones’ (believers’) voices all around her. This is common in adulthood. Responsibilities cause us to accept the beliefs that we often ignored as a child. But we must realize that our True Self never goes away or dies; we just cover it up with beliefs. Our True Self wants to LIVE fully, and it will keep trying to do so.

Once we decide that we can’t escape the illusion, we often join it. We put our true desires on the back burner; eventually, we take them off the stove altogether and stuff them in the back of the pantry. We think that we’ll get back to those desires one day, but our polluted false mind won’t allow that. Initiation, i.e., letting go, is the only way to get back to those true desires.

It was clear to me that this film was not really about surfing in Bangladesh.  It was about belief systems and how they stop us from living our true desires. Nashima’s surfing was a metaphor for her life; everything is a metaphor when we come from the True Self. Her inspiration was like catching a perfect wave. Her religious and cultural beliefs acted like an anchor that pulled her underwater, especially when those beliefs began to look real and true.  Those beliefs were causing Nashima to drown in the sea of consciousness. If she could let go of that anchor, however, she could float back to the top of the triangle, i.e., the surface of the water. Then every wave would be perfect. Once we see a story from the perspective of metaphor, which happens as we let go, the story makes sense for everyone. This is what people try to achieve within the illusion by sharing beliefs and writing stories about common illusory situations. But it doesn’t work. Beliefs, even good-sounding beliefs, will never work for everyone. We don’t want the same minds or the same lives as others. We are all meant to be unique.

We all have a True Self; and our True Selves are all in perfect harmony. This film was about keeping our True Self’s inspiration alive no matter how hard life became.  That’s the purpose of life for all of us. When we can find inspiration in the midst of suffering, the suffering disappears. Our purpose is not a special role within the illusion, and that’s the biggest mistake that most people make. They strive for success, security, or specialness within the illusion instead of freedom from the illusion.

Nashima’s story highlighted the necessity for discrimination. We all live with clones who think their beliefs are absolutely true. This was a great film for our time. We will never be truly satisfied or joyful if we give up our true desires. That’s why most people “can’t get no satisfaction.” In fact, many people end up in regret as they grow older. On their death beds, they feel the regret for all of their unlived dreams. But we can change that with true initiation…not occult initiation. I have to be clear because occultists have hijacked all of the initiates’ words.

I loved this film because it showed someone who fought off the status quo for a lot longer than most people do.  I wanted Nashima to keep going and live from true freedom. But she didn’t know how to let go. Nevertheless, my support for her didn’t stop even when she nearly stopped surfing. I’ve found that when we support someone’s True Self, and don’t accept their beliefs as true, they often work their way out of their illusion in time. That’s my definition of having compassion for someone.

In times where the illusion seems to have more power than we do, we forget that unconditional love is much more powerful than any belief system.  We forget that unconditional love exists when we get stuck in the illusion; we can only access conditional love in the illusion, and it’s powerless. In the end, Nashima did get back to surfing; but her ease and freedom had diminished somewhat. You could see more force of will in her. So the film didn’t have what I call a full-circle ending. But Nashima’s life isn’t over; she’s a young woman living in an interesting time. There will be much more to her story.

The Disastrous After-Film Q&A

The director and producer of this film were at the film festival. They were both women.  I’m often reminded in the after-film Q&A that films (especially documentaries) are usually an expression of someone’s baggage; the filmmakers want others to accept their point of view (beliefs) as true. They’re trying to manifest like-mindedness. The filmmaker’s baggage triggers similar baggage in anyone who is like-minded in the audience during the after-film Q&A.  At film festivals, we learn about the hidden intention of the filmmakers by watching their shadows come to life in the audience members.

This Q&A went south very quickly when a female audience member, who was a declared feminist, said that the world is screwed because of “toxic masculinity.”  She said that the film just pissed her off.  She loved Nashima, but it exposed the biggest problem in the world today.  She was loud and overbearing as she screamed: “Men are screwing up the world.” Her progressive, i.e., regressive, sound bites triggered others; and soon, the room was filled with hatred for ALL men.  Lots of hateful women were whining in unison about ALL men.  I guess feminists travel in groups. I watched as the men in the audience sunk down into their seats; they clearly wanted to disappear. It was ridiculous.

That feminist was a perfect example of a clone; she thought that her beliefs were the truth. But she was spewing false beliefs on everyone in the theater. Sadly, the director and producer agreed with the feminist; so the conversation transformed into a giant man-hating festival. I walked out. The joy of Nashima’s smile had devolved into the darkest sewage of the illusion in minutes.

This film had absolutely nothing to do with sexism. These women all saw their own baggage projected on to Nashima. Is that fair to her? You can’t fix a problem unless you see the real mental cause. Nashima was bound by religious and cultural beliefs.  That was so clear. I saw the real movie; so I saw the natural union of mental cause and physical effects. I would have mentored Nashima to let go of her religious and cultural beliefs so that she could break her false connections with her family and friends. Then she’d go back to the free Nashima that she used to be. She’d still have a true connection with everyone. When we’re in unconditional love (the True Self), we don’t tell others what to think, what to say, or who to be. This feminist was nowhere near unconditional love. She was sure that she was right!

The feminist saw her own illusion projected on to Nashima; but what she saw on the big screen was coming entirely from her OWN false mind. If she had known what she was doing, she would have been embarrassed. Nothing she said was true, and it wasn’t even on the screen. That’s what projection does; it takes something wonderful, and it turns it into a fucking mess. The problem is that believers (clones) don’t realize when they’re projecting. It happens when they are locked into the false masculine mindset, and they hold their own beliefs in mind as true. It’s quite funny that all feminists are actually stuck in their masculine minds; I’ll explain more about that in a minute.

It is clones who project. From the clone’s illusory point of view, they see evidence of their undesirable beliefs in the outer world. They are seeing their own shadow; then, they want to fix their shadow outside of themselves. This is very common. In fact, most people are doing that for their profession…doctors, therapists, activists, scientists, etc. We can’t fix our shadow outside of us; the cause of the problem that we see in the other is in our OWN mind. If we can let go of the flaw that we see in the other, the object of our attention appears to change. The problem we see in the other goes away. But clones don’t know how to let go. So they keep repeating the same error every day of their life. They create constant drama. They make everyone around them miserable.

The feminist woman who started this mess was sure that what she saw was on that screen. Now she was demanding support for her illusory point of view from everyone in the theater. Sadly, she got that support. The illusion is all about supporting beliefs and clones, not True Selves. When we are looking at the illusion from the false mind, it looks real and true. It’s actually real and false.

People tend to get very loud and very emotional when they hold their beliefs in mind as true; that’s why it’s so hard to ignore them. But their emotions are proof that what they’re thinking is false. That’s the basic test for letting go…emotions mean false. People like this feminist are severely psychologically reversed. If something outside of our mind bothers us, we are always projecting that out. This is what people do not realize. They spend their lives fixing others, or complaining about others, when they only need to fix their own mental containers.

Let me give you some more FACTS about this film. Nashima’s biggest supporters were the male surfers. The other female surfers took a hike when things got rough. The male surfers were always fighting for Nashima’s right to surf, and they even wanted her to compete with them in tournaments. How did the feminists miss the obvious?  It was loud and clear throughout the entire movie.  We become blinded by our beliefs once we relabel them as true.

The male surfers support of Nashima was so endearing. It was one of the things that I liked most about the movie; and these feminists didn’t see that at all. This is what happens when we have baggage on any topic; it blinds us from seeing anything beautiful, perfect, or true. It keeps us from a free life. Then we can’t see that there is life beyond the illusion. Our world is a mess today because we have elected clones to power. Clones spend every day trying to fix their projected illusion. They never address real problems because they can’t see them.

Did the feminist women in this theater deserve support for their point of view? Noooooooo! But the audience gave them support. Nashima became the victim of sexism with their false projection. How was that going to help her? Instead of supporting her True Self and her love of surfing, many feminist clones in the audience, as well as the producer and director, were now selfishly supporting their own FALSE cause. It made me wonder if the worst thing to have ever happened to Nashima was this film. Did these feminist filmmakers cause Nashima to lose her edge? Fortunately, I saw the film; and now, I’m exposing all of their asses as FALSE. This is the flaw in every social justice warrior and activist alive today. They harm the very people they claim to want to help. They demand our support and our money to fix their OWN false beliefs and illusions. We don’t need to fix illusions; when we let go, they disappear.

I saw Nashima as a true feminist and leader. She was going against the religious and cultural beliefs of her family, friends, and country. That’s huge. She was proving that she could do what she enjoyed regardless of her sex; and because she was so pure in her love of surfing, the men surfers supported her too. Do you realize how big that is in a Muslim culture? Nashima was the demo for these feminist women; but they were too busy fighting their own demons to see that Nashima gave them the answer to their faux problem just by living her life.

These women will never find their inspiration if they don’t stop fueling their false beliefs. The feminist women tried to turn Nashima into a victim, when she never once saw herself as a victim. She saw herself as a leader. She said that several times in the film; and many other young women are now starting to surf again in Bangladesh because of Nashima’s leadership and persistence.

I was shocked by this Q&A.  The clones who were projecting said something that was totally false; but normal people are so used to projection from clones that they don’t notice that whatever the projector said felt horrible. Clones are very psychologically reversed. Clones have zero discrimination. Clones also speak with conviction; so most people tend to doubt themselves when clones speak. Instead of ignoring the clone who was projecting, the normal person thinks that they missed something important. They go looking for whatever the projector saw; and then, they think they saw it too. Now these gullible people start supporting the clone who was lying. This is how the mainstream news or social activism works. It’s clever, but it’s nefarious. It’s why we have so many problems in the world today.

When true leaders do come along, they are labeled racists, sexists, conspiracy theorists, etc. The clones in power want to keep their thrones. So they have to turn everyone against the people who can actually eliminate the problems. A true leader might appear to solve problems; but if you look closely, they are actually eliminating them. The problem was a false manifestation from a clone on a fake throne. In Idyllwild, California, the people elected a dog as mayor after suffering from decades of clone leadership. The dog has done a wonderful job because it doesn’t project out problems; and it’s very cute.

People believe liars and deceivers, i.e., clones; then they spread their disinformation for them. This is what you see with groups like ANTIFA or Black Lives Matter. When someone tries to expose the liars and deceivers as false, the clones all come together to defend their illusion. They are operating from like-mindedness, which is fake oneness. They claim that the exposer is the one with the disinformation.

Why on earth would people support an illusion instead of the truth? It’s crazy, but it’s not their fault; they are all victims of false education, social brainwashing, and minds that were filled with beliefs that have been mislabeled as true. Clones teach others to be like-minded clones. The illusion has gotten too big and too strong; and that’s why I expose it every day in every way that I can. I so appreciate those of you who help me by letting go of whatever you can and supporting my websites. That’s how we’ll rein in this collective illusion; and we’ll bring joy, peace, and freedom back to earth. We do it by exposing one belief at a time. It takes time, persistence, and patience.

With regard to sexism, it simply doesn’t exist. It’s always an illusion. So is racism, bigotry, homophobia, anti-semitism, and all of the other such labels. All labels are lies. When we believe a label to be true, we start to see ILLUSORY evidence of it. That’s just how our minds work. If we let the label go, we will no longer see evidence of that label in our life or in others. That’s why this site is called “No Labels No Lies.” The lies part refers to all beliefs; the word lie is right in the word belief so that we don’t forget.

I worked in the corporate world when women were scarce in such places; and I was never mistreated, never paid less, and never abused. So I don’t see sexism; I never have. Feminists need to let go of their false beliefs; they are seeing an illusion and making that illusion into the truth. They are spreading lies. That’s harmful to themselves as well as others who believe them. I will never believe feminists, and neither should you. They don’t deserve to have anyone’s support for their faux beliefs. But I will always support someone like Nashima, even when Nashima can’t support herself.

Did I see the same movie as these self-proclaimed “woke” women?  Yes I did; but we saw it from two very different points of view.  I was entertained and felt enormous love for all of the characters in the film…men and women.  Even the believers were simply doing what was done to them. They weren’t bad people. They didn’t want Nashima to be punished by their false God. Their intention was good even if their implementation was horrible. Besides, the believers weren’t the star of the show. The star was Nashima and her inspiration. I watched the movie from my True Self, and I got to share in Nashima’s joy when she was surfing. Meanwhile, the feminists spent two hours hating men for no reason at all.  Men aren’t toxic.  Belief systems and labels are toxic! 

There is more to this topic, so let’s dive in a little deeper.  I often talk about roles on my websites.  It’s the masculine role, not men that became toxic.  Then the feminine role followed the fall of the masculine role. This is a very old problem.  I explain the history of this problem in great detail in the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway. In short, the most widely-known masculine leader that stained the masculine role was Moses in the Old Testament of the Bible.  He was just like the globalists today. He’s been gone for a long time, but his legacy of false leaders lives on. 

In addition, Moses had a matriarchal, or feminine, point of view. The feminine role is naturally about receiving. When leaders in the masculine role want to receive rather than give, they lead from a false point of view. That was the problem with Moses, and it is the problem with many leaders today. A leader’s job is to empower the people, not line their pockets.

Many people today, men and women, become tyrants and/or criminals just like Moses as soon as they get a little false power.  We all saw evidence of this during the Corona virus fiasco. The clones on thrones (men and women with roles of authority) had a inner toxic masculine that wanted to receive power from its followers without giving anything of value.  Giving others beliefs, rules, or judging and punishing them is giving nothing of value. They all did such horrible acts in order to get the approval of some clone who had power over them. Sadly, we become like the people we follow; and people still think Moses was a good leader…someone to follow. Oy vey!

I’ve helped a lot of people in my work who were so sweet when they were in the feminine role or mindset.  But when they got the masculine role, they became a beast.  I can assure you that there’s no difference between men and women regarding the issues that we have with the false masculine role. So let’s correct these screaming feminists.

Men are not toxic; the feminists’ own inner masculine mind was toxic. So when they watched this movie, they saw a man that triggered their own inner toxicity. Instead of letting go, they reinforced their false belief, “men are toxic.” I suspect that these women saw their own belief in the false God of the Old Testament, the one who judges and punishes, in the father and husband in the film. These women probably left religion behind and became “spiritual.” They just put ice cream on their manure. They didn’t let go of their old religious beliefs. That is very common today.

These woman need to go within their own minds and let go of their beliefs about the masculine role, which includes authority figures of all types; and then, they won’t see toxic men anymore. In fact, they will encounter men who will treat them the way that they want to be treated. There are lots of those men in the world. They don’t like to be called toxic when they’re not. Can you blame them?

We all have a masculine and feminine aspect to our minds.  What we have within is exactly what we see outside in the world.  Our minds were designed to work inner to outer. But most people today have minds that work outer to inner…that’s backwards. They have learned how to behave from others; and they’ve stored all of their memorized knowledge, rules, and beliefs (i.e., crap) in their false masculine minds. So their false masculine mind is toxic. But that can be cleaned up by letting go.

Likewise, those who see bitchy women everywhere must look within and let go of their own bitchy feminine.  Their feminine is weak; they are not using their emotions to discriminate. If they clean up their own inner feminine, and they use their emotions as designed, they won’t fear or even notice bitchy women anymore. Today, many men see bitchy women everywhere, and many women see toxic men everywhere. They have an inner, not an outer, problem.

If everyone in that theater had let go when they felt emotion during the film, they would have seen the same film that I saw.  Our true support for Nashima would have been a huge gift to her…a gift that she deserves in my opinion. It’s a shame that they missed such a beautiful story about such a sweet, young woman. But sadly, letting go has been hidden, and discrimination has been confused, for thousands of years. So it’s not really anyone’s fault that we are sharing this illusory predicament today. We all do better once we know how to do better.

The feminists were doing to Nashima what they were programmed to do. I’m doing my best to change that programming by exposing it as false. But I tend to run into clones just like Nashima. The support for letting go might be deserved, but it’s not always there. I’m forever wiping the sweat off the people who choose initiation and sending them right back into the ring for another round. Initiation is not an easy path to take. Likewise, I have to keep following my own inspiration in spite of others who think that their belief systems are true; they would prefer that I don’t help people to let go. They fear losing their clone thrones.

The support for the con artists that promote beliefs is still pretty damn strong. People still think they need to be with others of like minds, and they don’t realize that they’re keeping the matrix of false connections alive by doing that. So the problems, diseases, and suffering of the illusion continue. As we let go and become true leaders, like Nashima demonstrated in the film; we prove that life outside of the illusion of beliefs does exist, and that becomes our gift to others. It’s an unconditional gift that they can accept whenever they are ready. Initiation is the key that unlocks the Gateway to Gold, i.e., the entrance to Eden. It’s a perspective, not a place. That’s why there’s room for everyone.

Intuition or Inspiration: What’s the Difference?

Imagination vs. intuition

By Cathy Eck



I tell people to let go and follow their inspiration.  However, there’s often confusion around my words because most people think that inspiration and intuition are the same.

I never heard the word intuition growing up.  I did hear another word a lot — imagination.  “Cathy, get out of your imagination.”  No one understood imagination either.  We all have imaginary capacity.  But most people use it the wrong way.  They use it to fuel their fear by imagining problems, pain, and suffering.


We’re Creators

I can’t say enough that we’re born to be creators.  But I’m using the word creator in the truest sense, where we would only create things that were win-win for everyone.  All creating starts in our imagination.  We can use our imagination to create our unique heaven on earth, or we can use it to create hell.

I remember the first time I realized that.  My husband and I were visiting his parents, who took pride in their ability to worry about everything.  Often the very thing they worried about would end up happening to someone.  One day, I couldn’t take it anymore; I told them to stop it.  You see, when I or someone else reflected their worry, they didn’t take responsibility.  They’d say, “Oh, I just knew it.”   They acted like they were prophets; and that wasn’t the case.  Their worry was misused creative power, and they were projecting it out with a very strong force.

My in-law’s worry confused me because it was wrapped in nice intention.  It kind of looked like love or even compassion; my husband was sure it was love.  I could see that they thought my inability to worry was a major character defect.  My telling them to stop was rude.

When lost in the illusion, we forget that we have an imagination that creates our life.  We should all be quick to tell people to let go of their beliefs that cause fear and worry; but often, we feel that we must accept their beliefs.

This problem is caused by level confusion.  At their physical level of reality, my in-laws were caring.  But at the mental level of reality, they were creating shit in other people’s lives.  I was attempting to free their victims although it would be years before I’d understand how to explain letting go.  Letting go of our fearful thoughts is truly compassionate; when we see this, we’re on the fast track to freedom.


Intuition Versus Inspiration

So many people think that their fearful thoughts and dreams are premonitions.  They don’t let them go; they spread them like viruses.  All fearful thoughts are false!

But let’s say a thought pops into your mind, and it feels calm and good.  Is it inspiration or intuition?  Inspiration happens when you’re exiting the illusion.  Inspiration moves you toward your spirit or True Self.  To get inspired thoughts, you need to have your navigational destination set on freedom.  You want your mind to be looking for exits.

Most people have set the direction of their mind on getting rich, getting approval, or winning; they want to do well inside the illusion.  They use intuition.  Tuition, you might notice, is a word associated with money and knowledge; in-tuition would be within knowledge or beliefs.

I once took a class on intuition, “Intuition for Business People.”  They told us to ask questions and then take what we got as the answer.

What they didn’t teach was discrimination because they didn’t have any.  They just assumed that if our mind said it, it was right.  Psychics say they do readings this way.  They trust what their mind gives them.  Kanye West said this is why he runs on stage at the Grammies; his mind tells him too.  People do dumb fucking things when they trust their mind blindly.  Many even think that God is guiding them — that’s how religions were invented.


Letting Go

I do tell people to do exactly what the psychics and intuitives do.  “Ask a question.  Don’t put answers in your mind, and just see what arises.”  The difference is that I tell them to let go of what arises.  Intuitives believe everything they get.  My “intuitive” friends never give good advice.  Their answers are only useful for those in the illusion.  This confused me.  I often felt bad for constantly rejecting their advice.

Intuition is the ability to maneuver among your beliefs and knowledge.  Intuitives have a good mental database manager that can find the best solution within their limited world view.  They do not get original information; nor do they get information that’s going to free anyone — that’s what inspiration does.

If you want to live from beliefs, follow your mind completely; and life kind of works. You keep putting more knowledge into your mind so you appear to have more options for the intuition to pick from. That’s why people become addicted to learning.

All knowledge was once someone else’s inspiration.  But knowledge is memorized.  When our mind is trained to look to memory for answers, it ignores inspiration completely.  We can’t find our creativity.

If you want to find your True Self, you allow your mind to speak; then you let go of whatever it says as untrue. You reduce the beliefs and knowledge in your mind until you’re completely clear.  Once you let go of all that false data, you discover concepts and ideas that are original, unique, and powerful.  You stop fearing and worrying.

Intuition is like a car with a decent, not great, navigator.  Inspiration, however, is like having the bird’s eye view of the entire world.  You can see everything; so you make choices from the knowing that you’re creating the perfect route and the perfect destination.  It’s only inspiration that will show you the exits to the illusion.  Intuition will just keep circling you round and round the desert in a nice, comfortable car.  And that car will run out of gas one day.

Stay Out of Other’s Minds (We Aren’t Meant to be Psychic)


By Cathy Eck


Psychic Studies 101

When I was in graduate school, I took a class in psychic studies.  I’d just read the book, “Psychic Discoveries Behind the Iron Curtain,” and I fantasized about being able to make better business decisions or being able to detect people’s hidden motivations.  In class, we did these creepy exercises where you extended your energy into the other person’s energy field.  Then you said whatever you heard in your mind.  I felt like I was sticking my hands in raw sewage.  When they connected with me, I was even more creeped out.   Fortunately, my grade was dependent on how well I wrote about my experiences and not my success rate.

Although, one day we had to guess where our teacher was.  He was hiding somewhere in the city.  Someone came into class and said to draw whatever we thought.  I thought of a giant dick so I drew that.   Turns out he was standing by the water tower above.  So everyone thought I got it right.

Another time, we had to do a reading about someone based on name only.  I decided to go ice skating and write whatever I thought about while skating.  I wrote about rats.  Turned out my person was kind of a rat, a shrewd business wheeler-dealer.  He also had rats in his NYC apartment.  But quite honestly, his last name sounded like a mafia name.  It was a great metaphor.

Was I psychic, or was I just fucking around and happened to get some things sort of right?  I vote for fucking around.


Battered Minds

As part of the class, we had to attend a “Battered Minds” group meeting — professional psychics who were stuck in victimhood because they saw a vision of something bad, like 9/11.  I got up and walked out after a few minutes.  They were all compulsive whiners.  They believed every emotionally wrapped thought that entered their minds; they had absolutely NO discrimination.  They thought everything was about them.

Clearly they tapped into the collective illusion and saw 9/11 or some other tragic event.  But was that helpful?  To me, it only proved that they believed the illusion to be true and unchangeable.  I didn’t want to marinate in their world view.  The illusion won’t disappear until we stop believing it.

The purpose of a prophet is not to tell us the future so we can sit in fear and wait until the dreaded prophecy passes, declaring said prophet right or wrong.  It’s to recognize where we’re headed and to drop the thoughts that are causing that unwanted future from the collective conversation.

Psychic Studies 101 was many years ago, and I’ve done a lot of discriminating and letting go since.  The ancient ones were right.  Everything is mind.  The best place for our mind to be focused is on itself.  If everyone let go of their own unwanted thoughts, the world would be amazing in no time at all.

Most people are highly focused on other people’s minds.  In fact, I’ve mentored people pleasers who admitted that they often get in other people’s minds so they know what to say to please them.  False minds analyze and hold onto other people’s thoughts in order to look good, stay safe, keep them in their life, or say the right thing.  Our false minds have gotten erroneously connected and intertwined; and that’s why we’re all so damn confused.

Our job is our OWN mind.  If someone else’s experience generates emotion when we hear them talk, then it isn’t true for us.  If they want to make it true for them, that’s their prerogative.  But freedom is about being a master of our own mind; and that requires minding our own damn business.


The Lesson

We were required to experience a bunch of personal readings during that class.  I taped them all.  A few years ago, I listened to the tapes one last time before I trashed my tape recorder and tapes.  More than a decade had passed, nothing in them came true.  Nothing!  These were professional psychics, not students.

The future that they saw had been wiped off my mental hard drive.  They were reading my false mind, and I’d let much of that go.  Most of them tapped into my false desires and told me what I wanted to hear.  They picked up on my false fears and told me that they wouldn’t happen.  They said what I longed to hear to sooth my crappy beliefs.  They also gave me reasons for things that were happening in my life — spirit attachments, angels, karma, or past lives.  That was all bullshit too.  False minds love reasons.  But reasons are worthless.  The false mind has got 99 problems, and it’s causing all of them.

Intuition is also a false self skill that allows us to work around our beliefs.  It’s very helpful in the illusion, but it’s worthless if our goal is freedom.  Inspiration is what we want.  Inspiration comes from our True Self.  It’s usually silent.  We just find ourself doing something without much thinking at all.

Quite frankly, I wanted psychic or intuitive power because I was afraid of my future.  I’d become accustomed to being blindsided.  I wanted advance warning to avert problems.  I no longer trusted my True Self to keep me safe.  I’d become afraid of surprises because they were usually bad.

What I really wanted was to purify my false mind and take what I got, knowing that it would be what I wanted, needed, and earned.   I didn’t want to have a concrete and perfect plan; I wanted to be constantly pleasantly surprised.  I didn’t want to see the crappy illusion and grab only the good stuff.  I didn’t want to will the world into submission.  I didn’t want to know people’s beliefs and say the right thing to please them.  Psychic Studies 101 was very interesting but truly worthless.  So I closed that door and got back on the path to freedom.


Discipline — Time To Say Goodbye!

DisciplineBy Cathy Eck



Recently, I had the OWN (Oprah) channel on while doing some housework.  The producers set up a help desk where people could ask questions of “spiritual” advisors.  Three times, the experts recommended “discipline.”  They said it was necessary for success.  The first two times, I simply noticed that their comment felt bad and immediately let it go.  But the third time, expert Carolyn Myss put me over the edge.  I realized that I was looking in the face of a huge collective psychological reversal.

An overweight woman (by expert standards) asked Carolyn for help.  Carolyn said, “Do you tend to gravitate toward pleasure?”  The woman said, “Yes,” as she smiled.  Carolyn responded critically, “That’s your problem.  You have no discipline.”  The woman looked like she wanted to slit her wrists or shit her pants.  “Okay, now you pissed me off, Carolyn Myss,”  I thought.   I decided to really look at this word, discipline.  My emotions were screaming, “False.”



The “New Oxford American Dictionary” put things in perspective for me very quickly.  Here’s what it said:

1) the practice of training people to obey rules or a code of behavior, using punishment to correct disobedience.
2) the controlled behavior resulting from discipline.
3) activity or experience that provides mental or physical training.
4) a system of rules of conduct.

Discipline is clearly unnatural; it involves training humans, like animals, to do what an authority or expert wants them to do.  It’s key to a society based on good and evil, right and wrong, or win and lose.

Since the disciplinarians are already in the illusion, or they wouldn’t be using discipline, discipline is inflicted on those in powerless feminine roles, like children.  Our minds record the voices of those who provide discipline until we acquire self-discipline, meaning we inflict reward and punishment on ourselves.

Oddly, the word discipline is very similar to disciple, another highly feminine role.  Well, that made sense.  Carolyn Myss is a recovering Catholic; her Catholicism often bleeds through in her books and teachings.  The other two men who suggested discipline were M. Scott Peck, spiritual psychologist/author, and DeVon Franklin, Hollywood wanna-be preacher.  Discipline and religion are clearly interconnected; both take us toward hell while claiming to take us to heaven.

The truth is that if we’re disciplining ourselves or others, we’re not good, we’re false.  Discipline is following someone else’s rules that don’t feel good and don’t make sense to us.  We should never have to do that in a sane world.  If we’re obeying rules that don’t feel good and telling others to do the same, we’re clearly playing a false masculine role.  We shouldn’t be leading anyone, not even ourselves.

In the TRUE masculine role, we do what we’re inspired to do.  We provide a vision — not rules.  The True Masculine has no desire to discipline others; there’s no need for it.  You trust the people that you create with.  Discipline isn’t even a word I’ve ever needed to have in my vocabulary.

When led by false masculine authorities, we have to muster up unnatural energy to do what they want us to do in the way they want it done.  We become exhausted and depressed.  We hate life.  Then we discipline those below us (like our kids) because we’re starving for energy and life force.


Discipline or Abuse?

Just last week, someone posted on Facebook a comment about the lack of discipline in kids and how it’s because parents no longer spank.  Of course, I couldn’t shut up because children were involved.  So I wrote, “People will stop disciplining their children with physical punishment when they call it what it really is, child abuse.”  You see, calling authoritarian bullying, unnecessary rules, enslavement, and physical punishment “discipline” makes the unacceptable acceptable.

Discipline produces slaves and obedient citizens, not successful or creative people.  It’s a winning formula in the illusion.  It has worked for thousands of years because we don’t stop and examine the reality or the real effects of discipline.



Carolyn Myss exposed the whole illusion around discipline when she said, “Do you tend to gravitate toward pleasure?”  That’s when my emotions screamed, “Stop the madness. Your are Myss-taken.”  She was saying, “If it’s pleasurable, it’s bad for you.”  The idea that we’re supposed to be happy while we suffer is the Catholic mantra; it’s not true.  We all naturally gravitate toward pleasure until we’re brainwashed to gravitate toward pain by following beliefs that generate emotions.

We’re all born to people who were already cooked to well done in the illusory oven before we arrived.  If we could talk, we would have screamed, “Stop!  That doesn’t feel right.  I didn’t come to earth to see how well I could suffer.”  Instead we got disciplined to become like our caretakers and authorities until eventually we couldn’t see the error in the illusion — it looked normal.

It’s not too late.  We can let go of needing discipline right now.  We can start to follow our inspiration at any time.

Carolyn Myss answered the woman’s question, but it’s doubtful that it helped.  She gave her the cause of her weight problem.  This woman thought she didn’t have enough discipline when she actually had too much.  Her inner food police disciplines her constantly, piling guilt and shame on her food and reminding her that she’s not following the diet and exercise rules for a thin body.  She believes the rich and successful (and disciplined) experts even though what they say feels horrible; her True Self knows the advice is false — it’s fixing the effect.

To get free, this woman needs to let go of trusting experts who keep telling her to be more disciplined so she can look the way they say she should look.  She needs to stop dieting (which has the word die in it for a reason) and start living from her own True Self.

Going All the Way: When Our Gifts Hold Us Back

Light at the end of the tunnel, gifts

By Cathy Eck

Gifts, From  A Different Vantage Point

Often, what causes people to exit the path to freedom before they reach the end is a gift.  If their gift brings them money or fame, it’s hard to give up.  They don’t want to give up something in the bag for something that might not pay off.

I used to feel sad that I didn’t have any amazing gifts.  I was good at whatever I did, but not passionate.  In hindsight, that was a blessing.  If I had been truly amazing at something, I might have believed that was my final destination.  I might have had a hard time giving up the illusory benefits.  Often people don’t realize that their gift isn’t the end point of their life until a tragedy happens, and they can’t do it anymore.

Now, however, I have a different vantage point on gifts.  If you know how to use a gift, you can milk it for all it’s worth and stay on the path to freedom.  The key is in how you perceive others.  This is the true reason for service.  It isn’t to be good or kind (that’s a side benefit); it’s to get free.

The key is to treat everyone as your reflection.  In that way, you leave everyone you touch a little freer; you find things to let go that you didn’t know you had inside.  It takes a little practice, but it’s worth it.


Intuition or Psychic Abilities

Intuition is the ability to find our way through mazes of beliefs.  It’s very useful in the illusion where beliefs rule.  But inspiration is better.  Inspiration is when we find ourselves doing something wonderful without even thinking about it — people call it the flow.  Inspiration is perfection — the highest state of being.

If you have the gift of intuition, don’t discard it.  Use it to find what you or your clients need to let go.  I had to do this with Freedom Astrology.  I had to change it to an exit, rather than an illusion-navigation tool.



Healing ability is amazing.  More amazing is living in a world where disease doesn’t exist.  That’s the true job of a healer.  The True Self doesn’t know disease.  So use your patients as your mirror.  If they believe they have a disease, recognize that they’re showing you that you still believe in that disease (or label) unconsciously.  Let it go in yourself, and their healing will be more complete as well.



I don’t channel (people ask me that a lot because channels often write similar information).  When you let go of the beliefs that block your wisdom, you recognize that you (not Bobo from the 18th century) have all the answers, you don’t need to go anywhere to get the truth.  The free life is a practical life — we’re all spiritual beings in bodies.  We all know the truth.  Often channels have a fear of expressing the truth as themselves; it was pretty risky until recent times.


Acting, Music, Art, Writing

These are what I call True professions because they’re creative.  Letting go takes them to a higher level.  The point of these activities is to let go of whatever is in the way of expressing yourself completely and fearlessly.  That’s why I write this blog and paint.  I want to see where my false self holds me back.  I want my fears and false limitations to arise.  That way I can let them go.


Teaching, Coaching, Mentoring

Most teachers and coaches put themselves in the masculine role and give lessons or techniques.  They bore the hell out of their students or they hype them up with excitement.  Real teaching is about being a true leader.  It’s about letting go of whatever limitations you see in your students (your private mirrors) so that they can flower in your presence.


You’re Putting me Out of Business

When I make these suggestion to people, I feel their fear arise.  How will I make money if my students flower?  They won’t need me.  How will I make money as a healer if I no longer believe in disease?  If I do the art I want to do, I’ll be judged.  I had all of those fears too — they were unfounded.

I’ve been writing, teaching, healing and intuiting toward freedom for several years, and I still see beliefs to let go.  Freedom isn’t an overnight job or a weekend workshop.  In the ancient schools of initiation, it was believed to take an average of about seven years.

As you let go of beliefs, more and different doors open.  You thought you could only make money as a teacher or psychic, but you find you’re actually a damn good artist or actor.  You find a passion arise as an herbalist and people love your herbs.  You remember that as a child you wanted to teach in foreign countries.  You’ve been putting travel on hold; now you’re inspired to go to new places.  You might discover that you have a gift of mentoring others toward freedom.  There’s a lot of room in this profession.  Have you noticed how many people are stuck in their false minds?  I can use some help.

In initiation, the high initiates taught the lower initiates.  Jesus was the perfect example of how to serve and move toward freedom at the same time.  He healed by correcting his own mind.  He didn’t channel, he knew.  He taught what he knew to others.  He wasn’t intuitive; he was inspired.  And he never went without.  He never complained that something was missing from his life.  His desires and his gifts aligned perfectly so that he could be himself.

Fine tuning your gifts speeds up the train to freedom.  You’ll start to see the light at the end of the tunnel.  As you free yourself, using your natural gifts, you’ll not only free yourself, but you’ll also contribute to a free world.

Inspiration vs Motivation: Initiation 102

The further you are from the center, the wilder the ride

By Cathy Eck 


Inspiration or Motivation

I became possessed by this topic nearly thirty years ago as a business owner.  Some rare employees loved their work and needed no motivation to do a stellar job.  Most did their jobs well but did better with incentives, and some couldn’t be moved with a forklift.  They were apathetic and had no motivation.  All problems came from the last group.

My curiosity prompted me to  enroll in a Master’s Degree program in Transpersonal Psychology (because I still thought the answers were outside of me).  I wanted to help this last group and eliminate our problems; but I also wanted to make sure that my children fell into the first group.  I realized that those who required no external motivation lived from the inside out — from inspiration.  The inspired ones were the happy ones.

Most of the world lives from the outside in.  Something good happens, and they are happy.  Something bad happens, and they are sad.  They are emotionally tossed about by the world, never able to stay happy for long unless they micro-manage their life.

I first noticed this watching my mother and her supposed love for football.  When her team won, life was good.  When her team lost, I wished I lived on another planet.    As a young child, I couldn’t understand how a football team could affect her moods in such a profound way.  Enjoying football is great; letting football ruin your day or week is insanity.  I wanted my dad to get her therapy, but my dad said she was normal.  “Normal, my ass,”  I thought.  The seed to understand the link between thoughts and emotions was probably planted in my childhood family room.


What About Passion?

My mother would have said that she was passionate about football and her team.  She was inspired to watch football, and she almost sounded reasonable.  But I later learned that inspiration doesn’t drag your ass around and make you crazy.

Even the best of psychology looks outside for the cause, so it is doubtful that therapy would have helped my mother.  They would have told her to pick a better team.

If people are out of work, it’s the economy’s fault.  If they are sick, germs, toxins, or an unhealthy lifestyle caused it.  Wars are caused by terrorists.  But the real insanity is that people go to speakers or clergy to get motivated or inspired.  No one says to themselves, “Gee, this might be backwards” because we are trained so well to think this way.  And don’t even get me started on the notion that God is outside of us handing out rewards and punishments like Santa Claus.

We are all born inspired.  Children don’t need motivation to learn to crawl or walk.  Plants don’t need motivation to pop out of the soil.  We are hard-wired for growth and exploration.  Inspiration handles life nicely until humans tell us to do what they want us to do; then we need motivation.  My conclusion, with my third group of apathetic employees was simply that they were in the wrong career.  I did them a favor; I fired them.


Initiation Reverses Our Direction

The initiates said that everything has a cause, and the cause is always in our own mind.  Even the person who just cut you off on the freeway couldn’t have done it without a belief in your mind (which might appear to be unconscious) that allowed him or her into your world.  This is why abusers groom their prey; they have to insert a belief in their prey’s mind for the abuse to occur.

There is always a causal belief for anything in our life.  It sounds crazy when you’ve never heard that before, and it is painful to go down this alley because we feel so responsible. We have to remember that we borrowed the beliefs that got us into this mess from others because we came to this earth as innocent children without discrimination. We didn’t do anything wrong.  At the same time, once we know better; we need to reverse the damage.

When I finally understood this, I found it sort of funny because I realized that in the beginning, it must have been extremely hard to get people not to follow their inspiration.  As I’ve worked on my own mind, I’ve seen tricks, traps, and blind spots indicating that our history was filled with instances of the collective false mind nearly losing to the True Self.  So the gamemasters had to install a patch in the software.  They had to invent yet another religion or create a new dictator or rewrite history in some bizzaar way to make sure that we didn’t figure out that we are powerful, unlimited beings who don’t have to do what they want us to do.  The elite, rich, and powerful of the world are nothing without the slaves that do their work for them.  When you realize that, you lose your motivation do serve them.

Quite frankly,  initiation would take an hour or a day if we didn’t have so much training in living from motivation.  Everyone is looking for answers out there, when the answers are inside of them.  It is the ultimate mental trick.  As we let go of beliefs, our focus moves inward to the center where life is calm and consistent.  When a wheel turns, if you are on the rim, you get a wild ride; but if you stand right in the center, you barely move at all.

Thus, initiates were described as calm, peaceful, and wise.  They didn’t display emotions.  But this wasn’t because they had slick poker-faced personalities.  They had no emotions because they had no beliefs.  They simply weren’t being tossed and turned by the chaos of the world.  They created their lives from the inside out, and lived from the center of the wheel.


Santa or Satan, same letters, and both are embedded in the illusion of Santa.